Saturday, December 14, 2024

So sick (physically ill from poisoning from this terror celebrity group and from everyone around me all my life) and so sick of this ( endless attack system all my life): today more hard chunks/layers of poison came out after drinking my detox substances, all morning I drink (very grateful to have health care for once) detoxifying herbs and concoctions (too expensive in America, out of Asia--Chinese Traditional Medicine and Ayurveda--nothing any doctor in the U.S. ever, ever helped not an iota of help seeing every kind of even Chinese-trained acupuncu

 again, the cursor disappeared, I could not get access to the word I was in the middle of writing

no acupuncturist trained in TCM (Traditional Chinese Medicine) even with their soft approach to healing has come close to knowing what I need (of course, had to self-diagnose requiring years of being stuck the torture victim)

while so ill, because the poisons literally are hard as rock embedded in a shell along my spine

they torture attack and abuse me until, and this group of parasite everything possible sucking leeching celebrity scumbag shit group can suck out, they do. 

As happens very often, I am in too much pain even to take a shower because parts of my cellular structure along my back are being ripped out as the poison is likewise breaking out from exertion but from the herbs that are too expensive for even one to buy, in the U.S.

the scumbag celebrities who stole my money poisoned my food laughed about my body exploding in poisons and looking like a huge square-shaped deformity, laughing giggling as they are still doing when I am in the shower, etc

and with their gastric-bypass surgeries and plastic surgeries, they continue to feed energetically off torture

so do the scumbag proxy brown skank abusers in the rooms next to mine. It is midday and the terrorists in the rooms closets to mine who gouge into my fingers are out busy with something else (I believe they have jobs--unlike the celebrity filth shit they are not multi-billionaires so they work, also to keep up the front of being "Normal" and not terrorists.

The sprayed stinking filth on the pillow next to my nose while I had just collapsed because I could not stay awake any longer ,around 3 pm.

My body so ill the toxins released from the piece/chunk of hard poison coming out this morning, my usual hysterical diatribe due to also their drugging plus the sick sleaze from an ugly sleazy creep whose crap superhero bullshit movie clip was hacked onto my youtube channel, I watched it, i can't remember if I had been induced, as I know I was, through mind control to click or it was put on through the autoplay

2 days of vicious attacks as this greasy dirty English bastard comes at me to get his filthy promotion next to the loveless sleazy whores of whorewood pig shit pitt and shitalina the ugly sinister sick fucks you all keep cheering on


they sprayed a noxious stinking chemical on the pillow I was resting my head on, just to lay down for one moment I lapsed into unconsciousness and the smell was disgusting I woke up

not quite refreshed but still

and they spray my bed with stinking substances all the time, and behind the bed, must and fungus and stinking filth

while the shit whores are paid and plastic-coated for the violence I remain writing ideas because I am drugged poisoned non-stop constantly PLUS DETOXING from old poisons that everyone else plus this group of fucking whorewood shit have poured in to kill me.

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Face mutilation via tears literally forced out of my eyes due to microchip throat implant and brain/nervous system implanted along my spine---hours per day, every day for over 15 years days with tears streaming. A microchip implant in my throat the weapon inserted for a "procedure" I was drugged and under mind control into accepting, of course never being informed of the real reason (torture equipment in my throat, affecting eyes, throat and nose). The hateful creeple ordering this are models and famous for their facial close-ups and are making goddamn sure my fade is wrecked every day marring my face through this torture apparatus. Daily nightly in addition to abuse and torture. All because i fight for my own self-independence rather than enslavement. They would be doing this to me regardles of whether I "accept" their torture enslavement or not. The point is that they want me broken and destroyed it would be done no matter what I said or did they would find any reason. The hateful rat spawn dropping of depp, the violent nasty sleaziness of old boy scum gavin, the shit ugly nasty sickness of violent rapist dirty shitnigger the atrocity hero you all have worshipped his rancid huge body building nazi appearance and fake smiling personality (smiling because americans are so "stupid" as to agree to put this scum f** in power as governor and then keep him as some figure to admire while he's a sick psychopath nazi bigot without any kind of decent personality but oh, he is violent and is pushing for a collective of "entitlement' without having to actually compete for the titles just follow orders sent to him via central naziland euro-hatezone. He's so disgusting but he did not originate the tears without end it was stallone's partner who poisoned and raped the poison into my body for years until i realized he was murdering me as i fought back. Years later most of my hair has been removed under orders of shitnigger after his german nazi rapist blonde bigot began raping and torturing me with abuse and dehumanization (on top of rape, which shitnigger has done to include himself in the entitlement zone of sexual assault revered in californication by old boy scum gavin as his mentor) and gavin is trying to have me arrested by social security after having my money blocked under orders by trump but tears--with gavin old scum boy it's endless mucus out of my nose--also forced by rotten ugly shitalina the filthy stupid paraistic trash skank who has had me poisoned fractured beaten raped and has gone to oscars as well as filthy ugly nasty pig ape pitt her husband fellow blank and ugly sick psychopath--both obtaining ideas out of my screaming ranting and formerly much more subdued writing creative concepts just stolen by them as they have me marred and mutilated on a daily basis then have the next rat trash shit in line, the ugly sick dirty ignoramus spawn rat dropping of depp to gether ideas out of tortureing and thusly they just have tears coming out of my eyes all day,, sporadically just before bed they force this so I can only close my eyes to stop the tears from further damaging the healing ointments i put on my face every day just layers to try to stop from the skin damage permanent to my eyes and skin. Still this torture and murder is highly touted and protected by the filthy sick shit of the american government the rat skin demo-rats who rush to dump racism and hate on me giggling about this torture and mutilation saying the nazi shit trash filth parasitic women are so "beautiful" as the torture to mar my face every day continues the mutilation of my hands is non-stop my skin my body my face from hours per day of shit filth scum yelling death threats and insults into my brain through this tech that the stupid animals should never have been handed but the government just joins with them yelling death threats at me for defending myself. Again, I repeat, they did this shit to me before i ever began to fight back; becaus I had no idea I was so drugged it was impossible for me to comprehend. I wonder how much more violent sickness must be imposed on america in general before anybody stops worshipping sick stupid psychoapthic shit as they are and stop their endless imposition of their ugliness on other people and actually to care about society to care about the integrity of not just entertainment but it's connection to politics if there will EVER be any actual humanity in that arena of sleazy sick power-mongering filth parasitism?

  To attempt to express to you expletive ignorant readers out there that there is something extremely sick about what they are doing, and ye...