Saturday, December 21, 2024

Constant, literally non-stop pouring of stinking whitish semen-dead meat stinking absorbing gelatinous substance in the defrost tray behind my refrigerator. All day, literally every moment I clean it out as the room stinks, somehow using mechanical arms more is injected into that tray. The refrigerator is very clean on the inside the creeps have scraped paint all over the front and sides of the fridge but the wall behind the fridge, which is the only solid cement wall of this room (all the rest is panels opened from the other side---

 Watching the damn tube because of the sense of endless attack, needing to hear if anything possible is going to stop this fascist Nazi group from taking over all the sides of all the sides---hearing the "Left" discuss how great things are going, seemingly. And while watching the stinking filth is being constantly injected into this tray--I have to pull it out from the nook in the wall nestled in the stinking foul cabinets which I cannot use due to stinking filth sprayed on everything whether outside or in, but if any enclosed space the smell permeates and then they spray such stinking permanently-absorbing filth on my clothing hanging on racks in front of my front door so the room stinks constantly of foul odors I spray and spray bleach water and fabric softener everywhere but this seme dead meat stinking ooze is being constantly sprayed

it sticks to the plastic defrost tray and it sticks to the porcelain of the toilet as I have had to pour it out 6 times all day--I pour in bleach and flower-scented cleaning stuff and within 20 minutes it is oozing with white dead meat semen stuff--somehow put into that tray behind the fridge. I must pull it out constantly. It is very heavy--the paint scratched off everywhere stains and literal holes dug into the front of the fridge so it looks like a pock-marked catastrophe--they have broken pieces inside the fridge--the room itself is completely broken down in disrepair completely, 100% from the endless daily attacks and the sick creeps working for the filth scum who order these attacks

all foul and dirty and nasty, but they all have cleaning people cleaming up their mess constantly

so they torture me to get a reaction and the torture never ends even if I remain silent until I finallly can't take it any longer

they drug and poison my food so the culmination of non-stop years of attacks constitute a lack of balance while I am shitting out the poison and sick from the poison ripping out of my body as they drug my food and all love friendship companionship is gone--

my body covered with  poison and scars literally from being slashed pounded made crooked drugged and my hair gone my fingers slashed into the nail bed liver spots from so much toxicity my body is being slauthteredj

every day some hate so traumatic I write to get my brain into another gear because there is no companionship no way for me to move I can't get out of this room due to the hard poisons and fighting to rip them out--they are completely embedded into my spine in a huge piece similar to some turtle shell but half-broken latched all along my spine as they never-ending torture me before they win after they win the day after they win for ideas they have stolen from me


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Mutilation: Last night in deep sleep after having (artificially induced via torture invasive microchip implant technology in combination interface with extreme drugging and various other tech and drug and in deep sleep state immobility and self-defensive capability)---stomach digestive substances literally almost spewing out of my mouth in deep sleep state (this can be done with the microchip implants along my spine, into my brain, my esophagus which renders my body susceptible to many attacks which are murderous---but dredging up digestive "juices" from my digestive tract while in deep sleep state is one of the attacks which they intended to make me spew it all over my head covering last night which would have been almost like acidic vomit spewed over the many layers of protection so they can't gouge my gum tissue out again, loosen my teeth by smashing into them ---and of course, I feel nothing and they are teleporting me in this deep sleep state to other locations where I am called "ugly" and abused by their hate minions, most of whom are probably looking for a job or a role in their "empire" they have built around this contract out on me). That was only a precursor to me having not spewed it out but the peristaltic action forced into my intestinal tract lead to detox of the poisons lodged somehow in conjunction with the elimination process so I began detoxing hard poisons and then horrific liquid poisons in the middle of the night because they had spurred this digestive system--normally this may occur in the morning upon having coffee or some other stimulant purgative drink or exercise (rare) and thus I was shitting diarrhea out while my head was covered my feet bound in many layers to stop them from nightly cutting out the cuticles around my large toes, which they have kept almost falling off by slicing the cuticles literally off from around each large toe--this has gone on more than 6 years on a nightly basis despite wearing similar layers of protection to try to stop this and never succeeding because of the ability to read my thoughts, monitor literally all I think and do, with night time vision visual technology and this thought-hacking they know what I am doing to protect. They have ways of concealing their egress so I can never tell if I am healing or if they have sliced off more the injuries are so permanently scarred into my body as I fight every day to protect my body). //Gouging and slicing into my cuticles, mostly severed off on fingers and toes, continues. I put on first a pair of opera gloves which extend to my biceps. Then rubber band around the wrist because two cut off circulation (or had at the beginning of this new attempt to stop the destruction of my hands which has been ongoing since 2011 and has not stopped for a single night or day except for the few, rare occassions I try out a new protection set of gloves, socks, compression socks, rubber bands, tie-around strings, rubber gloves, etc which get pulled out of place and thin razor sharp instruments get under the long-sleeve contraption I hand-sewed to protect all these layers--they use this flexible mechanical arm to get under the opera gloves, under the next pair of work gloves with rubber coating so they can't slice through the material to slice into fingers and destroy severing out completely cutibles, leaving huge red welts around every finger and nails black, dead and I can't use my hands and fingers to do things which require minutia any longer. ) then there are wrap-around with velcro wrist bands, and I must gauge whether to painfully cut off circulation by tighetning as much as possible because as the night wears on, the pressure does cut off blood flow until I am in such pain I wake up in the drugged state (I am drugged every time they assault me so I am always in a mind control vice mentally upon waking as the teams of celebrities--now their new leader and the new empire which seems to be on teh axis

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