Thursday, August 19, 2021

More on persistent terrorist attacks on my personal items and body. More semi-ranting analysis (barely made, unable to write or think with calm or even the semblance of critical analysis, much less to get information out without ranting due to the endless drugging of my body which I cannot stop despite years of fighting to protect my body and property). I still need a safe place to live and all avenues to earning any money for survival, and even if the "opportunity" barely did exist,...

 I would be discriminated to the point that I could not function, or put in accidents in murder attempts which have abounded all these years of me trying to finish grad school, nearly murdered repeatedly while in grad school and in the act of just driving to any university, and/or poisoned to the point of incomprehensibility as I have been for most of my life. Now I am just fighting to wash out stinking poisons from clothing, my hair and body every day and sitting with hard poison latched into my spine and writing these posts to the silent audience which keeps ignoring this death squad situation which has proven to be so deadly for the United States and to the planet as a whole. They still, and no one still, can associate what this one group is doing with the calamities and destruction that has unfolded in the last few years. They seem to reduce my situation to being another woman being raped and abused, which is so common that no one seems to blink or feel any threat, much less act in apprehension that this situation could continue to crank out more violence and destruction of the planet and of any intellectual system of balance. No, they just assume I have been made "powerless" and thus my situation is just like the rest of the human trafficking and rape culture that abounds and is silenced. However, my situation is far more deadly and serious to the culture, to the planet than anyone will begin to recognize or do anything about to stop.


I was also drugged with either an injection or skin patch while sleeping, so my posts are hyperbolic hate rants to some extent, intermixed with political thoughts. Every single night, in this manner by mechanical arms breaking into my home, my food and my body are poisoned and drugged and I have spent years fighting to protect myself to no avail. I wake up also with my hair having been sprayed with some horrid chemical, despite completely covering my head like a burka to protect this damage but the mechanical arms can get through the concealed portals in the walls or cabinets, elongate into deadly weapons with attachments to sever, cut, spray and destroy anything on various incremental levels. Every single night, this goes on and on as well.

More on terrorist attacks: my clothing sprayed with stinking foul substances that won't wash out with soap (laboratory-created sprays to glue onto fabrics and the stink can only be reduced somewhat from bleaching/cleaning and spraying with perfume nothing gets the odors out completely and they remain forever on the clothing). Mechanical arms cutting into my body as I slept through layers of protection I wear and tape onto my body every night --it takes me at least 30 minutes to complete taping and putting on multiple layers covering my entire body, head to foot in three or four protective layers). Parts of the covering for the floor slashed and cut out of the material. My room stinking from sprays emitted by the mechanical arms. No evidence of break-in because the walls, floors and ceiling are covered with materials I have used to try to block the mechanical arms--all cabinets, which utterly line the walls from floor to ceiling, have been sealed shut with hooks pounded into laminated faux wood (very hard on my body with all the damage and poisoning latched into my spine and hips in one, huge hard-as-rock mass that I still can't get out after more than a decade of endlessly fighting to remove it while under non-stop attack on every level every moment of every day and night). I have to wash and clean stinking and foul clothing once more, clothing I made by hand and clothing that should be new and pristine which I bought 2nd hand (but new on the shelf--made stinking and foul with permanent odors sprayed on and most of my clothing has been shrunk to the tiniest size by the terrorists with holes ripped and threads hanging out. I now must wash more items which has been a constant deluge of stinking and fungus-laden clothing which has taken op perhaps 30% of my life for the decade of this endless atrocity being performed by extremely wealthy white supremacist Nazi pig ape rapist whore men with their filthy skank whore wives laughing alongside them and profiting off, of course their mommies and daddies watching on training their stupid and rotten mediocrity children in the Nazi ways and means of such parasitic exploits. Me writing to a system of people at best apathetic and usually conjoined into this system like babies intravenously fed through this system in the "matrix" of technocratic fascist usurpation of the planet and all peoples possible. Extinction abounds in this system inflicting untold damage to the planet and to the earth. Yet no one still can do anything to stop this and I remain cleaning up stinking filth and writing to this silent audience which can't seem to equate this group and this organization with absolute dire threat to their own survival and to the collapse of the ecosystem and to the end of all real Freedom and Democratic values (what remains after the shredding and undermining process has reached absolute open approach, insurrectionist appeals to destruction abound openly now thanks to this one group of whorewood exploiters who are now the producers and directors for more mind control fake altruistic movie fodder to be fed intravenously to the public through their mind control pods and devices, alongside news anchors endlessly discussing movie plots in connection to current political happenings (see MSNBC anchors for this intermixing of Whorewood and news media fodder--with MSNBC anchors also participating in this crime of teleportation alongside the fascist, nazi whorewood fascist Nazi Mafiosa plastic-coated clowns and whores and rapists and murdering bigots.

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Terrorist tech used while battling with a company delivering water: the usual gang stalking systemic attack. They will not deliver unless I pick the phone up to confirm the "next day delivery" --on day before delivery. If I do not pick up the phone the day before "next day delivery" they cancel the delivery. They have people routinely who cannot speak English clearly except for a few words, all contrived they speak English perfectly but just garble everything in such a rushed slurred manner that it is ridiculously funny almost. Later on the website has corrections for the inevitable items that they take out of every order---(I order other items too heavy to carry for my very injured body). This once very professional and friendly grocery chain, before the current admin came to power they were giving me free items as gifts, very friendly and professional always polite and with no problems. Now it's endless problems with extremely rude delivery people outright nasty towards me, smirking and gloating with the front desk people in the lobby all gathering to block the door push in front of me break things if my back is turned of my property while my back is turned, etc etc etc. They have stopped phoning me to confirm delivery so by 7 pm I don't know if they are delivering or not. No delivery unless a prior phone confirmation, and they have stopped phoning. A few weeks ago they never phoned me until I spent time over one hour trying to get a call back with confirmation. the sun had set already and it was nearing 7-8 pm. Finally a non-English speaking woman phoned and said, "we come in two days no tomorrow" and garbled something else. I told her I had to have delivery for tomorrow by that time I had fixed my schedule and it was for a next day delivery as well. I had to push her to actually deliver on the next day for a next day delivery. //2 days ago I ordered for next day, and yesterday they had not phoned by 7 pm, which means they could tell me that they would deliver perhaps in 2 days for a next day delivery, at the very end of the day into near deep dark night while they are a business working hour type of store, they close fairly early 8:30. I phoned their main number I was told they would phone me back (7 pm) 7:30 pm I phoned again got the same (terrorist/gang stalking diverted phone all agent) lying telling me that "if they confirm to me they or I will phone you back. I asked her firmly to please phone them now to confirm and she said "if they phone me back I will call you have a nice day" sarcasm permeated her little fake terror agent contrived employee voice. After about 20 more minutes I phoned the local store and was told they would phone me back in 5 minutes--the person on the phone not expecting my call was able to speak and understand english but not rapidly. 5 minutes later a woman who phones me for literally every single delivery in which some attack is made, not this store but all deliveries (the terror organization has constructed this one person to relay all the attacks, to open my packages to drug and poison food and water to screw me over, etc she is always unable to understand basic english although of course she speaks perfectly--as they all do with the nazis who order these attacks coordinate them and then watch it all unfold through all their tech surveillance). She garbled "water 3" and then blah blah so mashed-up with non-syllabic gutteral jibberish it was impossible to understand anything. I then began giggling which is part of the mind control--they attack my brain my nervous system and my throat is always constricted due to the microchip implant in my throat. They also alter my voice due to this chip so my voice sounds weird always---I choke cough in the middle of sentenes as my throat literally closes off to air and I can't even speak. Then I can't focus or remember my phone number, the attacks on my brain and body are endless. I then repeat after I am lied to sentences which are slightly discrediting. I keep repeating the situation as they repeat some stupid smug retort but sounding semi-professional, such as, I tell them to have the phone confirmation before 5 pm and that I had to wait until 8 yesterday and earlier this month and to stop doing that. The very pleasant (undoubtely having a great time doing this) agent then responded (retorted snorted) that "I see you can wait until 8 pm for a confirmation next day call so I will tell them to phone you up to 8 pm". By that time I had already repeated 8 times that I need them to phone me before 5 pm so I can arrange my schedule. I was nervous, unable to remain calm the attacks on my throat, memory, brain and nervous system plus subliminal vocal "commands" kept me like hectic, unfocused, and then she told me she would have them call me to confirm in the next 15 minutes and instantly under mind control because they had already been making sighing annoyance noises (in a previous call earlier to try to address these issues I was being lied to and told that I had phoned them at 1 pm yesterday, but it was 7 pm, and I had to make excuses for them and all the sentences I said were not my lingo not my rhetoric not my verbal usage but relayed subconsciously. Due to the severity of my need for this delivery system and all other factors I can't be aggressive and nasty in complaining in any way trying to be pleasant while they are terror agents posing as employees in the first place. So after repeating that I need them to confirm before 5 pm so I can arrange my schedule rather than not know if they are going to deliver at all, she then repeated that she would have them phone me by 8 pm. I had to interrupt saying that "no I need them to phone me by 5 pm" for the 8th time in the 10 minutes of repeating and repeating the situation, all under mind control, nervous system attack, vocal constriction my throat closed I was coughing and unable to think clearly. I can't describe what a drag this is to deal with---but of course, it's fun for them. Probably very entertaining for most people reading my blog to see this kind of obstruction and discrimination being used through tech terrorism and microchip implants all non-touch torture no evidence what a field day the 4th reich has with this tech all the sadistic users, abusers, haters nazis rapists etc they are cloying to get into this situation to have "fun" raping beating abusing me using this tech to get me to repeat under extreme life-threatening sickness and duress statements in which they respond with "you thought this about me" thusly rushing screaming hitting and attacking me using all they implant into my subconscious which I repeat after they have essential services, my life support income (disability from the years of poisoning they all have inflicted and laughed about mocking my body bloating up as they were murdering and raping me to death).

  All the while, cleaning clothing which hangs on the huge clothing rack near my patio entrance because the other clothing rack posited agai...