Thursday, February 8, 2024

Seeing and feeling the damage and mutilations to my skin, my hands, my gum tissue from simply and literally passing out into unconsciousness from detox and the nighttime attacks upon me, to insert liquids into my bladder which are mostly drugs and poisons with stinking toxic fluids--then I must wake up and eliminate it, and I return and pass out before wrapping up my hands and face and head again, because I wake up feeling fine, I then return and am sick by the time I return so releasing the drugs makes me more ill as passing it puts it back into my blood stream (because it is freshly injected into my body) --again, I am sort of 'assuming" this is the case because this happens nightly and the moment I pass out and can't put all the gloves and items to protect my hands and cuticles, the teleportation hate skits begin. This happens literally every night so it is a pattern and nothing I have ever experienced in my life until I moved here to this hate abuse torture near-death situation living space condo.

 Last night they inserted metal sharp objects under the gum tissue in my mouth again because I really thought was aware and would get up in the dead middle of the night, but I felt instantly very ill as soon as I approached the bed, I lay down turning on a podcast lecture and was listening feeling awake, alert but just nauseous from the poison injections releasing more toxins into my blood stream. I then felt the usual near-fainting and inability to think, move and I passed out, from one moment to the next. I see my hands today wrinkled because they smeared damaging chemicals once more on my hands, my gum tissue was cut into again so I can't eat soft bread without it hurting

and etc.

so sick of this. That I am a tortrure victim from filth dirty Senators and shit sick sleazy disgusting stupid celebrities and their shit creep partners/wives/children

for over a decade just from whorewood and no one can ever stop this or protect me

I still can't believe hos sick this all is.

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Once more, drilling and hammering into the steel, and cement of the room directly beneath mine. It went on for hours yesterday and is continuing on a beautiful day it was formerly peaceful but the parasites must do whatever they can to ruin my body life and everything else. A continuation of YEARS of writing these enraged, drugged up posts to a sick slime sick fuck crap society of america and euro-nazi trash influenced scum. I can't imagine that anybody with any soul or higher intelligence than Marjorie Taylor Green is reading this. I mean, you are all really at her stupid yapping banal level. I can't compliment the silent readers assuming there is anything but smirking demons some with polished rhetoric some with elaborate wealth and the ability to shoulder some intellectual conversation and EVEN conduct peer-reviewed highly recommended research on quantum physics. But when it comes to the emotional realm of hate, the unifying vision is to protect the millennia murder-enforced status quo and for the subordinate minions it is even more a vicious not-game thusly all are entrenched in this and undoubtedly scroll through the YEARS AND YEARS AND YEARS AND YEARS of me writing what has only become a running joke of how nobody ever does more than applaud the shit and stupid sick scum who steal my ideas, words verbatim and then get applauds and promotions for it. I can barely write it is drilling underneath my chair as usual for over 7 years in this natural spot. The delivery I had to pick up was met with one white nazi trash shit filth who had to barge through the open doors of the glass separation of the living units and the lobby area---there usually is a bunch of creeps standing around supposedly holding the glass doors open for me when I am trudging with the half-broken wheels of a trolly cart h olding a huge laundry bag ("decor" fashion not the ugly stripes) and they just get in my way. I beckon them to stop holding the door they refuse. Once I Pass by them they smear some filth on my clothing or flick stains---if I am wearing black there are white paint flicks on the clothing--it is non-stop every doorway threshold "crossroads' these seeds of satan demons are waiting like the devil to block the passage and turn it into obstruction, negativity. It is highly symbolic. A white male came to barge through. I saw him approach rushing to get in my way as I was handing this woman who is endlessly following their instructions--the delivery person---so I asked her to arrive after 2 pm she came at 12:30---I told her to wait, I had to finish the little half-concocted post earlier always writing to try to get anybody to care no one ever does. WRiting about the sickness and ugliness of you shit hole scumbgs who are part of this, you all just love reading my desperate and being murdered posts-every day as they inflict murderous violence upon me and poisoning drugging and mutilation so my body is just broken down, aged and being killed as you all sit silently applauding this filth bunch of shit.

  When this white trash nazi shit creep pushed his way between me and the woman I was handing money to--and he came just as I had to focus m...