Thursday, January 12, 2023

Another brain-swiped-memory loss assessment of physical (permanent) damage to my body from terrorist attacks (during the Trump admin terror age of infliction): I think I may have been injected or poisoned with Covid--at least two months before the actual outbreak. It caused, besides severe illness (but could not afford to see a doctor or go to a hospital or even to buy food by the end of the month thanks to the billionaires and millionaires terrorizing and torturing me non-stop) but....it also caused my hair to turn grey above my forehead--at the hairline.

 I have written of permanently inflicted/artificially-induced: hair loss (hair won't grow back, have a huge bald area from the nape of my neck to the crown of my head and extending nearly to my forehead, covering 60% of the top of my head--balding, a slight small "fuzz" of hair growth that remains at a 2 mm length and nothing else--I try and try to get it to regrow but they damaged the hair follicles so badly because I was fighting against being raped while being poisoned and being slowly murdered in this fashion--which the terrorist celebrities all deny endlessly as they continue to rake in the profits and bonuses and promotions and awards and contracts and deals and they continue the torture and poisoning and hate and violence.

I was injected, probably into my throat, with something that made me feel the presence of death. I had symptoms of Covid or something respiratory with extreme exhaustion and this sense of dread that death was literally coming over my body. It was something I have never experienced and it was not a kind of "organic" sickness from an illness. Here in Thailand people rarely come down with such colds or illnesses, or I never see or hear about it--EVER. This was two months prior to the initial outbreak coming out of China (and Phuket was not heavily affected by Covid, from the beginning to now it's not a serious outbreak situation despite all the tourism--for some reason???)

It happened from one day to the next, while I have been stuck in solitary isolation with no human contact. I was constantly being jabbed, sliced into (my skin, between my toes, into my cuticles so one finger is permanently mangled and the entire cuticle is now a huge gaping mishappen nail that bulges out.


My spine is crooked with fractures from poisoning of bloating, cement-stiffening hardening chemicals that have been poured into my body either through food or injected along with the fungus into my vagina/bladder every night while sleeping --going on and on for decades, the celebrities currently partying, having a blast, enjoying the endless awards, the ideas they stole from my writings and their repayment of near-death accidents, poisoning and torture and poisoning so I now have greying hair, my body has scars literally covering head-to-foot. My face has sunken down in a depression state and looks so sagging and I don't recognize myself any longer due to a DECADE of nightly terror due to teleportation hate, rape and violence endlessly inflicted upon me. Years of violence and etc.

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But the last time I wrote about the constant tears being forced out of me eyes, so my vision is now permanently impaired, and my skin is permanently damaged and my eyes and my skin and face look sagging and broken down from stress, poisoning and tears forced out of my eyes---my skin covering my body having been plastered with damaging chemicals and not being able to afford to eat healthy food and my food being poisoned and hate and hate and hate and hate and violence poured upon me as these celebrities are out joyously partying, being told and hugged and celebrated by countless hangers-on who want a piece of this elaborate pie that the contract out on me promises for every one of the vultures---

the last time I described the tears pouring out of my eyes torture, just a few days ago, it stopped and then resumed the next day, and has increased ever since to literal torture non-stop for hours upon hours and lasting all day now every day on and on. I write again, it has stopped. How many more years must I write goddamn posts on social media to get the attention of politicians or anyone who has any kind of serious resolve that "Democracy" does not mean mob rule of thugs and criminals who have the larger group of power-grabbing sleaze greed and that, to them, is what "Democracy" means--(as those who oppose them get blacklisted or murdered so  there are no other groups left, only them and that is "Democracy"). I am tired of hearing the same politicians who are teleporting and supporting this torture of me blathering on about "Democracy" when they have photo-op interviews and lectures that can further their careers and personality celebrity status.

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The STRANGER IS YOU is the strangler within waiting for you to self-sabotage for THEM: Wait for "them" to reveal what lies behind the smiling, humanitarian masks waiting to "help" you if you would just help them to help you--give them POWER help them to help you! Vote for them! Cheer for them! Believe in their acting and movie roles PUT THEM IN POWER because they entertain you!: As I lay in bed for the past TWO MONTHS in agony at times, under non-stop assault by the haters I have written of endlessly as they are encouraged to go deeper into abuse--years of them making millions off my ideas and out of just simply dumping their racist and sleazy sexist hate upon me as symbol and everything they "hate" and thusly, regardless of anything I have done (nothing except compete and win--in the past before decades of poisoning and health care denied and then torture and poisoning nearly to death and then tortured to the extent that I have spent years in torture hysteria on blogs writing to the incompetent shit of america who have allowed this hate cartel to just go on and on---to the detriment of the planet. MIllions are being killed due to this group of stupid sick crap and many more are dying in America due to this group putting that hate into power (not just a small "1%" but a huge component of the country not silent majority any longer. They tortured me endlessly I wrote their names I have been writing their names and you keep them in power. They mutilated my h ands so badly because I c ould not wrap layers of protection around them--they are withered they have all the veins sticking out--my hands have enlarged and then shrunk in skin tissue but enlarged due to the stress of the cuticles being severed out repeatedly day after day---little knives inserted under my cuticles nightly daily as I lay in bed unable to move--could not get out of bed. Hours of abuse being punched hit slapped and raped by the group and yelled at and sneered at and a president, his wife, two california governors, a senator, another senator, a house rep from Congress and about in the past 3 months 150 celebrities have rushed to assault me with the main abusers who are just rolling in money and were before they latched onto assaulting me becaues appratenly their money could not buy them slots in main roles and producer and profiting off the ideas they steal from me---torturing me to get more and yelling "loser" and "stupid" as they go on every second of the day yelling and threatening y life and abusing and making tears come out of my eyes--spraying stinking filth on my clothing my furniture my curtains my bed etc under things filth sprayed and dumped using their mechanical arms--in every room behind panels which are opened and then sealed shut on the other side---non-stop it goes on and on. My hands were so damaged they look like I am dead --like a dead person's hands the extent of severing into the nail bed every day for years and years (since 2012 it has gone on and on and on nightly that means over 15 years of my cuticles being routinely nightly slashed and cut into almost every single night. But they poured horrific chemicals into my hands which literally the skin tissue has become almost dead in appearance from what they did--the hands are withered and boney with blue veins from the poisons they poured on my hands and skin and then slashed cuticles every nail so the blood flow was restricted. They injected something into my scalp to make the hair dead in the front of my hairline---that goes along with sick and stupid sleazy deep sleep teleportation skits of hate, homelessness and abuse--my hair is completely gone on most of my scalp from the damage they have done, my skin is pockmarked and racked with scars from nghtly poisoning my body is hard internally like an internet hard wall restricting my body and fighting to get it out since 2011 and I am still fighting as for hours every day the rat spawn of depp screams hate at me dirty arnold is always encourating every sick parasitic psychopath sadist (that is what the humanitarians in media and in congress all rally around, the sadism the violence and torture every single one of them don't doubt it for a second--the hippie musicians of the 60's and 70's who were most famous have not stopped for years and years participating all callous rape culture and racist sexist the MEN and their hippie women just can't wait to profit off inflicting torture and near-death upon an innocent person--oh the excuses they make just labeling me with any absurd but dangerous label of justification and then all repeat it. Seeing how the witch hunt mentality is so easily spread in this modern age but then again, these same creeple were put in "power" to regress society to a point of neanderthal homostasis of concern about society and a reversion to feudal lord dominion over those they exploit--to death--they all can't wait. So I remain fighting seeing that there is no salvation the candidates being put as the hopeful for the against rump are just more but not as mandarin jaded as the usual dinos corrugated with corruption but all blathering out the same hopeful jargon as one another---they are all sanctioning with whole-black-hearted glee this endless rape torture nazi violence upon me. Almost all of whorewood has participated all the A$$-hole actor/actress haters all using this contract to never have to fight for a role again, in league with the politicians who want to never have to fight for another election again (rump is promising a 100-year no-contest for repug wins after the midterms when the jack-in-the-box nazi reversion campaign for the golden era of nazi and feudal lord dark ages resumed. To see me able to compete and win and also be beautiful has meant mutilation without end for over 18 years without a single fuck in the entire world defending me against this brutality not one single person doing more than a mere little drop in an ocean of violence---that is the future whatever they are promising for the midterms by now I doubt seriously will result in anything but--in the end not immediate but long-term a worsening of the current but short-term they will appear like Nirvana. In history this has always been the case, but then OOPS THEY Will fail and inevitably the fasco nazi haters will get their concentration camps not only for the "illegal" brown people....

**hackers are at work again deleting words from sentences and half-deleting and pasting sentences together. I re-read some of the sentences ...