Tuesday, February 2, 2021

I played into the terrorists trap of reacting. It is part of the protocol of attacking me so viciously or in such disgusting ways that I write about what they are doing to try to get anyone to stop them. The torture stops and another torture begins. The terrorists get more promotions and I remain fighting for my life. The ultimate goal of their is to torture me slowly to death after sucking everything possible out of me, including reactions to their ugly sinister activities of terrorism aimed at me. Every new form of attack is met with another promotion for them. I succumbed to reacting. I wrote about someone I loath who I think should never be promoted ever again. He just got promoted, I believe, because I wrote about the filthy dirty things he's doing to attack me. This never ends. I see from my posts so many posts, so many posts. So much time spent writing and fighting against hackers. Such little has ever been done to stop this for over 8 years and longer of fighting and writing and fighting to write about what should be considered "right" but instead "Right-wing" terrorism (as they label it--meaning ulta-fascist Nazi and Stasi activities of surveillance and torture and murder) continue to help these murdering bigots to reap more rewards from this most pernicious system. I so regret writing about it.

 As for the radio station I wrote about. One single file emerged that had just been archived. Out of the last three days, where every single archived show displays "no file" which is an impossibility and is an absolute hack and block of media content that I use every single day and is one of my main sources of exploration on the internet that isn't rife with their hacking and sick subterfuge: the one file was a disgusting and horrid sample of music that has been repeated (every show has, essentially, new tracks, all must be at least to some degree very original--it isn't mainstream music radio songs are not repeated until you are brainwashed by the lyrics). But this one program was songs that have been played (on other hacked and reprogrammed shows this group has inserted) and in the end is was the same thing as mainstream radio but just slightly improved without endless commercials and dopey radio over-hyperactive radio hosts. It was horrible considering what WNYU used to be and this group has destroyed the line-up of original shows that this station used to have. 

But the worst really is that knowing that I responded and this utter dirty nasty actor has been awarded with having used mind control tech to slowly murder me so this group can eventually murder a lot MORE people using this same system. All will be concealed, everyone will continue to say and do nothing. People who participate don't even know they are targets themselves and are being slowly killed off too.

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But I am now able to access earlier years' worth of archives so the day has ended somewhat upbeat--as hackers had blocked all pages on this site. However, the slow murder has continued as stress and hate pervade through, probably, the technology which is making my heart contract and palpitate, and also the attack on my nervous system inducing a negative/hate state which is very hard to get out of while I am spending hours and years cleaning up stinking grime and fungus and stinking substances poured on clothing every single day and night by mechanical arms while what I write is still being stolen by utterly disgusting foul parasitic whores out of Whorewood--(I am now riled by the tech attacking my brain and nervous system at this moment) but, with cursing I continue: today has ended as it began with the usual non-stop series (including non-stop 24/7 attacks on my heart by their remote technology) inducing the omnipresent deadly attack to slowly murder me--the accumulation of years of non-stop attacks has produced very adverse health conditions that are reaching critical stages of body deterioration--part of the murder. I so wish the utter, final and complete (and immediate) destruction of each and every person participating in this crime against me. 

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Every single email and phone call I make on this laptop, not able to afford anything any longer since they cut my subpoverty SSI disability after HAVING MADE ME DISABLED using their tech, drugs and poisons and physical violence while I am helplessly incapacitated, asleep with brain implants rendering me comatose essentially. ///Trying to grow food on my patio is met by plants routinely being killed once they begin to grow anything edible. Ordering some cheap seeds which I cannot purchase at main stores, unable to get out of bed most of the day due to a "healing crisis" which has engulfed me for days on end (3 weeks, actually of extreme pain while under non-stop torture from that foul and filthy group who can't succeed in any industry unless they are abusing me--apparently they all hinge on torturing me for their endless decades of being put at the forefront). ALL COMMUNICATIONS are blocked now. Not receiving responses, zero mail at my mailbox where I should have mail recieved weeks ago. DISCRIMINATED AGAINST Openly by all businesses. Trying to get the delivery on a specific day, they told me to wait after I Posted exact instructions and that I had contacted the male driver---after 15 minutes or more of keeping me on hold, was returned with false information (the little scant bit of information had been totally altered with incorrect grammar like half-baked "english" from a non-English speaker like dumb and illiterate (obviously written by someone who can write very well). then turning it all around into me writing instructions 3 times in a row for one simple request because they kept changing the information (which is why they kept me waiting so long, to figure out what to write to turn a very easy request into a complicated mess). It's going on with deliveries---having to pay a basic fee with 10 cents change---basic bill count they give back 5/8 of the change using some bills and some loose change, then grabbing the money out of my hand and replacing it with more loose wrong bills and change, then grabbing that and handing me not enough change for the very easy total for the water delivery--and finally after being played like this I got angry telling them to give me correct change for the 6th time in 3 minutes of being screwed over for change like hustlers and cons. They responded with yelling "here is your change" as if I had really "insulted" them as they walked off in hate and hostility. Trying to write a complaint went nowhere, no response because all is blocked all content I write is bypassed by hackers. My mail service openly discriminated against me and my letters to the CEO and to various other agents trying to bypass their operators to reach the actual mail destination was met by silence as these are blocked, never delivered hacker-blocked. I am praying that someone will blow up the trump MMA festival of stupid male violence and the pricks and scum who attend hoping the drones that the iranians use to blow up multi-million dollar U.S. weapons which taxpayers are paying for but the cheap electronic drone gadgetry out of Iran just blows away the most expensive of american military--if only someone would assemble a host of drones to drop a huge bomb and wipe out the filth and shit of this scum pig fuck administration all the hegseths and bannons and mike johnsons and the orange piece of rancid shit as well. This pig is having social security absolutely deny me basic legal rights using this system to entrap me into "slavery" with shit like arnold shitnigger abusing me nearly to death day and night after tom hardy the english rancid flabby ugly fuck did it for months on end---ideas they torturred out of me stolen by rancid steven spielberg who is glorifying and basking in nazi approval for his nazi treatment of me---abuse, violence and insults after having abused the ideas out of me to claim as his own. Hope some nazi blows that filth away as well. That is the hate that hate produced in me---so for now, I can only hope and wait.

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