Saturday, December 14, 2024

So sick (physically ill from poisoning from this terror celebrity group and from everyone around me all my life) and so sick of this ( endless attack system all my life): today more hard chunks/layers of poison came out after drinking my detox substances, all morning I drink (very grateful to have health care for once) detoxifying herbs and concoctions (too expensive in America, out of Asia--Chinese Traditional Medicine and Ayurveda--nothing any doctor in the U.S. ever, ever helped not an iota of help seeing every kind of even Chinese-trained acupuncu

 again, the cursor disappeared, I could not get access to the word I was in the middle of writing

no acupuncturist trained in TCM (Traditional Chinese Medicine) even with their soft approach to healing has come close to knowing what I need (of course, had to self-diagnose requiring years of being stuck the torture victim)

while so ill, because the poisons literally are hard as rock embedded in a shell along my spine

they torture attack and abuse me until, and this group of parasite everything possible sucking leeching celebrity scumbag shit group can suck out, they do. 

As happens very often, I am in too much pain even to take a shower because parts of my cellular structure along my back are being ripped out as the poison is likewise breaking out from exertion but from the herbs that are too expensive for even one to buy, in the U.S.

the scumbag celebrities who stole my money poisoned my food laughed about my body exploding in poisons and looking like a huge square-shaped deformity, laughing giggling as they are still doing when I am in the shower, etc

and with their gastric-bypass surgeries and plastic surgeries, they continue to feed energetically off torture

so do the scumbag proxy brown skank abusers in the rooms next to mine. It is midday and the terrorists in the rooms closets to mine who gouge into my fingers are out busy with something else (I believe they have jobs--unlike the celebrity filth shit they are not multi-billionaires so they work, also to keep up the front of being "Normal" and not terrorists.

The sprayed stinking filth on the pillow next to my nose while I had just collapsed because I could not stay awake any longer ,around 3 pm.

My body so ill the toxins released from the piece/chunk of hard poison coming out this morning, my usual hysterical diatribe due to also their drugging plus the sick sleaze from an ugly sleazy creep whose crap superhero bullshit movie clip was hacked onto my youtube channel, I watched it, i can't remember if I had been induced, as I know I was, through mind control to click or it was put on through the autoplay

2 days of vicious attacks as this greasy dirty English bastard comes at me to get his filthy promotion next to the loveless sleazy whores of whorewood pig shit pitt and shitalina the ugly sinister sick fucks you all keep cheering on


they sprayed a noxious stinking chemical on the pillow I was resting my head on, just to lay down for one moment I lapsed into unconsciousness and the smell was disgusting I woke up

not quite refreshed but still

and they spray my bed with stinking substances all the time, and behind the bed, must and fungus and stinking filth

while the shit whores are paid and plastic-coated for the violence I remain writing ideas because I am drugged poisoned non-stop constantly PLUS DETOXING from old poisons that everyone else plus this group of fucking whorewood shit have poured in to kill me.

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SOCIAL SECURITY DISABILITY (SSI Disability) turned into a slave contract of death sentence for not worshipping rapist abusers, people murdering me, stealing my cat, having me tortured without end for over a decade (*that is just trump the remainder have spent decades and decades abusing me for their movie career and now political campaign and post-presidential non-stop more millions in deals and contracts and pre-election success so-called and it's now every single wanna be has been attacking me without end, always idea-less hate arnold shitnigger is there to organize it all. he can organize hate but not think of a single creative and beautiful concept adorning the fight for justice, all he ever does is cliche boring crap about fighting tyranny in crap muscle movies--this is what you all want to control h-wood and congress--yes, this portal for career advancement is now controlling the American political system but none of you give a goddamn as long as you get more prizes and remain in power screw america ). that is the state of the nation at this point of a dying culture, a dying planet and a defunct political and intellectual-less culture morally bankrupt and sick, filthy and polluting the world to it's demise due to the selfish ugliness of this trash culture controlling all of you and trying to do this to me.//Using SSI as a vehicle for torture and murder by having it cut off for fealty and subservience to allowing nazi pig scum shit to rape and abuse me as part of nazi indoctrination into the 4th Reich, and having it cut off for saying no (for over 15-18 years) hegseth came at the beginning march 2025 to have it cuut off now after much block to my ability to submit the paperwork for review, that rancid ugly sick slime pig hog-sith is back to demand fealty to shit in order to have basic subsistence-level subpoverty disability payments resumed. There is no protocol such as this group fractured my spine poisoned me until my spihne is so crooked and plastered with hard poison I can't move as they abuse me for hours per day while I do nothing but fight to regain my body as they laugh about how bloated and "ugly" they have forced me to seem to appear as they abuse me most of the day, all day as my face is ravaged from artificially-induced tears streaming out of my face every day for years and years (since 2011) mutilation all ocver my body, part of my uterus cut out by them (it came out sliced in a small organ in the shower, sliced with a laser or scallpel while I was unconscious the night before in my bed)--etc. mutilation as they laugh and make jokes and insult my body they threaten murder and abuse and yell insults for at least bare minimum 4 hours per day beginning the second I wake up, after a night of teleportation abuse while in deep sleep homelessness skits--//the stake is obey and allow as "Jews" are suposed to do, humiliation and rape and just say how wonderful the mediocrity shit scum are, and do not compete because I used to be top and win in competition so they have mutilated poisoned and raped me and disfigured deformed and are abusing me into old age and death to stop me from being successful and happy and beautiufl. They have stolen everything but thge most precious is just to live in some kind of peace every day in the privacy of my home. Hours per day of commenting literally on every single thought I have and everything I do. Death threats for thinking something they don't like, demanding that I "love" this pile of stupid ugly shit after they steal my ideas about fighting injustice and other concepts while they abuse and abuse me to death poisoning raping sucking my sexual and life force out. They are turned on by torture so they are also addicted to the power high.//The stakes now are submit or have social security cut off as a power leverage. No concern that they made me disabled by literally fracturing my vertebrae while I was unconscious and then for decades denying me health care to leave me to die paralyzed and in a horrible dying condition (my wealthy family has also fully participated yelling at me that I am lying about my body and etc)//MY SSI DISABILITY under review after SIXTEEN MONTHS of all financial survival cut off due to the rump admin fascist doge abuse terror regime singling me out for torture and abuse through that agency., Outright abuse beginning with the onset of hegseth, I had renamed him pig hog-sith at the time of weeks of non-stop abuse by him and his nasty rotten pig family. They came while a German scum crap creep had been punching me in the face and violently raping me, while ugly shitalina was at the oscars with the movie Maria the concept she stole verbatim from my facebook page written years earlier before I understood that pelosi was part-owner with shares for that company and had access to literally just stealing my ideas without end--for years. this group of shit has resorted to torturing me for hours per day, up to 16 hours for months (after hog-sith finally left with his whore skank rotten wife and shitty pig children) but not before years of torturing ideas out of me on a daily basis so the rancid rat filth of depp could steal the ideas, or the shit of pig pitt the filth empty blank smug psychopath "actor" who plays violent violent and smug psychopath in almost every movie. But beyond that, hog-sith is back the week that my SSI Disabili;ty is being reviewed by that agency out of California--under greasy gavin's jurisdiction of abuse and torture and ugly terminigger's endless assault and theft of my ideas, he administrates hours of torture and rape and abuse uon me so he can suck ideas out. //

 **hackers completely deleted what I had just written, and it has taken me 8 times more time than normal due to hacking and brain obstructio...