Tuesday, March 23, 2021

6/8th of the way through the movie The Merchant of Venice (2004 version). I feel certain that much of the original script has been deleted by the redacting editors of this film and scriptwriters. Regardless, the dismality worsens with each moment (intentionally using my own word creation of dismality--). Shylock gets not only screwed by pre-Nazi fascist Pig-ape racists, but the spitting, hate and near murderous atmosphere is really akin to a holocaust held in a courtroom with things like credentials and credibility absolutely thrown into a cesspool of personal animosity. When I think of these actors who have raped, tortured and disfigured me for nearly a decade, and the predecessors out of EUropigapeland who are STILL involved in attacking me through these ape hyena actors--pigs and pieces of whorish shit that they are--and this movie is almost an exact replica of their behavior towards me and the injustice that rotten crap like Obama and Trump (even worse of course) and now ugly rotten skank Pelosi (with her side-kick "black/asian" Harris operating with her for the benefit of their California Nazi base pilfering bigots they operate for and with).

 This is going to be pure ranting, but please be sure that what I write has transpired, it is accurate but unfounded with evidence. When I told hyena rotten skank ugly Pelosi that if I could only obtain evidence, digital forensics for one, I could prove my point. That was when she openly attacked me instead of glaring in hate into my eyes--but I was sleeping/teleported/drugged up and unable to see clearly and I could not really see the malice I just was sleeping/teleported and drugged up and not knowing this rotten foul and ugly piece of undeserving crap that has been put by Mafia Nazi interests into highest political power--and the behavior of all of them when I try to obtain defense, when I react in rage from YEARS of rape and poisoning torture and violence which they feed energetically off of, before they feed of million dollar contracts this organization of hyena pig apes hand them to help further the promotion of a Medieval hate culture of absolute despotic tyrannical despotism with racism openly expressed--which is their absolute goal. now they have the fakes putting out all kinds of Black Nazi propaganda in the guise of fighting against racism. Oh the blacks even in You Tube stardom absolutely support what is happening to me because the blacks in whorewood are obtaining higher positions of influence and thus, they can tag along and screw the racism if it's deflected from THEM and aimed at ME as the symbol of the group they have been programmed to hate and they do it most eagerly.

This movie is so realistic and the actor playing the victim with his real-life enthusiasm of trying to pin me down to be squashed by racism and into such an oppression that I can never stand up straight--with pride--

so knowing of how to "break" a spirit by crushing any act of defense or revenge. The movie opens up with Christian fanatics (call them Evangelicals now in the USA) screaming that Jews should be killed if they are profiteering off charging interest for loans--as Jews are so discriminated against they cannot own property or do more than lend money out for interest--conveniently for racists that this is considered a grave crime and the hate spittle directed at Jews is murderous. The attempt to try to cut a pound of flesh of a racist pig ape who spits into the face of this Jew in the beginning of the film, and then tries to obtain a loan with interest and then later has to default on the loan--the conditions for default are a pound of flesh. However, the bigot blonde Nazi female married to the playboy rapist bigot nazi user/party dude fake who needed to marry a wealthy woman to get out from under debt before the story begins as forerunner to the theme of lending money and the hate directed at Jews for lending out at credit as the only means of earning a real living but then still being bottled up in curfew every single night--and by the way, I have seen film footage of the ghetto in Italy, maybe in Venice--it was a black and white but then adapted with colorization--the ghetto was filthy and filled with trash in the streets--the jews were so humiliated and for so many decades that they looked unhumanly deformed in stature and in feature--from having to bow down be oppressed raped living in filth ==which is what this sleaze group of pig ape hyenas are forcing upon me with absolute block to all earning (but stealing ideas and making millions off the concepts and depriving me of earning enough to live in some way that I can defend myself from their endless disfigurements and poisoning and stinking filth their mechanical arms pour into my room every night and day and when I leave they put cockroaches and brown grease is sprayed on every surface. And etc etc the list is far too long and for many many years going on and on without a day of it ending. 

Watching the news as my country is embracing such a system so wholeheartedly that no one will even attempt to make contact with me to protect me, even if they care (and I can never know if that is happening or not). Watching all my life as Jews participate nearly jumping anxiously to attack me so they will be considered not Jews any longer. They are the ones who attend Synogogue religiously and they are the ones who claim they are "Jews". None of these things I have done except when I was very drugged up and living in Germany--it was a programming that I was too drugged up and incognizant of the hate crimes being committed against me to understand that I was being programmed with subliminals to say these things. I have never participated in this culture and I am being viciously targeted as a result, and for the fact that I had heard my entire life that there is this thing called "Freedom" and that America is a Capitalist society and I had/have the freedom to pursue my own capital and in earning my own keep and thus my freedom. All has been taken away from me, and because I FIGHT each and every day the kind of "programming" to make me submit to accepting this kind of endless humiliation, torture and violence that these pig ape pieces of shit in Whorewood and now ugly hyena rotten Pelosi, along with her good mafia buddy Trump and the rest of these scoundrels in Congress are trying to enforce upon me, obstensibly to help The American people to push people like me down, keep people like me from obtaining health care and people like me from being a threat to their mediocrity, their hate machinery and their stigmas and cliches that they will murder anyone for if they don't accept subservient status to incompetent whores and pieces of ignorant and mostly stupid crap, which is exactly how I view them and they have demonstrated nothing more than that. Yet I watch this Shakespeare play and I see that this behavior is supposed to be not only the mark of aristocratic and entitlement racist hegemony but also is what "Christians" do against "infidels" like people like me who do not submit to the religion of these disgusting low-life scumbags who believe they should be idolized because of the crimes they have committed to get to higher positions in society.

I have not even begun and my brain is spinning the hacking is making typing like swimming through a blockade and my thoughts are being blocked and jumbled by brain-altering technology. 

The list of people committing violence in keeping with the mentality of a throng of witch-burning Christians or Holocaust-influenced neoNazi rapists bigots and pig ape hyena pieces of shit--it's just disgusting and yet I receive no support and they keep being put into lead roles despite my years of writing about them and their disgusting, stupid, foul, rotten and whorish sleazy behavior. 

Even publishing my thoughts is now blocked. This post is being blocked I assume. The hackers keep changing the pages I obtain which pinpoint some of the problems so what I can see one time about IP Addresses and the source of the block has been deleted and blocked from view after one time of me obtaining the information. I assume that all or most of you reading this are fully supportive of these pig apes as most or al of you are likewise shit hacking into my system and gawking and tourism-thrill-seeking and waiting for your own victims to torture, rape and murder when t his technology is further passed around, as it is and will be increasingly.

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One entire hour of fighting to click on one single item and fearing I would lose the information I kept fighting until the page froze, entirely. Turning the laptop off restarting--I just did 2 resets yesterday=4 hours, then 1 recovery, spent another hour fighting to toggle off any conceivable port of entry for hackers--using everything I am able to afford, which is nothing any longer---and then MONTHS OF this disgusting English rapist yelling screaming punching me in the face raping me so violently my body convulsed an embedded object in the multiple layers of hard poison that his partners, who he loves and calls more beautiful his great friends, but sticking to me non-stop as they laugh while he punches me in the face-then asking me for ideas, constantly then yelling at me to shut up--anything I think that is elaborate or intellectual he begins violently yelling at me to shut up, his partners the wealthy English who sit silently as well as the american "I'm part English" who have been showered with applause oscars awards for stealing my ideas and then covering up the theft with destroying all evidence of what I have written, leaving me for hours per day fighting JUST TO TURN THE WIFI ON is almost like a miracle if I can use it without it being blocked, attacked or turned off--and when I am fighting to get ANY SINGLE THING DONE in any capacity as a survivable entity on this planet, the every single thing I do is blocked, hacked, rewritten and all that I try to accomplish is blocked, destroyed and anything I think is used to attack me and is stolen if the hateful rapist abuser endless parasites need more ideas. This is something like 4 months of the next abuser violent life-threatening rapist literally turning my hair grey after his violent yelling abuse and rape, after the german parasite came punching raping abusing my face my body endless death threats--and senators are rushing yelling screaming threatening to kill me, and I am just one person defending myself and am surrounded by hate endlessly and always. The one and only thing I have left on this planet my cat they stole years ago whenI fought to get the next murdering rapist (depp and heard) off me from pounding more poison as deeply into my body as possible--and so they tortured my cat most beloved wonderful and beautiful animal and showed a photo of her fighting not to drown they threw her in the swimming pool and took photos of her fighting for her life not to drown--before sending her to baryshnikov who has teams of dogs chasing her, as she screams in terror and they fractured her rib cage for me calling the rapists who were murdering me, poisoning me laughing about how "fat" I had become as they had hardening murder poisons laced with horrific drugs poured into my food as they pounded the poison into my body every day laughing as I fought to stop it--then the 24/7 torture began and has not stopped for the past 16 years YEARS non-stop daily torture and abuse. Teams of actors and politicians have rushed to join in, raping abusing and calling me names endlessly abusing me and instantly being interviewed on major news networks on the same day or the next--featured in documentaries and etc on and on, and this english abuser rapist is being championed, is probably undoubtedly being handed as well as his cohorts out of London and england (germans russians etc all backing him, teams of euros are behind him, he is the english-speaking terror chaos agent sent to "break and crush" me for just fighting back--just defending myself and having ideas that they can sell off as their own--giving me nothing but taking all they can away from me. As with all the others, the beautiful flowering plants are half dead withered and black, after I throw plants away and buy more, this english hateful leech on me has them slowly killed--and he's there literally almost 24 hours a day abusing me. I can give one example of how blank and hateful he and his fellow english bigos truly are: one of the actors began violently raping and threatening me for writing a comment that slightly disagreed with what the american blonde woman had said about a shakespeare play--he rushed raped abused threatened my life yelled for hours as I fought the next hater and fought to get him off--for just demonstrating my own mind and thoughts on shakespeare which was not a light subject--I always received A's in college for my writing on shakespeare by the way, just saying. but the threat to them that I should have ideas and not just say nothing and not demonstrate my own talent or mind, as their take-over of the united states, in combination with the push for white fascist nazi supremacy is fully ongoing, and this is one of the facets not only to cut out education but to silence people like me so only their ordained critics and bigots have the only "say" or word possible, even for my own private thoughts. This next english rapist who so violently abused and raped me that part of the embedded filth that the aamerican nazi fascist mafia teams had poured pumped and injected into my body having one euro-rapist abuser after the next pound the poison into my body; thusly instructing this next one so blank and conformist all I see is blank hate and power machinations coming from him, not a second of any intelligent or interesting thing he has to say to me as with all. I was listening to wnyu archives and one show called passport, from around 2011 had a show with some electronic experimental music; one musician out of germany was playing a skewed version of a very classical-sounding piece. I listened and recognized the song and piece, but was a bit unsure (I had heard it in 2010, so a long time ago and it was in a collection from the artist). the endless leeching of my life every moment that this man who has made my hair turn solid white in front of my forehead from his violent rape death threats and 16 hoursa per day of abuse, yelling at anything I do that is above basic half-brain dead mediocrity, the only level they want me at, but they are still torturing me to obtain ideas through trauma rape and torture drugging and abuse. To continue: I was listening, the DJ said that this was a German artist who transposed a piece from Vivaldi and I thought to myself, in conversation with this hateful bigot I want no conversation with, but he is literally "in my head" for about 1/2 of every single day, literally from the moment i wake up to at bed, in my sleep, its' more than 12 hours per day, of death threats of smashing my head in of pornographic sexual abuse comments of asking me for ideas perpetually because I actually try to learn something every day, I have always tried to have a stellar career this group has poisoned me to the point of my body being paralyzed in internal equivalent of cement while they torture me endlessly untilI scream out ideas or "converse" with them because they are literally leeching off my thoughts my energy and life every moment to get this disgusting contract this insidious insult to humanity this lowering of all standards which thousands flock to---and I thought to myself, almost conversing with the leech energy drainign grey-hair making violent pornographic hate rapist out of england and his "aristocrat" "High class" supposed "superior" haters that it actually was a piece by Bach--what else would a German play they are all always referring to Bac-

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