Thursday, January 26, 2023

Sick and sad the loss of American culture without media mind programming dumbing down and the fascist rising tearing down post Vietnam War protest culture has created the 4th Reich culture of absolute meaningless and ever-increasing swerves into the void of obliteration on all levels. //John Cage & my parents' good friends and fellow professor/artistic influencers of my upbringing at the University of Illinois, Champaign-Urbana.//The Lost Prehistorical world of hippie artist John Cage is dead and very much lost to the "too hip for the 4th Reich" and The Wasteland of Champaign, Illinois that the Nazi/Mafia 4th Reich obliterated after it was a funky town, independent, highly intellectual. I believe that if Roger Ebert could come back from the grave and revisit his former hometown (twin city Urbana) he would give the place a thumbs down.

 John Cage & my parents' good friends and fellow professor/artistic influencers of my upbringing at the University of Illinois, Champaign-Urbana.

"John Cage at UIUC

A Happening Place: John Cage’s Multimedia Collaborations at the University of Illinois, 1967-1969

Composer John Cage moved from New York to Champaign-Urbana in 1967 to become an Associate of the Center for Advanced Studies and Visiting Professor of Music.  In New York, Cage was affiliated with a group of composers, artists, and performers who were interested in staging unconventional visual and performing arts presentations.  One of these artists, Allan Kaprow, studied composition with John Cage in the late 1950s, around the same time that Kaprow began creating performance art that he called “happenings.”  This term became commonly used to describe loosely defined “choreography” that encouraged spontaneous interactions between “visitors” (i.e., the audience) and “objects,” (e.g., performers and musical instruments)." (ibid)

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 "John Cage 'Water Walk'". Nave for era. October 3, 2014.



"John Cage--Ocean of Sounds". josepablofm. August 5, 2008.




"John Cage about silence". jdavidm. July 14, 2007.




Photos taken From article on John Cage at the University of Illinois, Champaign in 1967-1968.

Sick and sad the loss of American culture without media mind programming dumbing down and the fascist rising tearing down post Vietnam War protest culture has created the 4th Reich culture of absolute meaningless and ever-increasing swerves into the void of obliteration on all levels. 

Below: "Musicircus", 1967.


"A Passage Without Definition" poster--1967.




"Musicircus photo spread, November 18, 1967.




"University In Motion flier"--1967.




"HPSCHD poster, 1969"




"HPSCHD LP album, 1969"





THIS is what I grew up around---the best friends of my step-father performed with John Cale on stage. It was a groovy get-together. Norma Marder is one of my closeted "mother" influences (my mother actually hated her, and with very good reason as she was of the 4th Reich "alternative" family-destroyer pact that divided up my family and used mind control to rent us apart (forever, in most cases). Their family prospered, of course, as the contract entails for all the covert terrorists. But Norma still had an influence on me, and it was really her husband Herbert, a real Holocaust survivor out of Austria who was a Jewish Nazi who helped to bring about a very unhip Nazi/Mafia culture into Champaign. When I see how utterly banal Champaign has become, and the wave of hate and terrorism that was inflicted upon me with (perhaps) CIA-sponsored agents coming to undo all the very highly intelligent education I had at the Magnet school where I was trained in reading Shakespeare and playing Bach by the age of 9 and 10. Gone forever now, all replaced by robotics training and the tech race for supremacy. 


When the people who have tortured me for YEARS call me "stupid" and a "nothing" and that my writing is "stupid" after they steal ideas from me that they extract out of torture (Now using themes I wrote of for years before they are now in the Oscars winning nominations for "feminist" themes and about rape culture of Whorewood--as the very people being promoted for these films have participated in teleportation rape and torture, mutilation and racist sex trafficking to the EXTREME for over a DECADE and have used my endless writing about feminism to promote themselves as being hip and "woke".

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Herbert Marder also wrote a book on feminism, while he trained his son, my pre-kindergarden friend, to viciously attack me and to create chaos for me (which Herbert also programmed my daily-drugged with mind control cocktails of the CIA injection kind, as my father was a diabetic and his daily injections I can assure *you* were tainted with the same ungroovy drug mixture that I was poisoned with (but not the hardening poisons for my step-father to make him not only blind with kidney failure and also with a semi-paralyzed broken body --as they did to me).

All "feminists" who have promoted actively the push for me to be a kind of modern-day sex trafficking passed-around tortured rape "experiment" and racist object of witch-hunt persecution. 

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It's truly sad to say that once the white male supremacist objective of not having to actually fight in war, as was forced upon this class of rapists and racists--through the draft, through the good thing that Nixon had done, which was to make the citizens all responsible for upkeep of the military and not just the desperate and poorer classes (a racist proposal, to be sure). Now so many homeless, while that same generation is fighting to have no more taxes every year as they sneer in contempt at the "loser" vets living homeless and do nothing but try to obtain more tax-free income brackets (and vote for those who increase the debt and then try to take away Social Security for the "losers" who can't make it).


Relieved they are that they aren't mandatorily obligated to have to fight in any war, but they vote to pass legislation to spend billions on a military industrial war machine that has gone on unimpeded as long as the societal hate machine of mind control has simultaneously worked in partnership with the larger military-industrial 4th Reich social engineering plot.

Once these "men" were safe from having to serve, the fascism plot to create an internal Vietnam war on the American minorities and those like me who, through the actual opportunities that America could provide, have made sure that poisoning and rape and abuse and mutilation and death squad/gang stalking stops it all. 

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But hearken back to a time when people pushed out more of the granola k-rap about how much their minds were open to the beautificatcious (sic) the copasetic grooviness of being hippie and "free"--turned into vicious death squad white supremacists who want me dead because I flourished and competed and won against their children--who turned upon me with most vicious hate--and I am still getting this from the leaders of American society--they "fight" for the blonde women in Whorewood who have travails and tribulations but when it comes to me, they giggle and watch as I get soaked with murder attempts and tsunamis of hate while they just think it's the updated version of groovy white supremacy culture. They love the pop stars who have fully participated in this attack upon me (all nominated for Grammy's this year, and every year). All they have to do is participate with the vicious celebrities with full blessing of the politicians (Graham promised Pitt the probable three nominations that his company is now once more for the nth Academy Award season obtaining for his movies which have used my ideas but turned them into various splinter topics of the same thread--one of them currently is about men raping and punishing women of an archaic dress code, and thus seemingly puritanical in a kind of Amish tradition--and this is exactly the protocol system that pitt himself has personally and quite happily participated in for years. His endless threats of having me killed, of trying to have my teeth knocked out when I wrote about justice and that this should stop--etc all I have been writing of for all these years that the "feminists" and the "don't have to risk my life for any damn thing let the poor and the minions risk death fascists who pose as feminists --males even--with their "feminist" Nazi blonde rapist enablers and cheerleaders.

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I submit this to whatever is out there in silent void of this blog hacking system--whatever it is, however this blog is being blocked from the actual world wide web and all my internet attempts to reach out to people who may actually be genuinely caring or friendly towards me. But I submit this as an example of why these celebrities are torturing me to obtain ideas (for free) but can't stand to see me have anything but hate, being tortured and a slow death. The culture their promoters have literally killed off as in assassinations and murders is now a bona fide, government-approved death squad system. 

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When I look at these pictures of what I grew up around, and see now what Champaign and indeed the United States has become, with these sleazy and meaningless crappy artistic outputs which are, as I just wrote, meaningless. They are special effects, some of them are ideas I wrote of put into various permutations and of course all credit goes to the people who have tortured me to gain insight into this kind of mentality (feminism, women's rights). According to them, I have zero human rights and the "feminism" only regards Nazi women and perhaps a few minorities who slavishly show utter devotion to continuing the policy of the 4th Reich Nazism. Yes, many of those "minorities' now also in the position to maybe win Academy Awards have also participated in teleportation terrorism. The list of people participating in this terror contract and the ever-narrowing expansion of the tight-knit circle of these same performers being thrust into Academy Award winning positions is now almost a sure bet, year after year. Senator Graham made a deal with pit and his wife and I could see by the animated glowing that they were going to be handed endless awards for the upcoming season, which is now.

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When I look at this page and I recall in the dim past of my life how actually artistic people WERE and on a less "celebrity" publicity plastic surgery level, with actual originality and ideas and concern about the planet and welfare of people (me included)--it's astonishing but considering how "close to the brink" of utter death and destruction not just the United States political system is right now, but the global situation is on the brink of nuclear war and also of utter global warming destruction--mass death. The utter viciousness and transparent stupidity of the people who attack me is astonishing to me, but obviously they grew up with the tv blasting dumb and dumber brainwashing into their skulls and thusly....


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All of these celebrities calling me "bitch" and "stupid" and "shut up stupid bitch" repeated using the subliminal technology, after they torture me to obtain ideas. All of these "people" attacking me are fanatic Europ-a-land fascists with only admiration for more archaic European art traditions or fashion or human beings. To them, anything out of Europigapeland is of utterly higher regard and importance. If you look at the photos of the art I was exposed to, and almost never heard anything about France, England or Germany until I was much older, and you can see that "they" or "we" made our own ideas, of course based on what we learned, but there was a fusion of open creation that has since been quelled, crushed and obliterated by the fascists who only want to be included in Europigape fascist 4th Reich art, culture and movies. The tsunami of racist hate poured upon me from the H-wood establishment, for some reason I can't quite understand except that I have been specially implanted with microchips (also from the great University of Illinois) and thusly it's a new form of sex and rape trafficking whereby the "feminist" whores can feel entitled as their men press a button and then I appear for them to inflict their rape needs upon someone who can get no protection from any legal source--politicians all feminist and "woke" also participate. 

That there is almost no independent thought in the establishment that is being used to create "culture" in the US--is such a programmed lot of fascist Nazis with endless obsequious adoration for all things Europigape and endless violent murderous hate for me, for Jews obviously and the charade parade goes on, unabated.

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Looking at these photos reminds of of what my step-father himself helped to destroy, what the Marders also helped to destroy (more Herbert, the fleeing Jew out of Vienna where my father's ancestry also hails from--fleeing the Nazis, now a Nazi agent operating in mind control torture and destruction of love, life and feminism). Please note that it's the whorewood creep women of the #me too who have been part of this terrorism who have put the man out of Whorewood into the US President's office, through this torture contract out on me, and thereby with his choosing of three Supreme Court judges, abortion is now almost gone, and now Social Security is very much threatened continuously. I also watched an MSNBC show today whereby actual statistics were mentioned that this #45 has in 4 years accrued 1/4 of the US national debt--at the price of over $8 trillion from his tax cuts on the wealthy for the utter 4th Reich politics and policies to be instituted. With all the "woke" culture output and some of which has been stolen from me, and my influences are from the University of Illinois, far removed from Europigapeland and thusly, they have to completely nearly kill me but steal ideas and wear me down into death while calling me names and torturing me endlessly for hours every day and night every day for years and years while forcing me into abject poverty, destroying my body nearly killing me many times and etc etc.

The government continues to cheer them on. Some of the people in politics out of the government probably never had to fight in the Vietnam War, (i.e Clinton) and after professing his abhorrence at killing, became one of the world's worst killers of people and minorities (also putting a huge chunk of the black population in prison for life).

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This is not our "shake you money=-maker" musick, or get down and disco---or wreak rebellion against authority but shake it before your money-maker entertainment industry fodder---(although Mr. Cale made reference to his benefactor industry of 3M industrial corp., his money-maker donator for his art and techno-musical innovations (pre computer-generated thumpy stuff we now shake our money-making organs to). It also incorporates classical music (you can barely hear in the background) to the immense cacophony of noises and sounds--somehow this album never made it to any tops of the pops! It has a rhythm but no beat except for an underlying organizing principle of undulations. It's not exactly listening for pleasure stuff--can't say I love it---but, just try to imagine standing outside of some entertainment venue and these would be the sounds you would hear coming from the back of the building of all the wing-dings and hub-dumbs of the grinding entertainment -politico-industry machinery (and machinations).


"John Cage HPSCHD (1969) Prima Parte". TheWelleszcompany. June 8, 2012.



 

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Last few thoughts--a separate post but interconnected to a previous post today---hours of abuse per day I have a lot to expunge from my mind and heart and soul, what is left. Expanding and contracting simultaneously. Imploding from nausiated disgust and the sense of stinking death rot from these filth slime crap things out of whorewood and the corresponding politicians. Expansion realizing how much I have undervalued myself in the past due to being poisoned, stuck and sick always from their thwarting and silencing of my talent, health beauty and expansion of my life so these filth foul parasites can feel expanded. They grow in energy from parasitic life-sucking for sure. The black rancid parsite of Pvalley--the ugly hate of this trio and undoubtedly the white nazi trash male actor who played alongside the ugly yapping sinister black trash creep yelling "ugly loser' at me perpetually with the smirking sneering rat depp filth trash---and the german total crap scumbag family who has been invited to "traumatize" me by every means of "blaming" me for a lifetime of this sinister sick scum ape who tortured and then fractured my spine, obviously a murder attetmpt for his failure and his problems. The ape men who rape and drug me using this system all have serious problems with their lives, emotions and in relationships. They then implode because this tech enables the "instant gratification" scumbags to indulge in their every sense of power by pushing someone else down; instructed in Nazi ideology that they are then the "master race" imbued with instant superiority for having someone drugged, their brain put in a type of vice and the planet can be turned into a slave and master plantation. They indulge in every drunken and orgy whim until they are so unbalanced about their actual real capabilities that somehow something rebounds the impracticality of their overwhelming self-absorption is unrealistic in real-life terms. //This sick filth creep obviously had problems before I was forced into his sphere because my nazi sick family forced him on me so they could endlessly profit off destroying my life. I had won contests I was at the top in many things I endeavored in, this outraged the nazis and they instsructed my completely supplicating family to destroy me "from within" under pretext of "sibling" in-fighting so it was murderous violence poisoning and drugging and the "sibling" mass of black hate got deals, and were invited to parties, etc felt like they were welcomed. They stared with loving submission to the nazis towering in disdainful demanding glares to attack me, which they did and were allowed to compete and win and obtained private lessons for their children, etc and whateve other perks. They still werre declining like arnold shit-stench n9gger and like all the rest, and like this german sick crap family who I last saw in 1993 and really thought I would never see them again, never once wanted to contact them or anything like that. But this black nazi shit who came from P-Valley began by hate and abuse instsantly with no "provocation" from me--only that I had called dirty oprah an aunt jemima under minnd control traum and torture after 2 years--only 2 years compared with 16 or 17 from the depps ongoing without end--none of these ape pigs can achieve much more than what they truly are worthy of and the former free deals for just dumping their sick problems out on me did not elevate them enough to sustain anything but a downward slide into more mediocrity and their own problems, which are many for all of them individually and collectively all they do is swarm to abuse me to dump all their hate and problems out on me, projecting literally everything possible upon me as the blame target. The black shit came, freshly instructed "call her stupid call her bitch call her ugly laugh and giggle with the u gly sick rat depp because you will get your movie and tv show next round with the ellison merger and shitnigger arnold. but tortuer and abuse her to get ideas for your next shit black nazi victim Critical Race theory bullshit tv show. //the ape sick pig fucks kept abusing me until I finally began to yell names at them which I have written earlier---becuase their tv f-ing show is all about women being victimized by white nazi trash men like this german ape fuck they surrounded with love and adoration only because he is a nazi white male and so is the white male in teh cast who is ordering them to abuse me so he can profit off this but remain, as the white nazi trash always does in modern "woke" society, behind the scenes but orchstrating all the racist violence and chaos and then once all fails, as the europigapes have been constructing in america through their dumb mind programmed idiots like trump, shjitnigger his nazi progarmmer instructing him how he can gain but destroy america so f-ing what, all he needs it so be approved of by the euronazis they bring in peter thiele to destroy america with nazi muck out of south africa. Nazis of america onlky want me destroyed and blacks to do the nasty work of genocide for t hem, which is the programmibng I was faced with directly with this prick valley putrescence valley yesaterday leadcing into today. Hate that was murderous, ugly negativity without end. The smirking delight of the ugly plastic surgery skank prostituted filth crap who played a victim of an interracial white/black marriage of domestic violence, e,xactly what I was forced into by my family-a similar plot to this shit actor playing a role she has no comprehension of and would have submitted to the abuse and hujmilation of the white male if she had been forced into this role forced onto me, in real life not fantasy college-level critical race theory writing as this p-valley writer is: pure academic critical race theory expressed in all it's bookworm parameters in scripts that are very much readily available in various stories by other authors or in social studies ecucation. I am not a student of critical race theory per se but I have studied domestic violence and nothing she wrote of had any deviation from what you read in a graduate class on similar topics. //The intersecionality is also available in feminist classes which I also have studied so what she wrote was very common knowlege at higher educational studies, if they are allowed any longer. I had to finally begin to rant and scream about how stupid they are in allowing this system to flourish for their dirty tv show careers. they are literally helping to UTTERLY DESTROY America through this nazi german team with sick shitnigger arnold and his filthy kennedy nazi fuck family systejm urging him to steal and rob on their behalf. the tv shows that filthy dirty stupid arnold, so not an artist, creative content anything just a sleazy filthy rapist white nazi rapist racist nazi bigot with the kenney crime sleaze filth family---his former wife has a very ugly expression opn her power encrusted face is very much a hateful influencer in destroying america and is like so many nazis awash in destroying minority opportunity as part of a general platform. The black nazi shit from this shit tv show came to support them and literal extreme hate aimed at me. The writer glared in absolute murderous hate and rage at me after the 4th hour of me explaining how they are wrong to support this and why--which is the way this group has obtined ideas for all these 17 years of abusing torturing raping beating abusing raping insulting to get me to scream ideas about justice so they make movie shit out of it--funded by multi-milions of English royalty and german nazi and everything for that merger with the naziified ellisons and etc and so, ugly sick dirty nazi arnold obtained another idea out of me so he can produce and profit off it. Not a single penny for me, not even a thank you NEVER a redcuction of abuse and murder for me--slow torture to death continuously shitting out murder poisons every day or being constipated with it, sick and drugged every day to the max so every morning I am in a near delirious state of drugged inability to think and act decisively while htey scream and insult and threaten me into my brain, hours of it beginning the second I wake up--on and on and on. This filthy dirty hate creep is going to turn it into black victims of racism with them starring in it. The filthy depp rancid piece of stinking sick ugly shit will play a white suporter of compassion for black victims of racism, which is what the real originators of racist divide and conquer p lay in both real life and in movies, the roles are interchangable but always they are at the helm of the surrpetitious machincaitons for racist override. Dirty sutpid sick arnold fixates on hacking animal devouring type videos because his view is that--and I insert here--he is not a creative talent, he is a sick rancid

  The hackers as usual froze the entire laptop in the midst of writing the above-- Arnold sick filth-igger is not a creative talent, his tal...