Tuesday, January 17, 2023

All the lies and yo mamma too (and yo mamma's mamma).//Watching the Santos debacle "outrage" response being held in Great Neck, NY through ABC News, resounding in echoes of that district being a "joke" to the community (Jewish Republicans, I might add).// Connecting the lightening-shaped (SS) dots and Thinking of an obituary (my Jewish Nazi mother who spent her adolescence in Great Neck, NY, being programmed into the Jewish Nazi wealth barnyard; --a label no one but me has the honesty claim as her real legacy).

Meeting held in Great Neck, NY to address the Santos problem (of Jewish Nazi Republican Sheeple doing what they are told=voting for a lie, accepting lies, telling lies, living in lies. Obeying what the bigot Nazi 4th Reich instructs them to say, think and do like so many of the minority minions of the 4th Reich. So many lies they can't discern reality any longer).


"Rep. Torres calls on the FEC to investigate George Santos". CNS New York. January 17, 2023.





This "outraged" community meeting was held in a beautifully designed, ornate ($$) building, in the lavish and upscale community of Great Neck, New York. I grew up having to drive from Champaign, Illinois to that spot twice a year, from near infancy until at least age 11. I don't "know" the community like an accepted member. I was always designated as being the sacrificial mind control victim, and all the people from that community were fully aware and attacked me with terror and fear underneath the scowling dissent--all the bedecked dripping with jewelry marshmellow-hair-doo woman and sunken-in Jewish men and women, surrounding my suddenly wealthy grandparents (coming from the Lower East Side, coming from Brooklyn, coming from not-wealthy immigrants out of Austria and Hungary)--. My grandmother made a point to usually invite "Erik" this German immigrant from Nazi German to our most bedecked nighttime dinner soiree's, with his "Jewish" (dyed blonde) very happy wife, one of the few Jewish women who looked happy and glowing compared to the more sunken-in and droopy types (despite their grandeur with jewelry). I suspect that they lived in perpetual fear from the endless hate and intimated violence from the thugs like those I have encountered coming out of Brooklyn, the Italian-American mafia with it's threats, insults and for many decades, complete collusion with the US Government with mind control technology and death squad permission handed out. My family did what it could to get away from the thuggery of Brooklyn and live with money. voila, here I am writing about mind control as they are either dead (my mother passed last November, being remembered only as this wonderful beautiful personality), or still living with the lies that, like Santos, have created a beautiful mist about their personas and how successful they always have been (financially) and about their credentials--me of course now castigated as the problem and of course all the poisoning and torture and stalking and abuse has forced me into paralysis and not able to earn a single penny while under non-stop torture, so I look and appear like "the problem" just a "problem child" while they are, like Santos, seemingly picture perfect. As opposed to Santos, however, my parents DID attend Ivy League universities and ARE of the Jewish clan (not the religion--but in particular in business matters if money is involved they become "jewish" very quickly, just like Santos). Otherwise, they couldn't give a damn about Jews or the Jewish community or the religion. It's a label they were forced into. They tried to force themselves out of being the perpetual victim of racist hate, and sold me off to the vicious 4th Reich to be raped, poisoned, beaten and mutilated and destroyed--a sacrifice. The Jews I meet from New  York are almost all (that I have been exposed to, i.e. Bloomberg who is a most hateful vicious abuser towards me in a way that is like immediate rage and violence without any provocation on my part--he's so indoctrinated into New York Jewish self-loathing programming and venting his spittle upon me with death threats, like they all are--he's just emulating the Nazis and the Mafia out of Brooklyn, as so many have done of the "Jewish" community, as my family did with eager glee to get out of the ruts imposed upon them, to be handed wealth their parents dreamed of, as they sold out not only me, but the community and themselves and then the country, in fact, helping to destroy the fabric of what America really has stood for--for the chance for equality and freedom from Nazi and Mafia and state-sponsored death squads and etc--which they sold out to, leaving me to fight alone against what they should have rejected but never have. My family has not even contacted me to let me know my mother died, I discovered it on my own. I stopped contacting her and them after she began screeching in rage at me over the phone because I had moved to Thailand and never told her--but really, it was because I was fighting to get the next filthy pig ape rapist from endlessly poisoning me and pumping poison into my body (and laughing about how "fat" I had become, then letting me know he wanted me in a coma) and was going on and on for over three years with me constantly telling him to stop. This is the Italian scumbag friend of Sylvestor Stallone, his name is Nicola Siervo--I wish him hell. But otherwise, my mother began yelling at me with utter rage while I was fighting the Nazis. Her rewards for obeying, she married an "Italian-American" but began screwing him while he was married and living next door (she was sent to be his mistress, and I suspect my grandmother sold my mother off to sex slavery and oppression as my mother became even more violent towards me because of her own victimization, which she just had to pass off onto me). My mother, in other words, was violently yelling at me for not obeying what some filthy pig ape scumbag was doing to me, killing me. She didn't care, what was important was HER standing with the Nazis. My family, in all it's intermarried with Nazi pig ape Americans, are completely also immersed into this lie and distortion about how wonderful the are (all play the usual "liberal" role for society, because that is what is expected of "Jews" and their oppressed minority offspring). 

But back to Great Neck, the Republican Jews, who assume that the Republican Party "cares" about Jews in Israel can't wrap their minds around the mind-bending fact that many Nazis are members of the 4th Reich Republican Party, and that killing Jews is one of their top priorities. When the Nazis come marching into Great Neck, the whimpering Jews call the police and assume also that law enforcement is always going to be there to back them up, mostly because they have all sold out to the 4th Reich and believe that they are sheltered and "safe" if they just go along with selling the children of designated targets like my family (rising up out of Brooklyn, suddenly having a very beautiful house in Great Neck, cleaning maids, mink coats, a Cadillac, etc etc etc). 

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My grandmother Elsie,  half Nazi half Jewish was accepted 80% into the Nazi program especially by handing her daughter and son and grandchildren into mind control experimentation, microchip implants and all that funky filthy stuff that has become a normative stepping stone for so many aspiring people that it's a commonplace "secret" that "no one" knows about but "everyone" participates in one way or another.

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My grandmother with her blonde hair and blue eyes---a stiff autocratic demeanor, a closet full of mink coats, a jewelry chest full of diamonds and exquisite precious gems and jewels. The neighbors with their dyed marshmellow hairdoos, always at the beauty parlors once a week, bowling for Great Neck and going to the diners and to restaurants at the very least 4 times per week (when we would all drive to Great Neck, I can remember only a few evenings of a home-cooked meals (expensive steaks, always from my carnivore family). It was ALWAYS out to restaurants--my four brothers and sisters my parents and my grandparents. In New York, that's an expensive. My grandfather claimed that he obtained his wealth by playing the stock market. He "showed" me the place where his pet supply store had been on the lower East Side of Manhatten by driving on an over ramp so I could only see the tops of the buildings and he pointed to an old red-bricked sort of sagging roof while we were on the expressway and told me "there's my old shop". Cloaking and lying about every single thing, almost, that is how my grandparents operated. That is how my mother learned to operate. That's how my mother has always operated. 

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My brothers and sisters and their offspring, who were waiting, I suspect, to also have my mother berate and abuse me so they could also get free promotions and deals, tried to lure me back to Arizona a few years ago. I can only suspect them because of the years of my mother trying to essentially have me killed. She also told me that they (my family) were "waiting...." for me to....(blank, silence). She was begin to yell at me with hate that I was lying about my back being injured (she created the injuries, made sure I was poisoned, made sure I was f-ed over all my life, or most of my life, poisoned me personally herself)--I refer to the hardening bloating poisoning. As I grew older and puberty turned into a threat to her insecurities (and my Nazi grandmother) they began to have me disfigured and maimed. This is the exact mentality of the bigot women of the Nazi enclave in H-wood and their mentality. My family has picked up a lot of the methodology and behavioral traits of their Stockholm Syndrome "handlers".

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This is an obituary clip from the Champaign, Illinois News Gazette. All the wonderful parts about how my step-father and mother hosted anti-Vietnam war meetings (parties, in reality it was parties and gatherings with passing joints and cocktails--it was always a "fun" party for my family. Once the war ended, they never spoke about America and it's war culture ever again, as if they had been muted by their authoritarian controllers who are war hawks and need to rely on the graft and the flow of endless money for their social engineering mind control machinery). My parent's function was then not of use, and the targeting of my family began and what had been a solid and loving family turned into my parents following orders and turning upon their children with viciousness in order to prove that we (me) could not achieve self-determination but must always remain the sheep waiting for the slaughter if and when the Nazis want to steal all the money and property of Jews--as usual.


My mother turned into a vicious, yelling and screaming alcoholic. If you prod members of my family, perhaps they may eventually not tell lies about her and the situation. She would sob and cry at the beginning of the Nazi and Mafia infiltration of my home and family to stop us from being powerful in the community. My step-father had become a kind of symbol of anti-war resistance and was very popular. The Nazis, after the Vietnam War had ended, had to quash my family and bring us DOWN down down into ignominy and a kind of shame. I was targeted, especially when I became First Chair in my middle school band, and I was the best in the drumming and percussion group because I had had training in classical violin by highly regarded (top level) classical musicians. The others were self-taught but bigot Nazis. I was accosted by groups of teen guys following me home surrounding the chagrined ugly (German last name) creep who was 2nd chair as they yelled sexual abuse at me and threatened to rape me. The stupidity of the same mentality has not stopped to this day from famous world celebrities and leaders. But now as I have nothing, they have stolen everything from me, they are just deriding me for the damage and loss they have incurred but blaming it on me being a "loser" a "bitch" and a "nothing". My mother has fully complied with this group, kept me poisoned, and fully defended with violence all the men who raped and abused me. My family lives in perpetual lies to this day. Hailing back to Great Neck and the "get rich or die trying" mentality, and trying to get away from the US Government -funded "Italian-American" thuggery which has driven many a person into the grave for many reasons--racism being a paramount position the thug pig apes take and all the cliche sneers and references to Rome and how Romans killed Jews was perpetually on the ugly sleazy lips of Victoria Gotti after her nasty psycho ugly son raped me and etc...my family undoubtedly could not wait  to move away from crap like that. Living around self-loathing and perpetually lying wanna be Jewish Nazis of Great Neck was undoubtedly far more important than even having the integrity to care for their own children (me) which they sold off in order to get away from shit like that out of Brooklyn (thanks to the US partnering with the Mafia which they still do--and Hillary Clinton, formerly Sec of State for NY, is fully partners with the mafia actors pesce and deniro and on personal good terms--after screeching and yelling at me--so reminiscent of my mother, who was only emulating bigots like Hillary Clinton).


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Of COURSE, just as when my father passed and his German-last-name wife who refused to change her name to my last name--who made open anti-Semitic jokes while my father, drugged, plastered with mind control drugs, would just sit staring in a dazed smile (which I know has happened to me, unable to move, paralyzed and smiling not "understanding" the hate) while someone who is penetrating your body and saying they are your "friend" is actually drugging and poisoning you to death slowly and using you for whatever the 4th Reich can pump and extract out before they kill you). But my father left me $0 in his Will. he was wealthy. He has a Yale Law Degree. He owned companies. He cut me and my brother off financially while I was in college and paid for the Nazi woman (last name Wagner, making reference constantly to her "German" background and my family as a joke being "Jewish"). My father was instructed to marry her, and he did because it enabled him to live on the Hawaii coastline with her. Otherwise, like the Jews discriminated against, he was not "allowed" to have property. The Nuremburg Laws are applicable in the US and are upheld covertly but still under strict policy unwritten but enforced with death--and under compliance, the Jews are still targets of death. But in other words, most of the money my family was handed out to sell out the Equality factor that America promised all the oppressed immigrants from Europe--my family sold me out, they sold themselves out, and the money handed to them to live in mansions along New York fancy townships has been re-absorbed back into the Nazi filth that exploited my family in the name of breeding children and intermarriage in our "multicultural" society. I got nothing from my step-father. My mother told me years ago that she would leave me nothing, and whined in an antagonistic way, "What will you do after I die, how will you get money?" She always had to lie, so that meant, I deduced correctly, that she already know that she was not "supposed" to leave anything to me. The children of my siblings who intermarried with white supremacist Nazis are the ones who have absorbed back the money my family got for selling me out. I also have to add that Lindsey Graham also told me in a very direct threatening way  that I was not going to get any money from my mother when she died (and thus I should help him to use me to obtain his promotion and not try to resist any longer this endless successful of people exploiting and destroying me and my family).


Make no mistake, I may sound callous towards my family but I am resisting because of the great beauty and love my family once had that, under instruction and forced by threat from this odious group--to comply to. All lies all the time, lies to the death. I fight because I love my family but can't have a single thing to do with them any longer because now they are a direct threat to my life. They have been drugged and poisoned but have never been honest enough to admit it or even suspect that they are. So fearful of this group and being handed businesses and options but always under the condition that they have some bigot filth pig ape "marry" them and use and abuse and control and poison and drug them; the children of these unions then adored by my mother who has handed them all the inheritance and me NOTHING. Yet, I still fight because this 4th Reich Nazi group has destroyed my family and they are also destroying the United States. I thus go back to the first point: Santos and his deceptions and for me, the focal point of this being held in Great Neck brings back all these associations like a blitzkrieg of connecting all the dots back to the lies and the cascading formation of lies built upon lies.


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Post Script: what I "forgot" under brain-altering memory loss while writing the above, which I had intended to add-in but it just got lost in the fight to type and think (endless hacking, disruption of the keyboard--stiffening of the keys so I must pound down--my fingers have been cut into while sleeping so I'm pounding on slashed fingertips by the terrorists while I'm unconscious using their mechanical arms--the technology works in so many combination of disabling paralysis).

I wrote of a German man named "Erik" who attended my grandparent's very lavish dinner parties. He was always very jolly, most theatrically so. From my years of experiencing Germans, I know this was an act on his part. He would make a point to sit next to me and ask me all kinds of personal questions about what I planned to do with my life (I told him I wanted to study physics, which was my first year College choice, but so drugged I could not study at all, and I remain now unable to read most of the time due to the excessive amount of brain-altering drugging and technology endlessly blasting my brain so I can't function in an intellectual capacity--plus non-stop hacking and if I try to hand-write my hands begin to "shake" because of the microchip implants which can cause heart palpitations, eyes to tear perpetually, throat to constrict, etc.) But Erik and his "Jewish" wife, who was the most vivacious and happy woman of the group of more withdrawn but loquacious women at these parties, with their husbands--all "Jewish" except for "Erik" with his German accent. Coming to prod me for information about my plans, to assess if I was withdrawn enough, beaten down enough, how to suck information out so as to sabotage my life and order his minion, my grandmother, to obey and follow orders in order to attack me for the Nazi party, which controlled my grandparent's lavish lifestyle where they only went out bowling, to parties, to restaurants, on vacations, all on "stock market" earnings (my grandfather NEVER looked at the stock market or discussed anything except that he had one single holding in a restaurant). I can only connect this dot to that man, that he was an agent, married to a "Jewish" woman in order to infiltrate the community, control it, and of course to eventually bring it down to a level where another genocide could easily occur. As this threat is now looming and Nazis have come to Great Neck to chant death slogans and the Jews close their shutters and tremble and phone the police (while in other parts of America, people train in weapons, how to shoot, how to form militias and how to defend themselves in such emergencies but not the Jews, no, they are trained to obey, be drugged, sell off, sell out, attack one another in a divide-and -conquer strategy--and then VOTE RFEPUBLICAN because "Republicans are funding the State of Israel".)

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Bette Adelman obituary

BETTE ADELMAN OBITUARY

SCOTTSDALE, Ariz. - Bette Adelman, 86, of Scottsdale, Ariz., passed away Nov. 19, 2022, at home.

She was the wife of former UI Professor Gary Adelman. She lived in Champaign from 1964 to 1978, when she moved to Geneseo, N.Y., to serve as compliance officer at the state university there. From there, she moved to Scottsdale, where she lived the remainder of her long life. There she earned a law degree at Arizona State University and started her own law practice.

In the time she lived in Champaign-Urbana, all who knew her were taken with her intelligence, charm and grace as well as her devotion to ending the United State's participation in the war in Vietnam. The Adelman home is remembered by her friends for the many social and intellectual gatherings that regularly occurred there. She was a very special, beautiful person.

Published by The News-Gazette on Jan. 15, 2023.


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Simulation of domestic violence from sleazy filthy creeps--your heroes your celebrity shit out of london, germany and california trying all to appear compassionate and intellectual but sleazy and rotten inactuality; In order---according to this disgusting "system" imposed on me, every law, every constitutional right not merely abridged but decimated by the entire united states government and most of it's people (yes you) (and please note, additionally I am unable to think with much clarity my brain is under non-stop attack in this position where I fight to pound letters out-the keyboard attacked simultaneously so it's impossible for me to write succinctly or with cognitive finesse--just ranting for the most part but being tortured to death and then exploied to death is gruesome and agonizing plus not being able to articulate it adds to the frustration and rage--the pigs have it all worked out (the pig rat ape whores they are all so disgusting and really rotten "evil"--and "they" encompasses the "liberal progressives" who rush to join in the nazi brood--the socialist and communist branches of fascist nazism and fascism in general---) so there is not a single person still and more running for government under the guise of "change"from the usual don't' believe the bs they are rotten to the core fully aligned with the rise of the 4th REich nazi death squad machinery but out of desperation and income inequality they will usher in nazi socialistm so whether left or right the outcome will be the 4th reich; this system of persecution surveillance and mutilation torture poisoning and murder will continue to expand under shit like musk et al but newscome out of californication has been slated as the Hegelian Dialectic "hero" rescuing america from "trump"what a sleazy sick violent and genocidal fascist bigot he truly is; like the shit and filth out of whorewood the white nazi trash all multi millionaires they have brown and blackies surrounding them people associate that with "not racist" it's the epitome of racism it is the new plantation master-slave society but the slaves who project enslavement and gyrating sex slave happy to be servicing with my p&&s$ are part of the "plan" plus the fake hip hop "fighting racism" but ultimately servicing as violent abusers for their white masters (the latter the males for the most part or females calling themselves "queens" but the former mostly confined to the females who are all viciously antissemitic becaues they are told through endless incentives that turning force amplifier for whitey master will bring them grammies and oscars especailly if they dye their hair blonde--and a bevy of other minorities have played the same hand. THis is the opposition to trump underway this is the real prime time real news evverything else is a performance show. so impossible to type the hacking and malware is making this impossible I am backspacing and pounding so hard the keyboard is being damaged so I will stop I literally am unable to type any longer due to hacking when will you goddamn do-nothing creeple sheeple et all out there every do anything to stop this overtake by nazi fascists of the united states government?//filthy newscum old boy scum running as "democracy" advocate shithead creep can be welcomed by the nazi 4th reich as american president, he came once more, since last july when I changed address to california and then supported his redistricting prop 50, this heinous leech abuser sexual assault scumbag old boy scum has had men rape, torture, beat and that is only in conjunction with the years of his passive approval with pig-lousy the house speaker rushing to join with shit-negger the former nazi governor who has brought so many europigape nazis into california that it is literally run by europigape nazis and all thed filth of whorewood and in congress must "bow' to nazis (i.e. german shit who are not even wealthy, educated just connexted to the money of diamler benz the manufacturing in stuttgart, for example and I know these jerk off scum shit and met them years ago and know them and have been victim of their gang rape mk ultra attacks, so similar in nature to epstein island but using tech to protect and conceal theiir filthy vile predatory) the shit came to extract more ideas and then abuse, insult and leave me cleaning up literally piles of sitnking filth, my home so destroyed it is grotesquely filthy and broken from years of their brown slave dirty creeps destroying plus white nazi eurotrash telling their stupid slaves what to do; there is old boy newscum with his plantatiion in california built in part by shit-negger and then pig-lousy his family relative by marriage building up a nazi center of political cohesion into american politics, being touted as the next viable candidate for shit rotten lack of leadership but with an arsenal of whorewood plastic surgery and script writers to conceal how sick and rotten he truly is.//For the endless day in a row this filth creep has brought fascist nazis to either rape, torture to get their free deals ultimately for his career explosion which happened the month he began torturing me once I changed address--"believing" in the bs he was spewing about democracy and how heinous trump is--all a deception total bs lies this filthy creep is another a$$-worshipping slave for the trump plantation an underling hired scumbag to represent the emerging "socialist" nazi democratic side to authoritarianism. Merging with the german shithead endlessly in this group, was mandami the scum grease stain and one day this will emerge because I wonder how long he can front fake greasy smiles and say the scripts that people are yearning to hear (free things the impoverished due to trump and biden policies destroying their income sustainability?). Etc etc the examples are many but this is the "left" right now in particular the PROGRESSIVEES who are the Socialist/Communist force of nazi (National Socialistm=Nazi meaning it's a phonetic adaptation in german of national socialism german workers party it was shortened to nazi)//Tortured and abused by the gang of scum, shit and filth whorewood plus old boy scum for ideas about a film they tortured me to obtain the original idea from; all done while I was in deep sleep nascent waking state (this morning, more information for the shit, trash pig whore apes who have raped, completely mutilated my body had my uterus partially severed out then blocked money I had no way to pay for even decent food as they tortrured me into old age, then sliced my cuticles out--non-stop for over 15 years almost every night my fingers are ocmpletely mutilated as are my hands--red pimple scars from chemicals they poured on my legs, and arms and then tatooing the bumps into my skin--nothing gets it out. My hair almost bald huge pathes of hair literally follicles removed while in deep sleep and unable to wake. The shit English filth came to get moe ideas because they are hateful ugly and blank and for years they have obtained HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS OF DOLLARS IN PRIZES FOR MY IDEAS they literally stole from my writings and from my then incessant torture to obtain more ideas; this year because I stopped writing my ideas which have been used as their concepts, written in such short nothingness incapable of creating anything the hacking is unbelievable I am unable to write, function and the attacks on my brain and body render me incapable of doing much almost all day, every day in agony from hard poisons latched in every direction into my spine as they abuse and abuse and yell and rape and beat and torture me every day. This morning upon the first gleam of consciousness, once more artificially awoken by the attack on my nervous system plus non-stop DRUGGING so they can extract ideas and then obtain truth reaction so I can't disguies or control my RAGE from more information the "truth serum" drugging made it literally impossible for me to stop telling them the ideas for their upcoming civil war movie which they will, as they have done for over 15 years actually 20 from their English Crown associate Moynihan this filth scum rapist wealthy white trash pig creep, associated with dumb whorren mirrage and her irish stew filth rapist scumbag endlessly starring in movies since having attacked me back in 2012 funding shitalina and ape pitt for their movies based on MY IDEAS for years and years and years and years my ideas furnishing them with oscars for years and years (or nomination) NO MONEY FOR ME. After I began to scream to get off me as usual every single day trying not to react not to divulge information but impossible in endless paralysis, shittin poison out day after day that these filth apes put in, my money so depleted my living space FILTHY BROKEN DOWN endlessly cleaning unbelievable stinkin filth from my body and my livin space their dirty brown and black minority slaves pour in, then their black ceelbrity slaves and politicians (old boy scum especially has a californication plantation slave system which america yearns to spread across the country this system plantation all smiling uncles and aunties servicing to live in the big house with whitey nazi as they viciously attack me for their prizes and for the essential murder of me). They will give me not even a thank you, as they j ust insulted me after about 2 hours of incredible information they obtained from me. I divultged years of research in Albert Pike from the Morals and Dogma Freemason fame (KKK founder it has been said) and then the russians sending ships to aid lincoln then the internatation new order which ensured out of reconstruction (there was collaboration with europigapes italians pre-mussolini fascism and also germany the pre-nazi era, of course working with the south) and more--the stupid ugly dirty pieces of shit sat there as I scrfeamed to stop asking me for ideas and once they obtained 2 hours of incredible info they abused insulted and then I saw that another piece of white clothing was stained yellow brown which I had hung up last night perfectly clean--. The filth pigs then go off smirkin with fuckin newsom the rotten scum who sent the german nazis to rape and assault me after the english shit sat with that ugly dirty filthy creep to rape beat and yell death threats for 16 hours per day, asking for ideas afterwqards then insulting me instantly afterwards, theynb coming back to get more ideas. Only stinking filth poure dinto my room and insults and poverty no money they remain blocking my DISABILITY which they all created upon me aqnd then were killing me with re-poisoning as they sit smug and just trying to suck my life out completely every day turned old and broken from this shit never ending. And sill, not a single anythikng from this filthy defunct government of shit and crap my years of having b een exposed to these filthy p0oliticians on all sides is so alarmingly similar to the shit of american and the rest of the world--the "new world order" whichj I would put the movie centering around the ostracization of mary todd lincoln because she was not a fascist nazi and her husband as well-but the nazis rose up in reconstruction that is what I would want to creat they of course would glorify their naizi establishemtn putting their filthy dirty meaningless stupid shit selves into the heroic roles giving me nothing but just moe slow torture to death. My body completely broken down as they extract everything out of me like a huge group of leeches surrounding me because of this fuckin shit government handing worthless parasits glorified for their plastic surgery psychoopathic posturing by you idiots out there.

  Just by the way (with so much effort to type pound this out, and my brain put into ranting hyperbolic mode hysteria after hours of pig scu...