Saturday, January 2, 2021

Two re-realizations after having written my last post today.

 One: I am being very drugged up by mechanical arms breaking through panels to smear patches on my skin; or/through the food in my refrigerator. I also am very under attack by some brain-wave altering device simultaneously. I realize my last post was akin to being absolutely high and in some rambling mode that was forced upon me which I would rather had not happened. 


Two: I wrote that I would prefer Minneapolis over various cities in my last post. I wrote under the influence of having been drugged and the sieve effect of this technology. I have not been to Minneapolis since 1988 or 89. It was a completely different place all those years ago and my memory is more like a fuzzy old movie about reminiscing fond occurrences that randomly happened. For the most part, when I left Minneapolis I was thrilled to be getting out of the Midwest and seeing the rest of the world. I just saw a video from a Detroit man visiting Mpls in 2019. What he described and the footage from his little camera, posted on YouTube, shows me a city that has become completely altered. Mass transit has morphed into what appears to be streetcars or trams coursing through the streets. People were yelling in the subway cars at one another. There was no subway or these street cars when I lived there, but what the footage shows appears to be threatening and hostile with people behaving like aggressive protagonists against strangers in the subway. It was a very placid and composed place when I lived there. It was also very affluent at the time. Now the downtown area (or last time I checked) has become a kind of ghost town with many businesses boarded up and homeless people everywhere. What a stark contrast to the thriving area I had enjoyed occasionally but for the most part, my experience of Minneapolis was an idyllic one living on campus in dormatories and living around students who had lots of parties and were engaged in experiencing life through academics, which is a kind of cloistered lifestyle. 


Thus, I won't delete any of what I had written, but I know I am drugged up and rambling but only after it happens. The drugs are awful I really do not want to be drugged I so hope that all my YEARS of writing these posts will soon have some huge effect on people who are supposed to not fund these criminal activities and instead I can live a somewhat normal, non-drugged up not teleported not "gang stalked" lifestyle. 


As for Minneapolis: I think it's a completely different "kettle of fish" nowadays and I am absolutely unsure I would want to visit much less live there. I would have to go there and see how the vibe has changed and if my changes within my self are congruent with the city after all these years and all the people I used to know who I now realize were terrorists attacking me so...like all the places I have ever lived, I would have to return as a complete stranger with a complete tabula rasa state-of-mind struggling to experience what I had known but with a completely different mindset. Thus, not returning to the same people or places I had once been (mis)lead into.


It could be really very nice otherwise. The man in the video I just watched claimed that there was a very constant interruption of sirens/ambulances and the like in the downtown area and in other parts of the city. As I recall, I almost never saw police or noticed them and never saw any arrests or problems. I mean I never saw any of this while I lived there for over 4 years. It used to be such a safe and pristine city, from my experience living in that wonderful oasis of academia in Dinkeytown and in that environment. I realized I never wanted to live in many of the other ugly areas of the city which I avoided so my experience was of beautiful architecture and fun people. And First Avenue which was to say the least mind-blowing and soul-expanding, consciousness elevation and fun and groovy to the max.




I ate at Embers! Great burgers.



Entertainment USA Minneapolis St. Paul (Pt 1 of 3)





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Minneapolis 2020

George Floyd protests "mandatory curfew" (Martial Law)
protests and revolution. The city looks like a war zone that has been left to crumble with infrastructure decaying for years...never saw that while I lived there in the 80's.

What happened to Minneapolis?

On the other hand, recent footage of the First Avenue area resembles a high retail area with clean franchise entertainment and restaurant surroundings which had formerly been run-down but acceptable downtown businesses that were so bland they melted into the grey skyline and were unnoticeable in summer months. Drab and grey sooty and boring. Now all that once was shabby and not very affluent is high-end and very retail boutique in appearance (from the small amount of footage I saw of that general area).

"Hands up, Don't Shoot"/"I can't breathe" shouting and rage in the streets of some area (Minnehaha) that I have never seen nor been in. I missed out on a lot of the city and what I had seen was mostly very well-structured, clean and affluent suburbs, a very wealthy city so it was at one time back when I lived there--I mean per capita and in terms of suburban wealth distribution. I did a quick survey of general wealth one time for grants research which resulted in me seeing that the average, per capita income in many of the white suburbs was much higher than the national average. There were many suburbs surrounding Minneapolis that were on that higher per capita income level. However, the video below represents something that has been dismissed, left to fade, wear down and crumble all the infrastructure appears like ghetto post-war (before all the burning and looting happened).


Police Shoot-to-kill unarmed driver fleeing detainment. 
Disgusting. 
The tenor of the hate and violence that the police show and the brutality and violence is only a shadow of what I experience from the very wealthy who are teleporting me. The ugliness of American culture has culminated in eruptions of violence, threats, hate and confusion (controlled chaos as all sides of the debates are essentially operating under the control of one larger hate organization--at least in the media). 

The American culture and the contiguous states I believe are being bombarded with frequencies that are making people behave in absolutely violent capacities unchecked almost. Like the collective nervous system of many inhabitants of the country are on methamphetamines that are being delivered through frequencies which release these hormones within the brain--or some similar effect I am not an expert but there are documentaries on various technologies that can be delivered to huge segments of the GLOBE which will affect brainwaves (HAARP IS ONE).

The people teleporting me are being programmed to adapt to hate programming as a social construct to be delivered through the media into the minds and brains of viewers. Along with other technologies pumped into their bodies from other huge sources of output such as HAARP (only referring to that because it is the only high-altitude source of technology which is capable of emitting such frequencies to land masses that are enormous in scope and delivery). 

What had been a most intellectual and compassionate society is now a hate-driven violent deathscape panorama in all directions. This cannot be some random mishap of unplanned social engineering. It is deliberate I believe just as the implementation of this hate technology and it's most vile uses and abuses has created absolutely violent psychopaths who teleport me, who become more violent as time passes with each day and month that they are allowed to vent all their hate and feel this sense of power, their lack of humanity almost increases exponentially like an algorithm expanding in exponential terms to the nth power.

I believe other such technologies are being used to create a maelstrom of hate within American society (and in other "hotspots" intended for reallocation of resources and peoples to inhabit the chaos that they planted with the implantation of these hate technologies and subliminal content. Just the amount of death and murder that is being portrayed in movies and endless crime scenes in the news is helping to create this current hate violent society. It is only one more variable in a function that has been carefully constructed.

It is unnecessary to shoot into a car multiple times if  driver is trying to get away from police. 



$8 Million of Mpls police budget for 2021 reallocated into violence prevention funding.

Hope glitters like the reflection of frozen ice kicked to the curb in the glare of flashing headlights of Mpls SWAT teams firing gas and rubber bullets into a crowd protesting police violence. Mayor Jacob Frey is balancing on a high tightrope and standing his ground amidst all the oppositional forces. Truly a good move on the part of the City Council and the mayor of Mpls. It still makes me proud of Mpls although that city truly needs infrastructure renovations especially in the areas where the protests took place. 
 
I hope the new administration of Biden and Harris will help to reform that broken down part of Minneapolis and to restore the bountiful promise that could be realized at least to a much greater degree than has happened in the last decades of decay.



....and I definitely do not miss sludging through this mess for over 5 months a year (sometimes it snows in April which is a form of torture).







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Tears torture for the 15th year in a row on a murderous daily basis, just one out of multiple physical torture attacks rendered through this tech and drugging/poisoning apparatus structure so protected by all government agencies and the media and podcasters, feminists and anti-racist anti-rapist proponents alike as they are all following the same central committee orders as one another. Another day of them sitting yelling hate sentences at me while I sit in this chair endlessly sick from yet another day of the endless decades of shitting out this poison or being constipated with it gluing my instestines to my internal muscular structure and skeleton in all crevices possible of the human body. Another day of this rat from depp the thing he spawned and is so embraced by the rape and racist nazi black and brown and yellow and white and red and "rad" blue men who can only see the stigma of white nazi modeling culture as the definitive only peak of aspiration to be welcomed into on earth, in life, replacing all religion and all forms of worship, as the Nazis had intended when they toppled the religious edifices of the State and replaced their Nazi occult pagan symbols as replacements. I will venture to say that Pete Hegseth is a worshipper of Odin, for example but to say how and why--I only state that he stated his preferred essential oil scent to be "fir" from the tree, as he is from Northern Minnesota or North of Minneapolis. And "fir" is the tree associated with Odin and I can assure you Hegseth was trained in pagan Nazi occult from his childhood onward. Freedom of religion but of course they castigate me for reading tarot cards. They would instead say that Rune reading is sacrosanct but would not admit it in public (to retain the "Christian" condemnation witch burning ceremonies). Not exactly a tangent but this is the current running throughout America in it's essential, base form of glorification of false idols but nevertheless this is what the media is pushing endlessly and has done so especially when the Nazis took over the media (way back, long ago). I am merely stating the the permission structure is so entrenched to uphold this quasi-religious fervor associated with the allowance for these media expletives to do whatever they want to destroy my image because "America" must be "crushed " for the comfort of the Euro-nazis who are behind shrieking rats like this depp filth. I write this after 16 years of this group depp filth with their french connections, a drug worse than heroin in addiction to people mesmerized by welcoming this gruop in to ransack, assuming their worship will only enhance their environment and get rid of people like me. the Americans have been the first and foremost proponents of this nazi fascist system but they bring in the euro's and their hateful half euro-nazi children (all nazi but half eurotrash filth) to usher in with the white nazis of america and their black plantation slave mentality "powerful fighting racism" media icons. Ha what a sick joke it all is, so tangled up in blue and blood and brown muck musk was sent to inflict this by this group, the same one the same crap people saw a glimpse of what depp's sleazy brainwashing violence upon women has wrought and thus they put his replacement rat spawn as the hateful violent nazi open legged portal all can rush in but she's treated like an expensive prostituted whorewood nazi glamorrized. Her every stupid immature yelling statement met by approval silence from the dumb scumbags who torture me to obtain ideas from my graduate level reading background while having my face and body mutilated every single day, every day. Yelling "he's better than you" while I am stuck with hard poisons acting like internal metal bars in my back which they kept pounding in via the violent rape of their nazi euro-hate crap men who got promoted and embraced by nasty nazi arnold government team old boy scum hate with all the white rape culture men famous celebrities going psychopath for movies but silent deadly hateful abusers yelling at me because they can't, none of them, create movies with all the hundreds of millions of dollars they must have ideas handed to them, production teams handed to them by the English crown and the nazi holocaust gold incentivizing pipeline. That goes for the obamas who rely on this system for their book tours self-emblazing as trailblazing mavericks of the black nazi subordinate sub-plantation variety. Sorry but I know people will hate me violently for having written that. Unfortunately that is my assessment from years of this. No group of minorities more glued to mesmerized worship of this stupid ape filth crap are latino brown-skinned men. And their women but it's really not a contest. We are all so programmed via media, literature and art (from antiquity) in this programming manufacturing of "beauty" concepts. But to have my face destroyed with tears streaming down, my lips and cheeks pulled down to be beaten raped and mutilated BEFORE I began to fight back, realizing I was being murdered now fighting every day for my life to stop this. I am in my room exercising and breathing in so they force tears to stop my relaxation and bring in hate, and more time spent writing to the void to please stop this sick fucking hell group for once rather than allowing nancy pelosi gavin newsom aoc bernie sanders the obamas hillary and bill clinton donald trump his family and friends and that is the uppermost tier of the lower ranks of the real nazi fascist communist group structure that people know of--the real controllers are either watching through their portals of media surveillance or they are in the back of the rooms and I can't see them in teleportation. They are working on destroying all concepts of beauty and individuality in America so the blank and meaningless euro-hate teams can easily just assert imperialistic "dominion" over Americans who obey and believe they are "classy" and part of a "superior" team, not realizing that it is they who are independent in thought and therefore the wealth of American innovation and art and culture which has swept the world is due to not having bigot nazi euro-hate murderous groups with elon musk implanting microchips into the brains of unsuspecting 1 year olds to make them broken before they can form a personality and thus stray from the butcher's block for total annihilation of the group once all has been extracted for the theft and plantation enslavement of the nazi bigot (communist I would venture to add) hateful bigots who want a conformity like the "dark ages" which was not so "dark" but allowing the peasants to have any stake or meaningful chance was obsolete, is all I am saying.//. Tears springing out of my eyes due to the throat and nasal microchip implant system which these hateful "models" use to disfigure my face, lose eyesight and it's agonizing torture after 16 years of it never-ending for a single day. They want my face destroyed black huge circles eyesight diminished me looking like I've been sobbing for years and my lips and cheeks likewise pulled downward via the remote "control" over muscles. Heart palpitations on a slight level but daily an assault at "lighter" levels then the near death they imposed formerly (hours per day of heaving for breathe due to the heart and oxygen deprivation this dirty group of hate forces on me. Watching youtube in yet another morning round of detoxing hard, compressed poison (not liquid stinking diarrhea but hard, compressed "shale"-like structures embedded into my back. Coming out, exhausted. They sprayed grease, hair and debis on my patio once more so I must bend and clean that. I too much pain to do anything but try to stretch. Watching a video they hacked of a Mali dancer and as I watched in amusement at the wild body isolation movements the usual rat screamed "It's better than what you can do" with her snotty dirty spiteful about 6 year old mentality. This is the filth spawn from depp who is just a screaming dirty leech which latched on in her mid-childhood years watching her nasty dirty daddy j. depp rape and beat me along with amber heard. Congratulated for it, they amassed endless deals when elon musk joined in to bring a world of murder and spiteful nazi bigots like them inflicting physical mutilation, torture and murder upon people they don't like who are beautiful, happy and just to not compete with them. 16 years of tears pouring out of my eyes while ugly sick shitalina pumped up in hormones and went to oscars using my concepts and they are still dumping their violent hate and self-imprisonment obsession with the body image they sell for their careers but dumping this violence on me to feel "better" about themselves and all the money and support handed to every rape enabling skank in particular of the white nazi blonde variety so they can be "exalted" by the men who rape and beat and torture then rob my ideas to present these same filth-spewing hate women as those with bold, couragious strength to fight these same lack of manhood "men" adulated for their racist violence, rape and the use of dismemberment disfigurement these technologies enable them to "get away with"

  This same hateful, hateaf-filled endless energized sexually by torturing me since she was about 13 years old or earlier--when she was an a...