Tuesday, January 3, 2023

My mother died--passed last month and no one in my rotten family even informed me. They are part of the violence and MK ULTRA lie that has been forced upon me. Tortured, poisoned and then abandoned after years of torture by them to prove that they are good Jewish Nazis. Most of my family intermarried with "non-Jews" who are absolutely a part of this 4th Reich global enterprise.

 I can't describe how disgusting it all is. The history of my mother to me is like a horror victim tale of MK ULTRA programming. she made sure I was poisoned and screwed over, but sent me money because her controller mother ordained it, understanding that my family relied upon abusing me whenever possible to get their own promotions out of this torture contract. I have been their sacrifice all my life. The people who died who I felt real "other side" affinity for and have felt their loss in a panging sorrow that I could not be closer to them for most of my life were my biological father and step-father---both also immersed in being slaves for bigot Nazi nasty women who controlled and possibly poisoned them to death after obtaining their property and drugging them into death and compliance.


I write this in a grudging way, sounds bitter but considering the circumstances I can't not write with a ting of remorse and anger--I realize it's better to have a calm and positive outlook. But, my entire family has cast me as an outcast (scapegoat) and of course, after ensuring I was disabled from poisoning, claiming in hissing hate at me perpetually that I am lying about my body being partially paralyzed and that there is something wrong with my back--I reassured her constantly that I would not have a medical diagnosis of a chronic scoliosis and cervical and lumbar spinal fracture, spondyloslysthesis, and resulting disability if the X-rays were not accurately portraying the extent of the violence inflicted upon me by the nighttime terror that she has fully welcomed in order to get her own promotions.

Her grandchildren are all half-non-Jewish and were lavished with love and adoration. Their parents attacked me and told their children to have nothing to do with me. My siblings have all beaten, sexually abused and threatened and attacked me every single chance they could get for most of my life. 


I have to now add another reality: we were very LOVING AND POSITIVE very long ago. The hate Nazi system saw that I was very successful as a child, and that my family was loving and beautiful. They ordered that we be split up and intermarried with bigot Nazis of the 4th Reich--after using the formulas of trauma-based mind control which my family absolutely adhered to and followed implicitly in order to appease the wrath of the Nazis glaring in hate that I was brought up to be successful. The programming ever since from the expletives in Whorewood, now in the throes of unleashing the bigot hate that people are not expressly allowed to issue in hate language openly, but become ever-hostile and life-threateningly violent in the teleportation hate skits and sessions---so the endless programming to destroy my soul, spirit and body has been the ongoing aftermath of the program my family followed, without hesitation, years ago.

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When my father(s) passed, I not only had visions of my step-father with his glass eyes removed (He had eye-removal surgery on both eyes, 2 kidney transplants, and clung to life tenaciously and was inbetween a world of cognitive dissonance and having to succumb to the pressures imposed by this hate organization for fear of being killed earlier than they had anticipated in creating his destruction and isolation and control).

My father, likewise married such a nasty bigot "German" American who had me raped not only by her sons but by others while I was drugged up, asleep--made sure my father cut off my college tuition and blamed me for it, had my brother forced into bankruptcy in a mutual investment my father and he had made long before he met this woman he later married who told him, instructed him to cut off his children and fund her children for their college and law schools. My parents have always been compliant to this Nazi program, sold me into this virtual slavery and slow murder operation and have been lying and denying it all my life. But in the afterlife, I can feel the presence and support of my fathers but absolutely nothing from my mother. I can swear honestly that I feel nothing for her and feel no regret that she is dead. My love for her is buried in my life thread history and it remains as intact as it always was. I recognize that she was a product of Nazism and herself was very badly abused by her half-Nazi mother who got something like Princess treatment by the Jewish community and then terrorized and controlled her own children in order to feel like a Queen over an oppressed race. 

That is the story that has been forced upon me. While I am not moved by my mother's death, I also understand and "forgive" and don't "blame" her absolutely but goddamn she went way overboard in her insanity of attacking me, and never stopped doing it. The children who claim they were by her side when she died also partook in attacking me, the wonderful "sweet" little children of the Nazis who my siblings all inter-married with. One of them has committed suicide, by the way, just to try to shatter the delusion that I am the only scapegoated outside and that the blame is not entirely on "me" because I exhibit this rage on an almost daily basis due to the sickness being forced upon me by distraught and neurotic people dissociated from Love and Life itself who are teleporting me.

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But I could have used an inheritance as she forced disability and poverty upon me and left me to be raped and abused to death. The money is going to the children of the Nazis my siblings married into and with--who abused them as well in certain cases. Left now at the mercy of the expletives who have poisoned me further nearly to death all these years--I am so extremely ill and still stuck with greying hair and sitting here in a drugged and sickened daze, wishing I had my OWN HOME and now the one source that SHOULD HAVE paid me for the years of her profiting and benefitting off torture and violence towards me (the saga is very violent, her actions were criminal towards me, literally and as an attorney she had the Nazi resources to try to truly screw me over and did not hesitate to try out her options, as I had to run away and get out of Arizona altogether just to try to save my life from her drugged up mind controlled attempts to appease the hate of the Nazis of Arizona, who lived surrounding her and who were her neighbors).


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Teleportation assessment from over 15 years of it continuously from one ugly sleazy k-rap scum after the next and it's teams of blonde-blondish-"white" and black (anything other than snow white division) nazis all enmeshed in stupid ape entropy (going to the lowest energy and mental and psychic state possible with full approval) social engineering for the lowest depravity factor put into elevated cliche position of "superiority" with a lot of plastic surgery to create a false illusion (dependent on having victims to torture to stick their faces up in pig-sniffing-the-air nazi postures. You can identify the incompetent by this posture which is rife in their media posturing poses): & Immaturity and incompetence reigns, old dinos re-invented by having younger women raped slowly to death by rape scumbag ugly sick "men" glamorized by the movies they star in, the bands they play in the cock rock rape culture bigot ape "men" fully absorbed by their stage personalities but in private absolutely lacking in anything but exaggerated self-worth and then when put to the test--just scum glorified. The more they are adulated the most stupid and ugly dirty filth they are allowed to spew. Why wait until the really sick creeps of society get a hold of this technology before anyone begins to question the sanctity of the sick leaders of society who are inflicting this putrid purge of sanity and decency into society? they remain applauded, every hateful ignominious ignorant slime sick f*** gets more promotions by the hour as they hover around me demons lunging at me raping abusing threatening. i just tried to help the latest parasite on me and it's more stupid more ugly more violent from this unwanted dirty filth creep every moment he is more and more ugly and stupid and sinister. HE is relying on Nazi genocidal promotion because the WORLD the absolute entire WORLD PLANET has learned to revere the Nazi example of just killing masses of people in most brutal ways to traumatize them into never competing and winning not standing tall and erect subservience and in performing self-sabotage and hate upon themselves and even more importantly, upon their "own". Seeing the worthless k-rap that this group really is, from years of seeing how America just pandered to Nazism and turned into a now-openly nazi country but in the end, mediocrity and incompetence reigns. All in the name of just destroying not-white groups and claiming "superiority" and then living off the fat of the dead for decade EVERYONE adores this group and America has supported every sick stupid creep like this dirty sick psychopath nazi bigot attacking me posing as alternative punk--just sleazy and sick the teleportation is extremely violent for me writing that he is not cool raping and abusing me--for having written to him on facebook offering advice about alternative people being attacked and poisoned and I wrote that he appears to be a potential or definitive mind control target poisoned and he looks like he's sick. Drugged, and the drugging is dangerous. I would assume that people who are open and sharp in wits would not rush to threaten and rape someone writing such advice--it is taken as an insult to his "instant superiority" appearance while in essence, he is being pushed by the dino women cartel like dolly parton, sophia loren, jane fonda and a host of others of the nazi female group from decades of yore pushing them to brutalize me--these "younger" men (in relative comparison) and stupid sick violence and yelling at me that the music I listen to is "too young" for me. this creep is scowling while i am studying and reading and concentrating and speaking with educated aplomb--abusing because he must have me on a much lower level than he, as with the English nazis and the rest but nevertheless, they torture me to obtain original ideas which are based on much learning and skill on my part. thwarted endlessly by this group all of my life, no excuses on my part---nearly killed on the first day of grad school by an accident contribed by someone blowing dirt into my windscreen while driving in front of my apartment complex on my7 way to the store after the first day of grad school (in Pensacola) and just abused while struggling to get health care and denied health care and much worse happened while I am as I am now, paralyzed in pain stuck in a room not able to get anything done--fighting to use the internet struggling to get out of the trap they set to destroy me. That is only one small example from a lifetime of this same racist bias for blocking all my intellectual and career progress while stealing my ideas and then insulting me-these white crap pieces of sleazy ignorant stupid shit at this point I can only relate to you do-nothing haters out there that your precious white nazi and black and brown nazi cartel controlling the media and information and media and politics are at the core incompetent idiot savants and for them to absolutely tell dirty filth creeps like this scumbag german ape pig scum that he's "great" because he's just simply German and that I must comply to his demeaning hate attacks because I have progressed in my life despite all that shit like he and his german nazi american branch have done to me--while they only want to regress into brutal barbarity and stupid redneck cliche racism sexism with blonde dinos like dolly parton jane fonda and the rest of this filthy group (including crap like taylor swift and paris hilton all the younger blondes who, like hillary, are operating as the "get out of rape and abuse" phase of the 4th reich implementation absolutely thrilled at the utter stupidity and sick violent ugliness these so-called "Men" but just greasy filth are endlessly projecting at me as if it is demeaning to me. After having been abused in deep sleep because I cannot find a single shop in my area which does not have manipulated memory chips for me to insert into my memory-chip-mandated mp3 player to block the rape hate and murder abuse and genocidal nazi skits shit like this ugly sick filth creep has been manufacturing by having my mp3 player turned off in these deep theta sleep states to inflict his nazi genocide skits but done in modern sort of context---homelessness, poverty the theme they force while cutting off my disability after having crushed my spine and poisoning me for decades without end until all I do is sit in this room in agony and pain most of the time asking someone to stop non-stop endless rape torture from dirty filth creeps you all demand are deemed "superior" but demonstrate only at best mediocrity mostly just sick and dirty stupid fuck whores grandized endlessly for their filthy psychopath posturing bullshit fake humanitarian posturing as opposed to the outright dirty filth of the endless trump shit hate parade (includes obama kamala harris all the "feminist" blonde and male nazis of whorewood endorsing her participating in this contract, and in essence, they were endorsing no taxes when trump came to power and rape and mutilation torture society) the sleazy ugly fakes can now behave like the most venal ugly dirty sick filth crap and are still glorified by the nazi shit "women" like jane fonda who wants to see me beaten abused raped along with sophia loren the gottis all the nazi women encourage these men to abuse me with the most stupid and immature violence to which they are promoted told to increase the stupid abuse which is based on pure lying bias absolutely lacking in any "superior" quality on all levels. they are such low-level apes and pigs it is unbelievable the incompetence and stupidity and yet---here I am, writing once more after another day of not being able to "just ignore" the next sick rape ugly dirty piece of rotten sleaze shit from Germany, your paradise of culture you all worship as the stupid bots that you are. If only you lived in Germany and spoke their language you might assume something else than they are elevated. they learn a type of language that appears very deep and profound. It is just blank stupidity enmeshed with contrived falsity to appear anything other than just raping beating stupid and inferior uigly dirty apes--glorified by the media endlessly endlessly the model of lying fake alternative that the german apes have relied on since they "lost" the war but were funded for all their rape and sex exploitation vacations in countries like thailand and everywhere else (now America, now america is targeted for sex slavery with shit like cardi b and the rest of her blacik and brown gyrating shit nazi adoring crap making gyrating as a sleazy dirty skank profitable to be emulated and glorified---they stare into the face of the German rapist after they scream fascistically at me making the most violent of death threats and then they are awarded with lifetime awards--the blonde nazi dinos are the same exact thing but their rancid sexuality is put on a much "higher" level than the sex slave brown and black. the dirty ugly sleazy german ape fuck is using the most dirty and stupid abuses possible until I can't "just ignore' this ugly fuck after the 6th hour of this ugly dirty creep sitting yelling at me after blocking my internet every moment I am trying to conduct business blocking the functioning turning the internet off blocking everything I can do. WAKE UP America German nazi pig apes and white nazis are NOT SUPERIOR it really should be noted that people are absoluely traumatized and brainwashed into mental slavery to instantly service this group of moronic ape scum they are stupid stupid on any personal level---I omit all those not participating in this filthy dirty operation of microchip implantation slavery and manchurian candidate terrorism. This creep is or appears to be absolutely deranged from poisoning whether its' from his own personal rancidity or from mind control drugs. Like all the filth who embrace this system even while they are being drugged and poisoned, it is a "contractual agreement" they make for their "fame" or wealth attainment at any price. When the world will stop having the bs of the white male superiority ever taken away from blank and dumbfounded vision---but for now, the entertainment industry is rife with black nazis projecting equality and revenge against racism but in the private suites of promotion they are like little plantation ogres of hate towards me to prove they fully support white male stupid ape culture. The rest do the same the Jews are like dumb and dumber hateful greasy mind controlled slaves. In return they are promised "protection" and to be "wealthy" for selling Israel and america off to Jewish exploitation --"against her!" they sneer and laugh and point at me with callous contempt all their trained self-hate deflected onto me in perpetual gleeful assistance in targeting. ben Shapiro is a most greasy sick slime operator on that point but my family can only be much worse on that level; behind them all are the wealthy of the Jewish community who are consumed with being part of the "elite" core at any cost to the diaspora. Nothing else matters but their wealth and their seeming "solidarity" they all go to Synogogue and pray but what they really pray for is the stupid ugly white nazi "god" to bless them with approval for bowing in subservience to genocidal complicity as long as it's directed at the darker in appearance. The utter sickness I am exposed to of utter stupid accusations to bolster the stupid lies they create around me so the hyenas will rush to join in gleefully all lacking in intelligence. But they are put into "Highly intelligent" displays for the media and public perusal so in reality, it's like plastic fruit rotten to the core absolutely insubstantial. Warning society time to stop the old worship of white nazi culture and for minorities to stop playing supporter in order to have anything that appears to be "superior' just to brush at parties with the white nazi shit---that's like paradise for the godless. It's so sickening for me to have to deal with how rotten and stupid and sick the "leaders" of society really are. Its' really time for either transparent display of what they are doingm, which none of you reading this currently will even dream of doing--or what is called a "revolution" which is to REPLACE the filthy ugly lying dinos blonde ape women like dolly parton you all worship her blonde boobed conniving fake cheery nazi racism disguised as poor minorities she "supports" and then has destroyed and discarded afterwards (she played with a black performer in an opening music segue to another gyrating black sex slave cardi b and j-low skank performance about freedom and joy and people just were revolted--the impact that lying nazi blonde boob parton had actually striven to create but appears like a good friend to black and brown. this is just one example but the evil and ugliness of how they conceal and lie and the real stupidity they are when they don't have to feign and pretend any longer . The openly racist of the pig apes i.e. lyndsey graham and the filth of the maga crap are just ignorant dirty college-era bigot frat boys high on power drunk on sexual abuse. Nothing, not an iota of anything superior in any of the higher ethical, intellectual moral or in any sense they display it as if I am supposed to encapsulate conveniently all these traits which are nothing to do with me. Trying to drag me down in the meantime. Ugly sleazy filth shit crap force their ugly bodies penises and hate contempt racism and death threats upon me when I am in the shower, while in deep sleep, after they have me injected with drugs so I am unable to just "ignore" them (you stupid creeps hacking bs on my social media constantly to "shut your mouth" and "ignore them" really implying that I am "weak" as they do nothing but worship germans and are part of this hate contract--trying to get me to imbibe the hate and absorb the dengration and not fight back--their hatred for darker women is embedded in all their "Buddhist" reflection on how to be at peace with one's soul--how nasty they are in dealing with this white male torture--white males they train in martial arts to become important in the white diaspora of global nazi indoctrination inculturation and global domination. Lost in space of glorified bs crap it's just abomination it is Deplorable, GmbH unified.

  The greasy pig, like all of the pigs before this filth scum rushed to get his free promotion with his cock rock dirty ape german band memb...