Wednesday, February 21, 2024

I can almost never risk writing about any positive thought, experience or happening around me because this vile hate group strives to immediately kill it, make it move away so I never have or see it again, destroy it, or steal it. But for one moment I had a "paradise" moment here in Thailand, making me very proud of myself for my accomplishments for all these years---I can only state that I got some product of Thailand that is exquisite, not expensive (here) a local item but it's a small a taste of this paradise that is often ruined by the violence and hate of these people, mostly white from Europa-land or America or etc---they rush to destroy all that is happy around me constantly inflicting hate, abuse they are sick. but for one brief moment I smell this native Thai scent and it's a bonanza for me--the "simple pleasures" that remind me of the reward for having left unending unaffordable America with cheap and stale cheap perfumes and clothing and food and living places where the walls are paper thin and terrorists who bang and blast noise as terror attacks, constantly and construction and hateful people--they are everywhere in America, the hateful sick and evil death squads are literally every place in America with vicious and deadly violence and hate. The terrorists from Whorewood are the same way, and from Congress. It is a hateful country, truly on the abyss of losing all humanity whatsoever for greedy and sleazy consumption that will destroy everything ultimately, I believe. It is bad here, it is death in America it is hate and sickness and depraved sinister people everywhre attacking targets--here as well. But here there are rows, entire rows of spicy condiments and in America--it's ketchip and maybe "curry" powder foor the most part, maybe a few bottles of some Mexican spice and hot sauce (maybe the market has expanded) and the essential oils are so expensive and not really great--and just buhing a local product and smelling the scent of freshly ground flowers (Jasmin) from this tropical beautiful place. and all the ugliness and sickness is for one moment gone, I feel like I am in a garden even though the ugly and sick tards have ordered all my flowers to be killed--for 2 years while they have mansions all over the world with tended gardens. But for one moment I can smell something beautiful that came from a flower and it's a bit of heaven. Appreciation for this "small thing" but it's large. How hateful America is, how sick Europ-a-land really is. For me. Not for you of course, they smile at you what lovely and warm friendly wonderful embracing intellectual superior people they are--oh, oh oh oh oh la la la (yuck sick dirty stupid sleazy violent creep genocidal filthy dirty parasitic cesspools of hate with huge amounts of trained and coached and promulgated promotional mind programming to view them as the epitome, from all the media expletives I am dealing with now. I see only ugly sinister spirits--the teleportation has helped me to literally "see" in a different and slightly altered state so I can "see" the expressions and the real intention and the strupidity and ugliness--and their behavior) and so, I just am so HAPPY I am not in America today and I could smell this flower fragrance from an essential oil bottle and so glad I can afford to pay the $2 for it (10 ounces) and that for one moment I can obviate the stinking filth they are spraying into my room all the time, every day and that I am not around the truly murderous and sick terrorist death squads of America or Europifgapeland--they come here, but eventually when it's constantly pouring rain the pig apes go back to their disgusting countries, and they are absolutely foul while they are here as they are served like Masters on a a plantation. This is what is being programmed into America, and it's in full effect in Whorewood. So glad I am not there. So glad I can smell some Jasmin oil with really local fresh-grounded flowers into the Aloe Vera oil base--a delight I feel like I'm floating aft4er all the hate and stink and stench and abuse--so glad I left America think it's a death trap think it's a cesspool of corrruption and stink and rot. Smelling this flower--I want my own house here in Thailand/Phuket with a jasmin garden, frangipani flowering trees, a swimming pool, my cat returned, to live alone, and to live in peace safely with a resident's permit and money paid to me for my living expenses from the billionaires who have stolen my ideas and all the millionaires as well.

 Of all the sexual abuse cases that are famous concerning celebrities, besides the obvious Weinstein antisemitic attack for a Nazi overtake of Whorewood with rape cheerleaders making all kinds of public statements about their "victimization" which they Love INFLICTING upon others

R. Kelly had sex with an underage woman--girl--or something--not anything as heinous as what is almost a daily sexual violent assault upon me by celebrities.

And his song is so positive, and so encouraging. It's like he had to be taken down for putting out a positive song encouraging rather than hate, rage and fake anti-racist antisemitic black rap--


But I wasn't going to make this political. however, it is inevitable. I heard this song when a bunch of very poor ole Black men sat on milk crates in front of their ranshackle house, with the dog hole underneath the floorboards of the wooden porch, sagging, unpainted and it all looked like a chipped wooden box configuration

they sat blasting this song and singing it loudly, with brown paper bags and bottles and they would shout at me because their house was across from the little convenience store across the little tiny cul d sac road in front of my shared housing situation box-=structure --when I first moved to Gainesville

and I thought of this song, them singing it, how they belted it out probably drunk but it gave them a joyous sort of mood

talking for hours on those milk crates

in front of that house

but I thought of it as a hopeful song as well

I was dismayed that R Kelly got such a stiff long sentence when the white supremacists of Whorewood get Oscars for violent rape, gang rape that is brutal, deadly and obscene and constant and THEY get Oscars where the movies are all about losing hope and faith, crime and the inevitable corruption and decay of society but them swaggering with entitlement nevertheless in their roles---


**hacking is so bad that I must fight to get the space bar to work

can't write more than a few words

"R. Kelly--I Believe I Can Fly (Official Music Video)". lyricalapple. October 7, 2022.




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Social Security Fraud/crime against me: it's not exactly a "one-way street" but it's more akin to a bicycle lane without barriers next to a 6-lane one-way expressway and Tesla Trucks veering into the bicycle lane I am solitarily peddling as fast with flat tires on to save my life.//(Muck had trucks nearly hit and smash me to death just as he was handed this tech with Amber Heard once she and Depp finished their 2+years of teleportation rape and torture of me, the spawn included--afterwards, after stealing my ideas I wrote endlessly about Domestic violence which Heard stole but fumbled, of course, like them all, turning "woke into a joke" she returned to assault me 2 years later after a month of near-hits by cars---and more cars hitting me under the last Trump administration obviously under muck et al//now they have used Social Security to destroy me (literal threat to my life and survivability with serious life-threatening threats looming due to this well-planned and executed attack using my SSI Disability, my one and only anchor on this planet they have taken away but it was criminal in how they conducted the situation which CAN BE REVERSED IF ONLY PEOPLE WOULD DEFEND ME AND GIVE SOME RELIEF TO THIS AND ALL THESE SITUATIONS TO STOP MORE OF THE TERRORISTS FROM COMING TO POWER--but to continue--Listening to "live" Senator Cory Booker on the tube---he's mentioning how SSI recipients (I am one) give permission for that agency, in Field Office interviews, to access the bank account where payments are direct deposited. I only gave permission for the agent to gain access that one account, after he asked me if I gave permission to access the direct deposit account. A few days later screaming on the phone he yelled that he saw my other account and boy, I had gone over yelling as I was "frozen" by mind control and also his behavior, for any sort of response that defended myself against his railing yelling abuse, warranted more abuse and threats which he could have done. I did not give him permission to access any other accounts. This is why he sent me a letter 2 weeks later stating my benefits are reinstated and my "overpayment" was due to a 2002 situation I had resolved in another interview 20 years ago. Adding $400 to the overpayment from 2002 and then stating my benefits are reinstated (deducting $10 per month from the already $10 deduction) I had to check on the SSA website to see if my benefits had been reinstated. They had not. I waited for another letter as Mr. Melle told me that he would send a letter, screaming with violence and then sneering with absolute hate and contempt to "have a nice day" like a schoolyard kid screaming and making fun of that ubiquitous use of pleasantry that Americans use (Mr. Melle is "Latino"). He sent nothing else, and still there is no other information about how to reinstate the benefits. But firstly, Cory Booker stated in the speech on the Senate Floor regarding the Muck Dog cutting of Social Security that people in interviews only give permission to access the direct deposit account. With all the lies, did they have any legal right or entitlement to access ALL my records with the bank when I had only given access to one single account? Furthermore, besides that discrepancy, there is nothing in writing about this. He told me to come in person (he "suggested" using a sneering contemptuously expressed example of coming to the Field Office direct in person to pay with Cashier's Check or Money order ALL MONEY IN MY BANK ACCOUNT to him personally, made-out to the Social Security Administration. Yelling that he would send me a letter detailing what to do before my benefits would be reinstated. //2 more weeks went by and now a month later no letter only benefits cut off. I phoned 2 weeks ago, was told that Mr. Melle is "in the wrong department he was not supposed to give the interview you have to have another interview". Mr. Melle sent me the paperwork on the interview, the phone call I was supposed to receive never came. I phoned the office on the day of interview (Feb. 27) and reached for the 2nd time of phoning that field office the same person (the answering is in rotation for whomever is available in a random answering ciruclation) and Mr. Melle told me he could "do the interview" and thusly, it turned into what is some kind of extortion but---no way to resolve this only to have another interfview where they could really screw more up. My situation is not a "normal" situation I am a gang stalking target of multiple murder attempts torture rape using these technologies--no one will help me so no one can help me provide evidence thusly no one cares to help me provide evidence because "everyone" is benefitting from this 4th Reich system being promoted gets a huge free deal gets to get their sleazy hormonal release from torturing and beating abusing stealing ideas life force energy they are just sucking in all they can get out of me, this contract no one will intervene. I am stuck with no way to have any incoming money as a result. The internet is continuously hacked and blocked earning is impossible. My family is involved. The U.S. Government is involved. Most governments around the world are involved where I am now is absolutely involved. So, I told the Field Office after they tried to force another interview on me, the woman on the phone was so rushed she was stumbling over her breathless words trying to force another phone appointment on me. I told her for the 3rd time that the interview had been conducted but I need a letter stating what I have to do to have benefits reinstated. She told me Mr. Melle is on "2-week" vacation will send a message to him to complete the interview. //They have forced me to have to flee my life in one place in order to survive life on this planet and everywhere i go the same poison is poured injected and pumped into my body from one vehicle of transmission or another. The same death system of attack is the same, performed with MURDEROUS violence by groups of "normal" citizens every single place on the planet. I am stuck with no way to have any money coming in. If I leave this place I have learned to barely barricade myself into so they can't put my hips and spine out of alignment any longer after raping me, putting semen and fungus into my body, hair and fungus and mold into my food my furniture my clothing destroying clothing shoes backpacks on a routine basis making my jackets I drive in stinking so the smell never comes off (using laboratory-created staining/absorption substances laced with putrid other expulsion substances--muck and filth) and ec. I need to retain an income I deserve the sub-poverty disability and much more from the group from Whorewood just from years of them stealing my ideas and trying to paralyze and kill me and then destroying my life my chances to earn money so they can just latch on forever, literally forever onto abusing me as a life sentence of slow abuse, rape sex slavery to death-- a situation that scores of Congressional leaders have rushed to join in, screaming with murderous violence because I am fighting for my life and not just willingly allowing these murder operations to o on for their mutual profit--all of them together everyone gets some free deal out of it plus dumping their hate on someone else and feeding off it and then hormonal highs of he addiction to violence and torture they all have.//With the Muck Dog-Redrum group feeding off Social Security, now all the lies are just part of a huge outcry of desperation from the "losers" who are not life-screwing operators feeding off lies and violence in order to obtain the positions in the "leadership" which is now openly criminal but so many are screaming and as usual no one ever stops them or helps me. I am thusly in a life-threatening situation. A team of people who have poisoned and followed me around the planet, literally, to continue to make as many people abuse, attack and poison rape abuse with extreme violence in every living situation with the exact same protocols followed around the planet--they are there waiting for me to have absolutely no self-defense as the SSI was all I could do. SIX YEARS of graduate studies and they just poisoned me with creeps pumping the poison into my body through both teleportation and poisoning drugging of my body and food while the terrorists broke into my home every day and night while I was drugged sleeping and fighting their MURDER DEATH from poisoning and torture--doing whatever they wanted, making my body broken down as he are still doing--and I will have no way to protect myself from murder any longer if I have to move and have zero way to have money coming in. Members of my family whose children have not abused and tortured me all my life but are waiting to profit off it rushed to join in, with the Whorewood group recently as they have all coordinated to cut my money off so my family can join in as they always do, now openly that Muck and T-rump have made fascist Nazism open and not disguised as it has been for so many decades under the "Democrat liberals" but at least I could rely on my monthly benefits which I do deserve and much more from this endless death threat and theft and attacks--considered a CRIME I HAVE COMMITTED TO DEFEND MYSELF by top politicians in Congress treated like a fun game by Whorewood scumbag inc and treated like a mental disorder by police considered an extortion bonanza by the Little River Social Security Field Office and considered a "fun game" by dirty Muck who had cars hitting me when he and Trump first obtained the teleportation equipment and this contract out on me, putting them in the powerful positions but they are still under the control and imperatives of a collective of fascist Nazism around the globe (America is not first on their agenda, trust me)..

"AC/DC-Highway to Hell (Official Video)". AC/DC. November 11, 2012. It's not cool at all, and it's not "rock n roll b...