Friday, December 10, 2021

"And The People bowed and prayed, to the Neon God they made. And the sign flashed out it's warning, in the words that it was forming....". Terrorist physical/legal/multi-pronged attack report: December 11, 2021. The Sound of Silence permeates the resonating silence of those who know about this travesty I write of happening to #me2 but also to #Utoo but won't tell, who see but won't envision the bright light of truth and reality.

SIMON & GARFUNKEL

THE SOUND OF SILENCE

Performed in Central Park, August 26, 2015.








The never-ending series of reporting State-sponsored terrorism continues. One day this State-ordained form of internal  terrorism will be condemned but for now, there are only isolated targeted people who are separated from one another with faux help support groups which ultimately attack the target at choice moments of vulnerability.


The attacks:

All night, at random moments while in deep healing sleep from poisoning by this same terrorist organization--the microchip implant in my throat was constricted to create a horrid, deep noise that is a horrid sound unlike anything I can describe. It is so loud it wakes me up, I can feel the area of my throat, right at the crux of my collarbone and my larynx, where there is an indentation and creased and ailing skin and tissue because the microchip is damaging and perhaps killing me in this area where disease or the endless mold and fungus that is implanted in my food/breathing space may accumulate---but also the flow of vital fluids is also constricted in that area. It is damaged and the skin is broken and of a different texture than in all the other areas of my neck. This is where the implant is, and this group forces the sphincter muscles to suddenly close while I am eating, and as I wrote, while I am sleeping in a deep, healing sleep. It happens so frequently it's essentially going on all night long at least once per half hour. That is being woken up by a horrid, deep flapping noise in my throat that is so loud it wakes me up momentarily, in the drugged up sleep that I must go through every night from more than a decade of detox of their stinking and foul murder poisons in my body--still there, still keeping me semi-paralyzed.


Teleportation skits of death and hate but more submerged because I am trying to work out more layers of protection for my body while I sleep. The more colorful teleportation hate, rape and violence attacks by the celebrities and politicians are diminished by the extra layers I have put on my body but it's not nearly enough to actually stop the violence. The teleportation also continues while I am awake and the effect is that I can't just dismiss these pests but I go into "truth serum" yelling fights with them as they endlessly ask me "why" I don't like them or what they are doing. This obviously is part of the protocol system of payment and promotion as for me to explain who odious they are and act means that they are "successful" at this mind control terror technology and operation. The same-said people continue to be interviewed on major networks even though they are no longer in top political office, they imitate or repeat sentences I have said and now they are stealing and threatening me with my very thoughts using their mind control hacking capabilities to breach my thoughts and abuse or steal whatever they like or don't.

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Huge and major physical terrorist attacks at the shopping mall yesterday. I had to go shopping for food and to replace the items that are endlessly broken every time I leave this room. Every single time I leave and return something else of my scant, subpoverty tiny microstudio filth and torture chamber has been broken--something I had to negotiate to buy with shifting funds from buying food not on sale to something poisoned/drugged in order to buy this tiny little thing like $5 speakers which were just broken--lights were broken, clothing is stinking with mold and putrid odors every time I return. 

Thus, while all of the attacks were going on in my room, at the shopping mall (Central Festival/Florista) in Phuket Town, waves of gold-diggers and attackers--the usual racist configuration I have been writing of for years--a pair of white blonde Europeans with 20-30 Thais or other "minorities' surrounding them attack me in concentric waves in huge spaces. The attacks are so constant that I am absolutely drained of physical energy because I am literally fighting my way through huge groups which spread out an entire huge shopping mall area and then literally push into me from the opposite direction. Around one huge escalator area in front of one of these shopping mall department store entrances--so you can imagine it's a huge, wide open space. As I rounded the corner with my shopping cart and the many bags I must carry so what few things I don't want endlessly destroyed and poisoned I must always carry around with me--healing liquids I drink I must carry (all oils I use are tainted and drugged and poisoned and any food that is wet or liquid is poisoned very easily--anything else is tainted or drugged but with powders or other invisible substances). But I am pushing a shopping cart with my bags weighing down the cart---and around the huge corner literally 40 people were walking in a huge wave towards me covering every space of the entire area. In the center was a Nazi blonde family unit looking smug and glowing with the hormonal high of this power trip of their minions performing this hate attack. This has been so common that I have only been writing about it's corollary in H-wood for years only to have violent threats aimed at me by the American version of the same apparatus of fascist Nazi white armed with gold-digger minority minions in waves coming at me to attack for their "masters".

At another junction of this same area, through the overpass walkway where on the left side of the mall overpass walkthrough there is a winding staircase going down to the parking lot--it is fixed at the near beginning of this walkway on one side and just 50 meters away is an elevator which can easily carry anyone down to that level if they so choose. Walking in a cross pattern to the flow of walkers (which is always amplified as soon as I am walking in that space--usually if you drive past you can see a few random walkers in that overpass walkway but when I am in that area it's covered with people wandering into every open space so I must maneuver past people who then drift into my cart as they slowly meander into my path just as I approach to get past them. They all spread out and I can't get past anyone. But in this instance, yesterday, with the swarm of attackers on all sides, three Thais very tall were pushing in front of them huge suitcases on wheels with pull-out carry handles--as I approached they all swerved directly to cross in front of me within one foot as I was pushing past the many people swerving into my path directly in front of me--they swerved and walked directly into me and one of them actually slammed his suitcase into my cart as I pushed past them--obviously as they walked in this sideways direction to the staircase instead of taking their huge suitcases to the elevators which were just 50 meters ahead (or yards, more like) and just at that point was a white male sitting on a chair supposedly "selling" condos in a huge condo complex. These types of installments on the side of the overpass walkway are ALWAYS being promoted by Thai people wearing little uniforms and passing out balloons for these condo projects. There are never white Europeans or people selling these projects and the attack happened directly in front of him--as he slunk in his chair in a gloating repose watching his orchestrated attack.

And that is just two examples of the hours of this going on and on and on and on until I was so frazzled and exhausted because of the weakness and illness this poison that this terrorist group has forced upon me that this kind of covert physical attack is just physical violence but orchestrated in public places.

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And I had to go shopping because my mail service in Orlando which has become a terrorist attack situation of absolute illegality which if I were in the US I could take them to court for and win any sort of battle (unless the judges are all completely illegally operating under this system which is nearly at 100% probability)

they informed me that my mail service would be terminated "tomorrow" unless I sent by mail a pdf form they attached to the email with a contract that entails that I change my service from the one I have to one that denies me access to my mail in any form due to the distance. 

With the mind control operating as I responded to these thugs who routinely scan letters threatening to cut off my service and my money only at the very last minute--letters stating that they have sent letters before and never got a response and that this was the final notice and etc...all creating confusion, chaos and then the mind control operations begin. I wrote a response wishing them all kinds of good things because after the torture and threats of endless catastrophe along with multiple murder attempts by this organization I have to scramble essentially to save my life in so many respects that by the time I finally get a confirmation that my very life-saving mail service will not be cut off "tomorrow", I wrote this brain-altered cheery happy wishing them well type of response for a new year. It was something I had not intended to do.


In all these cases, once I am "rattled" the backdoor operational principles of mind control technology are the serpentine forms of breach that penetrate into my brain and consciousness--through all these very well studied research methodologies of traumatization and how to control people and also how to change brainwaves affecting emotions--along with subliminal commands during such moments when the defenses have been shattered from threats to life and existence.

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As for the stinking filth that these haters have poured into my home--I first checked the back tray of my refrigerator--having to drag this heavy refrigerator out of the tiny niche in the wall (the actual real wall is behind this refrigerator-which is a solid cement wall where you can pound your fist on it and hear nothing but a tiny thud--the rest of the paneled wall is at points so shabby that if you press your finger into it, the cheap material bends--in other areas you can pound and hear an echo almost in the other room and of course you can hear people talking very clearly from the other side because there is almost no wall there but only these very easily-opened panels which the terrorists use for their torture and mutilation/rape protocols that are pushed to the limit every night--as far as they can go to mutilate my body or open my door and have expletives rush in to rape and literally put my hips and spin out of place--while I am completely unconscious and being teleported to the celebrities and politicians who are likewise raping and abusing me--all simultaneous. All like the white supremacists in the shopping malls, with waves of gold-diggers surrounding them for their promotions and free deals and shopping carts full of free food paid for by this government-sponsored terror operation. All so the government and top layers of the "entitled" can steal, rob, rape and torture and destroy lives in the future and NOW. 


Of course, I remain ALONE without any support system whatsoever with nowhere to turn for any support on this planet. Literally having tried for over a decade and all that has transpired is more top so-called "leaders" and actors on all levels coming to get their free, new deals out of this contract. All turning around and pushing their fake victimization fighting for justice status for the entertainment of the voters and viewers and distressed wanting and needing to believe that someone is fighting for them. How they will be dismayed, if they have not been eliminated through various contagion genocides, in the future how awfully they have been duped by these power-high duplicity slingers you are all cheering on as your heroes of society in all their blathering lectures and presentations and movies about how they are saving society (from anyone trying to have equality and freedom except for themselves as a collective greed and selfishness operation acting for their own-self interest but in concert with so many others like bands of criminals and thugs).


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Of course, as always, whilst writing this post hackers were and are at this moment blocking key function, so while writing I must backspace and retype continuously, correcting the juxtaposed letters and omissions hackers force. My hands stop moving as if frozen in mid-air because the brain attacks on my motor system are also in effect. Then there are "spaces" and blanks in memory because my short-term memory is being dislodged. I "forgot" to write that while I was shopping I had put my purse down to put all my items in a huge shopping bag I use so I can carry the items on my motorbike in one, large huge bag. I "forgot" to pick up my purse after putting all items in my bag--the purse was put on the side and behind a panel because often while my back is turned people will saunter up behind me and steal my purse while my back is turned. The brain-blanking tech literally makes me "forget" to pick items up. When I was like a bloated, huge balloon of poison and drugs (hardened into my body, keeping the liquids floating in my lymphatic system and into all the viscerae while I was endlessly being poisoned and drugged--unable to fend the nighttime terrorists entering my room to poison my food I have taken endless precautions for years to protect--

but now that I have blocked their physical entry into my room and they must rely on mechanical arms through all these panels on all sides of the studio (top, floor, all sides, every inch of the bathroom--any space that can be opened will and is being opened--like a leaky ship sinking but I have patched up all the cracks taking  years using money I need for food and healing which I had to neglect in order to try to fight this--still cannot but have limited the amount of utter and sheer violence to my body--but in the meantime--they have broken my toe so it's pointing at a 45-degree angle into my other toes, have destroyed and damaged my hair and skin so badly I am blemished with balding hair and blotches and scars literally covering my body on every inch--from years of violence inflicted in this way while I sleep and in my every shampoo and ointment and food and anything that can be poisoned and destroyed). And more and more, on and on.

I "forgot" my purse--and in the years when I had been so badly poisoned and tortured and raped in the above-mentioned vulnerability this group has forced upon me by forcing poverty on me (all and every access to earning any single thing has been blocked in their various means, with internet block not just of financial opportunities but also of information and of access and of course my blog is being blocked from all access except for the terrorist network and their operatives).

I would pay for groceries and "forget" to pick up the bags of food after I had paid for them. I would literally pay for the items and walk away not able to think clearly and leaving groceries at the check-out counter. This happened so frequently and I could not stop this attack--the mind-drug interface is so awful. And that happened yesterday once more. I had walked all the way to the other end of two shopping mall complexes before I realized I had left my purse in the spot that I had told myself to not forget--but did. While I was rushing to pick up the purse was when the waves of people hitting me literally as I pushed past waves of huge crowds of minions surrounding a gloating pair of white supremacist Nazi Europ-a's who, through not their own money, but handed money to instruct their minions to perform these tasks--as money of course is ultimately the deciding factor in these operations--where the money comes from in international seamless operations is of course not easy to directly state but indirectly it's not hard to gauge exactly how this is being funded--(aka "black ops" but probably through "Homeland Security anti-terrorist" funds and the billions of dollars appropriated (misappropriated) to the endless "defense" budget for the United States, for example, for which this cornucopia funding of terrorist activities by TERRORISTS attacking me, an innocent and guiltless civilian but targeted by the Nazi and fascist and gold-digging minion cooperative organization just want to destroy, experiment upon, dump their sense of powerlessness on --how minorities love to do this and vent the rage they have bottled up as they grovel in deference to their real abusers but torture me, who actually stands up for their rights but am instead tortured by them as they grovel in delighted deference to their real terrorists controlling them) and


it goes on and on, as I am typing I must endlessly backspace and rewrite--my hands can't move and I am going through a kind of tunnel vision of blanking out and losing track of the thread I am writing about. This type of closing of my memory and blanking out goes on while I am under attack, I can't think while in public as people completely jump to exploit this vulnerability that the technology enables them to do--while blaming me for their own attacks upon me--it's all orchestrated and scripted they create these hate situations and then blame me. 


I can also hear "stupid" hissing in my "inner ear" while hackers are blocking keyboard functions and operations on the laptop. These are words that are hissed while I am under attack. I can "hear" it while I sit in relative silence fighting and fighting to pound out each key on this keyboard but such types of blaming the victim--exemplified by this one example of them calling me "stupid" as they block functions as if it's my "fault" or lack of intelligence--and this is absolutely typical of all their actions. So while they are blocking functions and causing problems they are subliminally hissing instructions to the attackers (like to hate me or that there's something wrong with me---even if they are part of the attack terrorist operation they are also being mind controlled to attack or to like their own detractors and abusers but to "hate" those who are actually trying to not support this system who actually care about the oppressed. The oppressed, in other words, are being used as tools by the oppressors in order to attack the target (me). While I am under attack various other subliminal psychological diminutive types of hate speech is being hissed into me as if I should accept the violence like it's my doing or "fault". This is part of the extent of the tortures that are being carried out and the means in which people are being used to attack one another. 


You can thank people like Elon Musk for his inclusion--absolutely and for years and years a definite part of this operation and experiment in torture---with his brain/computer interface tech that is being so championed and his technologies and there are other very dire situations in which he is tangent to but somehow involved in with global consequences of huge deadly effect--but always cheered on with his scripted and coached stage appearances and accepted by the millennials in particular as being a kind of cool ultra wealthy dude trying to save the world by his new technologies offsetting carbon-emitting tech (but carbon production and other damage to the planet are the underpinning of his technologies).

I had to add that although he is a very dangerous and violent person albeit endlessly portrayed as a fun and cool, easy-going dude for the press and the public. 

I could go into more detail and I already have--years ago during the Depp/Heard crisis all I can say is that after he (Musk) began dating Heard  after the domestic violence crisis, and just as Trump was gearing into presidential power, Musk began his global dominance scheme and has been a major participant in all this torture with State-sponsored hate and violence at least for 8 years but probably much longer. 


That is to say that the "contract" out on me was directly handed either by Musk to Trump or vice-versa and the power arrangement has resulted in what you now have as history-making alterations in society. I consider these as detriments to both Democracy and to freedom, but they are being sold off  and bought by the bulk of the planet and absolutely applauded--the masses of terrorists attacking me for example are part of this global cheerleading squadron of hate and violence. There is worse to come for people and more pandemics and more destruction is being promoted and promised. Very few people can link these crises and problems to anything that may affect them in the future, they just jump at the chance to be a part of a power cartel and to display the wealth that they have attained and to look like the models that these celebrities always gravitate towards--that the politicians are striving to be sold off as in many respects if they are capable of it--the merging of technocratic celebrity image and wealth status is now so intertwined and yet unrecognized and certainly still sold off as desirable. I consider it to be the edge of the cliff that the lemmings are in delight willing to fall off.

I write this with the sword of Damocles hanging over my head because these people like Musk are serious abusers and haters and racists disguised and packaged off as fun and easy-going and Millennials, who participate in this hate crime against me also in droves, so quickly pick up on the deception because they appear as easy-going but absolutely partake in this ceremony of hate and death like all their icons who they buy into and then continue to sell off as they sell out.

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Throat-induced (non-consensual) microchip torture forcing tears, throat constriction while eating, and the endless hate of this group of just extremely hateful celebrities and politicians remains as the daily hours of abuse per morning. Amazing that in this afternoon they are not still abusing me in rows of chairs staring like starved rats and leeches devouring my energy, life force and sucking out ideas which I spill out continuously for hours after their torture and abuse without end (18 years by now on a non-stop daily basis, leading to 16 hours per day and night ore more over the past 2 years but almost the same under the biden hellscape period and endless torture under trump 1st term and endless near-death poisoning and abuse (under all) but under obamas which remain as steadfast abuser-for-profit black nazi terrorists working with all their good white nazi supremacists in whorewood and congress whorewood. Aspiring politicians are rushing to join in, as they torture me and remain silent as they abuse ideas out of me. The former governor and soon-to-be former governor of that golden state cali are now a cali cartel of violent rape abusers and hateful exploiters of me with their throngs of minorities, has been celebrities and already established but not quite on the non-stop tier of non-stop top awards as the bulk of those who have spent 18 years torturing me day and night remain after their careers were faltering until they leeched latched onto abusing me nearly to death. They remain despite my months of writing about them, only handing this torture apparatus to their "friends" who need this career-enhancement so they take turns all obrtaining lead roles oscars awards and asking me non-stop all morning for ideas. Ignoring them is impossible. The amount of energy required would take up litearlly all of my life force to ignore their violence since they augment it non-stop with physical torture such as tears pouring out of my eyes. My skin is thoroughly damaged my eyesight permanently deteriorated to a degree I can no longer read without glasses, the prescription is increasing and increasing. My face looking so foreign to me from not only tears forced out of my eyes hour and hours per day, for literally years on end without end daily (this had stopped for a while until newsom obtained pemission by trump to inflict this torture after I endorsed newsom's prop 50 in california--the redistricting plan. Under drugging and extreme violent torture I wrote a message to his facebook page, and like depp back in 2012 he began violence, rape torture and increased it to non-stop terrorism when I said "no" to being his willing "sex slave" abuse victim and substitute for his domestic violence problems, which all the people involved are heavily invested in transference onto the stalking target so it appears they are all by-products of domestic violence or extreme racist policy alteriing the possibility of people in the United States elevating above racist cliches that only the white nazis are the "most beautiful". The horrific endless physical torture for mutilation and destruction of the face has been ongoing since this plastic surgery rife hate group out of h-wood began clutching at destroying my lief in every way possible. Before that it was "Just" poisoning jme into a huge, football shaped poisoned and dying drugged into near comatose levels of incoherency victim to be exploited (ideas without end beginining with the English wealthy "art dealer" I met for circa 4 hours total back in 1987 during a summer vacation trip to London with a Eurail pass. I was put into a little "bedsit" studio across the street from him in Chelsea (the Engllish creep who has spent 16 hours pe day yelling non-stop abuse and death threat yelled "that's what you get for trying to live in Chelsea" when I had written in my blog that I was put there by a real estate agent when I asked for a little room on my budget (they raised the price for me it went lower after I stopped renting I had asked afterwards) and I had no actual "choice" in the matter I had no idea where to go and this agent told me there was '"one bedsit" which fit my request (in all of London) conveniently across the street in a "posh" area from a man connected to the contract my family had made with the English in connection to the movie Deliverance, back in 1974). Back to today: tears pouring out again as I sat yelling my tirade of "leave me alone" type "get off me" endless daily repetition of this theme. They sit like statues adorned with the promise that respecting any single thing about me is FORBIDDEN they happily comply. They remain sitting and digging into my psyche to obtain ideas. They never say thank you there never any interesting reply except for the ugly hissing of the dirty hate spawn of Depp yelling her daily non-stop "loser" at me after they obtain ideas (my ideas have furnished her movies, the only ones that made any significant headlines in her entire career and her modeling came about as part of this scheme to use h-wood to bring in nazi infiltrators via h-wood into controlling american politics using nazi and english crown money handed out and distributed like candy to drooling addicts Americans they call "stupid" behind their backs---they say it openly at me whenever they can, these nasty English in particular but it is echoed throughout the Euro-diaspora of nazi persuasion. But AFTER they torture me to obtain ideas and use tears torture in part to obtain ideas. The pain is now reaching agony misery stages of torture from over 15 years of tears being forced out of my eyes. Additionally as usual the russian ballet exploiter who operates a sly strategy of claiming to be "helping" me and adds a few tips, which are beneficial but only after I think of the tips myself first--thusly only repeating my thoughts and adding a few to adjust the endless onslaught of English, French,; Austrian and German rapists and abusers he partners with, as his proxy abuse squads groups of euro-haters screaming murder, all kinds of insults. The body builder out of Austria the former gov of that dread state which used to be some kind of "open-minded" paradise of developers and cereative potential is now torturing me non-stop for years to obtain original ideas which the English crown furnishes with millions of dollars in funding for huge grand set design and costume grandeur to bolster the scripts which have, in part my ideas derived out of torture and then the usual nazi platform propaganda scripts which are essential copies of paradigms of such platitudes which echoes the platitudes the politicians use, who also observe my screaming responses to "why is this bad" and then tears torture, everything broken, stinking and more damage to my body, my property what is left of it with endless death threats and abuse going on and on for hours per day. //Never once even a basic "thank you" or any kind of money or support just abuse and then they finally just vanish and they obtain the ideas, taking notes on how they can use the ideas, and then threatening me with death having their hateful expletive scream "loser" or they just say how "stupid" the ideas are and then I see my ideas used in their movies which I deem to be a lessening of extreme originality of my original concept and turned into yet another formula nazi propagandized movie which "wins' an award and then is forgotten evermore since the movies leave no lasting mark on anybody's minds except perhaps for the mental masturbation of watching their skank rape nazi women or men gyrating or heaving around with sexual allure supposedly (years of plastic surgery and modeling with all kinds of subliminals, I believe, to enhance this effect on the viewer). //The script to "help" me while I am exercising has been used by two foreign men coming out of the near former soviet and nazi encampments which Americans have "forgotten" were once dedicated to destroying American and infiltrating and taking it over. As if it was never a threat American nazi celebrities rally around the extremely violent abusers in their ploys and schemes of torture, obtained from Stasi and Nazi administrators of mind control operations. Tested in Nazi concentration camps, by CIA LSD drug lords posing as experimenting on mind control MK ULTRA upon the unwitting prostitutes and politicians who could be bribed thus the mind control was easily ascertained upon both the wealthy and eduated as well as the desperate and possibly less well-educated simultaneously. Their mind control operates always the same: I am exercising to try to break the "internal shelf structure" of hard posions jutting out of my back, blocking movement along with the fractured vertebrae along my entire spine, performed in the span of years to inflict total disability and then denying me health care, even when I obtained it after years of struggle and applying for disability--which they have had cut off and have tried in the past month to block all attempts for me to have it reinstated by infecting my laptop so badly infected it's unusable, turning electricity off completely where I live for days and days and then increasing the abuse from people in all tech shops to the point of near physical fights because I am under mind control in such spaces and unable to contain the rage they use brainwave and subliminal phrases and literal body functions to obtain (affecting thoughts and emotions into hyperbolic knee-jerk instant reaction of rage, combined with life-threat to my existence on levels of extreme stress and drugging abuse and all avenues of producing the hundred or so downloads this agency required for them to assess my case after 16 months of no response and non-stop abuse and torrture rape from one trump politician who partners with the usual obama and clinton teams and the old biden-era abusers from the dem party are sitting next to their "opponents on the other side" all working to abuse me into "submission" for their co-joint partnership in a total entropic overtake leading America into a non-stop fascist dictatorship but "benevolent" when the dems take power.

  The ploy that is used to obtain more perks, deals and permissions to control the entertainment-political entropic realm is handed to this ...