Thursday, December 16, 2021

Can't anyone ever stop these celebrity/politician terrorists? The moment after I posted my last entry--(meaning 30 minutes later while I was cleaning more filth that this group ordered spewed into my every bit of clothing and property and of course into my body while disfiguring and slicing parts of my body and then teleporting me to rape, violence punching slapping and threats of murder and dismemberment--mostly now being done by Europigape "celebrity" shit along with the wanna be Nazi-fascist aristocrat-in-training American whore sell-out piece of shit alongside them. Last night I was and always am under extremely strong "mind control" while I sit in semi-paralysis in front of this laptop (and this group of ultra-wealthy pigs and whores block my every earning capability while stealing my ideas and profiting off them while depriving me of non-poisoned/drugged food, medicine--I can't afford to see a doctor I can't trust any doctor to not create more damages which this group is creating anyway every day with their mechanical arms while I am sleeping and teleported and feel nothing in the comatose MK ULTRA "alter" hypnosis state, my body literally split in twain). I was completely drugged and under mind control and I wrote of a scabby elderly English skank whore woman who has participated in this crime against me alongside her Irish rapist former boyfriend since at least 2013--probably much earlier than that. I wrote that her performance as being a yelling and abusive fascist in a movie role was terrifying or something like that. She appeared while I was in the nascent sleeping state to insult me by saying that to "for you my name is Dame blah blah blah" and I replied with my usual quick response to all of them with, "to me you are a piece of shit" and that is now my entrenched formulized response to all of them as that is all they are--not just "to me" but in general they are shitty pieces of shit. Really a double portion of it.

 My entire laptop is now so corroded with malware that I have to wait over 5 minutes to click on any browser once the spinning cursor stops once I turn on the computer and the system goes up--then it begins to spin for 5 minutes or longer--and every function requires waiting as well and the system pops up browsers and deletes things (hackers of course).


I posted my last posts and another rotten whore skank who has tons of plastic surgery behind her posturing bs sexualized crap who is starring in a movie that is based on something related to my family--a complete insult to my uncle who was a producer and writer in H-wood and participated in some of the most iconic tv show comedies for his generation and participation in H-wood which has completely degenerated into a fascist Nazi corporate globalized bs factory of hate and death (behind it all). What I didn't write openly but now will is that the comedies that do exist that aren't based on endlessly using female genitalia as a version of insult to men--which feminists remain abysmally silent about as feminism appears to be a Nazified construct that has not real feminist critique or introspection and mostly no analysis whatsoever.

This creep blonde foreign (from a colonized country of England) has been part of this attack upon me for years and years and years. She has played movies starring in roles as victims of rape and womanizing and denigration of women--the #me too bs con artist who only wants Nazi women to be on top of everything and rape to be inflicted upon women like me--who want to be independent of the facsist Nazi cartels and want to complete and can actually win against shit like these creeps if not poisoned, paralyzed and tortured and blacklisted endlessly and then dismembered disfigured and my body covered with scars, blemishes, my hair balding from chemicals smeared all over my body and it's still going on and on night after night--for years. This skank whore has been laughing and literally dancing in delight while these pig whore men rape and beat and abuse me while the whores like her from Europe get top listing in the H-wood scenes--a French woman also has been involved directly--these are the ones who sit in the rear rows of the rows of shitheads watching as one pig after the next insults and rapes me-they sit in metal-framed chairs (so I can only see in a blurry way the background while I am teleported) but it's a seating arrangement with rows of the pigs sitting silently but of course the whores who are the blonde Nazi or otherwise Euro-pig-ape fascist variety--who play these roles in both real life and in their movies as victims of white male supremacy rape and abuse and domestic violence and etc etc..they are the most keen on giving advice on how to really dig in the abuse and hate because they study these roles and play the deceptions for their power-grasping in H-wood (to eliminate "Jews" like Weinstein--all the people attacking me are taking the vacuum left by the ousting of Weinstein and all have production companies and etc).

So she began hissing in sarcasm, "Why don't you just give it up" because I am writing and writing and writing without end about the tortures that these creeps have profited off, laughed and danced over (she has--the Australian pig ape whore) who is now playing a role based on something associated with my family. Immediately being put into awards circuit and I saw the trailer and the performance can only be described as inadequate, insulting to the real characters and personalities and I saw that the movie involved something about the Communist "scare" in H-wood (which my family also was ensconced in, although my cousin would not directly discuss this with me when I asked him because he knew we were under surveillance and did not openly discuss anything about the interrogations by Congress to reveal the possible Communist threat in the media.

That is supposed to be the "telling" part of the film, to have some "deep and profound" message about politics involving comedy and a inter-racial marriage. But the Republican "scare" about the "Socialist Progressive" agenda reeks in the background of this film. I will never watch this crap movie so I can't comment on the absurdity of a fascist Nazi actor playing the lead role and trashing the actual talent of the real star of the television series--which morphed into various other tv series with her starring (omitting the divorced hubby). My uncle was a writer of some shows and then went on to All in the Family and other very popular famous shows for that time. But the insulting part is that this creep is coming after me year after year and every year it's around this time when her rotten plastic surgery face is being shown as top contender for top awards in France and in America--it's disgusting as her lack of talent to me is obvious but apparently I seem to be the only one who believes this (or I have not read any criticism as criticism really is not allowed and only yes-ass-kissers are allowed to make a few caustic comments for critics sites but otherwise they follow the generalized rules. The critics can't all say the pigs who are awful and skank whores who made it to the top are awful so they criticize a few who end up "winning" year after year). 


So it's been in the last two weeks--just two weeks: Snoop Dogg threatening me with violence, working for and making hints in the pirated/hacked songs he put on my archived WNYU radio show "Hip Hop & Her Family" which suddenly shifted tone and a bunch of LA gangster rap base lines with extremely violent and threatening lyrics mentioning Quentin Tarantino's movie --for which he took the idea from my THOUGHTS using the though-reading technology. Then it was Hillary Clinton two days later. Abuse, yelling and fighting once more because she used the thought-reading technology to attack me because I thought of what a liar and fake she is after she stole ideas from me. I THOUGHT something after seeing a video about her on my YouTube channel (hacked and pirated of course to trigger a reaction). What I am trying to get to is that immediately they try to get any reaction whether written or thought-out just to attack me with hate even if  I write something complimentary. Nothing I can say or do will bring any kind of friendly response from ANY PERSON part of this system. All they do is get promoted and paid to rob, steal and destroy every and anything about me and their attack points are foremost sexual and then physical and in every other way.


so then it was DeNiro and Pesce, making their porno attacks on my body and image while I am in the bathroom--as they have done for a few years at random times (it was every day for a few months but that was done by Pesce--when DeNiro joined in it was direct extremely violent physical threats\\

Then it was S-negger yesterday morning--and early this morning while I was almost awake it was --this rotten English woman I wrote of yesterday--my brain is under such a blank and blanketing attack by tech--(I am also listening to music from an archive as hackers insert sudden blasting peeping noises into the music, the keyboard is nearly impossible to operate--my brain is blanked out--I "forget" names and "remember" them as soon as I walk away from the laptop where these mind control technologies are blasting away at the spot where I sit--- I can't remember her name but I wrote yesterday about her role in Dune--as a fascist I wanted to write but I put it nicely--yelling and violent, which really is what this power-mongering fascist hater bigot racist really is--lots of wiles and smiles in public and with a soft demeanor but is really a raging Imperialist along with her other English and fascist Europigape companions who sit instructing their American wanna'be's how to become absolutely tyrannical genocidal Holocaust enablers and producers.


Yesterday as I wrote it was shit-negger the Austrian fascist Nazi who threatened me with utter violence after he attacked me in teleportation while I was in my bathroom (to be like DeNiro and Pesce--) obscene, and supposedly their sexual insult hate rhetoric towards me is supposed to mean that I am in some lower category than they adn they are these abuser rapist enabler great good ole white man who have the "entitlement" to do this and appear like they are "leaders" for attacking me as an innocent civilian for wanting to succeed and win--and because my government has inserted microchip implants into my brain and parts of my body and thus all my striving for any kind of normalcy and life in all countries around the planet are now blocked completely and every pig parasite has the "entitlement" to rape, abuse and try to treat me like a completely traficked sex torture victim slave with no human rights whatsoever. And pig scum Shit-negger has this pompous attitude from decades of Americans handing this putrid rotten thing every single leadership role when in fact he mishandled the California economy and has brought in absolute fascism into the H-wood cartel--or is just another enabler of that infiltration. I spoke about this while under torture and hypnosis while in a deep sleeping state while being teleported to extremely evil Nancy Pelosi who like all of them fed off the thrill of having a "just push a button" torture victim to teleport, insult and threaten to kill, and then press a button and the victim disappears back to their sleeing state where the local terror gang tortures, rapes and endlessly without end makes my home a toxic stinking death place of toxicity. All I do is clean and clean. But stinking foul Shit-negger took his place in the never-ending circuit of shit people attacking me--ostensibly due to anti-Semitism but mostly I try to compete and they need concepts to steal because they absolutely bow in deference to the mediocrity which rules them--and then they get high off torture. So I was assaulted by him after Pig-lousy gave him the green light to threaten me with murder and extreme violence, which he did by silently using the "voice-to-skull" technology while glaring at me in hate, after I responded to his insults and abuse which were sexulized and I just always turn all the insults back onto him--and he threatens me with utter violence--sometimes directly but he is now using the voice-to-skull so there is no visible or audible evidence of his real violent intentions. And that is what the pigs have been doing--stealing ideas from my thoughts, inserting threats and death threats inaudibly through the voice-to-skull technology--and teleporting me endlessly and using subliminals to get me to "react" online and write anything about them--if positive they teleport me and hiss in hate at me. I am shocked about how negative and nasty they are. I wrote this post yesterday after hours upon hours of my brain being blasted by mind control tech. Because I get no health care and can't afford it and can't trust a single doctor around the planet to actually treat my body without trying to either murder me covertly or creating more injury, disfigurement, dismemberment or death I thus remain fighting in pain to guess how to remove hard poisons still latched into my spine and into my intestines--a decade of these same pigs adn whores attacking me non-stop--for a long time it was brad pitt and his rotten shit wives--every day for YEARS--but only after Depp and his foul wife and nasty dirty daughter took their turn for YEARS raping, beating and assaulting me. And all are starring and in line for top awards--their attacks upon me are a rotation of revolting shit people and the top awards and lead roles are the same rotation but they are all plastic-coated smiling for cameras thrilled. Behind closed doors they are revolting and foul and nasty and pornographically violent and threatening to kill and maim me every single day one of them takes the place of another and immediately they are up for the next interview, plastered everywhere on the media sites, and top awards and lead roles. It never ends. Because of shit like Pelosi and the Biden Administration after the utter violence towards me by the Trump administration and then I waited for Obama to DO SOMETHING to stop the violence and he and his wife had to get in line to use this contract because Michelle wants to run for President in 2024--and they have to be advertised as entertainers as well so they have never done anything but participate (along with Kamela who probably wants to run with Michelle for 2024).

And then there's more--just from within this 2-week span of time:

Then it was that other rotten blonde stupid whore dancing skank from Australia--another fascist Imperialist colonized minion of the English Imperialist Empire coming to bring Nazism to America through the media and put into this lead position because she is thrilled to do so (dancing while I am teleported as she is more than thrilled to see me in this rape victim situation of endless daily and nightly torture that is covered-up, concealed by all the top politicians of the United States as they welcome shit like her into the country to infiltrate and it's all a complete united fascist Nazi mafia cohort) who is starring in a role about the woman my uncle wrote tv comedy shows for---I just "remembered" her name but it took a long time my brain is under that much attack the neural firing processes are being thwarted and blocked in horrible ways.


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If president after president of the United States send shit like Pelosi (pig-lousy) to join in with the group of shithead pig ape whores from Whorewood and threaten to kill me so Arnie shit-negger can be assured that he is completely entitled to abuse, rape and infiltrate the United STates with his fascist Europigape contagion, which is how I see his function and role allotted to him by the Europigape mafia fascist contingent which essentially controls this entire operation--assuredly there are many other nationalities involved but for purposes of this H-wood contract all I have seen are partnerships mostly between Europigape and American skanks who are all being handed so much excessive money and promises of power and leadership in Whorewood for absolutely performing and integrating fascist Medieval type oppression upon anyone caught in the web of this technology and mind control death operation--to which many future victims are assuredly playing a huge role in implementing and creating but they remain assured that they are going to be safe and integrated components of the system and they are so deluded into thinking that this system is always going to pay them free promotions for being force-multipliers for lying deceitful fascists, Mafia and Nazi cartels in the form of corporate conglomerates.


So disgusting rotten skank Kidman (I just "remembered" her name--it was completely blanked out because my brain is now in a "hate and ranting" zone due to the tech, but also because this is now every single day some "freshly" hateful and energized pig ape parasite is coming to vent their miserable hate upon me while leaders award them for their training spectacle of fascist criminality.

But, this disgusting horrid actor kidman who is a joke of an actor but always up for top awards--ever since happily "dancing" like a stupid skank at me while I have sat in a daze, teleported, sleeping, under hypnosis--dancing like a whore back and force and gyrating in utter enthrallment to be participating in this crime against me. Every single year that talentless dumb bimbo is put into awards categories for her vacuous performances. It is amazing what kind of crap has been put into lead position year after year and what their affinities and affiliations truly are. Because no one is reading this except for members of that same said organization this is nothing new or news to any of you. Hopefully "one day" someone will get my posts and actually take them seriously and care about the destruction of the media and the united States, and not just give "lip service" for the deception that is indeed ruining the country. The entertainment business is fully ruined at this point. The movie Dune is an art masterpiece of cinematography--but the themes are the usual mind programming lot and the rotten scabby skank who literally rushed to attack me in teleportation the same day--however they are achieving this international type of attack system--there must be teleportation devices in many locations-these incompetent idiotic meaningless sell-out actors and politicians are being handed these technologies like it's a huge endless holiday party of gift-giving by the fascist Mafia Party controlling them all. 


These terrorists RUSH to attack me almost instantaneously if I do any thing like click on a movie, download a musical genre that they are also involved with, or do anything related to them in any way. Shit-negger began assaulting me after I downloaded a terminator movie--that was at least a year ago (??? or maybe 10 months ago) I just watched a 20-year movie (or however many years ago this movie was actually put out) and not to see that ugly ogre troll parasitic creep but for other reasons-and he's been snuggling up to the German violent rapist who is still there--and on and on. 

I didn't even watch the trailer or movie about Kidman I just wrote about comedy and this pig whore began assaulting me hissing like the stupid empty meaningless enemy of the US that this creep is: "Why don't you give it up?" with hate and sarcasm--meaning to stop writing about the sickness of these creeps and the bs crap they keep being promoted to pump out to further the interests of extremely anti-thetical anti-american Anti-Semitic Anti-feminist anti-life porno-rape-promoting rotten creeps who control this all are controlling with these dumb and rotten celebrity politicians who are just so sick and evil it's beyond the pale of description.

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I'm so sick of writing about their sick acts and getting no response from any power or authority or group or person.


How many more insurrections will it take or how many more rape scandals before people begin to understand that these fakes actually are a huge part of the problem?


Beyond that, when will anyone not just go along and watch me get trafficked in a teleportation hell that everyone apparently either participates in or remains silent about--although the real danger is that masses of people are already being subliminally controlled, their thoughts "mined" their lives destroyed people assassinated by these organizations and technologies?

But shit like Pelosi and the rest of the politicians like Biden, Warren, The Clintons and Trump and the Obamas must keep it a deep, dark "secret" that EVERYONE participates in openly but "disguised" as weird coincidences and group swarming in public places that no one seems to be able to help me provide any support or evidence for.

So everyone wants this system to flourish. All the people who may have been against it are now dead or silenced under threat and promise of promotion. 

Yet I am writing once more to try to implore the people reading this to become human beings instead of consumers of this information and to do the right thing by me which is to protect my constitutional and human rights expressed under all the documents and treaties that these nefarious fakes I write of all purport to be firmly supporting in their every con artist snake oil sales pitch for their endless mutlti-billion dollar lifestyles and enterprises. They won't be handing out free promotions to any eager and rotten participant for the indefinite future and once they get this system firmly established (as they are doing now, and have already done) there will be many more deaths--if global warming catastrophe doesn't stop this system before they begin to kill millions--either way they are creating massive death coming soon to a theater or tv or streaming site near you and to you. First it's already come to me and like so many people who see someone getting killed openly in broad daylight but all just pull back in fear or lack of concern, you allow your own eventual destruction by allowing this most global net of terrorism to engulf every aspect of life, including your body functions, breathing, heart rate and your very thoughts. 


Right now hacking and brain-altering attacks are at a high and I can't finish my sentences or thoughts.

I keep trying to find ways to get people to think about just watching this go on and on with violence endlessly aimed at me.


I am innocent I have not committed a crime I have not harmed these pigs or whores. I have fought to defend myself when Europigape rapists tried to insult and then sexually abuse me. Once they began poisoning me to death I called them pigs and they have been sending out these wealthy celebrities to rape and beat and abuse and dismember me for years because I am standing up for my humane rights while no government or law enforcement agency will do more than keep patting these pieces of pig shit on the back and letting it go on and on. Now it's the holiday season and an avalanche of pieces of pig shit are coming at me daily to assault threaten with death rape and dismemberment if I listen to hip hop, if I click on a movie, while I am stationed here in pain and needing health care so I am stuck in one sitting position literally all day. All I can do is fight to endlessly clean up the stinking toxic muck that they have sprayed on my clothing and my body so all I do literally is sit in stinking filth fighting to clean it while my body has been so badly poisoned with hardening murder poisons I can't move and it's extremely painful to do anything.

When will this fucking shit ever be stopped or these shithead whores ever be stopped by anyone responsible in any way for "Democracy, women's rights, anti-racists who are "fighting" against hate crimes--who all participate in this as if there is a huge problem with me fighting for my rights while all they do is get paid in millions to portray themselves as victims of endless violence fighting for the very same "rights" which they scoff in hate at me and tell me to "just get off it" when I keep writing to the vapid air of this hacked and blocked internet as no one ever stops this. I have been writing of endless violence and crime directed at me for over 8 years now and I am still writing. 


When the fuck will you readers ever, ever ever do more than be silent and glib about this endless violence being committed against me and it's unjust and extremely wrong. 

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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.