Saturday, December 14, 2024

So sick (physically ill from poisoning from this terror celebrity group and from everyone around me all my life) and so sick of this ( endless attack system all my life): today more hard chunks/layers of poison came out after drinking my detox substances, all morning I drink (very grateful to have health care for once) detoxifying herbs and concoctions (too expensive in America, out of Asia--Chinese Traditional Medicine and Ayurveda--nothing any doctor in the U.S. ever, ever helped not an iota of help seeing every kind of even Chinese-trained acupuncu

 again, the cursor disappeared, I could not get access to the word I was in the middle of writing

no acupuncturist trained in TCM (Traditional Chinese Medicine) even with their soft approach to healing has come close to knowing what I need (of course, had to self-diagnose requiring years of being stuck the torture victim)

while so ill, because the poisons literally are hard as rock embedded in a shell along my spine

they torture attack and abuse me until, and this group of parasite everything possible sucking leeching celebrity scumbag shit group can suck out, they do. 

As happens very often, I am in too much pain even to take a shower because parts of my cellular structure along my back are being ripped out as the poison is likewise breaking out from exertion but from the herbs that are too expensive for even one to buy, in the U.S.

the scumbag celebrities who stole my money poisoned my food laughed about my body exploding in poisons and looking like a huge square-shaped deformity, laughing giggling as they are still doing when I am in the shower, etc

and with their gastric-bypass surgeries and plastic surgeries, they continue to feed energetically off torture

so do the scumbag proxy brown skank abusers in the rooms next to mine. It is midday and the terrorists in the rooms closets to mine who gouge into my fingers are out busy with something else (I believe they have jobs--unlike the celebrity filth shit they are not multi-billionaires so they work, also to keep up the front of being "Normal" and not terrorists.

The sprayed stinking filth on the pillow next to my nose while I had just collapsed because I could not stay awake any longer ,around 3 pm.

My body so ill the toxins released from the piece/chunk of hard poison coming out this morning, my usual hysterical diatribe due to also their drugging plus the sick sleaze from an ugly sleazy creep whose crap superhero bullshit movie clip was hacked onto my youtube channel, I watched it, i can't remember if I had been induced, as I know I was, through mind control to click or it was put on through the autoplay

2 days of vicious attacks as this greasy dirty English bastard comes at me to get his filthy promotion next to the loveless sleazy whores of whorewood pig shit pitt and shitalina the ugly sinister sick fucks you all keep cheering on


they sprayed a noxious stinking chemical on the pillow I was resting my head on, just to lay down for one moment I lapsed into unconsciousness and the smell was disgusting I woke up

not quite refreshed but still

and they spray my bed with stinking substances all the time, and behind the bed, must and fungus and stinking filth

while the shit whores are paid and plastic-coated for the violence I remain writing ideas because I am drugged poisoned non-stop constantly PLUS DETOXING from old poisons that everyone else plus this group of fucking whorewood shit have poured in to kill me.

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Hours of attacks beginning the moment I was about to fall asleep from yet another nazi demo-rat senator--part of the "new exciting blue wave" but he's been in his State's senate for a decade (seems to be a trump-era pick since red his state has been through-and-through they all use "controlled opposition" and what a sleazy scum crap parasitic whore he is and undoubtedly has been, if not always then at the tender young age he is now, calling him a dirty sleazy sex trafficking old man is more apt than a young freshman senator). Seasoned in prostitution he is, and the german nazi filth scum who have rushed to get into that whorewood money, handed to the most brutal, u gly sleazy sick crap who forced their filthy selves on me whileI was drugged, so vulnerable and the mind control is far more insidious than the sleazy ignoramus celebrities and politicians will even take account for. The ignorance of the technology and it's application are extensive from the presidents to the lower ranks, they have absolutely no concern to study or learn ANYTHING much less how this technology operates only the extent that they get paid and promoted and how to act like thieving prostituted stupid sick trash that is all they do, repeatedly. I tell them that my mind and brain are not in "normal" mode but they blame me for the concepts they hack into my subconscious so when I repeat them, they have their excuse to literally hit, rape slap and abuse me without end for having "said" something innocently, and nicely they respond to get that money with rage, violence and hate wthout end and they never stop exhibiting hate for the concepts they hack or extract while I am in this deep hypnosis state. I have become so cryptic in my inability to elaborate verbally due to, as is happening right now, the endless blockage to typing making me truncate all I write out of necessity to not pound and pound on keys with painful arches of my hands and wrist the tension they hack into the keyboard makes me have to litearlly write in extreme short form (for me). I repeat something in cryptic manner such as, the hateful bigots deflecting their racist attack on me endlessly inserting that it's ME who is "racist". thus they hack "nigger' into my brain while I am watching election coverage and a black Georgia man is speaking in front of a camera about the process. I think "that's you" which they have technology "hack" so they hear to my accusations of me "thinking" their hacked verbal stink attack into my brain, "nigger uncle tom" while I am trying to glean electoral coverage information. I say very cryptically quickly , "That's you" as I continue to try to listen. I was not able to formulate the complete sentence firstly this was in my thought process while I was watching the election, in rapt attention and never invited the f0-ing obamas to insert their ugly death and violent exploitation upon me to get ideas to try to pin false labels on me as to exonerate their crimes against me (ongoing for 17 years or longer, without end every year every election every day they are part of this nazi hate white supremacy team attacking me in waves and waves of nazi-emoting German nazi-backed with german nazi filth rapists assaulting me as the obamas smile lovingly at them after I had become enraged after-what was it, the 15 th year, year year year of their murder violence endlessly aimed atme so their filthy posturing can have some bounce in their step that sensation of power in having someone to abuse they can't get enough; none of them can. It emboldens that sparkly celebrity glow of sexualized power and cheerful chirpy psychopathic "charm" which brings in all the more fans, feeding vicariously off the torture gleen of sexualized power consumption of my life force. //I had to then enunciate and stop listening to what was absorbing my real and desired attention: the election not the f-ing obama hate crime wave family. I enunciated "your articulations" in that "That's you in what you articulated which my brain picked up and then repeated in my thoughts as you blamed me for 'thinking' those hateful racist terms--I could not elaborate on that level just only saying that I was articulating what they had forced into my brain, which is processed and repeated. I repeated it, and they became enraged and it turned into vioelnce but smug b was staring smiling as his m was assaulting me with vicious gnarls and hissing hate. All for me writing after SEVENTEEN YEARS of them obtaining the presidency twice and endless years of campaigning interviews and etc out of assaultingme--they all never stop. Today and last night, for the grave mistake I had made in sending a message in a drugged and torrtured state from the shit creep out of germany who had me gang raped and he claims he fractured my spine, rendering me disabled adn then this group had my disability cut off for not agreeing to having poison pounded into my body with fractured vertebrae on many parts of my spine from prick scum ape whore piece of shit after the next with its' filthy family and wife and whatever rushing to get this contract and to render me fractured for fighting to get date rape drugging scum ape filth off me as I was always drugged and poisoned and saturated with my nervous system put into an instant hightened sexual fake "desire"mode with all the poisoning and problems with my spine I also needed some kind of "physical therapy" as of course, I was given NOTHING and massages I desperately needed to save my life but instead I was repeatedly poisoned and tortured and attacked while sleeping and awake both. This next senator who has been in his State senate since Trump came into office is more foul and nasty than maga nazi bigots---just sick creep filth it is typical for those who expound on the "purity of their christian faith" to be the most dangerous and filthy sick rapist pornographic sex trafficking ugly dirty filth of the bunch. Trump named him correctly when he added "freako" as a suffix to his nasty last name which sounds like a nabisco dog treat anyway. This filthy man who is sitting next to two german ignorant ape scum rapist nazi bigots of stupidity that is alarming considering the level of importance this group continuously offers to all the dirty germanic nazi scum apes like termini88er and the rest. they are so enraged that I am intellectually capable of more than the low and base level they are at, and have been accustomed in my life to be around real artists not contrived nazi props to sell off antifascism in germany so nazism can rise in the shadows of their fake wiles and script-written k-rap bs they are selling. It's bought up completely everyone wants this deception. I wanted it as well. I always never believe in the creeps but desperation and drugging, subliminal messaging and NO HELP from tortrure at least from years of it so deadly and endless I actually need much more 'support" than perhaps someone abating the hate and violence for half a day, which is the best I ever get after 17 years of trying to alert the public that this situation is enveloping the country in a fascist smothering and tragic downfall of all social values leading to equinimity and peace and prosperity and freedom. this crap person whose administration is so close to the sex trafficking borders with "brown women and boys and girls and men" trafficked in all dimensions. Obviously he is part of this trafficking endeavor much to his campaign funding I would also suggest, clandestine as it all is. His degenerate sleazy hateful and violent (murderous) sex trafficking pornographic probable snuff film type sleaze combined with a smooth-talking exterior endlessly mentioning God, Jesus and god bless the white folk who support him (and die and go to hell to me, all stereotypes are there hovering over his brooding black energy as he leans towards teh german rapists who have caused deformity in my body, as they partner with the yapping ugly sick rat from depp who is a filthy stupid ape dropping but they love the plastic surgery nazi shit that she is because of course, behind her is france the partner to german nazism partnering with them all to overtake california, america and america gives them all. They so want me destroyed with no opportunities for a single thing. they have all obtained their spotlight and career out of having me poisoned tortured raped and mutilated but decades of doing that is never enough they must go until I am broken and dead while I fight litearlly non-stop for my life every single day to not get dragged into their drugging mind control skits but I can't handle all this abuse on all levels all the time day and night plus shitting murder poisons out literallye very day and endlessly sick and stuck in this poison trap while they cut my money off and have me raped beaten and abused endlessly asking jfor ideas and I have to "stop thinking" in order to not allow these stupid ape whorews to steal more. That is what trump called the "freako" and now I see why. Trump would know, trump was part of the nazi bigot team putting that freako into power in the first place. Most of the demo-rats were put inj power in the reagan or bush era and the more current house and senate members of this hate gang were put in power under trump or the other fasco nazi presidents and the demo-rats are no exception to that rule. So it's deplorable once more the do-nothing and allow fascism to destroy the country for sleazy filth profiteering off it remains. The nazi europigape scum trash are still welcome to inflict a colony banana republic but the top tiers of the crap-de-la-crap get mansions multi-billion dollars and everything handed ot them. In turn they feel "special" and endowed with high skill and told they are the supremes. They believe it but they torture me because they can't formulate a single original idea. So I remain as I waas over a decade ago the situation remains the fucking sick shit of congress are still fomenting this nazi system but with a few sleazy dirty sick evil lying sex trafficking scumbags like talarico the prico scum he's so dirty and sick. He's not stupid just a lying sob. He's not truly highly intelligent either just a conniving theatrical bullshit operator with a smooth what you wanjt to hear fake deal. Texas is truly a deplorable place the demo-rat nazis are even more suppressed sick fucks than the repugs who they have replaced.