Thursday, January 12, 2023

Another brain-swiped-memory loss assessment of physical (permanent) damage to my body from terrorist attacks (during the Trump admin terror age of infliction): I think I may have been injected or poisoned with Covid--at least two months before the actual outbreak. It caused, besides severe illness (but could not afford to see a doctor or go to a hospital or even to buy food by the end of the month thanks to the billionaires and millionaires terrorizing and torturing me non-stop) but....it also caused my hair to turn grey above my forehead--at the hairline.

 I have written of permanently inflicted/artificially-induced: hair loss (hair won't grow back, have a huge bald area from the nape of my neck to the crown of my head and extending nearly to my forehead, covering 60% of the top of my head--balding, a slight small "fuzz" of hair growth that remains at a 2 mm length and nothing else--I try and try to get it to regrow but they damaged the hair follicles so badly because I was fighting against being raped while being poisoned and being slowly murdered in this fashion--which the terrorist celebrities all deny endlessly as they continue to rake in the profits and bonuses and promotions and awards and contracts and deals and they continue the torture and poisoning and hate and violence.

I was injected, probably into my throat, with something that made me feel the presence of death. I had symptoms of Covid or something respiratory with extreme exhaustion and this sense of dread that death was literally coming over my body. It was something I have never experienced and it was not a kind of "organic" sickness from an illness. Here in Thailand people rarely come down with such colds or illnesses, or I never see or hear about it--EVER. This was two months prior to the initial outbreak coming out of China (and Phuket was not heavily affected by Covid, from the beginning to now it's not a serious outbreak situation despite all the tourism--for some reason???)

It happened from one day to the next, while I have been stuck in solitary isolation with no human contact. I was constantly being jabbed, sliced into (my skin, between my toes, into my cuticles so one finger is permanently mangled and the entire cuticle is now a huge gaping mishappen nail that bulges out.


My spine is crooked with fractures from poisoning of bloating, cement-stiffening hardening chemicals that have been poured into my body either through food or injected along with the fungus into my vagina/bladder every night while sleeping --going on and on for decades, the celebrities currently partying, having a blast, enjoying the endless awards, the ideas they stole from my writings and their repayment of near-death accidents, poisoning and torture and poisoning so I now have greying hair, my body has scars literally covering head-to-foot. My face has sunken down in a depression state and looks so sagging and I don't recognize myself any longer due to a DECADE of nightly terror due to teleportation hate, rape and violence endlessly inflicted upon me. Years of violence and etc.

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But the last time I wrote about the constant tears being forced out of me eyes, so my vision is now permanently impaired, and my skin is permanently damaged and my eyes and my skin and face look sagging and broken down from stress, poisoning and tears forced out of my eyes---my skin covering my body having been plastered with damaging chemicals and not being able to afford to eat healthy food and my food being poisoned and hate and hate and hate and hate and violence poured upon me as these celebrities are out joyously partying, being told and hugged and celebrated by countless hangers-on who want a piece of this elaborate pie that the contract out on me promises for every one of the vultures---

the last time I described the tears pouring out of my eyes torture, just a few days ago, it stopped and then resumed the next day, and has increased ever since to literal torture non-stop for hours upon hours and lasting all day now every day on and on. I write again, it has stopped. How many more years must I write goddamn posts on social media to get the attention of politicians or anyone who has any kind of serious resolve that "Democracy" does not mean mob rule of thugs and criminals who have the larger group of power-grabbing sleaze greed and that, to them, is what "Democracy" means--(as those who oppose them get blacklisted or murdered so  there are no other groups left, only them and that is "Democracy"). I am tired of hearing the same politicians who are teleporting and supporting this torture of me blathering on about "Democracy" when they have photo-op interviews and lectures that can further their careers and personality celebrity status.

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Over EIGHT HOURS trying to use the internet; not able to access whatsoever social security administration main page or the download page at reginfo.gov (ssa.gov does not come up at all). I must contact that administration I must download forms and it is being blocked the url's are blocked completely. 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