Thursday, February 22, 2024

The inexpressively brutal, disgusting technology forced upon me is a complete feeding ground for losers, users, parasites, abusers and they all flock to attacking me literally every moment they possibly can. Not only for the benefits from whatever psycho Nazi created this sleazy sick contract and how the rest of the planet goes completely along as if this i s a normal, everyday occurrence---but I have tried everything to block out the endless, daily stream of violent physical, sexual, emotional and verbal vicious abuse and hate, deadly abuse killing me every day and I can't block them out, sitting here semi-paralyzed and alone, every day, all day sick and paralyzed. The pig ape scum shit Baryishnikov was keeping me poisoned and stretching my neck and head every day, which just pulled the labyrinth of poisons latched onto all vertebrae in different directions, kept me so ill and out-of-alignment that the poisoning he continued built up in a continuous bloating and congealment of the poisons, internally suffocating me and killing me w hile the abuse and abuse and rape and beatings and yelling and death threats continue unending every day without end---all night with telrpotation, and this parasite is latching on for his filthy career and that of his dirty wife daughter and all their bigot riends. Two years of not getting enough and they plan on an empire, they all do out of JUST attacking me into a coma, paralysis while I fight literally every day to get t hem off me to save my life. My hair is like faded torn paper in shreds from stress, my body is covered with blemishes and skin breakouts from the poison they smear on my skin while I sleep and from the liver and kidney shock and sepsis that they are continuously forcing into my body with injections into my bladder of drugs and poisons---cutting into my fingers every single night, etc etc. //Fighting to get this preposterous lowest of filth scumbags off me, because he was a ballet star, and that means the "epitome" of Nazi culture and he's supposed to be some glorified superhuman Nazi figure and that ballet, just a physical operation involving grace, means that this thug rapist parasitic lower animal class, one of the least manly of men--despicable in his arrogance about what he is entitled to do to me--his Eurpigape cartel pushing him towards absolute Nazi genocidal violence aimed at breaking my body, spirit and love and passion. Grey hair hanging off my head now from his old man grasping for a career that essentially died out a long time ago--but now with a host of women around him clutching via him to beat, rape abuse crush and destroy my joy in life, to abuse everything I eat, do, listen to, thinkk and etc etc constant insults and abuse and threeats and endless attacks, all plants killed, my cat tortured he stuck a knife into my abdomen (retractable) he defends all people making Nazi commentary at me with extreme violence (or sordid sorts--rape, torture, abuse, destruction) and then will never let go. This vile low-level not-a-man scumbag must get more and more and more. His operation through the English Crown has m eant that scumbag English yelling abuser has come to v iolently threaten and yell into my inner ear with vicious violent rage after I just say NO to being sexually abused and tortured by yet anotrher scum piece of pig shit from England--or one of their colonies . rape a buse and rape and abuse and yelling abuse death threats--my hair is growing grey rapidly. My cat which was my one loving companion stolen and she is so old it's unbelievable she is still alive. This filthy ugly life fuck death old man keeps killing every single plant I grow, for the past two years, and has tortured my cat into terror in front of m e--my beautiful loving cat--for me defending myself against Germans making Nazi threats at me and abuse to humiliate me a la 3rd Reich Nazi slogans, which this filthy p ig ape scumbag old piece of utter shit defends with knives thrust into my abdomen, my cat s creaming in terror after they abuse or beat her, threats of killing her consatntly, non-stop this filthy ugly pig injectts his filthy ugly voice into my deepest concentration while I am exercising to STOP M E> i have been screaming to get off me for the past 2 months he's still there with his hate and violence to suck everything out of me. Non-stop very life-sucking abuse skits are being inflicted upon me daily non-stop. Behind this foul ugly dirty shit whore of a not-"man" is Trump and besides Trump is Biden and they have their teams. I remain writing about this to the void of old men and their nasty rape cheerleader younger generation which has been told they will get a nepo-inheritance of everything they never deserved or worked for, in this 3rd Reich entitlement Nazi 4th Reich operation you all keep allowing to progress and amplify as you all participate in it. I write about the stinking evil filth that you are all cheering on.//My body is aging my hair is grey this rotten ugly life-sucking filhty old man is really a vile parasitic life-draining leech I can't ever get off. The contract has put Trump into the presidency and Pitt and shitalina into the Oscars, their production companies endlessly paid for all expenses and top quality assistants h anded to them plus awards at every festival and top prize category. The shit connected to them have obtained Grammy's, mansions jets every single fucking thing--not to exclude Taylor Swift who has been a part of this for over a decade and look what all the mind control programming has done for her and the brainwashed zombie goons who will cheer any mediocrity on if it appears l ike a Nazi and acts like a fake alternative "liberal"--as this is the main scheme they all adhere to (stealing MY ideas all the while in order to have anything original to offer as their "unique" talent--which is a lot of lies and distortions and stolen ideas and posturing bs. This filth creep, amongst all the other endless parasites, is loathe to even stop for a single day. So I can't get rid of him. Hope he dies immediately in a horrible way. Begging the world to get this group of sick s hit off m e has proven to be futile soI must pray for their instant deaths please make it happen NOW.//My growing grey hairline is growing every day, faster and faster. The really hateful disgusting old man Baryishnikov, endlessly forcing his unwanted "help" while I am in the middle of exercise, concentrating 100% as his filthy mouth begins to "advise' me and after 2 years of him slowly killing,raping, abusing, poisoning and "helping" me with effete stretches that kept me extremely weak, extremely exhausted, in pain and sickness because he kept h aving me poisoned, his sinister ugly "meek" voice saying that this is not true as he continues with torture. today he forced his filthy mouth/voice on my exercise. The endless lies that come out ofhis filthy dirty mouth are the same disgusting black ugly sinister energy of hate and destruction that he is on every personal level (towards me). Telling me to put my head up constantly while i was working 100% concentration--telling him to stop. Trying not to respond but the technology forces me to respond. Literally I cannot stop. The barrier for self-protection is blasted, literally, electronically and with the non-stop poisoning, stress and abuse so I am so weak and I fight to ignore this filthy pest parasite. Finally he told me that I "had to listen" to his filthy dirty advice, after weeks of screaming to get off me, doing other exercises I Learned from people with a more humane and decent approach, and screaming and telling this ugly sinister parasite whoI told to get off me constantly 2 years ago, every day screawming to shut up as this vile parasite has clung on. So many deals and promotions this ugly dirty little shitty creep and his filthy harum of Nazi whore women must obtain from endlessly latching onto me. The old man has made my hair grow so grey, plus the hair prostitutalina and shit pig pitt have ordered be permanently destroyed so I am balding. The pig endlessly forces his "instructino" while I am absolutely in the middle of the most conentration to do the exercises he never taught me, and he never taught me anything but two (maybe three) basic pointers that all beginners learn in good quality classes. Not stopping telling him to go away, I told him that he knows what he knows about ballet, but he knows nothing about the poison in my body (and he has kept poisoning me and insulting how I look because he is poisoning me to death and I am eating to fight to have any strength to break this internal poison out, with hisnon-stop abuse non-stop for years now qalong with the shit pig pit group, rapists from England, violent abuse yelling death threats from the shit pig pit shitalina group plus this filthy b-KGB-bot who NEVER stops sucking out the remainder of m y youth and pouring his nasty old age onto me--I have never felt this drained and old in my life from the years of this filthy ugly dirty old sick sleazy violent murderous bigot piece of rotten shit who has become completely corroded, is a lie a second everything he says is a falsity ofone sort or another---at leastin regard to m eevery single thing is a bs exploitation or lie. The hate from him, his wish to compltely destroy and kill me is obvious to me. I told him he does not understand my poisoning while I was in the middle of exercising--the electricity went out immediately. I had to stop exercising. My food would be spoiled in this 90-degree heat and I had to run downstairs to the main lobby, get abused by the terrorist "manager" and then I h ad to run back and forth to putm y food in the freezer in the filthy maintenance room downstairs--it took up another 5 hours of my time going back and forth. I put my food in the tiny freezer where they had organized a terror attack--they put a dead crab and smeared the fluids of the crab onto the ice and put the dead crab into this little room; I was in there watching my food like a hawk to prevent their poisoning and I had my face mask on so I did not know what they had done. They turned the power off 4 months ago for 8 hours for three days in a row--with no notice and my food was spoiled and I was attacked. All of this bs is organized by this filthy dirty Latvian ballet bully creep and his Nazi blonde gang of older women, who want to see me raped, beaten and turnend old and grey- and I am from contact with this most vile parasitic filthy creep Baryishnikov.

 The life-sucking and feeding  frenzy of parasites and the potential to literally transfer old age and suck out youth and health from someone else, the technology and death squad operation and this ugly old  man and the old men of the government, of  Trump of the shit around him who have been feeding off  me, of shit pig pitt and shitalina tothe endless rotation of filth from Whorewood--and they all go from From rotting, disgusting zombie to freshly minted vampire--yes, the technology is a  feeding ground for EVERY parasite looking to exhale his/her old age and suck the life out of me--the transfer of their old age, mental  illness, vicious grasping for money, power and fame---absolutely evil and vile and the terms are appropriate.


"Vampire in Brooklyn  (1995)--From Zombie to Vampire Scene/Movieclips".  Movieclips. August 26, 2023.






I so need to exercise in peace and quiet so I can concentrate. This filthy ugly man was redirecting me to what was  harming me, while continuing to poison me, claiming he was stopping it. As I was drugged constantly, I reacted to a non-stop slew of violent Nazi-spewing racists blathering  hateful racist memes following exactly along Nazi slogans that were used to kill Jews out in the Streets of Germany, in Kristalnacht, before they were put in ghettos, starved en masse to death, then transported to the death camps. That is what this  ugly old man and all the  people of this group are envisioning and what they fully support; that includes the Jews who participate, to one degree or another, as long as they can bypass the genocide they are fine with it happening to me. That is all the  leading "jews" of America plus their AIPAC  (my family was associated with that organization they fully sacrificed me to the top layers of that organization and of the diaspora). But just saying, I have no silver cross but to have  my private thoughts constantly interrupted while I NEED TO HEAL AND EXERCISE   while this filth ugly sick parasite who has  violently raped me, been poisoning me to death,  yelling violently at m e, having others violently yell at me, then after I could not fight it any longer after about two solid  months of yelilng into my inner  ear to t his filthy pig to shut up to stop to stop  interfereing with my exercises,--he somehow  hypnotized  m e to stop doing the exercises I really was doing that were helping the problem, and instead do the ones he had his assistant of just stretching the arms and neck as if that would break the poisons off  my hips and spine--as he yelled how incredible his expertise in ballet training is, what a world figure he is, and I was desperate as there is ZERO INFORMATION on how to heal this problem. And so, drugged up and shitting diarrhea poison out and being raped, beaten adn abused in 8-hour stretches  every day for over 2 years from his aabuse, and an increase in the terrorist groups in the shops in the streets in the stores and where I live--this filthy Nazi KGB piece of sick ugly dirty parasitic shit and his whore  group h ave obtained tv series, endless promotions

and they are  so clinging to get m ore, they have n ot 'finished" as I fight and fight this ugly filthy creep who is once more trying to "control"  my exercising to stop me, to claim he is "controlling" me as I am FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE TO HEAL. HE IS AN OBSTACLE TO MY HEALING AND HE IS DOING IT DELIBERATELY TO SLOWLY KILL ME, AND KEEP M E SHITTING POISON OUT FOREVER TO MY DEATH AS HE PROFITS  OFF IT, WHILE YELLING AND SCREAMING THAT HE KNOWS EVERYTHING WHEN i CONTRADICT HIM HE HAS HIS FILTH MACHINE OFHATE DESTROY AND RIP AND  POISON AND ABUSE  ME BECAUSE i SAY HE IS FUCKING KILLING ME, INCOMPETENT AS  ABSOLUTELY OPPOSITE TO THE LYING SHIT HE I S CONSTANTLY CLAIMING THAT HE'S THIS EXPERT AND MUYST FORCE HIS  UGLY FILTHY SELF UPON ME EVERY DAY WHILE i AM AT 100% CONCENTRATION TO FUCKING H EAL. He has kept  me sick and dying for another 2 years while I was doing the CORRECT exercises initially, which he "instructed" me to change to t h ings that pulled the poison and kept me so weak and unable to move while the poison was constantly being injected and poured into  my every possible portal for  violation and violence. PLEASE GET THIS SICK FUCKING UGLY OLD APE DUNG OFF ME. Trump is behind him, 100% I am now getting a slew of Trump videos and I never want to help t his group of fucking shit who have been torturing, raping and poisoning me mutilating having me hit by cars unending torture for years and years and years--grey hair lining my face, my body just smothered with damaging chemicals--the bitch whores these pig men marry come to laugh about the mutilation to my body as they viciously attack me as well. Please kill  them all goddamn whatever force it out there get them off me.  How incompetent the  politicians really are and how sick and evil they all are.



"Vampire in Brooklyn".


I have such little energy in my body and life from daily drugging and poisoning so *I react in a "trauma" state and write and write on this blog--hoping one day someone will have some compassion and care and actually stop all this.

Seems impossible at this time but I am so physically drained and stressed out from the nightly terror teleportation that i must get it out

I am constantly being attacked in one form or another, as this life and youth-sucking parasite who is abusing me for his endless free promotion--and the group of filth has not obtained their collective goals, this group of filthy Nazi whore shit associated with Baryishnikov, which is his rapist sleaze filth ugly wife and shit daughter--all psycho on a Nazi elite aristocratic power high just like the filthy wife of the man from American Horror Story is at this time as well; all trying to emulate the vicious and extremely genocidal oppressive ruling class of the ancient regime of Europigapeland

the 4th reich, brutality brought back and all chances of equality and freedom gone. their freedom consists of this contract out on me so their ugliness and stupid mediocrity won't have any other competition outside of the 4th Reich white supremacy entitlement and the minorities who are "allowed" to compete must placate  and abuse me, for example, to prove they are full in with a type of Orwellian aristocracy far  exceeding anything ever in history of violation of the human condition (equals freedom of speech, thought, movement and achievement only for their filthy asses to steal and suck as much out and believe it is their entitlement).

So he's going on, the group around him and the pig shit pit and the other filthy creeps who have gone on and on and on and on for years and years and years and years are urging this vile dirty ugly filthy old man to just constantly have absolutely no concern about me, because they believe I am to be a slave, that I am already a slave and have no human rights, no right to even write my own story they demand that I give them all details so they can once more  take ideas from  me, claim them as their own, not only NOT pay me in any way, s hape or form but steal from me, destroying my body so the blonde Nazi whores don't feel any chance of me being happy and beautiful ever

and then they work to slowly kill me but still sucking as much out of me and giving back slow, agonizing death and that is all they give, literally--which is they only take and not just take but are taking everything from m y life anyone possibly could take from another human being.

I think to myself that if i just ignore this ugly dirty filthy pig, which is impossible because he's constantly injecting his vile and dirty ugly mouth into my most extreme concentration to heal--which he has been preventing me from doing and repoisoning me and abusing meinto old age, raping and abusing and having otherm en rape and beat me while he watches on, as the shit filth bigot women watch hugging the men who beat and rape me in front of them, after and before they steal my tirades about feminism and how women have rights to live without rape and about rape culture and domestic violoence

which they then steal as their concepts--for over a decade as wel

and they are all there, still the same pig apes I fight furiously to get off me

for years

still there but with new pig ape shit like baryishnikov who has "only "been slowly killing me yelilng that I owe him every single thingi possible for his "help" and then torturing mefor fighting to get this ugly dirty thing off me and now he's back yapping his "advice" and when I tell him he does not know what this poison is, he attacks me again so I spend hours not exericing, because that is his goal to deter and stop that and redirect me to harming my body and then insulting and posioning me

and I did  not finish, I am now too exhausted once more to take a shower, Yesterday they sucked so much of my life out from the attack on the internet with my banik that i had to literally zone out by playing a computer game, immersed in it, for hours and I was too exhausted to take a shower and in too much pain (I have to clean the floor after a shower because the floor is wet an d the terrorists pour debris, grease and hair on the wet floor. I wipe it down, and they still pour grease, hair and debris on the floor but it's not in a complete puddle. They also pour  water mixed with grease, debris and hair so the floor is dry but there are puddles with grease, debris and hair after I clean and clean after a shower

it is too much for my body, my spine is coated with hard poison and fractured vertebrae

this pig I must reiterate has been stopping my progress for 2 years and torturing me with vicious hate and violence and instructing English pig ape shit to rape and beat and fascistically yell absolute obscenities at me. This pig ape B-KGB-bot was awarded by the English Crown one month after he began teleporting and beating and raping me plus forcing his disgusting ugly voice on me while always in the exact middle of the height of concentration. I need to finish the exercisees and he is constantly giving me one choice--to constantly stop and yell to shut the fuck up and die and go to hell--which so stops my exercises and energy and drains me--because after 2 years this is thepoint I am at, asking nicely has done nothing. 

and the other choice is to try to "ignore" this filthy parasite, and it's impossible when someone is blasting their shit voice into your inner ear and no matter which direction or how loud the m usic I am blasting into my brain is, I can't negate the voice that overrides the music and attempt to focus and block this filth fuck shit out


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Newsom-trump-musk social security gang-land theft of my money to render me homeless, hopeless and disabled with non-stop torture rape and poisoning while fighting to heal and stop the poisoning; that was just the beginning of the Obama-handed-prize-for-more promotions out of this contract out on me (not sure what Bush did, he has remained only as a very light cyber youtube hacker but the people out in front have been obama, trump, musk and then newsom---all have risen out of this contract out on me both presidents out of this contract out on me. They can't get enough millions and billions of dollars and just let m me heal and live in peace they must continue the contract out on me so all their family friends and their business partnerships (oh,I forgot the clintons, oh yes, big time nasty sarcastic hate out of hillary all profiteering off my torture) I can't really state why I am this most endlessly attacked person. there are people who are assaulted non-stop but my crime has been to fight being a torture sex rape abused object without fighting back that is my "crime" due to this nazification of america. They want "jews" to be absolutely a$$-groveling legal attorney lawyers defending the criminals as my family has done as jamie ratskin is doing in this contract (he is looking endlessly for more media interviews his yapping about the constitution has turned him into one of the biggest nazi frauds of the demo-rat party elizabeth warren as well they are such "pristine" human rights advocates infront of cameras--all former professors thusly their higher intellectual savvy has turned them into formidable lying foes of actual real democracy and integrity the corruption is rot underneath the huge warm orchestrated perfect human compassion lectures they give are the most nasty and ugly in teleportation; they all are it's a hoard of what appear to be brainless hateful protocol-following bots gone crazy like on the same crack drug high on instant money and fame and promotion). They cut my disability benefits; they are trying to make me homeless. They have told me by phone when I tried to change address to get the nasty dirty disgusting grip of newsoms endless murderous violent torture (the "slow murder" contract of abuse 16 hours per day using this tech, drugging poisoning so I am shitting liquid diarrhea and objects out of my body --i.e. gall stones becuase my digestion is blocked sufficating internally but mybody has been poisoned all my life so it has adjusted still being killed) while fighting to block the poisoning and to heal they abuse yell at punch slap abuse insult and yell at me literally day and night taking turns all day all night every day after day--newsom was slapping my face for eating the most cheap steaks from non-hormone injected animals so the meat was very hard--I had to hold the very small pieces of tough steak by hand and eat like that--newsom would slap my face for eating wiith my hands--this was constant just an example of daily being hit and then he had germans and english rape and torture me--his feminist so-called feminist wife has gotten her promotions for puting out her "feminist" and "women" documentaries--she just came at me last night calling me a "prostitute" for having worked at the Lusty Lady when I was being murdered by my Nazi-conttrolled family but it was a murder ordered by the nazi 4th Reich--people just like newsom and his wife, or the newsoms I should say I consider him to be a bisexual at best but so woman-hating I just think he's completely gay not to denounce homosexuality but only to say his version of it is hate cloaked as his "feminist" wife is another nazi programmed woman-hater using "feminism" as her "political" relevancy at having anything to "say" otherwise, she's just nazi in drag like her husband. They all have turned Social Security into a tribunal of political ousting of people not complying with their nazi 4th Reich system--thusly slowly murdering people rendering them homeless. While this group has indeed made me disabled they are trying to STEAL MY COVID MONEY because I saved it. They are trying to take it all away from me even when it was determined that I am able to save it by one of their collection agencies (from social security) by phone the terrorists who I am diverted to by all phone call hacking, whether they work for social security or not they turned a simple address change into hate harassment lying abusing accusing and threats. Demanding that i go in person to a field office to change my address correctly--they refuse to write my correct address and all mail is being blocked by newsom and trump the mail system I use is monitored they are blocking mail. They routinely block all emails so I receive not a single friendly email from anybody I write and get no response all. It doesn't matter as my entire life has been spent surrounded by abusers and attackers thusly it really makes no diffrence but all my outreach to people who had been friendly but under mind control I disassociated myself (they use subliminals to push people who are loving and kind away, on both sides they input hissing hate phrases about people to block all real love and support so people I try to reach who have never harmed me I get no response from but can't find their phone numbers or am not able to find them anywhere to double-check if they did receive my email or message and if they actually had or had not replied. I am only stating this as pertinent mail is blocked likewise--mail from government sources they should have sent me a letter weeks ago for my address change out of the newsom torture rape and abuse murder coven out of whorewood and california but all is blocked. Phoning social security is met by a type of harassment abuse interrogation which is loosely turned into what is called a "review" of your case--this is done by appointment and by phone, the rules have changed you do these reviews of your situation by phone. Now they are demanding that I go into a field office to request an address change and to get information on why my benefits are not being reinstated, nor any information on what conditions I must meet such as the amount of money in my account I must spend from my savings of covid relief and student loans before they reinstate my benefits. They, under instruction by musk, trump and newsom have yelled that all the covid money must be spent although social security deemed I am able to retain that money. I submitted an economic hardship request which was supposed to have been replied to by mail--no mail, no resonses and every request in the California area have been met by the field office agents HANGING UP ON ME in the middle of questions, abusive, nasty and lying to me. In Miami they sent me a letter of reinstatement on April Fool's Day, 2025 which was of course a "joke". It was an official letter from the Miami social security field office. Now I have moved to another State and by phone on the main phone line, a woman lied yelled abused me and yelled that her trick questions (which they never asked, she asked me extremely specific questions that I answered slighly wrong, giving the wrong month of the block of my money it was February but I said March because in my mind from memory of over a year ago the money was cut after the Feb payment so my mind connected March. She then yelled that she did not believe me could not confirm my identity--I had phoned because they wrote the wrong address and I was phoning to correct it. She then lied to me and told me to change my address online. If she did work for social security she would have known that SSI disability is not able to change online only SSA recipients such as retirees can change online. My family arranged for me to have this "freak accident" which was them having this metal rod popped out of the hook latched under my spine to stabilize the scoliosis fusion surgery which was created by my family having me poisoned and my body put out of alignment, a crime and murderous violent act the whorewood group shitalina and pig ape pitt and shitnigger and nancy piglousy and then newscum, in the background until I moved out of florida to california but they did this as well-to keep me crooked, injured bedridden disabled. But they forced this on me 3 months after I graduated college and then denied me all health care, hoping I would die from a metal rod literally coming out of my spine while they abused and tried to create a lie that I had stolen something (had not absolutely and obviously they are the thieves and criminal but with law degrees and they protect nazis and work for nazis, performing as much hate upon me as possible to get more deals and they are addicted to abusing me by now their entire lives revolve around it). To make this a bit shorter, not to endlessly emphasize the "victim" narrative but if there is any example of victimization my story is it this has been a lifetime of this endless hate attack to my body and finances and life. They then had her screaming at me to go in person to a field office and I told her that I am just changing my address, that I cannot change my address online because I am on the SSI program not the SSA --she was supposed to know this without reservation or instructing me to do this--I told her that I was merely changing address that had been wrongly written by the last yelling and abusive social security white female (all my years of being on SSI I have never once obtained a white person by phone for that agency, as far as I recall it's at least 95% formerly before musk got his filthy nazi paws on it for nazi culling of anyone they want exterminated) but always black women or men--mostly women. Always polite, helpful and professional always reliable and always correct. Now under musk who came to assault me at the beginnning of his doge committee assignment before the country realized he is a nazi f88ck abuser hateful exploiter and destroyer of america as I had written about him for years but people are always so beguiled by a fake greasy smile by a seeming "liberal" california tech dude (which newsom has been playing that same hand, his Hillary-emulting "feminist' blonde nazi wife as sinister as hillary but less intelligent, by far).//Therefore, not a single piece of mail which details how much money I must have for reinstatement. I kept sending faxes to a higher office within social security and newsom as he had done when I changed address out of the florida nazi trump dumpster they turned social security into--yellin abuse at me at offices by phone, then in california I was so drugged my online phone would not work newsom and trump had my computer blocked so badly I could not use it for a week while trying to change address from florida to california. I phoned the california field office after they played more rush-and-wait games--long story but I phoned the computer was so hacked I could not get a ring tone could not establish the call spent hours trying to make one phone call; once I finally got someone after 3 hours of trying tom ake one phone call, I was under severe drugging I was in a flustered "traumatized" state they inserted the mind control I asked the man if they had recieved my faxes he said yes and I began to explain before the connection was disconnected again that I had sent the fax for this particular reason (x.y.z etc) he interrupted me with a sneering hate tone, "you aren't letting me finish" as he slowly lumbered t hrough looking for the fax information. I was in a dazed drugged sort of hyper meth speed zone of drugging and stress I kept interrupting him although I could not control myself I could not stop speaking--they can screw the nervous system the brain and subliminal content along with traumatizing because I am fighting for my life now to not become homeless. He hung up on me. Months later after more rape and hours of torure per day, shitnigger just raped me last week endless violence from that filth bucket of sick stupidity endlessly asking me for ideas to claim as his filthy robot stupid self a lying manipulating ugly sick filth crap they adore in shit californication and newsom is a slick slime dirty ignorant fuck his endless repeat lectures so stupid and blank yet they love this shit in that state--and throughout america the level of intelligence is so low now in america. Thusly, I need a physical letter and I am unable to go into their field offices to get abused and yelled at without any real legal written form. If I go in and they lie to me, which they will, without written evidence I will be screwed completely. They are refusing to send me written information I must now use strategy to not be completely screwed by this group of rotten sick fuck "men" who have taken over social security. With the new ruling by the supreme court today to create a new jim crow era of voting redistricting against all black and minority representation (the apathy of these populations in not supporting stupid rancid cock rock rapper krap gangster rap LA sick frauds, the fake angry and fake black ghetto accents they put on for their black audiences is so unconvincing but the black population looks to these rotten dirty stupid fakes as their heroes of fighting racism--they are like the rancid minions of the wicked nazi witch obeying orders giggling like kamala hyena over having me raped and turned into a plantation "slave" so they can become the controller, perhaps controlled but that is the extent of their activism, pure rancidity. Otherwise,