Saturday, December 14, 2024

So sick (physically ill from poisoning from this terror celebrity group and from everyone around me all my life) and so sick of this ( endless attack system all my life): today more hard chunks/layers of poison came out after drinking my detox substances, all morning I drink (very grateful to have health care for once) detoxifying herbs and concoctions (too expensive in America, out of Asia--Chinese Traditional Medicine and Ayurveda--nothing any doctor in the U.S. ever, ever helped not an iota of help seeing every kind of even Chinese-trained acupuncu

 again, the cursor disappeared, I could not get access to the word I was in the middle of writing

no acupuncturist trained in TCM (Traditional Chinese Medicine) even with their soft approach to healing has come close to knowing what I need (of course, had to self-diagnose requiring years of being stuck the torture victim)

while so ill, because the poisons literally are hard as rock embedded in a shell along my spine

they torture attack and abuse me until, and this group of parasite everything possible sucking leeching celebrity scumbag shit group can suck out, they do. 

As happens very often, I am in too much pain even to take a shower because parts of my cellular structure along my back are being ripped out as the poison is likewise breaking out from exertion but from the herbs that are too expensive for even one to buy, in the U.S.

the scumbag celebrities who stole my money poisoned my food laughed about my body exploding in poisons and looking like a huge square-shaped deformity, laughing giggling as they are still doing when I am in the shower, etc

and with their gastric-bypass surgeries and plastic surgeries, they continue to feed energetically off torture

so do the scumbag proxy brown skank abusers in the rooms next to mine. It is midday and the terrorists in the rooms closets to mine who gouge into my fingers are out busy with something else (I believe they have jobs--unlike the celebrity filth shit they are not multi-billionaires so they work, also to keep up the front of being "Normal" and not terrorists.

The sprayed stinking filth on the pillow next to my nose while I had just collapsed because I could not stay awake any longer ,around 3 pm.

My body so ill the toxins released from the piece/chunk of hard poison coming out this morning, my usual hysterical diatribe due to also their drugging plus the sick sleaze from an ugly sleazy creep whose crap superhero bullshit movie clip was hacked onto my youtube channel, I watched it, i can't remember if I had been induced, as I know I was, through mind control to click or it was put on through the autoplay

2 days of vicious attacks as this greasy dirty English bastard comes at me to get his filthy promotion next to the loveless sleazy whores of whorewood pig shit pitt and shitalina the ugly sinister sick fucks you all keep cheering on


they sprayed a noxious stinking chemical on the pillow I was resting my head on, just to lay down for one moment I lapsed into unconsciousness and the smell was disgusting I woke up

not quite refreshed but still

and they spray my bed with stinking substances all the time, and behind the bed, must and fungus and stinking filth

while the shit whores are paid and plastic-coated for the violence I remain writing ideas because I am drugged poisoned non-stop constantly PLUS DETOXING from old poisons that everyone else plus this group of fucking whorewood shit have poured in to kill me.

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Tears coming out of my eyes brimming with tears--while eating. Almost always while I am eating this torture is re-commenced to add to the 15 years of tears-ruining-my eyes and skin on my cheeks torture--every tear brimming by now is torture as I am eating the mucus is also being "tweaked" in my nose and throat---old boy gavin old hate not new californication is always doing this torrture to me--firstly the women behind him want me marred and broken down phyusically so making my face pull downward (they also can manipulate my facial muscles to pull downward, literally the microchip implants are embedded along my spine, into my throat, in my brain, extending the entire nervous system. Newsom really loves making me just endleslsy deal with mucus in my nose and dripping tears and mucus while eating, just before going to bed, and all day plus the severing of my cuticles, smearing of harsh damaging chemicals on my hands and forearms, slicing of cuticles of my toenails and the hardening chemicals put on the toenails until they are just like plastic knobs on top of my mutilated, broken-toe feet with all nails on hands and feet black, cuticles severed off, huge swollen hands from veins popping up from endlessly having to heal the endless incisions. Those are just the daily ritual of their "I'm a good christian" attacks on me including "Justified rape" because I read tarot and therefore am "satanic" because the bible told them, while I am not a murderous raping abuser racist these are all exempt the labels they superimpose on me are justifed by biblical edict and I worked at the lusty lady behind glass when I was denied health care and had a metal rod coming out of my spine from the poisons my family put in my body all my life ot make my spine crooked, giving me idiopathic scoliosis. But as "good christians" having me raped by them with a hateful smile then having me mutilated and called every name that rape culture pornographic woman-hating men scream while the blonde nazis who have gone to oscars for years stealing my concepts of women's emancipation from rape culture and heroic struggle for self-assertion in the face of damning labeling and abuse--as they all support these men (and women) in inflicting upon me as prototype for a new Epstein class warfare against society now fully protected by the entire gamut of law, justice and media and the entire congress and all governments around the world. Maybe some of you should have some tears in your eyes for the destruction they are inflicting upon America and the concepts of freedom of thought, movement and freedom to be a capitalist absolutely blocked from me--all, but in particular the last to have freedom of self-sustaining business opportunity that is the most cruciel for them to inflict. The women tell gavin old world boy rape culture repeat-scripted sentence of how benevolent he is in supporting democracy that ole gavin--the nazi women with their promises from their rape men in euro-heaven-land for these americans it's like going to heaven for them--to flee the ghettos of america they are helping to create and enlarge the homeless camps where the money supposed to help people not die in the streets is instead being funneled into gavin wife's newest feminist movie career and that of pelosi--the funding for their next "feminist" documentaries and etc with all regalia of h-wood and more mansions in euro-heaven land for them all promised for full compliance to offering all the nazi hate-land leeches can suck out--all the fake warm smiles are repeated on gavin's face when he lectures about democracy just like greece and rome etc....

  Tears still coming out--eating in this attempt as always to heal from the black hard poison they ordered put in my food and injected into ...