Wednesday, December 1, 2021

Terrorist violence report: Black bruises on my thighs this morning due to mechanical arms breaking into my room from the terrorists next door on all sides--pounding down into my flesh until bruises appear. My body does not bruise easily so they must have sustained a heavy amount of pressure. I was sleeping and teleported to the hate brainwashing abuse skits that are forced upon me by people smiling for cameras who have stolen my ideas (my cat, my peace, the healing I need to remove the poison that their fascist Nazi benefactors put in my body and then fractured vertebrae in this similar fashion while I was comatose and being teleported in a drugged up sleep). My entire body is coated with scars and blemishes--hair permanently damaged with thin regrowth from YEARS of them smearing damaging chemicals in my hair and on my skin--my skin completely damaged everywhere with scars tattooed into my skin by these terrorists. My toe is pointing at more than 45-degree into my other toes because this org broke the toe twice. I can't afford any health care whatsoever and risk further damage or even death/poisoning/injections by these doctors who ALL participate in this crime against me. But they have been slashing my skin between my toes and inserting objects under cuticles in the same spot for over 7 years (fingernails) but nearly a year or longer with the tissue between my broken toes--probably trying to completely sever my toes off in some way by restricting blood flow. My underarm hair won't grow back any longer and the skin is pummeled with what feels like dots--like they used hair removal while I was asleep. They severed out part of my uterus which came out one day when I was in the shower--this was about 5 years ago. I can't afford hormone replacement therapy. The list is so long. When I wrote earlier today about being disabled,--that is due 100% to poisoning with hardening chemicals and my hips and spine being manipulated out-of-alignment by terrorists coming into my room while I am sleeping in the "alter" MK ULTRA state, teleported so I feel nothing and I am injected with pain-killers so don't realize upon waking in my lifetime of drugging and poisoning that it has recurred. The organization through all their tentacles of minions and operations first would have me put into very violent, life-threatening accidents (sometimes caused by the microchip implants literally making my body jump at crucial moments while I was traveling so I would jerk parts of my body while driving or running). I would be okay after the accident but would wake up to serious injuries the day after--only in retrospect do I now realize that terrorists would break my vertebrae while I was in a comatose "sleep" "alter" situation. I want to point out also at this point (I am now editing as hackers blocked my typing with all kinds of hacks so I had to start at the beginning of this "title" post, and I can't fast-forward to the spot where they blocked my post) but...I want to add they fractured vertebrae along with an at least 2-inch thick (in parts) hard wedge of poison that feels like a kind of cement block literally forming a kind of "shelf" inside my body in my back--it's so hard I can pound it with my fist and I feel nothing and it doesn't move. That is after more than TEN YEARS of fighting while being tortured and abused night and day for over a decade to try to guess how to get this out while I am denied ultrasound health care I need to try to break it up, forced to languish in dire poverty in a 3rd world country on subpoverty income). Now, the disability status of student loan relief is being denied me so far by all the establishment entities dealing with student loans and social security because Trump wanted to change my status of being chronically and permanently disabled into having to undergo reviews of my case twice a year, with threats to come into the Orlando office often requested and threats of cutting off my only sustainable income as a constant threat--all used in this change of my status to threaten me constantly and use this mechanism to force me into subjugation. I now seem to not be able to apply for student loan forgiveness due to this change of status, while everyone from Trump to Pelosi who operate as one organization are torturing me because I am fighting to defend my human rights and constitutional rights as well--which all of these very wealthy, the very "liberal" ones in H-wood, are not just denying me but denying as my rights at all in all respects as they gloat and are paid in millions and promotions and highest awards for this injustice they are spawning along with their children. Every single year a list of these terrorist fascist, Nazi, Mafia actors are in the top tiers of Academy Awards status vying for top prize--and year after year it's really literally the same people and it is never changed only rotates from one to the next. //All I can say is that I hope to whatever power there is out there that does not want a fascist minority-minion empire of white supremacy to rule over H-wood and the US Government to not put Will Smith, Nicole Kidman or Gaga into top priority every again for any award or prize. There are many others, I have written of them but this year the criminals who have viciously attacked me are all in line for more Oscars. //I ask for the millionth time for JUSTICE and for this crime to be stopped against me. That my cat(s) are returned alive and healthy to me. All of these hateful fascists have their children and spouses and lovers and friends and mansion. I have nothing every single thing has been stolen and taken away from me. I just want my cat La Moux returned while she is still alive, if she is still alive. I need my OWN HOME and for this sex slave torture situation to be stopped. I am still surrounded by terrorists at every elevator exit and entrance with people pushing baby carriages as signs of the baby contract these hateful rapist fascist users and abusers want to suck and drain out of me after years of torturing me for their promotion contracts and years of them stealing ideas and blocking my chances to even type a "complaining" post as I am struggling to do right now (backspacing and retyping words and fighting hacking every word). that these terrorists who have stolen ideas and been paid to inflict as much hate and destruction upon me to the point of near-death for years be forced to pay restitution for these crimes--after they have tortured me to extract ideas and concepts which have been stolen and stolen from me with zero compensation but only more hate and violence as they clasp on to get more and more free deals and p

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Extreme drugging/nervous system attacks via implants along my spine & into my brain--8 hours of literal non-stop abuse from this English And nazi team of another senator from congress, the same rape enabler who is the front-runner face of anti-violence against women and me2 rape culture to oust the jewish weinstein so her company and the rest can overtake h-wood --antisemitism so openly expressed that obviously Nazis and virulent racists are behind this contract out on me. My brother stating that only I will experience violence, with his full participation and that Germans are trustworthy not racists it can't happen to him. for using sexual and physical violence against me instantly after more than 30 years of never having seen him, never contacting him except for him smirking about a situation the nazis forced on me, he is lunging at me to gain more promotions and allowance to get everything for free for handing me over to murder, essentially. Me, drugged so badly I cannot stop reacting to every question, hours of asking me for ideas as the English scriptwriters and director and the endless leech parasite this ugly sinister putrid creep female who is endlessly pushing violent beef-body-build "men" out of europ-a-land to violently rape me, the more abusive and humiliating the more they are praised and awarded; she is the representative for the United Nations and for Chuck Schumer in all legislation against rape and domestic violence against women. Put deliberately there really to give permission for rape if it's racist-based rather than anything else. beloved so greatly by the grateful rapist thugs surrounding her, the minority minions lavishing praise making antisemitic comments at me--Jews in particular are very hostile and laughing smirking it can only happen to me, not them. The drugs are so insidious that are injected pumped into my bladder while I sleep--must get up every night to alleviate what they inject so I am drugged--it is a nasty horrific murderous chemical and drug forcing hate, along with extreme shifts of my brainwaves I can't even control my breathing--my entire spine is coated in hard chemicals in which microchip implants directly affecting my spine are buried from the 3 complete surgeries I have had---(the hardening poisons made my spine crooked, the terrorists fractured my vertebrae while I was unconscious after they orchestrated mostly harmless "accidents' and in the deep brain implant state, I am rendered completely unconscious and unable to feel anything (drugged to the extreme the next morning with pain killers and numbing chemicals). 8 hours another day of this ongoing with me finally screaming in rage fighting and hitting the people responsible for this--the senator who came years ago to abuse yell fascistically at me, now threatening my life for having rushed to physicall attack him after shouting to go away go away go away. They all remain until I rush at them lunging in fury. The dirty nasty sick female who is connected to the English monarchy has been relegated to bring every fascist nazi english abuser and hater to assault me possible in the celebrity zone, there are so many---all are clamoring to get this contract and to participate from all minorities in congress who rush at me violently to white supremacist congress haters--this one very close to the source of much discontent for those slated to be excluded from life in general---very pompous about his entitlement to torture have me raped and poisoned, they all are. My brother smug and behaving like I am still being beaten and abused by him at the age of 14 when I left the hate situation my family had adopted because my mother was trying to get "in" with an "Italian" but American married man, the "Italians" in this tiny family-controlled cul-de-sac had installed mircophone relay systems so they could listen to my family abuse me (this was in 1978 before the internet) my brother was so violent I phoned the police and left that house the next day--forever. I saw him a few times, I had the blank mind controlled drugged assumption that he had "grown up" but alas, he lives in the perpetual abuse state having ensured I am stuck everywhere I go as he is promoted for endlessly ensuring my destruction, lack of health care. My family offered me an inheritance in a creep way 2 years ago, I saved the money but declined to have any further contract with them as they were abusive just in connecting me to the lawyers distributing the inheritance (I got the absolute lowest amount of all members)--and this they used to have social security cut off my income and it's been off for 6 months while I am fighting to have it reinstated and they worked with the 4th Reich to have this done. I was screaming at him in rage, as the hate parasitic rape cheerleader who is beloved by all senators presidents her sleazy and disgusting 16 years of stealing my ideas so her blank and hateful lack of personality can be embellished by my years and lifetime of reading and study, so that nazi white supremacy can appear like it has originality and any kind of creativity outside of endless repetition of murder revenge and upcommance plots which they rotate every year in their awards categories, until they latched on to stealing my ideas, and now torturing me as I scream ideas because they are so revolting their image their ugly sinister presence is so revolting--and I cannot stop responding instantly to their endless probing questions intermixed with extremew murder threats and then inquisitive questions and every thing I do, from going to the bathroom eating taking healing powders all my exercises for healing I created they are stealing and using as their own invention; so much that I do is original and not a copy I learned, they are stealing torturing and asking for ideaws literally non-stop. I cannot stop talking I can't stop responding. the drugs, my body is like enmeshed in not being able to breathe independently the technology and drug interface is so overwhelming. The smug and smirking dirty ugly sick skank sits smiling as I scream and fight for the 2nd year in a row of literal daily screaming and rage at English hate bigots assaulting me for over 8 hours per day--0the rapist who beat tortured and mutilated me, has had my plants killed is threatening my life then making sleazy sexual comments, sitting next to this foul and dirty ugly sick creep skank always they are partners probably as with all the men who rape me she tries to suck my life force energy out by having sex with them as well. Some of them at least--they sit next together all the men who rape me next to her, after she has had me poisoned nearly to death, still fighting to heal every day. My body aging rapidly she is laughing, the men make endless sneering comments about my breasts while I am naked as they sit for hours watching and commenting on all I do. Once i finally "break" after the 6-8 hour mark of literal non-stop literally every single second for over 6 to 8 hours without a moment of them shutting up for one single second with death trhreats abuse insults and probing questions I scream finally to shut up and die I scream hit them rush violently. It is torture and the senators are smug threatening to kill me constantly for lunging at them screaming to get off me to fuck off that they have already been killing me via poisoning and torture for years. It goes on and on. I might be able to "ignore' them if they were not drugging me so severely and my body racked with implants along my spine forcing a reaction that overwhelms my breathing and concentration--the implants are definitely in my brain and along my spine---without a doubt they force my muscles to spasm while people are slamming doors--the effect is unmistakable and has happened for years in this same sequence I do not flinch at noises like this, it is artificially created generated and forced upon me. They are so ugly and appear so rancid rotten stupid ugly and sick I scream that they are disgusting that I never want anything like them around me not for a minute much less 8-10 hours per day,e very day, then stupid sick teleportation skits of hate death and homelessness and me being abused, being put in stupid situations in an "edit" mode so I am waking to being in some negative situation in the middle of a posture I never created, like a movie edit stopping and starting my consciousness can be started and stopped with a press of a button in that state.//I am trying to work a way to not be overwhelmed, because these filthy sick creeps are meaningless scum in my opinion but I react as if I can't stop, and I literally cannot. //I ordered a music player and they blocked everything possible for every music player--this one supposedly came with no memory but they had it jacked-up so the memory is invisible but it is hacked and is turned off remotely like all the rest of the players they continue the death and torture deep sleep states. My body is aging my hair greying my body withering because of the energy this ugly sick skank sucks out smiriking and laughing. They keep asking me for ideas then destroying my finances so I have nothing. I am still waiting for the decision from social security whether my disability payments will be reinstated or not. They lied to me for 6 months, my family had my inheritance taken away and then my disability as well; this was a ploy it was not some random accident and they just arrived when I was being violently raped by the last lrapist from europigapeland with ugly skankalina presiding as they "made love" to each other sitting next to one another attacking me mutually--now it's the next one, the same thing but his English is much better so his verbal abuse is for 10 hours or more per day--endless extreme violent threats, violent abusive ugly rape, supposedly implying that I "deserve" it for fighting to save my life from this. My brother doing everything he can to protect the 4th Reich and that only I wil lbe a victim of any racism never he. I went into, in truth serum drugged torture microchip enhanced stress hate truth serum mode how nazis are definitely pursuing another genocide against jews and in america they want to pour in and create nazification of the already nazified and ocmpletely overtaken america by europigape nazi filth, and I am trying to quell this as much as possible. The denial is pure stupidity this ugly sinister creep I want nothing to do with, he creeps me out I am so disgusted by him it's a visceral reaction of disgust--and his smug pomposity that he's going to get more and more and more out of murdering me smiling stupid sick ignorant--denying that nazis are taking power that they want to destroy jews. I keep shouting how stupid he is, he threatens to break my arms. If there is, as I said today, any person the most violently and murderously inclined towards me it will be my family--as they are so groomed to murder me and have been working to achieve this with full applause endless promotions money poured into them as being symbols of jewish nazi partnership---they are the most threatening and the most dangerous--and so sick and stupid it's unbelievable trying to explain how they are putting nazis into power who will take away their homes if they want lebensraum--all I say they deny and shout with whining insult that I am stupid--I remind them that I lived in Germany for over 5 years because they were trying to kill me by having a metal rod made loose in my spine so my uncle bill could get "permission" to publish his gay magazine echo in Phoenix so they had me body fractured so I had no choice but to return to them, asking for help and health care--they made sure I got nothing they tried to put me in prison for a charge of theft of jewelry (I had no car, the situation was at night miles away from me with no car and buses all stopped and etc) and they had just killed the italian american mafia thug my mother had married talking the same night he died on the day he was leaving her and the house they had jointly purchased he wanted to save since he poured the bulk of the deposit from his money--and etc.. in a murder frenzy they were--I left with a metal rod loose in my spine and had to try to survive this until I left america for germany in 1991--I told him that i had to go to germany for years to try to survive the last murder attempt they had made on me, and I speak german lived around germans only speaking german met nazis know their mentality they have not changed their edicts to kill all jews and jews in america are a target. Told I was a stupid bitch death threats and it can't happen to him, only to be because i'm a "bitch" etc my disgusting brother and his nasty spawn brought to torment me, completely programmed to ask me "why" germans are intent on another genocide, which I said to him a few days ago, he was given a script for what to repeat so the english fuckers sitting on those chairs could steal the screaming ideas I spewed out unable to stop reacting--smug ugly shitalina smiriking adn smug the violent abusive fardy the tom actor not a cat or cool sitting next to his "Lover" as I know that is the endless program of dirty energy leech shitalina--and it goes on and on> I am trying to not react bvut when I do react after the 6 hour mark I become violent to get them off me, then they all threaten my life and it goes on and on--information and ideas they are taking down as I scream them and scream and fight. My hair turning white my body aging and breaking it's murder. I am still paralyzed from the poison they all poured into my body as they had the poison raped into my body and then torture so I can't heal--it's murder.