Thursday, February 8, 2024

Seeing and feeling the damage and mutilations to my skin, my hands, my gum tissue from simply and literally passing out into unconsciousness from detox and the nighttime attacks upon me, to insert liquids into my bladder which are mostly drugs and poisons with stinking toxic fluids--then I must wake up and eliminate it, and I return and pass out before wrapping up my hands and face and head again, because I wake up feeling fine, I then return and am sick by the time I return so releasing the drugs makes me more ill as passing it puts it back into my blood stream (because it is freshly injected into my body) --again, I am sort of 'assuming" this is the case because this happens nightly and the moment I pass out and can't put all the gloves and items to protect my hands and cuticles, the teleportation hate skits begin. This happens literally every night so it is a pattern and nothing I have ever experienced in my life until I moved here to this hate abuse torture near-death situation living space condo.

 Last night they inserted metal sharp objects under the gum tissue in my mouth again because I really thought was aware and would get up in the dead middle of the night, but I felt instantly very ill as soon as I approached the bed, I lay down turning on a podcast lecture and was listening feeling awake, alert but just nauseous from the poison injections releasing more toxins into my blood stream. I then felt the usual near-fainting and inability to think, move and I passed out, from one moment to the next. I see my hands today wrinkled because they smeared damaging chemicals once more on my hands, my gum tissue was cut into again so I can't eat soft bread without it hurting

and etc.

so sick of this. That I am a tortrure victim from filth dirty Senators and shit sick sleazy disgusting stupid celebrities and their shit creep partners/wives/children

for over a decade just from whorewood and no one can ever stop this or protect me

I still can't believe hos sick this all is.

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Tears coming out of my eyes brimming with tears--while eating. Almost always while I am eating this torture is re-commenced to add to the 15 years of tears-ruining-my eyes and skin on my cheeks torture--every tear brimming by now is torture as I am eating the mucus is also being "tweaked" in my nose and throat---old boy gavin old hate not new californication is always doing this torrture to me--firstly the women behind him want me marred and broken down phyusically so making my face pull downward (they also can manipulate my facial muscles to pull downward, literally the microchip implants are embedded along my spine, into my throat, in my brain, extending the entire nervous system. Newsom really loves making me just endleslsy deal with mucus in my nose and dripping tears and mucus while eating, just before going to bed, and all day plus the severing of my cuticles, smearing of harsh damaging chemicals on my hands and forearms, slicing of cuticles of my toenails and the hardening chemicals put on the toenails until they are just like plastic knobs on top of my mutilated, broken-toe feet with all nails on hands and feet black, cuticles severed off, huge swollen hands from veins popping up from endlessly having to heal the endless incisions. Those are just the daily ritual of their "I'm a good christian" attacks on me including "Justified rape" because I read tarot and therefore am "satanic" because the bible told them, while I am not a murderous raping abuser racist these are all exempt the labels they superimpose on me are justifed by biblical edict and I worked at the lusty lady behind glass when I was denied health care and had a metal rod coming out of my spine from the poisons my family put in my body all my life ot make my spine crooked, giving me idiopathic scoliosis. But as "good christians" having me raped by them with a hateful smile then having me mutilated and called every name that rape culture pornographic woman-hating men scream while the blonde nazis who have gone to oscars for years stealing my concepts of women's emancipation from rape culture and heroic struggle for self-assertion in the face of damning labeling and abuse--as they all support these men (and women) in inflicting upon me as prototype for a new Epstein class warfare against society now fully protected by the entire gamut of law, justice and media and the entire congress and all governments around the world. Maybe some of you should have some tears in your eyes for the destruction they are inflicting upon America and the concepts of freedom of thought, movement and freedom to be a capitalist absolutely blocked from me--all, but in particular the last to have freedom of self-sustaining business opportunity that is the most cruciel for them to inflict. The women tell gavin old world boy rape culture repeat-scripted sentence of how benevolent he is in supporting democracy that ole gavin--the nazi women with their promises from their rape men in euro-heaven-land for these americans it's like going to heaven for them--to flee the ghettos of america they are helping to create and enlarge the homeless camps where the money supposed to help people not die in the streets is instead being funneled into gavin wife's newest feminist movie career and that of pelosi--the funding for their next "feminist" documentaries and etc with all regalia of h-wood and more mansions in euro-heaven land for them all promised for full compliance to offering all the nazi hate-land leeches can suck out--all the fake warm smiles are repeated on gavin's face when he lectures about democracy just like greece and rome etc....

  Tears still coming out--eating in this attempt as always to heal from the black hard poison they ordered put in my food and injected into ...