Thursday, February 8, 2024

Seeing and feeling the damage and mutilations to my skin, my hands, my gum tissue from simply and literally passing out into unconsciousness from detox and the nighttime attacks upon me, to insert liquids into my bladder which are mostly drugs and poisons with stinking toxic fluids--then I must wake up and eliminate it, and I return and pass out before wrapping up my hands and face and head again, because I wake up feeling fine, I then return and am sick by the time I return so releasing the drugs makes me more ill as passing it puts it back into my blood stream (because it is freshly injected into my body) --again, I am sort of 'assuming" this is the case because this happens nightly and the moment I pass out and can't put all the gloves and items to protect my hands and cuticles, the teleportation hate skits begin. This happens literally every night so it is a pattern and nothing I have ever experienced in my life until I moved here to this hate abuse torture near-death situation living space condo.

 Last night they inserted metal sharp objects under the gum tissue in my mouth again because I really thought was aware and would get up in the dead middle of the night, but I felt instantly very ill as soon as I approached the bed, I lay down turning on a podcast lecture and was listening feeling awake, alert but just nauseous from the poison injections releasing more toxins into my blood stream. I then felt the usual near-fainting and inability to think, move and I passed out, from one moment to the next. I see my hands today wrinkled because they smeared damaging chemicals once more on my hands, my gum tissue was cut into again so I can't eat soft bread without it hurting

and etc.

so sick of this. That I am a tortrure victim from filth dirty Senators and shit sick sleazy disgusting stupid celebrities and their shit creep partners/wives/children

for over a decade just from whorewood and no one can ever stop this or protect me

I still can't believe hos sick this all is.

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Hair once again copiously falling out in clumps with stinking nasty foul grease embedded in the back of my hair/head/scalp for having lay down on my bed yesterday in what felt like terminal death sickness from non-stop years of rape, torture and screaming abuse from what I currently consider people who can't succeed unless they attack me to get promotions. they "suceeded" formerly in the past due to their affiliation with this nazi death cult systematic promotion hierarchy becasue they are absolutely devoid of light, love compassion and are disgusting easy to control money is the ruling factor and they have empty spaces of nothingness between their greed and selfishness frontal lobes---everything else dependent on sleazy instant gratification instant pleasure dome dumbing down sadism replacing former cocaine addition and alcoholism and sex/work/career money addictions replaced by sadistic torture they can't stop every day for hours in sexual sadism overdrive. All of them rely on sexual appearances for their "success" and posturing psychopathy and now cruelty disguised as benevolent despotism "winner" mentality.//I fell into this semi-dying state literally extremely ill and I got up to take a delivery and returned and my hair was greasy wet on the back--no one had come near me it was done while I was laying (my head loosely protected with a cap they use like mosquitos mechanical arms which gently lift and spray under hats, caps under layers of protection the tools they use-plus they put me in a semi-conscious state in that laying down curled up in sick, pit of body ailment toxic shock too sick to move state---I must have gone into a few seconds of unconsciousness this is done via the brain implant it has been done to me often in the past--so they sprayed and this chemical stinking grease fungus mold substance contains something that makes hair fall out. I had washed it from the previous inability to protect m yhair (for over 2 months I have been in inability to protect my hair, body and every other routine sliced up mutilated body part I can't protect in a state of agonized spinal fractured pioson ripping out of my spine state; all this group has forced on me due to this brain implant rendering me unconscious they can fracture and break and sliced out I am totally blacked out and then injected with extreme pain killer. Perhaps my brain compartmentalized system blocks out neural firing of pain receptors in these areas I think the tech is that refined to even narrow down neural pathways to various body parts that are sliced injected and mutilated until a few days later and then the pain is diminished and the drugging commences in other ways (combined simultaneously). //the psychic toxic garbage dump celebrities conjoined this morning with the "not supine" politician running for president. Nasty "christian" rapist currently in the speaker position who has come to assault me (just came for his louisiana primary to have me raped in a sleazy sick way totally a psycho sick creep it was a skit of a perturbed sick mind) and accepted by his evil coven of psycho-christian spouting louts and greasy toxic filth from his region truly despicable this onus of hate who is more evil and foul than I have ever been for a mere 5 seconds of my life in total his every action every 5 seconds consolidated is nowhere near my entire life of having been a very good person, a christian in heart, spirit and soul I am he''s a demonic possessed sick scum closeted sick psycho pornographer bearing a condemnation cross. He told me that the contract means I must be around people who extremely abuse me perpetually to crush my spirit and soul. This toxic group of garbage psychic trash filth out of LA was met with the president-to-be wanna be with his entourage of nazi eurotrash hate and american nazi party celebrities stealing my ideas about beauty, love and compassion and fighting against unjust tyranny---. Filthy ugly dirty their stupid ugly voices asking me if I still think they are greasy and dirty I say yes instantly in my mind it's all thought extraction. I try to "ignore' them not to react after instantly recoiling in disgust and trepidation of their murderous attacks fighting them off calling the nasty graesy filth female names in disgust to get her off---weeks of physically fighting to get her off only encourage that greasy slime and her former husband. Dirty ugly former republican governor always there handing out incentive promotions to everybody to emulate nazi concentration camp guards during the WWII holocaust genocide they have all watched the movies and can't wait to emulate this functionaity without any politican or law enforecment stopping them only joininng in and behaving like trash and filth scum claiming like johnson to be a "good christian" and "you are a whore prostitute nothing " then abusing hitting raping orhaving me raped to prove how "good" they are and how "evil" I am. They ask me for tarot readings while I am reading but concemn me as a witch justifying their rape therein. Tojtally disgusting always every moment. Every moment my lief sucked out by this filth group. It is America that country still worships this trash filth and keeps them in power, fully supported by all the "good christians" and "democrat constitutional caring about every plight of every poor person" nazi bigot genocidal hate trash psychic stink cesspool life fuck k-rap putting out k-rap and people love them for it and can't get enough of the surreptitious drug addiction.

  Of course these putrid, cesspool nothing-but-bs to say parasites must leech every concept, idea and watch me 24/7 with smirking ugly paras...