Friday, August 6, 2021

I have thought of idea after idea and concepts for short stories and essays and I can write NOTHING. Nothing except for hacked and rewritten nearly hyperbolic (sometimes actually so) posts which are then severely redacted after I struggle to pound on a hacked and blocked keyboard which is essentially non-functional, while my brain is under so much attack from remote or embedded microchip technology that it is "painful" to think to write. My nerve endings my synapses my neural firing whatever is under electro-torture-suppression attack renders the effort to think and write something like wading through an electrified eel swamp at waist level. A bit less shocking but this would be the effect of after-shock and being numbed from having been stunned. My thoughts are blocked out as I attempt to "remember" basic words, spelling and names of people, places and even using any more sophisticated vocabulary is very difficult to access.

 Besides all the above problems that are foisted upon me, I encounter great psychological and physical abuse and torture every time I demonstrate anything other than blanked out conformist acceptance to the prevailing order of mediocrity and Nazi/fascist/Mafia brainwashing ideological concepts that are continuously veiled in heroic posturing of the many various facets of this insidious systematic form of racism, sexism, oppression and the stifling of competition and equality and "Democratic" freedom. Oh, the culprits of this system want "freedom", which is a huge catch-phrase that Nazis and the white supremacists use for their nefarious covert actions of racist suppression, covert assassination and theft a la fascist Nazism.

The slingers of these contrived postures of Democratic Freedom who I have been suffering through with daily screaming and hate from me to them as they sit gloating, smug and giggling at the endless deterioration of my body and my life that they are forcing upon me with non-stop hypnosis while I am sleeping, in a nascent waking state and in this most "truth-telling" and vulnerable state (meaning my psychological defenses are almost gone) I scream in hate and rage after endless rape, violence, abuse and the endless fight I must endure to simply protect my body from being mutilated further by their mechanical arms breaking into my room at every single possible moment (literally) to either spew filth, stinking odors, spray chemicals into my hair from behind as I sit eating or doing anything--from the endless cracks in all the cupboards and panels I have pasted together with cheap construction paper, metal hooks but there are chinks and cracks and literal quarter-inch cracks in the doors and the mechanical arms are extremely malleable and can bend, curve, get through angles, spray, rip, tear, make incisions, mutilate, spray toxins, drug my food--and it only takes one small mechanical arm to destroy my hair, skin, body, food, room and whatever else (steal money from my purse, etc).

Thus, going into a bit of a digression (another attack that the mind control tech always forces upon my brain as I attempt to think in linear structures while fighting to explicate my thoughts to the people who seem like slugs going at slower-than-a-snail's pace in movement to alleviate any kind of threat that is actual towards the United States.

Stolen, my ideas stolen for over a decade from simple phrases to concepts I could barely type out to a short story with parts lifted and stolen to hair coloring I created--all of which, anything I do or write or create which is a "treat" to the fascist and Nazi ideology of only the White supremacists (and their groveling but pretentiously "fighting against racism" minority minions at their side in concentric circles of wanna-be-white-supremacist fascist aspirants)--anything I create that is original, anything I say or do that isn't a ground down mediocre nothingness that could be stolen for the glorification of a parasitic scumbag posturing as if they have exalted and noble emotions, concern, humanitarian goodness but are instead rotten and filthy whores who delight and drool with gnarling slimy delight at torture, mutilation, theft, abuse, hate, rape, murder, genocide and rush to participate with genitals bursting in anticipation of releasing all their pent-up pornographic fantasies of their powerless unleashed into a semblance of "mastery" upon the helpless victim/target. With the technology that has been handed to them by this most UNDEMOCRATIC UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT the pig apes have been unleashed. Thus, they can steal the concepts I have uttered or written or even though under the violence of their endless assault and because I have tried to write poetically and in a creative fiction style, they steal and rob all and then glare in hate and torture me not just if I respond with chagrin and anger at their theft but they attack me immediately after I attempt to produce anything worthwhile that could be deemed commercially viable, which they, in their utter banality and mediocre ugliness and sleazy fascist nazi smugness and with all handed to them, they suck out and turn into more banality that sparks something more noble in the consumers than the usual trite K-rap that is continuously being pumped out about plastic "love", pornographic gyrating titillation and pumped up  hypocrisy in the mind control industries (including politics).

Thus I am tortured for attempting to produce anything that could feasibly be used to enhance any semblance of a career that has been quashed by these groups and this larger organization of obeying mindless minions (even the white supremacists are minions to one degree or another). Then what I manage to barely pound out with my head feeling like it's in a type of clamping and squashing instrument of blood flow constriction, is then stolen and then I am poisoned, tortured and attacked afterwards, called "stupid bitch, shut up" endlessly by the subliminal mind control torture that is continuously being pumped into my "inner ear" or cochlea or whichever function is being used to transmit these "silent" but vaguely audible words into my brain--at situations where people are confronting me I can't "hear" the suggestive comments because people are usually talking in rude, loud and negative tones at me and I am also under various other forms of attack.


Thus I cannot write my short stories, film reviews, analyses, for these various and more unnamed reasons.

Meanwhile the mind control breakdown of my personality continues as this vile social engineering technocracy continues to have celebrities violently rape and threaten to dismember me continuously, smug and gloating and smiling as the latest one is as his entire career has been uplifted (he was depressed, he had NOTHING going on for his career until he began endlessly and violently to assault me, now he's glowing, the actors of the NY Mafia Brooklyn crowd the "Italian-American" thugs (white supremacist racist bigots who are all "friends" with extremely complacent blacks also huge celebrities in the H-wood cartels who bow in deference and make anti-Semitic remarks and steal and rob and assault me physically are also part of this racist and fascist Nazi cartel of thuggery).

The social engineering is also to destroy my sexuality and body physically--I now have to fight to not have all my hair falling out once more due to chemicals being sprayed while I am sleeping or sitting at this very desk as the mechanical arms push through the layers of padding I have inserted into the 1/4 inch cracks of the kitchen sink pipe area underneath--where the mechanical arms get through the watered-down and soggy particle-board wall facade which has been made loose and malleable. 

I continue to be teleported to this most vile latest teleporting rapist who is an affront and a hateful violent probably criminally insane fascist Nazi out of Europ-a-land--absolutely embraced by the entire throng of these expletives who have not stopped latching on to abusing and raping and having me nearly killed in accident after accident to endless violence on a 24/7 scale for over 8-15 years by now this is endless. This morning once again screaming in rage at this same silent group of parasites who have done this day after day for year after year to promotion after studios handed to them to top awards with more and more other celebrities rushing to get involved in this very easy promotional pyramid scheme. 

Right now I am exhausted from pounding down on the keyboard and fighting simply to get letters out as the keyboard is so stiff I can't type without exerting the entire strength of my fingers, hand and into my forearms to simply pound letters out so they appear on the page (only then to be deleted, rewritten, all punctuation partially deleted to create run-on string sentences that have been partially deleted and glued back together without commas or periods separating the terrorist hacker deletions/rewrites).

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So it is endless, daily screaming from me to people who are detestable who sit in a huge crowd, in chairs in rows, watching me trying to punch the pigs in the faces who have raped and tortured me, endless screaming in rage as they sit silently after they unleash endless violence upon me. They smirk, the Europigapes are the most smirking of the lot. They in particular are overjoyed to hear me screaming in rage. The latest most violent and disgusting pig ape who I have been writing of in increasing rage, desperation to get this ugly and sleazy rotten pretentiously "emotionally-romantic" scumbag rapist racist pig ape whore off me--to the silent complicy of Whorewood which always watches on, sees what advantages they can get from either participating or going along and supporting all the fascists, mafia and Nazis who have wrested control over this most insidious mind programming and social engineering fiasco conglomerate billion dollar enterprise.

I am too exhausted to continue to pound down on the keys and fight and backspace and rewrite and send out another missive into the vast nothingness of the entire spectrum of the people who thoroughly approve of all that is happening to me and want this system to completely overtake all governments and countries of the planet--they have already infected most of the planet already as the despotic fascist and tyrannical murderous Nazi adherent states around the planet all follow in this model. The S***t movies continue to be pumped out. The social engineering continues. I remain fighting to not be mutilated and destroyed physically and remove hard-as-rock poisons from my body as these millionaires and billionaires who torture me to obtain any and all phrases, concepts, vocabulary, creative ideas and political and anything else (hair color, anything I create they believe is theirs for the stealing and theft and taking) while being told to not outperform the mediocrities who can purchase what other fascist Nazi designers crank out according to the dictates of the pedophile rapist fasist Nazi designers and creators--but, alas, to the millions of people who conform to this system and embrace it. I fear to write that many of them are now laying in death because they followed this system and were infected and killed off after they gave everything to be a part of this system and not excluded. Utterly brainwashed but then used and discarded (killed off, exterminated is the more correct use of terminology).

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The endless life-fuck scum that these whorewood "celebrity" terrorists truly are and how the politicians rush to enthusiastically endorse their corrupt to have every europigape nazi shit scum ape rush into america to inflict nazi overtake with full applause, funding for social engineering of the desturction of law, decency for a fascist takeover by shit immture sleazy dirty not highly intelligent shit crap who can repeat scripts. That applies in ranking order of intelligence and competency from the politicians the most adept at repeating scripts to the dumb scum actors (male and female) unbelievable how empty, sleazy and sick they truly are. The nazis overtook the Whorewood establishment probably in the 1930 it's accelerated to all involved are nazi recruits being told what to say and do. They used weinstein to make a humiliation nazi antisemitic explosion to rid h-wood of all jews except for the most brainwashed compliant. All that's left is nazi sick fuck spielberg whose movies are more on the dumb and stupid side year-by -year as his soul and brain deteriorate and that is all that is left of the old Jewish hollywood top level which had provided h-wood with originality and some great art. Now it's blank nazi square-jawed slime shit with maybe a jew belittled, humilated next to it always silent and writing the scripts for the nazi shit and stupid ape fucks to repeat they assume to make me ugly broken old so I fit into some abused jewish mold and even worse--just abused and "worked' to deatk without pay raped and tortured poisoned into a deformed shape then mocked for my body being scarred deformed my face now broken from years of tears torture hate screaming. Today this fucking scum nicolas cage came because I watched a goddamn 2009 movie and shit arnold ugly burgewr-nigger nazi came becauews I watched his fucking 1980-something damn terminigger movie only to see the change of modality of the concept of AI and robotics incorporated into warnings about dangers of tech. Like ooprah his only fixation was to torture as murderously adn sadistically as possible for DECADES using stupid ugly sick shitalina who has been thrilled at having shit man after shit pig ape "man" rape and torture me for over 20 years to the applause of hillary the"feminist" and gloria steinem the "feminist" all going off to england to be with shitalina''s mommy to party with royalty and be told they are elite nazi fame and fortune 500 club exclusive. The dirty sick fucks never stop torrturing me using this tech. They are so rotten ugly and dirty they MUST abuse me to obtain ideas after years of stealing my writing and ensuring I am dying from poisoning never stopping the poisoning until Iam screaming onlihnje for help every day to stop the murder as they kept going to oscars using my ideas. They stare with hate when I scream to fucking pay me for the ideas the yhave blocked out all evidence that I wrote the ideas I can never type think or function they attack my brain my body my writing my technology I am stuck writing hysterical posts the torrture and abuse is without end day and night. They were MURDERING ME before I began to fight back in goddamn fucking 2011 and it's been increasing abuse and torrture to death for me fighting to not be murdered and torrured while being forced on my knees with penises forced in my mouth as the nazi men slapped my face and scream "bitch" at me as blonde nazi women laugh and smile while they ahve groups and groups of shit nazis and brown and black vicious and violent nazi minions attack me--when I finally scream they are plantation black slsves aunt jemimas and uncle toms the reality they rush to protect their white nazi trash like what malcolm x said "we sick master?" fighting for them abusing me for defending myself and then viciously punching hitting and slapping me for calling them uncle toms and aunt jemimas--terms I learned from listening to malcolm x the leader of these blacks had him killed so he could mop up the residue of the former black civil rigthts movement and turn it into nazi collusion to kill jews get them out of new york take over the jews are the problem. So it's another white trash sick fuck with hundreds of millions of dollars for his white nazi trash movies abusing me because the nazi group within 10 minutes of me watching a 2009 movie starrring this boring ugly sick fuck came to abuse me he rushed somehow obtained the technology or was teleported began to abuse me I had a horrific "belch" because of the stress on my dying body and poison in my intestines as I sat in utter sickness-this group knows when I am extremely sick which I was at that point it was only poison detox (shitting out hard "plugs" of poison then the liquid chunks and then diarrhea of poison traped in my body, in my back in my abdomen they have put it in me and had pig nazi celebrity shit whorews rape and fuck the poison into my body while I could not even brace against impact). Burping as the poisons shifted from detox #2 or #3 of the morning, taking a few hours to finalize the detox process the labyrinth of the poisons serpentine in trapped conduits of my body's internal digestive tract--and I shat out poisons today 8 times the entire morning and afternoon (was able to clean the sprayed with stinking filth items from my bed the exertion made the poisons come out--20 years actually 30 years of non-stop shitting diarrhea fighting to stop thepoisoning now endlessly fighting to get the hard blocks of it out--tiny pieces break off from great painful exertion in stretches really pulling my spine in all directions extremely painful while ;they abuse me day and night thus my face sunken inward hu8ge black circles my body scarred from years of mechanical arms slashing into my skin dousing skin with harsh chjemicals to break skin texture down--my face destroyed from tears and abuse and hate screaming daily to get the next sick shit fuck off me--dirty gavin newsom exponentially increassed the abuse after the shitalina crew had spent decades abusing me every day to the delight of nazi obama shit married pair of crap you all adulate the pompous blathering yapping bullshit con aartists and also hillary and the clintons a sham a total deception.