Friday, August 6, 2021

I have thought of idea after idea and concepts for short stories and essays and I can write NOTHING. Nothing except for hacked and rewritten nearly hyperbolic (sometimes actually so) posts which are then severely redacted after I struggle to pound on a hacked and blocked keyboard which is essentially non-functional, while my brain is under so much attack from remote or embedded microchip technology that it is "painful" to think to write. My nerve endings my synapses my neural firing whatever is under electro-torture-suppression attack renders the effort to think and write something like wading through an electrified eel swamp at waist level. A bit less shocking but this would be the effect of after-shock and being numbed from having been stunned. My thoughts are blocked out as I attempt to "remember" basic words, spelling and names of people, places and even using any more sophisticated vocabulary is very difficult to access.

 Besides all the above problems that are foisted upon me, I encounter great psychological and physical abuse and torture every time I demonstrate anything other than blanked out conformist acceptance to the prevailing order of mediocrity and Nazi/fascist/Mafia brainwashing ideological concepts that are continuously veiled in heroic posturing of the many various facets of this insidious systematic form of racism, sexism, oppression and the stifling of competition and equality and "Democratic" freedom. Oh, the culprits of this system want "freedom", which is a huge catch-phrase that Nazis and the white supremacists use for their nefarious covert actions of racist suppression, covert assassination and theft a la fascist Nazism.

The slingers of these contrived postures of Democratic Freedom who I have been suffering through with daily screaming and hate from me to them as they sit gloating, smug and giggling at the endless deterioration of my body and my life that they are forcing upon me with non-stop hypnosis while I am sleeping, in a nascent waking state and in this most "truth-telling" and vulnerable state (meaning my psychological defenses are almost gone) I scream in hate and rage after endless rape, violence, abuse and the endless fight I must endure to simply protect my body from being mutilated further by their mechanical arms breaking into my room at every single possible moment (literally) to either spew filth, stinking odors, spray chemicals into my hair from behind as I sit eating or doing anything--from the endless cracks in all the cupboards and panels I have pasted together with cheap construction paper, metal hooks but there are chinks and cracks and literal quarter-inch cracks in the doors and the mechanical arms are extremely malleable and can bend, curve, get through angles, spray, rip, tear, make incisions, mutilate, spray toxins, drug my food--and it only takes one small mechanical arm to destroy my hair, skin, body, food, room and whatever else (steal money from my purse, etc).

Thus, going into a bit of a digression (another attack that the mind control tech always forces upon my brain as I attempt to think in linear structures while fighting to explicate my thoughts to the people who seem like slugs going at slower-than-a-snail's pace in movement to alleviate any kind of threat that is actual towards the United States.

Stolen, my ideas stolen for over a decade from simple phrases to concepts I could barely type out to a short story with parts lifted and stolen to hair coloring I created--all of which, anything I do or write or create which is a "treat" to the fascist and Nazi ideology of only the White supremacists (and their groveling but pretentiously "fighting against racism" minority minions at their side in concentric circles of wanna-be-white-supremacist fascist aspirants)--anything I create that is original, anything I say or do that isn't a ground down mediocre nothingness that could be stolen for the glorification of a parasitic scumbag posturing as if they have exalted and noble emotions, concern, humanitarian goodness but are instead rotten and filthy whores who delight and drool with gnarling slimy delight at torture, mutilation, theft, abuse, hate, rape, murder, genocide and rush to participate with genitals bursting in anticipation of releasing all their pent-up pornographic fantasies of their powerless unleashed into a semblance of "mastery" upon the helpless victim/target. With the technology that has been handed to them by this most UNDEMOCRATIC UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT the pig apes have been unleashed. Thus, they can steal the concepts I have uttered or written or even though under the violence of their endless assault and because I have tried to write poetically and in a creative fiction style, they steal and rob all and then glare in hate and torture me not just if I respond with chagrin and anger at their theft but they attack me immediately after I attempt to produce anything worthwhile that could be deemed commercially viable, which they, in their utter banality and mediocre ugliness and sleazy fascist nazi smugness and with all handed to them, they suck out and turn into more banality that sparks something more noble in the consumers than the usual trite K-rap that is continuously being pumped out about plastic "love", pornographic gyrating titillation and pumped up  hypocrisy in the mind control industries (including politics).

Thus I am tortured for attempting to produce anything that could feasibly be used to enhance any semblance of a career that has been quashed by these groups and this larger organization of obeying mindless minions (even the white supremacists are minions to one degree or another). Then what I manage to barely pound out with my head feeling like it's in a type of clamping and squashing instrument of blood flow constriction, is then stolen and then I am poisoned, tortured and attacked afterwards, called "stupid bitch, shut up" endlessly by the subliminal mind control torture that is continuously being pumped into my "inner ear" or cochlea or whichever function is being used to transmit these "silent" but vaguely audible words into my brain--at situations where people are confronting me I can't "hear" the suggestive comments because people are usually talking in rude, loud and negative tones at me and I am also under various other forms of attack.


Thus I cannot write my short stories, film reviews, analyses, for these various and more unnamed reasons.

Meanwhile the mind control breakdown of my personality continues as this vile social engineering technocracy continues to have celebrities violently rape and threaten to dismember me continuously, smug and gloating and smiling as the latest one is as his entire career has been uplifted (he was depressed, he had NOTHING going on for his career until he began endlessly and violently to assault me, now he's glowing, the actors of the NY Mafia Brooklyn crowd the "Italian-American" thugs (white supremacist racist bigots who are all "friends" with extremely complacent blacks also huge celebrities in the H-wood cartels who bow in deference and make anti-Semitic remarks and steal and rob and assault me physically are also part of this racist and fascist Nazi cartel of thuggery).

The social engineering is also to destroy my sexuality and body physically--I now have to fight to not have all my hair falling out once more due to chemicals being sprayed while I am sleeping or sitting at this very desk as the mechanical arms push through the layers of padding I have inserted into the 1/4 inch cracks of the kitchen sink pipe area underneath--where the mechanical arms get through the watered-down and soggy particle-board wall facade which has been made loose and malleable. 

I continue to be teleported to this most vile latest teleporting rapist who is an affront and a hateful violent probably criminally insane fascist Nazi out of Europ-a-land--absolutely embraced by the entire throng of these expletives who have not stopped latching on to abusing and raping and having me nearly killed in accident after accident to endless violence on a 24/7 scale for over 8-15 years by now this is endless. This morning once again screaming in rage at this same silent group of parasites who have done this day after day for year after year to promotion after studios handed to them to top awards with more and more other celebrities rushing to get involved in this very easy promotional pyramid scheme. 

Right now I am exhausted from pounding down on the keyboard and fighting simply to get letters out as the keyboard is so stiff I can't type without exerting the entire strength of my fingers, hand and into my forearms to simply pound letters out so they appear on the page (only then to be deleted, rewritten, all punctuation partially deleted to create run-on string sentences that have been partially deleted and glued back together without commas or periods separating the terrorist hacker deletions/rewrites).

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So it is endless, daily screaming from me to people who are detestable who sit in a huge crowd, in chairs in rows, watching me trying to punch the pigs in the faces who have raped and tortured me, endless screaming in rage as they sit silently after they unleash endless violence upon me. They smirk, the Europigapes are the most smirking of the lot. They in particular are overjoyed to hear me screaming in rage. The latest most violent and disgusting pig ape who I have been writing of in increasing rage, desperation to get this ugly and sleazy rotten pretentiously "emotionally-romantic" scumbag rapist racist pig ape whore off me--to the silent complicy of Whorewood which always watches on, sees what advantages they can get from either participating or going along and supporting all the fascists, mafia and Nazis who have wrested control over this most insidious mind programming and social engineering fiasco conglomerate billion dollar enterprise.

I am too exhausted to continue to pound down on the keys and fight and backspace and rewrite and send out another missive into the vast nothingness of the entire spectrum of the people who thoroughly approve of all that is happening to me and want this system to completely overtake all governments and countries of the planet--they have already infected most of the planet already as the despotic fascist and tyrannical murderous Nazi adherent states around the planet all follow in this model. The S***t movies continue to be pumped out. The social engineering continues. I remain fighting to not be mutilated and destroyed physically and remove hard-as-rock poisons from my body as these millionaires and billionaires who torture me to obtain any and all phrases, concepts, vocabulary, creative ideas and political and anything else (hair color, anything I create they believe is theirs for the stealing and theft and taking) while being told to not outperform the mediocrities who can purchase what other fascist Nazi designers crank out according to the dictates of the pedophile rapist fasist Nazi designers and creators--but, alas, to the millions of people who conform to this system and embrace it. I fear to write that many of them are now laying in death because they followed this system and were infected and killed off after they gave everything to be a part of this system and not excluded. Utterly brainwashed but then used and discarded (killed off, exterminated is the more correct use of terminology).

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Simulation of domestic violence from sleazy filthy creeps--your heroes your celebrity shit out of london, germany and california trying all to appear compassionate and intellectual but sleazy and rotten inactuality; In order---according to this disgusting "system" imposed on me, every law, every constitutional right not merely abridged but decimated by the entire united states government and most of it's people (yes you) (and please note, additionally I am unable to think with much clarity my brain is under non-stop attack in this position where I fight to pound letters out-the keyboard attacked simultaneously so it's impossible for me to write succinctly or with cognitive finesse--just ranting for the most part but being tortured to death and then exploied to death is gruesome and agonizing plus not being able to articulate it adds to the frustration and rage--the pigs have it all worked out (the pig rat ape whores they are all so disgusting and really rotten "evil"--and "they" encompasses the "liberal progressives" who rush to join in the nazi brood--the socialist and communist branches of fascist nazism and fascism in general---) so there is not a single person still and more running for government under the guise of "change"from the usual don't' believe the bs they are rotten to the core fully aligned with the rise of the 4th REich nazi death squad machinery but out of desperation and income inequality they will usher in nazi socialistm so whether left or right the outcome will be the 4th reich; this system of persecution surveillance and mutilation torture poisoning and murder will continue to expand under shit like musk et al but newscome out of californication has been slated as the Hegelian Dialectic "hero" rescuing america from "trump"what a sleazy sick violent and genocidal fascist bigot he truly is; like the shit and filth out of whorewood the white nazi trash all multi millionaires they have brown and blackies surrounding them people associate that with "not racist" it's the epitome of racism it is the new plantation master-slave society but the slaves who project enslavement and gyrating sex slave happy to be servicing with my p&&s$ are part of the "plan" plus the fake hip hop "fighting racism" but ultimately servicing as violent abusers for their white masters (the latter the males for the most part or females calling themselves "queens" but the former mostly confined to the females who are all viciously antissemitic becaues they are told through endless incentives that turning force amplifier for whitey master will bring them grammies and oscars especailly if they dye their hair blonde--and a bevy of other minorities have played the same hand. THis is the opposition to trump underway this is the real prime time real news evverything else is a performance show. so impossible to type the hacking and malware is making this impossible I am backspacing and pounding so hard the keyboard is being damaged so I will stop I literally am unable to type any longer due to hacking when will you goddamn do-nothing creeple sheeple et all out there every do anything to stop this overtake by nazi fascists of the united states government?//filthy newscum old boy scum running as "democracy" advocate shithead creep can be welcomed by the nazi 4th reich as american president, he came once more, since last july when I changed address to california and then supported his redistricting prop 50, this heinous leech abuser sexual assault scumbag old boy scum has had men rape, torture, beat and that is only in conjunction with the years of his passive approval with pig-lousy the house speaker rushing to join with shit-negger the former nazi governor who has brought so many europigape nazis into california that it is literally run by europigape nazis and all thed filth of whorewood and in congress must "bow' to nazis (i.e. german shit who are not even wealthy, educated just connexted to the money of diamler benz the manufacturing in stuttgart, for example and I know these jerk off scum shit and met them years ago and know them and have been victim of their gang rape mk ultra attacks, so similar in nature to epstein island but using tech to protect and conceal theiir filthy vile predatory) the shit came to extract more ideas and then abuse, insult and leave me cleaning up literally piles of sitnking filth, my home so destroyed it is grotesquely filthy and broken from years of their brown slave dirty creeps destroying plus white nazi eurotrash telling their stupid slaves what to do; there is old boy newscum with his plantatiion in california built in part by shit-negger and then pig-lousy his family relative by marriage building up a nazi center of political cohesion into american politics, being touted as the next viable candidate for shit rotten lack of leadership but with an arsenal of whorewood plastic surgery and script writers to conceal how sick and rotten he truly is.//For the endless day in a row this filth creep has brought fascist nazis to either rape, torture to get their free deals ultimately for his career explosion which happened the month he began torturing me once I changed address--"believing" in the bs he was spewing about democracy and how heinous trump is--all a deception total bs lies this filthy creep is another a$$-worshipping slave for the trump plantation an underling hired scumbag to represent the emerging "socialist" nazi democratic side to authoritarianism. Merging with the german shithead endlessly in this group, was mandami the scum grease stain and one day this will emerge because I wonder how long he can front fake greasy smiles and say the scripts that people are yearning to hear (free things the impoverished due to trump and biden policies destroying their income sustainability?). Etc etc the examples are many but this is the "left" right now in particular the PROGRESSIVEES who are the Socialist/Communist force of nazi (National Socialistm=Nazi meaning it's a phonetic adaptation in german of national socialism german workers party it was shortened to nazi)//Tortured and abused by the gang of scum, shit and filth whorewood plus old boy scum for ideas about a film they tortured me to obtain the original idea from; all done while I was in deep sleep nascent waking state (this morning, more information for the shit, trash pig whore apes who have raped, completely mutilated my body had my uterus partially severed out then blocked money I had no way to pay for even decent food as they tortrured me into old age, then sliced my cuticles out--non-stop for over 15 years almost every night my fingers are ocmpletely mutilated as are my hands--red pimple scars from chemicals they poured on my legs, and arms and then tatooing the bumps into my skin--nothing gets it out. My hair almost bald huge pathes of hair literally follicles removed while in deep sleep and unable to wake. The shit English filth came to get moe ideas because they are hateful ugly and blank and for years they have obtained HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS OF DOLLARS IN PRIZES FOR MY IDEAS they literally stole from my writings and from my then incessant torture to obtain more ideas; this year because I stopped writing my ideas which have been used as their concepts, written in such short nothingness incapable of creating anything the hacking is unbelievable I am unable to write, function and the attacks on my brain and body render me incapable of doing much almost all day, every day in agony from hard poisons latched in every direction into my spine as they abuse and abuse and yell and rape and beat and torture me every day. This morning upon the first gleam of consciousness, once more artificially awoken by the attack on my nervous system plus non-stop DRUGGING so they can extract ideas and then obtain truth reaction so I can't disguies or control my RAGE from more information the "truth serum" drugging made it literally impossible for me to stop telling them the ideas for their upcoming civil war movie which they will, as they have done for over 15 years actually 20 from their English Crown associate Moynihan this filth scum rapist wealthy white trash pig creep, associated with dumb whorren mirrage and her irish stew filth rapist scumbag endlessly starring in movies since having attacked me back in 2012 funding shitalina and ape pitt for their movies based on MY IDEAS for years and years and years and years my ideas furnishing them with oscars for years and years (or nomination) NO MONEY FOR ME. After I began to scream to get off me as usual every single day trying not to react not to divulge information but impossible in endless paralysis, shittin poison out day after day that these filth apes put in, my money so depleted my living space FILTHY BROKEN DOWN endlessly cleaning unbelievable stinkin filth from my body and my livin space their dirty brown and black minority slaves pour in, then their black ceelbrity slaves and politicians (old boy scum especially has a californication plantation slave system which america yearns to spread across the country this system plantation all smiling uncles and aunties servicing to live in the big house with whitey nazi as they viciously attack me for their prizes and for the essential murder of me). They will give me not even a thank you, as they j ust insulted me after about 2 hours of incredible information they obtained from me. I divultged years of research in Albert Pike from the Morals and Dogma Freemason fame (KKK founder it has been said) and then the russians sending ships to aid lincoln then the internatation new order which ensured out of reconstruction (there was collaboration with europigapes italians pre-mussolini fascism and also germany the pre-nazi era, of course working with the south) and more--the stupid ugly dirty pieces of shit sat there as I scrfeamed to stop asking me for ideas and once they obtained 2 hours of incredible info they abused insulted and then I saw that another piece of white clothing was stained yellow brown which I had hung up last night perfectly clean--. The filth pigs then go off smirkin with fuckin newsom the rotten scum who sent the german nazis to rape and assault me after the english shit sat with that ugly dirty filthy creep to rape beat and yell death threats for 16 hours per day, asking for ideas afterwqards then insulting me instantly afterwards, theynb coming back to get more ideas. Only stinking filth poure dinto my room and insults and poverty no money they remain blocking my DISABILITY which they all created upon me aqnd then were killing me with re-poisoning as they sit smug and just trying to suck my life out completely every day turned old and broken from this shit never ending. And sill, not a single anythikng from this filthy defunct government of shit and crap my years of having b een exposed to these filthy p0oliticians on all sides is so alarmingly similar to the shit of american and the rest of the world--the "new world order" whichj I would put the movie centering around the ostracization of mary todd lincoln because she was not a fascist nazi and her husband as well-but the nazis rose up in reconstruction that is what I would want to creat they of course would glorify their naizi establishemtn putting their filthy dirty meaningless stupid shit selves into the heroic roles giving me nothing but just moe slow torture to death. My body completely broken down as they extract everything out of me like a huge group of leeches surrounding me because of this fuckin shit government handing worthless parasits glorified for their plastic surgery psychoopathic posturing by you idiots out there.

  Just by the way (with so much effort to type pound this out, and my brain put into ranting hyperbolic mode hysteria after hours of pig scu...