Thursday, January 26, 2023

Sick and sad the loss of American culture without media mind programming dumbing down and the fascist rising tearing down post Vietnam War protest culture has created the 4th Reich culture of absolute meaningless and ever-increasing swerves into the void of obliteration on all levels. //John Cage & my parents' good friends and fellow professor/artistic influencers of my upbringing at the University of Illinois, Champaign-Urbana.//The Lost Prehistorical world of hippie artist John Cage is dead and very much lost to the "too hip for the 4th Reich" and The Wasteland of Champaign, Illinois that the Nazi/Mafia 4th Reich obliterated after it was a funky town, independent, highly intellectual. I believe that if Roger Ebert could come back from the grave and revisit his former hometown (twin city Urbana) he would give the place a thumbs down.

 John Cage & my parents' good friends and fellow professor/artistic influencers of my upbringing at the University of Illinois, Champaign-Urbana.

"John Cage at UIUC

A Happening Place: John Cage’s Multimedia Collaborations at the University of Illinois, 1967-1969

Composer John Cage moved from New York to Champaign-Urbana in 1967 to become an Associate of the Center for Advanced Studies and Visiting Professor of Music.  In New York, Cage was affiliated with a group of composers, artists, and performers who were interested in staging unconventional visual and performing arts presentations.  One of these artists, Allan Kaprow, studied composition with John Cage in the late 1950s, around the same time that Kaprow began creating performance art that he called “happenings.”  This term became commonly used to describe loosely defined “choreography” that encouraged spontaneous interactions between “visitors” (i.e., the audience) and “objects,” (e.g., performers and musical instruments)." (ibid)

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 "John Cage 'Water Walk'". Nave for era. October 3, 2014.



"John Cage--Ocean of Sounds". josepablofm. August 5, 2008.




"John Cage about silence". jdavidm. July 14, 2007.




Photos taken From article on John Cage at the University of Illinois, Champaign in 1967-1968.

Sick and sad the loss of American culture without media mind programming dumbing down and the fascist rising tearing down post Vietnam War protest culture has created the 4th Reich culture of absolute meaningless and ever-increasing swerves into the void of obliteration on all levels. 

Below: "Musicircus", 1967.


"A Passage Without Definition" poster--1967.




"Musicircus photo spread, November 18, 1967.




"University In Motion flier"--1967.




"HPSCHD poster, 1969"




"HPSCHD LP album, 1969"





THIS is what I grew up around---the best friends of my step-father performed with John Cale on stage. It was a groovy get-together. Norma Marder is one of my closeted "mother" influences (my mother actually hated her, and with very good reason as she was of the 4th Reich "alternative" family-destroyer pact that divided up my family and used mind control to rent us apart (forever, in most cases). Their family prospered, of course, as the contract entails for all the covert terrorists. But Norma still had an influence on me, and it was really her husband Herbert, a real Holocaust survivor out of Austria who was a Jewish Nazi who helped to bring about a very unhip Nazi/Mafia culture into Champaign. When I see how utterly banal Champaign has become, and the wave of hate and terrorism that was inflicted upon me with (perhaps) CIA-sponsored agents coming to undo all the very highly intelligent education I had at the Magnet school where I was trained in reading Shakespeare and playing Bach by the age of 9 and 10. Gone forever now, all replaced by robotics training and the tech race for supremacy. 


When the people who have tortured me for YEARS call me "stupid" and a "nothing" and that my writing is "stupid" after they steal ideas from me that they extract out of torture (Now using themes I wrote of for years before they are now in the Oscars winning nominations for "feminist" themes and about rape culture of Whorewood--as the very people being promoted for these films have participated in teleportation rape and torture, mutilation and racist sex trafficking to the EXTREME for over a DECADE and have used my endless writing about feminism to promote themselves as being hip and "woke".

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Herbert Marder also wrote a book on feminism, while he trained his son, my pre-kindergarden friend, to viciously attack me and to create chaos for me (which Herbert also programmed my daily-drugged with mind control cocktails of the CIA injection kind, as my father was a diabetic and his daily injections I can assure *you* were tainted with the same ungroovy drug mixture that I was poisoned with (but not the hardening poisons for my step-father to make him not only blind with kidney failure and also with a semi-paralyzed broken body --as they did to me).

All "feminists" who have promoted actively the push for me to be a kind of modern-day sex trafficking passed-around tortured rape "experiment" and racist object of witch-hunt persecution. 

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It's truly sad to say that once the white male supremacist objective of not having to actually fight in war, as was forced upon this class of rapists and racists--through the draft, through the good thing that Nixon had done, which was to make the citizens all responsible for upkeep of the military and not just the desperate and poorer classes (a racist proposal, to be sure). Now so many homeless, while that same generation is fighting to have no more taxes every year as they sneer in contempt at the "loser" vets living homeless and do nothing but try to obtain more tax-free income brackets (and vote for those who increase the debt and then try to take away Social Security for the "losers" who can't make it).


Relieved they are that they aren't mandatorily obligated to have to fight in any war, but they vote to pass legislation to spend billions on a military industrial war machine that has gone on unimpeded as long as the societal hate machine of mind control has simultaneously worked in partnership with the larger military-industrial 4th Reich social engineering plot.

Once these "men" were safe from having to serve, the fascism plot to create an internal Vietnam war on the American minorities and those like me who, through the actual opportunities that America could provide, have made sure that poisoning and rape and abuse and mutilation and death squad/gang stalking stops it all. 

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But hearken back to a time when people pushed out more of the granola k-rap about how much their minds were open to the beautificatcious (sic) the copasetic grooviness of being hippie and "free"--turned into vicious death squad white supremacists who want me dead because I flourished and competed and won against their children--who turned upon me with most vicious hate--and I am still getting this from the leaders of American society--they "fight" for the blonde women in Whorewood who have travails and tribulations but when it comes to me, they giggle and watch as I get soaked with murder attempts and tsunamis of hate while they just think it's the updated version of groovy white supremacy culture. They love the pop stars who have fully participated in this attack upon me (all nominated for Grammy's this year, and every year). All they have to do is participate with the vicious celebrities with full blessing of the politicians (Graham promised Pitt the probable three nominations that his company is now once more for the nth Academy Award season obtaining for his movies which have used my ideas but turned them into various splinter topics of the same thread--one of them currently is about men raping and punishing women of an archaic dress code, and thus seemingly puritanical in a kind of Amish tradition--and this is exactly the protocol system that pitt himself has personally and quite happily participated in for years. His endless threats of having me killed, of trying to have my teeth knocked out when I wrote about justice and that this should stop--etc all I have been writing of for all these years that the "feminists" and the "don't have to risk my life for any damn thing let the poor and the minions risk death fascists who pose as feminists --males even--with their "feminist" Nazi blonde rapist enablers and cheerleaders.

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I submit this to whatever is out there in silent void of this blog hacking system--whatever it is, however this blog is being blocked from the actual world wide web and all my internet attempts to reach out to people who may actually be genuinely caring or friendly towards me. But I submit this as an example of why these celebrities are torturing me to obtain ideas (for free) but can't stand to see me have anything but hate, being tortured and a slow death. The culture their promoters have literally killed off as in assassinations and murders is now a bona fide, government-approved death squad system. 

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When I look at these pictures of what I grew up around, and see now what Champaign and indeed the United States has become, with these sleazy and meaningless crappy artistic outputs which are, as I just wrote, meaningless. They are special effects, some of them are ideas I wrote of put into various permutations and of course all credit goes to the people who have tortured me to gain insight into this kind of mentality (feminism, women's rights). According to them, I have zero human rights and the "feminism" only regards Nazi women and perhaps a few minorities who slavishly show utter devotion to continuing the policy of the 4th Reich Nazism. Yes, many of those "minorities' now also in the position to maybe win Academy Awards have also participated in teleportation terrorism. The list of people participating in this terror contract and the ever-narrowing expansion of the tight-knit circle of these same performers being thrust into Academy Award winning positions is now almost a sure bet, year after year. Senator Graham made a deal with pit and his wife and I could see by the animated glowing that they were going to be handed endless awards for the upcoming season, which is now.

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When I look at this page and I recall in the dim past of my life how actually artistic people WERE and on a less "celebrity" publicity plastic surgery level, with actual originality and ideas and concern about the planet and welfare of people (me included)--it's astonishing but considering how "close to the brink" of utter death and destruction not just the United States political system is right now, but the global situation is on the brink of nuclear war and also of utter global warming destruction--mass death. The utter viciousness and transparent stupidity of the people who attack me is astonishing to me, but obviously they grew up with the tv blasting dumb and dumber brainwashing into their skulls and thusly....


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All of these celebrities calling me "bitch" and "stupid" and "shut up stupid bitch" repeated using the subliminal technology, after they torture me to obtain ideas. All of these "people" attacking me are fanatic Europ-a-land fascists with only admiration for more archaic European art traditions or fashion or human beings. To them, anything out of Europigapeland is of utterly higher regard and importance. If you look at the photos of the art I was exposed to, and almost never heard anything about France, England or Germany until I was much older, and you can see that "they" or "we" made our own ideas, of course based on what we learned, but there was a fusion of open creation that has since been quelled, crushed and obliterated by the fascists who only want to be included in Europigape fascist 4th Reich art, culture and movies. The tsunami of racist hate poured upon me from the H-wood establishment, for some reason I can't quite understand except that I have been specially implanted with microchips (also from the great University of Illinois) and thusly it's a new form of sex and rape trafficking whereby the "feminist" whores can feel entitled as their men press a button and then I appear for them to inflict their rape needs upon someone who can get no protection from any legal source--politicians all feminist and "woke" also participate. 

That there is almost no independent thought in the establishment that is being used to create "culture" in the US--is such a programmed lot of fascist Nazis with endless obsequious adoration for all things Europigape and endless violent murderous hate for me, for Jews obviously and the charade parade goes on, unabated.

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Looking at these photos reminds of of what my step-father himself helped to destroy, what the Marders also helped to destroy (more Herbert, the fleeing Jew out of Vienna where my father's ancestry also hails from--fleeing the Nazis, now a Nazi agent operating in mind control torture and destruction of love, life and feminism). Please note that it's the whorewood creep women of the #me too who have been part of this terrorism who have put the man out of Whorewood into the US President's office, through this torture contract out on me, and thereby with his choosing of three Supreme Court judges, abortion is now almost gone, and now Social Security is very much threatened continuously. I also watched an MSNBC show today whereby actual statistics were mentioned that this #45 has in 4 years accrued 1/4 of the US national debt--at the price of over $8 trillion from his tax cuts on the wealthy for the utter 4th Reich politics and policies to be instituted. With all the "woke" culture output and some of which has been stolen from me, and my influences are from the University of Illinois, far removed from Europigapeland and thusly, they have to completely nearly kill me but steal ideas and wear me down into death while calling me names and torturing me endlessly for hours every day and night every day for years and years while forcing me into abject poverty, destroying my body nearly killing me many times and etc etc.

The government continues to cheer them on. Some of the people in politics out of the government probably never had to fight in the Vietnam War, (i.e Clinton) and after professing his abhorrence at killing, became one of the world's worst killers of people and minorities (also putting a huge chunk of the black population in prison for life).

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This is not our "shake you money=-maker" musick, or get down and disco---or wreak rebellion against authority but shake it before your money-maker entertainment industry fodder---(although Mr. Cale made reference to his benefactor industry of 3M industrial corp., his money-maker donator for his art and techno-musical innovations (pre computer-generated thumpy stuff we now shake our money-making organs to). It also incorporates classical music (you can barely hear in the background) to the immense cacophony of noises and sounds--somehow this album never made it to any tops of the pops! It has a rhythm but no beat except for an underlying organizing principle of undulations. It's not exactly listening for pleasure stuff--can't say I love it---but, just try to imagine standing outside of some entertainment venue and these would be the sounds you would hear coming from the back of the building of all the wing-dings and hub-dumbs of the grinding entertainment -politico-industry machinery (and machinations).


"John Cage HPSCHD (1969) Prima Parte". TheWelleszcompany. June 8, 2012.



 

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Tears torture for the 15th year in a row on a murderous daily basis, just one out of multiple physical torture attacks rendered through this tech and drugging/poisoning apparatus structure so protected by all government agencies and the media and podcasters, feminists and anti-racist anti-rapist proponents alike as they are all following the same central committee orders as one another. Another day of them sitting yelling hate sentences at me while I sit in this chair endlessly sick from yet another day of the endless decades of shitting out this poison or being constipated with it gluing my instestines to my internal muscular structure and skeleton in all crevices possible of the human body. Another day of this rat from depp the thing he spawned and is so embraced by the rape and racist nazi black and brown and yellow and white and red and "rad" blue men who can only see the stigma of white nazi modeling culture as the definitive only peak of aspiration to be welcomed into on earth, in life, replacing all religion and all forms of worship, as the Nazis had intended when they toppled the religious edifices of the State and replaced their Nazi occult pagan symbols as replacements. I will venture to say that Pete Hegseth is a worshipper of Odin, for example but to say how and why--I only state that he stated his preferred essential oil scent to be "fir" from the tree, as he is from Northern Minnesota or North of Minneapolis. And "fir" is the tree associated with Odin and I can assure you Hegseth was trained in pagan Nazi occult from his childhood onward. Freedom of religion but of course they castigate me for reading tarot cards. They would instead say that Rune reading is sacrosanct but would not admit it in public (to retain the "Christian" condemnation witch burning ceremonies). Not exactly a tangent but this is the current running throughout America in it's essential, base form of glorification of false idols but nevertheless this is what the media is pushing endlessly and has done so especially when the Nazis took over the media (way back, long ago). I am merely stating the the permission structure is so entrenched to uphold this quasi-religious fervor associated with the allowance for these media expletives to do whatever they want to destroy my image because "America" must be "crushed " for the comfort of the Euro-nazis who are behind shrieking rats like this depp filth. I write this after 16 years of this group depp filth with their french connections, a drug worse than heroin in addiction to people mesmerized by welcoming this gruop in to ransack, assuming their worship will only enhance their environment and get rid of people like me. the Americans have been the first and foremost proponents of this nazi fascist system but they bring in the euro's and their hateful half euro-nazi children (all nazi but half eurotrash filth) to usher in with the white nazis of america and their black plantation slave mentality "powerful fighting racism" media icons. Ha what a sick joke it all is, so tangled up in blue and blood and brown muck musk was sent to inflict this by this group, the same one the same crap people saw a glimpse of what depp's sleazy brainwashing violence upon women has wrought and thus they put his replacement rat spawn as the hateful violent nazi open legged portal all can rush in but she's treated like an expensive prostituted whorewood nazi glamorrized. Her every stupid immature yelling statement met by approval silence from the dumb scumbags who torture me to obtain ideas from my graduate level reading background while having my face and body mutilated every single day, every day. Yelling "he's better than you" while I am stuck with hard poisons acting like internal metal bars in my back which they kept pounding in via the violent rape of their nazi euro-hate crap men who got promoted and embraced by nasty nazi arnold government team old boy scum hate with all the white rape culture men famous celebrities going psychopath for movies but silent deadly hateful abusers yelling at me because they can't, none of them, create movies with all the hundreds of millions of dollars they must have ideas handed to them, production teams handed to them by the English crown and the nazi holocaust gold incentivizing pipeline. That goes for the obamas who rely on this system for their book tours self-emblazing as trailblazing mavericks of the black nazi subordinate sub-plantation variety. Sorry but I know people will hate me violently for having written that. Unfortunately that is my assessment from years of this. No group of minorities more glued to mesmerized worship of this stupid ape filth crap are latino brown-skinned men. And their women but it's really not a contest. We are all so programmed via media, literature and art (from antiquity) in this programming manufacturing of "beauty" concepts. But to have my face destroyed with tears streaming down, my lips and cheeks pulled down to be beaten raped and mutilated BEFORE I began to fight back, realizing I was being murdered now fighting every day for my life to stop this. I am in my room exercising and breathing in so they force tears to stop my relaxation and bring in hate, and more time spent writing to the void to please stop this sick fucking hell group for once rather than allowing nancy pelosi gavin newsom aoc bernie sanders the obamas hillary and bill clinton donald trump his family and friends and that is the uppermost tier of the lower ranks of the real nazi fascist communist group structure that people know of--the real controllers are either watching through their portals of media surveillance or they are in the back of the rooms and I can't see them in teleportation. They are working on destroying all concepts of beauty and individuality in America so the blank and meaningless euro-hate teams can easily just assert imperialistic "dominion" over Americans who obey and believe they are "classy" and part of a "superior" team, not realizing that it is they who are independent in thought and therefore the wealth of American innovation and art and culture which has swept the world is due to not having bigot nazi euro-hate murderous groups with elon musk implanting microchips into the brains of unsuspecting 1 year olds to make them broken before they can form a personality and thus stray from the butcher's block for total annihilation of the group once all has been extracted for the theft and plantation enslavement of the nazi bigot (communist I would venture to add) hateful bigots who want a conformity like the "dark ages" which was not so "dark" but allowing the peasants to have any stake or meaningful chance was obsolete, is all I am saying.//. Tears springing out of my eyes due to the throat and nasal microchip implant system which these hateful "models" use to disfigure my face, lose eyesight and it's agonizing torture after 16 years of it never-ending for a single day. They want my face destroyed black huge circles eyesight diminished me looking like I've been sobbing for years and my lips and cheeks likewise pulled downward via the remote "control" over muscles. Heart palpitations on a slight level but daily an assault at "lighter" levels then the near death they imposed formerly (hours per day of heaving for breathe due to the heart and oxygen deprivation this dirty group of hate forces on me. Watching youtube in yet another morning round of detoxing hard, compressed poison (not liquid stinking diarrhea but hard, compressed "shale"-like structures embedded into my back. Coming out, exhausted. They sprayed grease, hair and debis on my patio once more so I must bend and clean that. I too much pain to do anything but try to stretch. Watching a video they hacked of a Mali dancer and as I watched in amusement at the wild body isolation movements the usual rat screamed "It's better than what you can do" with her snotty dirty spiteful about 6 year old mentality. This is the filth spawn from depp who is just a screaming dirty leech which latched on in her mid-childhood years watching her nasty dirty daddy j. depp rape and beat me along with amber heard. Congratulated for it, they amassed endless deals when elon musk joined in to bring a world of murder and spiteful nazi bigots like them inflicting physical mutilation, torture and murder upon people they don't like who are beautiful, happy and just to not compete with them. 16 years of tears pouring out of my eyes while ugly sick shitalina pumped up in hormones and went to oscars using my concepts and they are still dumping their violent hate and self-imprisonment obsession with the body image they sell for their careers but dumping this violence on me to feel "better" about themselves and all the money and support handed to every rape enabling skank in particular of the white nazi blonde variety so they can be "exalted" by the men who rape and beat and torture then rob my ideas to present these same filth-spewing hate women as those with bold, couragious strength to fight these same lack of manhood "men" adulated for their racist violence, rape and the use of dismemberment disfigurement these technologies enable them to "get away with"

  This same hateful, hateaf-filled endless energized sexually by torturing me since she was about 13 years old or earlier--when she was an a...