Thursday, January 12, 2023

Another brain-swiped-memory loss assessment of physical (permanent) damage to my body from terrorist attacks (during the Trump admin terror age of infliction): I think I may have been injected or poisoned with Covid--at least two months before the actual outbreak. It caused, besides severe illness (but could not afford to see a doctor or go to a hospital or even to buy food by the end of the month thanks to the billionaires and millionaires terrorizing and torturing me non-stop) but....it also caused my hair to turn grey above my forehead--at the hairline.

 I have written of permanently inflicted/artificially-induced: hair loss (hair won't grow back, have a huge bald area from the nape of my neck to the crown of my head and extending nearly to my forehead, covering 60% of the top of my head--balding, a slight small "fuzz" of hair growth that remains at a 2 mm length and nothing else--I try and try to get it to regrow but they damaged the hair follicles so badly because I was fighting against being raped while being poisoned and being slowly murdered in this fashion--which the terrorist celebrities all deny endlessly as they continue to rake in the profits and bonuses and promotions and awards and contracts and deals and they continue the torture and poisoning and hate and violence.

I was injected, probably into my throat, with something that made me feel the presence of death. I had symptoms of Covid or something respiratory with extreme exhaustion and this sense of dread that death was literally coming over my body. It was something I have never experienced and it was not a kind of "organic" sickness from an illness. Here in Thailand people rarely come down with such colds or illnesses, or I never see or hear about it--EVER. This was two months prior to the initial outbreak coming out of China (and Phuket was not heavily affected by Covid, from the beginning to now it's not a serious outbreak situation despite all the tourism--for some reason???)

It happened from one day to the next, while I have been stuck in solitary isolation with no human contact. I was constantly being jabbed, sliced into (my skin, between my toes, into my cuticles so one finger is permanently mangled and the entire cuticle is now a huge gaping mishappen nail that bulges out.


My spine is crooked with fractures from poisoning of bloating, cement-stiffening hardening chemicals that have been poured into my body either through food or injected along with the fungus into my vagina/bladder every night while sleeping --going on and on for decades, the celebrities currently partying, having a blast, enjoying the endless awards, the ideas they stole from my writings and their repayment of near-death accidents, poisoning and torture and poisoning so I now have greying hair, my body has scars literally covering head-to-foot. My face has sunken down in a depression state and looks so sagging and I don't recognize myself any longer due to a DECADE of nightly terror due to teleportation hate, rape and violence endlessly inflicted upon me. Years of violence and etc.

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But the last time I wrote about the constant tears being forced out of me eyes, so my vision is now permanently impaired, and my skin is permanently damaged and my eyes and my skin and face look sagging and broken down from stress, poisoning and tears forced out of my eyes---my skin covering my body having been plastered with damaging chemicals and not being able to afford to eat healthy food and my food being poisoned and hate and hate and hate and hate and violence poured upon me as these celebrities are out joyously partying, being told and hugged and celebrated by countless hangers-on who want a piece of this elaborate pie that the contract out on me promises for every one of the vultures---

the last time I described the tears pouring out of my eyes torture, just a few days ago, it stopped and then resumed the next day, and has increased ever since to literal torture non-stop for hours upon hours and lasting all day now every day on and on. I write again, it has stopped. How many more years must I write goddamn posts on social media to get the attention of politicians or anyone who has any kind of serious resolve that "Democracy" does not mean mob rule of thugs and criminals who have the larger group of power-grabbing sleaze greed and that, to them, is what "Democracy" means--(as those who oppose them get blacklisted or murdered so  there are no other groups left, only them and that is "Democracy"). I am tired of hearing the same politicians who are teleporting and supporting this torture of me blathering on about "Democracy" when they have photo-op interviews and lectures that can further their careers and personality celebrity status.

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Solution to the criminal corruption within America (at the very least): LIE DECTOR TESTS mandatory for all candidates for office, and those in office also routinely subjected to lie detector tests which are open and free to public. Instead of waiting for them to pull out the carpet, lie, cheat and steal as is now the current mailaise afflicting America. Even moreso, rather than worshipping sleazy, rotten and filthy celebrities they should also be subjected to lie detector tests for each role they are playing so the audience can see whether they actually have a soul or not.//This most inhumane, sick system of media stalking/targeting using all methods of ensnarement to get deals, profit and "fame" even if for 1 hour to present awards. //People whose songs, podcasts and lectures are screaming about victims' plights and how to resurrect the dignity of the oppressed have rushed, non-stop for me in my drugged, extremely attacked under duress microchip implanted daily siege state--their videos where they scream with anger "don't call me (that word)" and "I am fighting (X,Y,Z)" only be really fighting for a triple XXX role in rape culture promotional racism. Seeing the latest spew of awards in the paper today, realizing that this "oppressed victim" rapper has been selected to present the golden showers awards and then this music award celebrated my torture, rape and mutilation with huge smiles and glaring insults. I had to yell at her to remind her that the word she so declared she wasn't in a song about how men mistreat women is exactly what she is advocating for along with "white supremacy"--to this she remained with biting criticism, giggly and smirking until I mentioned something about a black female blues singer she had never heard of. Perhaps perceiving this as me not being "racist' which has been the deflection point of reversal of attack for having pointed this out years ago to one of their most visibly wealthy of support for white male rape and their "women" solidarity with pushing "other" women down so they are elevated---team work where formely perhaps the situation had been tense and fraught with power struggles now the rage and hate is taken out on the vulnerable microchipped and drugged target. Everyone has an insult, laughing giggling addition to the violence or just outright raping and abusing me and clinging onto doing that day after day, hour after hour, month after month for me having watched some movie clip they hacked onto my youtube account as I sit dazed under murderous abuse and torture and detoxing endlessly without fail day after day from poisoning this same group intentionally was having poured, injected and raped-pounded into my body to keep me helplessly sick, bedridden, dying and paralyzed. //I had only sought for some kind of consolation from this "great American society" with it's yells from all corners about Freedom and Christian values associated with Patriotism and respect for the elder male society which excluded so many and they want to revamp all that as if all efforts to actually conceive of a free society were always in vain and "the experiment" has "failed".//Embroiled in people running for office hacking their podcasts and interviews on my youtube while I am in the middle of limping around my room in pain from the hard poisons literally glued to my spine in all directions into my muscular system from the poisoning this group of people out of H-wood who have stolen my ideas for years and years while having me poisoned and mutilated paralyzed and stealing destroying and raping and abusing. Looking for ANYTHING which has any meaning which is in the dominant mainstream has proven to be impossible to find authenticity. //it is symptomatic of the real bottom line of what is ailing society and perhaps the entire global dynamic. Some just call it the "greed" factor but it is absolutely tied into massive mind control and lack of personal integrity or accountability towards society on a real and realistic level of interaction with the environment.

  The Reagan-era throwback to the rise of fascist media and political overtake is what I am referencing and most of the has-beens assaulting...