Alike, the computer problem of not having any way to use any free virus suite and any free VPN without expert hackers inserting malware into the new system within a few hours of the unexpected use that I used a few days ago after years of never trying anything. I realized and it is apparent that the hackers will instantly, within one day, sabotage any effort I make to rid my computer of their hacking rewrites, deletions for every single thing, email, communication I write. Likewise, the microchip implant in my throat; if I were a man I would say it is embedded in my "Adam's Apple" area. I can't speak as well, they constrict the trachea and larynx using this network in my body.
But I am considering paying for a VPN service and I just don't have money to waste on paying and once the free trial expires, they will hack and make the system inoperable. Just to have any money, which I really don't, to pay for any relief from non-stop hacking has taken years of cost of living adjustments and me saving money every month from sub-sub poverty income that I can never, ever improve upon due to this hacking and endless blocks.
Again, as I have been writing, the screaming and me rushing to try to kill the hateful parasites leeching onto daily torture abuse trauma and violence death threats hate and demanding that I provide them through endless destruction of my body life their endless theft of my ideas which they torture or steal out of my writing until I can't write any concept any longer, can't begin to have any creative enterprise without them scrutinizing what they can steal to claim as their concept for their benefit on every level.
The German rapist whom I have been screaming in this silent portal of endlessly asking for any decency from this country from anybody to get him off me
as I was screaming that f-alina is a dirty prostittued whore, (and I must say that her 15 years of handing me over as a former prostituted sleazy creep for movies, which the "men" love but I never did, and then having me beaten and raped by sleazy dirty sick men for over 15 years, the "men" you all love as your nazi symbols of "beauty" and suave celebrity smug posturing, all playing violent murderous men in criminal or other exploits. This one playing a KGB/Stasi agent and then a Nazi. Beloved for his violence by the crew of "liberal woke feminist non-racists" from Congress and W-wood.
He grabbed my throat to strangle me and screamed "I love her!" as he then looked behind me and stopped strangling me and said "sorry" and absolutely not to me, but to whomever was sitting behind me who had been stifling the violence of this hateful bigot Nazi creep as ugly s-alina watches on endlessly making love to him (is it "love" actually or luv or mutual feeding off violence as they are both fanatical parasites feeding off my life force energy and the "high" of violence, rape and torture).
I told him that he loves her because she is giving him everything he has ever wanted: access to w-wood and permission to be sleazy violent and racist in rape and torture with applause instead of condemnation. I could not formulate the sentence as I was screaming in rage and hitting him and trying, unfortunately unsuccessfully, to kill both that thug and the dirty ugly f-alina sitting as usual urging him to beat me to death if possible but destroy break rape abuse punch call names while they go off hand-in-hand making love and having a party afterwards while they are showered with applause, parties, and the entire Harris campaign of the celebrity "white dudes' rallied behind this rape enterprise as they have for all these years and decades. One of the Harris "white dudes' so advertised in the media (i.e. on Huffpost) did the stalking thing and following me when I was on South Beach--back in 2007-2008. I had no idea but he made eye contact and etc) he is one of the Harris "dudes" and the list is never-ending. They all watch this going on and continue to feed off this contract for their careers and could not give a damn about any single human value except for their "entitlement" to become aristocrats following the 4th Reich protocols for exemption from all legal repercussions for all crimes against people slated to be destroyed in the 4th Reich, as I am.
And so, they had my internet turned off while they then used the frustration I had to shut them up and change the energy of their hate, I feel like I am aging literally while I am screaming at them. My voice is altered as along with the throat microchip they can also alter my vocal chords and change the tenor and range of my voice, literally they can alter my voice to sound like a man. This is not so strange it's a pretty basic version of electronics, sound waves and throat constriction.
Whenever they turn the internet off, although the router remains with all lights on and the signal that the WiFi is "on" remains "on"--
they begin more threats hate as I rush in rage. because for 15 years literally every single day I have been screaming--at first, the first 10 years I was speaking plainly but after about 20 rapes and being hit by cars my uterus partially severed out and coming out of my body while in the shower, they tried to smash my lower jaw teeth out and had the gum tissue severed out, the have broken my left toe and cut the cuticle literally out of my right large toe. They have poured hardening substance on my toenails so they are completely impossible to cut they never grow. They have inserted metal knife-like objects under my fingernails and cut out the cuticle bed and the cuticles are gone on toes and fingers, the poured absolutely disgusting chemicals on my skin and hands so they look like I've been working in chemical bleach water for about 30 years every day without wearing gloves. The skin on my forearms has been slathered with similar damaging chemicals so it looks like wrinkled reptile skin, with and then they have poisoned and pounded the poison into my body with all these men raping me in both deep sleep teleportation and then in actual prime body deep unconscious sleep while being abused constantly in the teleported state
for this they have been embraced into the White House and United Nations as "feminists"
and much much much more, this is just a short list. This situation has turned so many loveless sleazy sick people around the world that, again, I write to nobody and nothing in detailing it. It is mostly a joke for people to yearn to be able to feed off torture and rape and violence and watch a female get slaughtered by white supremacists and black and brown minions on a daily basis for years and years.
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If I pay for a VPN it is absolutely certain that it will be compromised and will not work. But to spend over 2 hours per day struggling to shut up a literal death energy murder consistently day after day of my nervous system being inflicted with technological nervous-system alteration into extreme hate and rage mode while vile hateful sinister ugly sick people I find detestable are raping me and demanding that although they "love" the extremely violent and parasitic filthy creep female who has been mutilating poisoning laughing having groups of dirty foul so-called "men" rape and abuse me in front of her and then stealing my ideas because she is a hate puppet for the white male rape culture she claims she is "fighting" against. This is the usual lying mind programming that I have seen literally consistently throughout the political and W-wood spectrum of the "activists" almost completely an inverse relationship on a near 100% level of every person making public statements about some cause is the most violent fascist hateful abuser who rushes to abuse me violently in front of this same crowd so they can continue to be put into the false opposition role of "caring".
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So, again, if anyone can please get this German hateful bigot off me, he has told me he had sex with F-alina and that he loves her. She has used my ideas for her film concepts and has been put into winning awards for the ideas she has stolen, as well as many other people who have gone to the Oscars year-after year who have also stolen my ideas, and laugh as I scream in rage and then they also get men (mostly out of Euro-land) to violently rape me while I am drugged with something so toxic and lethal almost my body is like floating I am nearly constantly collapsing in a near drug overdose and I can't control my reactions--it is undoubtedly enhanced by the microchip prison they planted along my spine, and then kept everything in place by continuously poisoning me with hardening poison so I remain just a non-stop murder target.
Please get him OFF me he says he loves f-alina I have only been screaming that I think of her and P-pitt as disgusting non-talented dirty and nasty and then the expletives keep pouring out--they are also implanting discrediting words, phrases into my brain and the tension and torture makes the repetition of what they are subliminally inserting into my brain while I am fighting to communicate, to get them to shut up finally after hours of abuse and me rushing to kill them fighting physically every day for a YEAR every single day I am screaming and rushing to punch them to death fighting physically in utter rage screaming that they are etc etc etc as they go off getting more rewards for creating old age, my body feels like it is aging exponentially while I am screaming--they make my voice lower into some old age type voice wh ile I am screaming and the words coming out are being administered by some old dino hater who is pumping these sentences into my brain to repeat.
Everything this group does is a script they have been issued to repeat, this is standard operating principle for this operation to have people just repeat like puppets.
They torture me to obtain original ideas and then call me bitch and slap hit and have me raped beaten and tortured for writing analyses of their mind programming so-called "movies" which are always, always propaganda for white supremacy and the inclusion of the former targets (blacks are an especially targeted group for 'inclusion" the "anti-racist' movies regarding blacks being discriminated against and their 'fight" for equality and justice is a form of programming that demographic into joining the Nazi 4th Reich white supremacy group)
it is now impossible, and another day I could not breathe and ignore an ENTIRE ROOM of bodies sitting in chairs watching as violent domestic violence rapist Nazi keeps attacking me day after day as I scream in utter rage from day one I screamed "NO" as he rushed like a thug to rape me as i kept saying nO NO NO NO NO but the drugging kept me responding to the sensation of sex, which is a human hard-drive in the brain so they are telling me that I really "like" the drugging violence and abuse and rape because my body is poisoned drugged shitting poison out stuck in a room paralyzed and being injected tortured abused stalked violated cleaning putrid oozing muck filth and fighting to stop the mechanical arms and laying in bed in agony not able to go anywhere--all love friendship and nothing but rape hate and torture with politicians rushing to threaten to kill me constantly.
For a few weeks I could not control my reaction to the drugging, just as I cannot control the microchip implant system in my spine so I can't breathe and "ignore' the endless ugly sick parasites who have so tortured me, literally worse than any story I have ever heard of, ever--in m life someone being daily and nightly tortured for more than 15 years just out of racist hate by politicians and sleazy dirty entertainers--in a domestic torture chamber situation
Finally fighting to get his dirty nasty sleazy sexual abuse off me, finally able to reprogram my brain that this is not pleasure but it took a few weeks and for the next 3 months or longer he has not stopped with dirty s-alina endlessly attacking me because I reacted to stimuli that has nothing to do with his desirability factor for me, which has gone from the "mystery" of not knowing the depth of his depravity and loveless racism, and of course instantly I said no kept saying no--my room is now broken down in a way that I will have to physically and financially struggle to repair they had my floor literally gouged out 1-inch a hole was cut in the floorboards--I am financially responsible--due to saying no to his man who remains with his "lover" f-alina who like all the years of the other Nazi women who rush to have their boyfriends and lovers beat and rape me, who then are showered with lead roles (and prior to having me violently raped, they NEVER were seen in annual lead roles, plastic surgery renovations for them all, the list of the old hippie era blondish women who had and now represent "feminism" and anti-racism, so caring about Jews and Blacks (mostly the movies are about Blacks, as they are some of the most violent and open supporters of white supremacy and the more they "represent" the "black cause against racism" the more openly vile and violent and openly racist and abusive they are towards me, in front of their white superiors, because they openly play the game of minority subservient slave minion it's very openly expressed. Like devotion and slavish worship openly done and extreme hate at me with loving smiles by their "masters". This is the same with the German, who is trying to play this same power differential towards me with the loving warm and sexual embrace of f-s-alina and of course the rest.
I had also mentioned another hateful female, now claiming as well to be "feminist" for a role it stole from my writing as well, another one with top funding for a movie enterprise with a male also playing in the film who I have never seen in teleportation but he is absolutely part of this group. I wrote posts about Pasolini and he made a film on that theme, and is always around those who are having me raped and tortured and co-starring with them as well.
Rushing to have more promotions for joining in because I wrote of the theft of the hate and how nasty it is and demonically possessed --that is a term you will hear a lot in "The South" and after observing this group I cannot deny that this is a very strong possibility in the "human condition".
Please get this German hateful rapist abuser off m e. He and s-alina have been partners having me brutalized for the past 3-4 months in a horrific wave of violence aimed at me. The more they beat and abuse me the more the 4th Reich awards them, and the Oscars and Golden Globes are in the next few months.
I never want to help them, ever want anything to do with them the sight of them is literally ptsd sickness for me.
I pray every day for their deaths I pray for them to die horrible deaths every day they remain being applauded I remain fighting for hours to get them to shut up they keep blocking my internet no amount of struggle I do can unblock the hacking. To consider paying a lot of money I DO NOT HAVE because this group of billionaires is blocking my every attempt to do anything, literally every single thing except for sitting here tying for hours to get anyone to stop this torture to death, and this disgusting group to try to force a baby out of me by some sick hater like this German creep who I never even liked at all, the instant he opened his ignorant and stupid foul mouth with sneering laughter because he and his dirty German friends were all thrilled to be raping and torturing--he rushed at me screaming "do you want to see my big German dick" I screamed NO he began beating and raping me. I was so drugged I just lay in bed for hours unable to move--the pounding brought out layers of poisons and I was shitting horrific congealed poison every day as it ripped out of my body as well. Every moment I was in the most sick and vulnerable state completely drugged from the detox of old decade's old mind control drugging and hardening poisons on top of the freshly injected daily huge dose (that continues, and the murder through sepsis and toxic shock continues)
every moment I was in a state of pain and paralysis he rushed to rape me and suck my life force out of me, abusing slapping and insulting me afterward with the huge smiles of f-alina and the rest of the "gang" watching smiling and literally embracing him. I repeated what he wanted me to say I was completely inundated with old poisons pouring out into my nervous system, constantly telling him NO to STOP STOP STOP that he was pounding poison into my body. He punched slapped and murderously broke objects in front of me like he was going to kill me for saying Stop pounding poisons into my body.
This has continued now to this day of his violence and murderous threats while f-alina watches on hoping this will enhance her chances of winning every top award, as well as the other parasite upon me for over 11 years rushing once more with her chance at awards, who also stole the idea from me so both of them stole their winning award ideas form my writing(s)
and it still is never-ending this inhumanity and unbelievable torture and slow murder.
If that German thing loves f-alina I could not care I hope they kill each other off but please get this dirty loveless nasty hateful thing off me. If you all love him for his violent Nazism and want him and dirty s-f-alina to replace Weinstein, as that was the point of the M2 bm movement--then do it but leave me alone goddamn they have been paid in multimillions if not a billion by now get them off me
I need at least internet I need some kind of love in my life--my cat returned I will not support Nazis and these filthy vile parasites
all politicians have been bought off they will do nothing
I can't even ignore this disgusting group every day for hours and hours then when I try to get information on how to block hacking they turn the wifi off they block every search I have to write
the only way they stopped blocking my internet was when I began to write, now they have not stopped the connection.
They are dependent their protocol is on me writing daily exhibiting misery grief rage and hate and asking for help which never happens.
The inhumanity of this is unbelievable. The potential for mass murder upon many people is increasing daily as this program is never stopped.
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Because he was pumping so much poison into my body as deeply as possible, while I kept fighting but kept reacting to sexual stimuli, which I could not control said NO and fought to stop it after every RAPE--my hair began growing a grey streak he was punching me in the face from side angles upon "consciousness" in the teleportation state--which is something a line-up of men have been doing ever since--out of Europ-a-and and the Nazi-influenced LA father-daughter duo, extremely violent after more than 30 years of major blockbuster movie roles for the daughter, and tours for the father, and with the expectation that after 30 years of participating in murdering me for their profit, that me saying NO is violent reaction as they follow the instructions from this German disgusting thing which I Have been constantly screaming every day every day that I can't stand him. Every day it returns with ugly f-alina to pound abuse punch and bring on extremely violent English, more LA haters and racist abusers who have tons of "black friends" who are of course violently in support of racism as long as it's against "me" and any excuse to rationalize "hate" and murder upon me that I "said" something as in any response I make with joking intelligence to their comments is taken that I am not submissive and just listening and to have any response of intelligence is met by brutal violence and to shut up as they keep pounding me to get ideas out of me as I try to remain silent not responding to their endless information extraction through murderous torture.
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The frenzy of violence is non-stop for the awards season. It went from Obama and Harris winning approval of the Nazi German cartel (with Italian-American mafia) but not really, as it turns out the German smirked with smug confidence when I believed that Harris would win, he made a reply that sounded like mockery on a very subtle level and I realized he knew that Trump would win and was laughing to himself about the "insider knowledge' joke. Pitt, always hyper smug cocked out on a power high whenever he obtains a free prize and award unwarranted but handed for his YEARS OF TORTURE AGAINST ME for the sake of this Nazi uprising which this team has fully put into the orbit of America and the world--
and they were in the animated "high" state I have seen year after year, just prior to awards they already know they will "win" and it is a glow and drugged-up high they exhibit--which they did and this German knew as well
and thusly, Harris smiled at her "Master" while he was looking at her, as she hoped with Obama she would at least get some huge multi-million dollar deal for absolutely welcoming in white male rape culture as long as she could continue to play in the pimp prostitute game, as a prosecutor I'm sure she knows a lot about it but so do they all
and thusly, it is never ending. He is disgusting I find him repulsive the longer I am forced to see him the more ugly and rotten he appears as well as s-f-alina (fucking shit shit fucking) absolutely revolting.
I am screaming every day and rushing to fight physically to get them off me. When will this be 'ENOUGH" for people seeing me get tortured poisoned into paralysis my body swollen disfigured crying out for help and justice being mocked tortured threatened for fighting in my defense for years and years ALONE COMPLETELY ALONE.
I can't stand him, I can't stand them. It is more than I don't "want" to help them it is they are life-threatening to the planet they are the destruction of the United STates they are death and hate and you all love them for it. Everyone wants America to just implode so along with the violently murderous Nazis and Mafia they can just vulture every single thing out of the chaos they are creating with death squads and crazed and drugged up mind programmed murder bots following orders acting like deranged "satanically-possessed" sick filth parasites laughing about torture being handed non-stop torture weapons to create cancers and heart palpitations and heart attacks and sexual desire that is unbelievable so hateful bigots can abuse and insult women like me who are a threat to the group which is claiming I am
nothing that how can my ideas or me be any threat yet meanwhile ALL THEY DO is poison drug torture me and ask me for MORE IDEAS SO THEY CAN HAVE SOMETHING ORIGINAL but when I comment and analyze how they are brainwashing the planet, no one stops them, not one person helps me, they are continued and allowed with more millions of dollars in production costume and all budgets covered for this they never can stop this attack upon me
this german sick creep is so foul and ugly filthalina is a most dirty ugly stupid thing
if you stupid fuckers love her so much and hate me and want to allow her to break my body so she can't feel anything but energized and refreshed with youthful delight at having a woman beaten made old broken down as she feeds off it feels empowered and is constantly having every rapist every Europigape scumbag whore creep who joins in yelling at me in a chorus that she is "More beautiful" while I try to heal I try to have any day of not screaming in rage with my body aging from dying from poisoning and stress
every day for over 15 years this has been going on, they are at the Oscars once more
when the fuck will anyone get this parasitic sick shit group off me
this german fuck is a stupid ugly dirty parasitic filthy foul creep
ugly shitalina is a dirty ugly sick whore prostituted stupid ape
if you fuckers can't identify what is real or what actual quality is
it's not my fault I am here just asking for someone to get them off me every day writing this wasting my time for hours and hours because of the murder they are causing the destruction of my body my health and everything else
jwhat the fuck can't this everj be fucking stopped
you goddam fuckers reading this worthless fucking America a destroyed sick insane place with such dirty filthy shit put into power and you can't even recognize what an ugly dirty trashy whore piece of shit this ugly sleazy filthy skank is, nor any of them. YOu see the plastic surgery and a vampire who has fed off my youth health beauty energy feeds and thrives off violence against women to feel better about the whore that she has been all her life--dumping that onto me plus her old age and bitterness while sucking my youth joy and all intellectual ideas literally day after day for 15 years sitting having me tortured and taking notes watching as I scream ideas which that stupid ugly whore has used for her movies--and my life force my energy every day they are feeding off my love and energy and beauty calling me stupid bitch ugly a loser as they continue to be funded by all the Congress all people everywhere are abusing torturing and attacking me (almost) I am never with any protection there is never any justice for me there is complete support for this group of fucking sick shit you all love.
I left your fucking sick arena of hate so many years ago they are torturing me off the planet I have been running around the world to get away from this Mafia Nazi group which saw that there is some shit contract out on me and it's been non-stop me fighting for my life
where is there anyone who has any decency do not just tell this german sick fuck creep to stop strangling and punching me after rape and abuse and torture and hate without end with his filthy group of dirty meatball creeps following me abusing stealing my property where I live--ugly dirty white trash creeps with hamburger meatball body types of body builder thug rape culture racist bigots
disgusting--you all love this kind of stupid sick shit and must bring all and every one into America bring all the fucking Nazis into America bring them all in so dirty shitalina can have them scream at me after they beat poison rape mutilate torture implant microchips silicone bulbs under my skin destroy my hair so 80% is permanently gone balding from their poisoning part of my uterus gone I must seal material around my mouth and hair to sleep so they don't cut the gum tissue below the root as they were doing and my scalp bald and rubbery for over one year from what they poured into my scalp
and on and on and fucking on and on because dirty ugly sick shitalina, and you all think this ugly piece of garbage crap is so "beautiful" I have never thought so, my first impression was it was a sleazy Nazi prostitute my first impression of shit dirty stupid pig pitt is of a blonde Nazi icon symbol they are most foul and dirty and ugly
you all can only identify beauty as being Nazi images they have had plastic surgery to replicate this image. YOu all only want to live in illusion that is your fucking problem but I can't stand them they are repulsively ugly filthy stupid and dirty shit. They could not think of a single winning creative idea they only have been going to the Oscars for the past 15 years from this contract, and for most of their "winning" award movies the concepts came from me, they got their Nazi bullshit writers to create a white supremacy remake of my original concepts which I can never use for my own career or life. I am stunted poisoned tortured blocked hacked beaten raped poisoned posioned drugged poisoned blocked from all earnings I can't protect myself NO ONE WILL STEP UP TO EVEN STOP ANY OF THIS they you all just tell the fucking pigs to not be so violent after months of me writing begging to get this german rotten fuck ape off me
I watched a movie in which this filthy lying dirty piece of shit played a concentration camp S&M murdering bigot. He played "oh, how horrible the Nazis were" for his interviews--he was so smug I only looked at a few youtube videos about him because I too am still brainwashed by their mind fuck programming I thought maybe he cared, as he keeps making public statements of course he can't tell the truth that this turns him on exponentially that he can't "wait" to rape beat and torture someone like it's a concentration camp.
Mutually ugly and sleazy sick Shitalina has been showering this filthy fuck scumbag with loving embraces, I guess they are lovers, and his stupid mediocrity is being put on the stage of Whorewood where he probably has dreamed of going and his frantic violence upon me is to get more and more couch casting applause and lead roles, as every other rapist has obtained huge awards from beating slapping raping and abusing me in sexual humilation while I am drugged in such a state while sleeping and they call these so-called men "superior" but I consider them and this situation the inferiority of low-class scum.
That NONE OF YOU can identify this is why America is a failing country in about every respect possible.
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