Tuesday, March 23, 2021

Film review of a movie about hate, acted by hate actors who have acted in concert with the other hate actors in a hate crime against me that has expanded into almost every possible angle of hate that exists on this planet. The movie is a rendition of Shakespeare's The Merchant of Venice. I will not say which version or which year. I am trying not to endorse this actor who yearns for me to write about him so like the rest of the scoundrels, he can have more promotions for my reaction of hate and disgust at his hateful and disgusting performance of hate directed at me. He plays the victim role in this movie. Like all the rest, as usual, he's the polar example of the turnaround from a role of victim played in a movie to it's opposite villain role in reality.

 The entire movie, I have not watched all nor have I ever read this play as I never wanted to know about this theme--avoiding it could have shown me that from the beginning the actors--who are so controlled by Italians/mafia and Nazis from Europ-a-land--(I mean Europigapeland) and all they do is almost an exact replica of the restrictions, abuses and blocks to finance, owning property, hate and theft, hypocrisy and ugliness that is portrayed in Medieval Venice in this play-turned-movie. 

It is doubtful that the anti-Semites in the movie who play these roles are anything but vicious anti-Semites in reality, however it's always a bit on the nauseating side when the victim of violence plays the perpetrator in real life against an innocent victim---as I am and truly that is the reality despite whatever the liars claim about me and their role in attacking me. I think they would use any mere justification such as I got upset and called them a name or after they raped me for years and I lunged at them, or called them names or wrote something on my private FAcebook page after they stole ideas from it and from all I have ever done or have, they then torture me for saying or thinking or writing anything or telling them they are pigs, whores, spitting on them or trying to kill them (as I have done with them all). I never write of my reactions to their hate against me but suffice it to say that I spend all my time under teleportation physically fighting them or verbally fighting with them or praying for them to die and trying to kill them if I can just reach them. They commit violence upon me from behind, from side angles--and I cannot see clearly in this sleeping, teleportation state so it's akin to them attacking a blind person. 

I watch this movie, or I should say, I began yesterday because is showed up on my movie search for recent movies. The movie came out in 2004, so it is not recent. I of course have to look on all the free streaming movie sites, which are mostly a repository of terror and horror movies and trauma-based movie plots--almost exclusively that is what this group hacks into my every movie search. I am too ill to study or read anything that requires concentration. My internet is so hacked and "controlled" that any real interesting movie is blocked from all the free sites and I really am blocked from access. I must emphasize how badly the drugs that are poured into my body by these mechanical arms entering my room through the panels--which I cannot stop--how badly this affects my ability to concentrate (or look at bright light) I am continuously drugged and sick and detoxifying (ten years of this going on and on every single day). Thus in absolute lethargic sickness (and not money to buy medicine, not really and I must endlessly pay for materials to try to defend myself against these break-ins and nothing stops the endless attack upon me (and of course no one stops it either).

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the movie, The Jew surrounded by people spitting on him. I spat on psycho-Depp the Jew bigot (I am turning their accusations onto them, because they are the n-word pig apes and not me, they are the rats and they are the garbage and they are the losers but they have been paid to play these roles to drag everyone else down--overpaid losers really that is what they are).

How the hate gnaws at me because I watch this movie which I have avoided (the play, not this particular movie--and for years I have tried to block out the hate of this actor who is so openly anti-Semitic and yet plays in a most disparaging way Jewish men--how and why these studios never put actual Jewish men in Jewish male roles, instead of an anti-Semitic "Italian-American" operating with mafia and Nazis--who has attacked me when I tried to get a physically violent rapist German actor off me--calling me the b-word to which I called him names in return--a male bitch and what a bitch this creep is


he began to teleport me the day I watched this movie--told him he was stupid in other words and to get any mere thought of trying to get anything out of using me out of his noughuty noggin--just another parasite but famous--he played the role of Jewish victim in a way that was sympathetic and made the character looked absolutely downtrodden--which is after all what he does in real life and what he is doing to me out of pure racist reasons.

But oh well, it's the usual scumbag and the usual hypocrisy of these pig apes and the usual ancient hate being directed at me. The Jews who are friends with scum like him and this gang of pig pit actors are whittled down specimens of acceptance who most willingly attack me for the benefit of approval of the pigs they have been taught to bow down to like slaves. That particular trait can be seen in the daughter character of the despised Jew who is reacting to vicious hate and oppression. I am only continuing the movie because I want to see what will happen between the father and his most desperate to be accepted daughter. How many decades I have been subjected to this very theme of Jews attacking me most viciously and surrendering all concept of pride in order to be accepted by mere trashy shit bigot Nazis and that is almost more viciously done by blacks who are some of the worst attackers--besides the Asians and the latinos but for "Jew-against-Jew" hate, this play by Shakespeare FINALLY comes close to the actual reality of how people are trained to betray their own family for the benefit of being accepted and living the lavish life of the perpetrators who steal, rape and rob everything possible.


I could write more of a story about this, but I will watch the rest of the move. I was beginning to write about psycho-depp the fascist bigot who is and always was towards me a most filthy and nasty bigot rapist scumbag. His nasty rat daughter has been awarded every kind of prize for spitting on me after I spat at her nasty rapist father--that was 2 years into him teleporting and raping me. This rotten rat spawn has been trained by her nasty French mother in the post-Vichy regime that France is and all it's colonies and all it's black subjects and as for the rest of the Europeans, they all have fallen into Goose-step formation as well. Thus the "training" into what I see is clearly the aim of this hideous group is to reinforce an ancient form of ghettoizing (my word) jews back into absolute inferior positions economically and morally and in every way. I suspect that old Shylock will have it very bad by the end of this play that is so true, and that is why I told this pig ape actor that his performance was "Great" because he understands implicitly how the goal is absolute devastation upon every nuance of a semblance of dignity heaped with spittle and insults upon Jews until they are so weak that they just meekly step onto the trains without a fight--the oppression is so complete that Jews were not allowed to go out into Venetian society after dark. The poison that has been poured into my body has effected the same condition physically to restrain me from going out--just like a curfew. I think the barometric pressure as night wears on my body increases the poison--which acts as a malleable substance that expands and contracts with heat and damp--literally I can feel it and I know this is true. 

And so they are being trained and are trying to induct more people into this training into absolute what we call fascist Nazism, but fascism is a term from the Italian fascist Party under Mussolini--and people like Pelosi and this actor, the Brooklyn "Italian-American" mafia who can only describe reality under terms of identifying with Italy--almost their sole concept of reality is to bring as much of Italy into America as possible. All the American values of equality and freedom--what a threat that is to them. To shout about equality and The American people but in private the revival of the atrocities of Medieval witch hunts and genocides is their true aim and goal. The daughter rat of that nasty American actor psycho-Depp who seems to think that his role in movies playing various concocted characters makes up for his disgusting displays of ignorance, rape and violence along with  his rotten rat daughter spitting on me after I finally began to try to get this rotten parasite off me, and seeing that this piece of shit obtained every award possible for her incompetence as a performer but competence at absolutely following every atrocity that precedes a real genocide and being put into lead role position. Having written about these pieces of crap only means that they are going to get more funding, more awards and more prizes--as me mentioning the ugliness and hate only brings more kudos and approval for them by this hate organization which has fully subordinated every real aspect of American exceptionalism and turned it literally into a colonized fascist Nazi state propaganda complex.

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Now I have written of a lot of hate and expressed it most hatefully--I fully applaud Shakespeare at this point in the drama, as I have not read nor heard of how this play ends. I can only surmise that the Jew gets killed in the end and his daughter continues to betray him and goes off into the flaming sunset of death with her bigot boyfriend traitor bigot arm-in-arm or the real scenario would be that he impregnates her and then abandons her for a fascist bigot blonde woman--that's the real story of how this group operates. Well, I will just have to see how much more insult the Jew in the play must endure and if he will be killed by the throng of pig ape Europigapes. I swear this sounds like a lot of hate coming from me. Give me a billion pounds of the flesh of these pigs to feed to the swine cut out of their black nigger hearts.

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But I am drugged and nevertheless, this movie does bring out the wrath of the targets and the understanding of who the real guilty and vile people are--as the hypocrisy is very acute and Shakespeare described it well enough. The real act of betrayal in order to obtain the "love" of the enemy is the most truthful of all the dismal truths that are being thrust upon me in order to re-instate this type of pre-genocidal  holocaust that the Italians heaped upon Jews 200 years later. The Jews had 200 years to try to create an army for protection but they didn't. They waited on the protection of God that never appeared when the pig apes came to kill them and they prayed and tore out their hair. They should have been training to tear the hearts out of the Italian pig ape fascists instead for all those 200 years of Medieval torture from the pigs to the time when they were herded off to be slaughtered by the German pig apes in the Polish pig ape towns where the pig apes of that country welcomed the death marches and machinery in. As the rest of Europigapeland completely participated and they all still do in the same vicious way. Now America is heading in that direction with the full assent of Jews who just want to be loved and accepted into the folds of the perpetrators. 

If you do not want a global system like this to continue to oppress Jews, then first please read the play or watch the movie (but I do not endorse this actor and I repeat, get the thought of trying to exploit me out of your noughoty nugget brain--bitch).

and, I am not miserable I am not in a state of hate although it sounds like it. I am relieving the hate that is being endlessly directed at me by haters. This is a reflection of what they really are--this hate I write of. The statement I make about ripping their hearts out is correct and a pound of that rotten stinking flesh is not even the beginning of reparations that should be done to these ape hyena parasites. 

That this movie so clearly encapsulates the racism and hate that is being aimed at me by American actors along with their Europigape handlers--for they are animals and are being trained by their controlling agents who hand them these parts and roles year after year the same shit never goes away and by now their dead souls are stinking with rancid spiritual half life decay.

Perhaps this does sound a bit hateful. But, the movie is poignant in how awful that racism is. The fact that pieces of lard like Aprah the performing hyena talk show host is as ugly, racist and stupid and vicious as the rest is a testament to how blacks are so anti-Semitic it's not even a joke--as they blather endlessly about racism being directed at them, they play the daughter of Shylock so well and that role is almost the most significant key to the entire spectacle of how racism is inculcated into the next generation of victims-turned-perpetrator.

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If you do not want this system to continue, then stop watching me flail around asking for help for years and years and instead get busy learning to defend your honor and that of any kind of free country or system. Instead you will be living in a Medieval hierarchy where the worst hypocrites can burn, zap, stun and kill anyone they don't like but rape and torture and steal from them beforehand. The Democracies of the world are there only in name at this point. They are being destroyed and this Medieval fascism is taking root with the full assistance of these modern technological equivalents of Medieval torture dungeons, Ghettos and enforced incarceration upon the innocent and the vulnerable. Even if you have a fortress around you the technology can penetrate every wall even if it has a lead base. This group has a base that can break into every home and through every defense system, but most importantly they have a global network of minions mostly minorities who do every kind of disgusting attack and they laugh and giggle about it as they steal, rape rob and murder. If you do not want this then stop doing nothing to stop it continuing and growing and expanding as it has been the 8-10 years I have been writing about this the fascism and Nazism has grown absolutely DUE TO THIS SITUATION forced upon me. If you do not agree that Trump has brought fascism and Nazism into clear focus in the last 4 years, then you must understand that this group of actors handed him this technology shortly before the 2016 primaries and that boosted Trump into leadership position--or greatly enhanced his chances and his polls and standing--like a leap of approval after he began to torture and teleport me along with this very group attacking me. The person responsible for helping Trump rise to power is also OBAMA THE FAKE BLACK ANTI-SEMITE who has also heaped torture upon me by allowing it to go on and on. The list of the guilty who are absolutely famous and still being awarded and praised is enormous by now who have participated in attacking me. Because I am not famous and have been thwarted from all achievements except for a few--just getting through grad school while various murder attempts were made upon me to stop me from getting this higher education--that I barely survived and ten years later after first beginning to try to fight this poison out of my body--I can now say that although I have not been famous and these people are, and so many of them converging upon me--makes my claim of being attacked by the very wealthy, teleported while sleeping--it makes me so vulnerable to being labeled schizophrenic or delusional. 

however, whatever you may want to believe or not, the fact is that Nazism and fascism are on the rise regardless of what has happened to me--but that these people are being promoted for imitating this Medieval style of hate that is very clear in The Merchant of Venice and is a behavioral pattern that is being awarded in MILLIONS of dollars worth of deals, contracts and awards and prizes which trickles down into free rent for the lower levels of scum who attack me--with this system increasing in popularity because of the freedom to torture combined with huge awards and incentives poured out like candy upon grasping greedy who inflict hate upon the needy and they create that desperation. The only way "out" of the holes that are forced upon the newly disenfranchised is now going to be following the orders and making this hate system completely inescapable. 


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Clumps of hair continuously falling out when I brush my damaged destroyed hair, what is left of it from years of fungus semen and hair-follicle destruction chemicals slathered into my scalp by the whorewood group STILL welcomed to inflict death upon me in covert, slow mechanisms of undetectable torture, information extraction and violence. Once more Gavin Newsom literally under threat of continuous torture-to-death by his ally Tom Hardy asked me for a tarot reading about whatever--his premise to run for president. I instantly told him to stop the near-death torture that he and hardy have been giggly and sexually completely turned on with derision rape and torture sexual emotional and physical abuse leveling my body hormone levels combined with endless murder poisons I am shitting out from decades of them pent-up inside layers of hard-as-rock poisons that were integrated with mind control drugs and other poisons to kill me undetectable--every day fighting to stretch and exercise while a panel of men who have raped tortured abused my cats insulted me with hate and derision then destruction when I defend myself--politicians rushing to threaten to have me killed for defending myself all sitting there urging me to hurry up and get the poisons out so they can achieve their agenda of forcing a baby out of me for next generation mind control experimentation and studies---forced out of me in a system of life-threat abuse rape and racist violence that is akin to lynch mob covert murder and destruction of american independence of racial equality which is enforced with malice and malevolent murderous violence by English Imperialists--Hardy a staunch Royalist and today after his endless hissing death threats while I was going to the toilet while I held any object his abuse that goes on literally every moment all day into the night then in deep sleep; now maybe 7 months of him after years of endless euro-apes rushing to do the same with shitalina and ugly dirty pig ape pitt using this contract to steal MY IDEAS so they appear as if they are not stupid dirty mediocrity prostituted nazi iconography ape scumbags----bringing in non-stop europigape shit whores who rush violently at me beating raping having me on my knees as they sexually torture and abuse me when I fight back shit like nancy pelosi (with newsom as part of her cartel plantation backed by italian fascist and brooklyn mafia genocidal murdering bigots---) and thusly, I collapsed in the past 10 days from huge chunks of poison that have been embedded and latched into my spine and hips into my skull extending into my entire skeleton in a labyrinth of complexity twisting tubes of the hard poison with pockets of stinking foul black poison pouring into my blood stream and literally ripping cellular muscle tissue and internal skin out of my body---I collapse very often on my bed unable to keep my head up in a sinking drugged sickness often they gouge the cuticles cut them out (hardy had this done at the onset of his terrorism and rape and beatings and non-stop death threats for the first few months---actually, more than half a year of daily and nightly torture from this odious thug completely welcomed to abuse me into fractured mental states of sobbing and crying to stop raping me get off me shut up screaming as ugly shitalina sits watching smiling and laughing ugly dirty pig ape pitt smug and determined that his years of going to the oscars for the ideas his group of shit stole from me--from Once upon a time in whorewood to spotlight to blonde to babylon and tv shows he has producted (i.e. about bob marley) and just for having inflicted mutilation tortrure abuse and rape upon me his dirty trashy mediocre partner shitalina has gone to the oscars for stealing ideas verbatim that i wrote maria malificent another movie about cambodia and multiple movie themes and concepts she has stolen from my writing--using my words verbatim as her "feminist" pitch for the United Nations during the Nazi regime ousting jewsw from whorewood such as weinstein, etc etc. I fell asleep because huge hardened chunks of death and murder poisons I had twisted out of the sides of my back into the lateral framework of the sagittal plane---and I literally could not move I could not wrap the layers of protection around my head as I do every night; I began wrapping my head for the past 2 days but not having taken a shower for over 5 days I finally was able to wash the tell-tale greasy stink that was sprayed and rubbed into my scalp which they do every time I cannot protect my body. My hands are huge and ugly from chemicals slathered on my hands, the cuticles having been literally cut out of multiple fingers and toes my hands and feet are completely deformed the skin hideously scaly from the moisture being completely destroyed---the months of working every day to heal are just reverted back to the horrific state my hair and scalp and body has been for years of not being able to defend or protect myself while I was so bloated and paralyzed with poisons latched onto my spine in every single possible contortion combination pulling in every direction simultaneously so drugged I could not understand movie plots and etc. Every day being tortured for more creative ideas so the dirty filth of europigapeland can use my ideas as their own to infiltrate the American market. Policitians rushing to join in making every kind of death threat at me as they profit and join into the endlessly corrupted media empire that the europigapes have either bought out and control from behind the scenes or have actually purchased or play controller roles therein. the Nazi network also demands that all obey all the dictates of their control. Thusly Hardy went at me today and it is instant energy-draining hate for this vile and filthy thug who appears only to be a mediocre mindless bigot with boxing training using it upon me. They smeared my hair so badly that the barely thin layer of hair covering the huge bald spot from years of my hair being so damaged for a few months after I fought off a german rapist who was especially violent and abusive and I called him a pig--dirty filthy arnold shit-negtger rushed to hug him openly in front of me putting his snake arm around the german stupid ape creep--who had been trained in the art of passionate violin playing by a wheel-chair bound Israeli Jew very famous--who happily gave this german lout lessons because Jews are supposed to service nazis, didn't you know? Instantly the Jewish man poured his videos onto my youtube channel but my hair began to fall out in clumps my scape was knobby from the hair follicles literally having been pulled out--hair removal technology was used on my scalp to literally pull hair follicles out. There is nothing I can do to regrow in these 80% bald patches on my hair but extremely thin 1/8 inch sprouts of hair have grown back after putting everything I can think of and purchase on the scalp. Gone---5 days of such sickness that as usual I was writing FURIOUSLY BEGGING FOR MY LIFE TO GET HARDY OFF FROM ABUSING ME TO DEATH while poisons were literally ripping out of my central nervous system, taking bits of nervous system cellular structure and muscle and flesh out and dumping murder toxins congealed into my body for over 40 years--this is what was done to me decades ago from multiple surgeries, just by the way. Somehow as a miracle someone got hardy from abusing me to death by making him stop for one day--the ape has returned because behind him are the English crown members of the wealthy "elite" pig ape cartel, who have proven to be stupid ugly dirty racist bigots with very little behind their assumption of intellectual superiority. They claim is bolstered by having me drugged into near comatose inability to understand, being manipulated by them mentally while I am in deep sleep state teleported to their houses where they play lying skits so I presume the situation is relevant to one concept but instead they are using word plays on the meanings as if I am consenting to their abuse and degradation skits. Little beyond power grabbing machiavellian mental mind screw mentality has ever been demonstrated by the english "elite" who rush to have their violent lower classes inflict the street fighting thuggery upon me in my vulnerable state while ugly shitalin and pig ape pitt sit smug because for over 16 years I have told them NO that I can't stand them by now it's in every subconscious state declaring how odious and repulsive and dirty and what parasites they are---still they persist because like hardy they are mostly mediocrity their pumped-up body images trained and coached NOT POISONED with hardening and bloating chemicals and not infected with racist bias intending to crush the spirit and pride of the groups they want to exploit (to death) such as Jews, blacks, etc (amplifying gays as long as they are mostly white or service them if they are otherwise--the one group that the Nazis abhored is now seminally welcomed into the 4th Reich which is homosexuality but only as long as it is in the private enclaves of the wealth orgy estates and private, not as any potential power group in society).//so, telling hardy with seething hate that he is disgusting--but i was watching something that was hacked into my youtube channel with Prince Charles and his spouse riding in some carriage to greet trump & frau nazi wife---and I said trying to be friendly trying to say something honestly positive that, yes that was beautiful and if I were english I would be proud of such a display. Instantly as if I had exposed a weakness or vulnerability hardy punched my breasts with violent hate saying "damn right" blah blah about english superiority and that I had belittled his culture previously--but I have never said that the beautiful buildings and the displays are inferior I have stated that their overtake of america using death squads and utmost racism and minorities who are blank and dumb control victims of racism fighting for a "piece of the pie" are their dumbed-down pawns; apparently america is comletely controlled by this group. The whites are in-training for the lessons to be learned in the psychological destruction of groups which pose a threat to their centuries of millennia of racist overtake of other cultures and societies (along with the rest of europe, basing much on Roman history and fascist and Imperialism the entire continent was the precursor to american slaughter and genocide of the Indigenous Indian tribes and everything else they could depose and steal from--which is the prevailing norm now regarding "minority" groups in America a similar pan-euro model of genocide is being trained through these mind control skits and Hardy is like the masses of the working class "soldiers" and for Hardy it is his huge chance to get out of playing thug roles and have the elite mark of distinction he is reveling in the money and profits and awards generated he is fixated into abusing me (to death) if he could. //NOthing can get him off me. The politicians are determined to get this contract, the democrats are working with the republicans in this private mind control hate scheme so they all "share" in the power structure and share dividends alike and no amount of change or resistance is possible even with the changing of horses the guard remains something of violent armies protecting the monarchy's interests (america now as a vassal colonized state of english imperialism german nazism french haute fascist fashion and italian mafia programming). I just have to add that Scorsese "won" some award for his movie about an American indigenous tribe of wealthy indian women who had inherited massive amounts of wealth due to oil being discovered on their native tribal lands--or those lands meted out to the tribes after the Euro-=colonists decimated slaughtered and destroyed and left them with nothing. This same principle of stealing all and giving nothing in return is the operating priincipal of this contract out on me. Besides that, the movie about some tribe with the actors who have rushed to assault me for decades (even before their open inclusion in this semi-closed circuit of terrorism absolutely controllked by fascist nazi groups mafia and organized criminality operating in smooth criminality with politicians who espouse every kind of benevolent concern about their sales-pitch group they are defending in public--screwing in private unless they can play or go along and play plantation subordinate). //The movie is based on the reality of this program into training Americans into the "Manifest Destiny" mentality of genocide of Indians (now people like me, the "tribes" they want to steal all from and destroy afterwards, sometimes intermarrying to gain acceptance and then slowly poisoning the victim to death, as the movie detailed it was another Nazi programming bs whorewood movie detailing the methodology of what is so benignly called "gang stalking" and "gaslighting". They use the same methods as were detailed in the movie of drugging and poisoning and mind controlling with "love" and then stealing the loot the land the oil the money and for me, it's ideas. Nothing but torture to death afterwards and having people moved out moved off eliminated silenced dis-empowered and then shot in the head if they fight back (one of the indigenous women was killed in such fashion because she began hitting her white tormentor abuser husband and thusly the white nazi cowboy network told the husband to prove his worth for white man's burden and so he shot her in the head in front of his buddies but that is like the token symbol of approval and that he never gave a damn in the first place, was always using her for usurpation of the oil and land for the "good Christian" men and women who went out to the rodeo after they slaughtered and took all over. This movie "won" but it was a programming device with Scorsese and the brooklyn mafia thugs like deniro all hailing back to Italy constantly with the gottis only stating that they are italian and etc--the same principle applies to shitalina with her english mommy aligned with the english crown, and hardy sits next to them all--newsom with "I'm Italian" pelosi, and etc etc the list is endless, the situation is never ending. I am writing this today just to detail their modus operandi in case one day people are fed up with how badly the country is falling apart perhaps they might recall how they used entertainment and worship of plastic-created mediocrity sleazy sexualized psychopaths in order to put in power a government that sold out for haute luxury for politicians in france and italy as their quid-pro-quo. treating americans like the indians the former euro colonizers so easily slaughtered and in american fashion justifying it all with hailing Jesus as "good Christians". Hardy never mentions Christianity he only references the English Empire constantly as his main focus of justification. Right now he has hacked a photo of Big Ben in London as the photo for my microsoft page which is hacked so badly that they are turning everything on and off so constantly it's about every 3 minutes. I watch and peruse the utter destruction going on every day not only in the U.S. but in terms of surveillance they are clamping down absolutely. They want an IMPERIAL control system of despotism. Therefore, they can barely get Hardy off me for even more than one day the awards and prizes he is obtaining for endless life-threatening abuse and hate has pushed his career into a huge spot I suggest--as with shitalina and pit ape pitt and anniston the dirty wife of pitt and the group of whorewood Reagan-era plants into that system to penetrate and bring in as much euro-centric facsist nazi imperialistic smug posturing sexulized and then never-ending in the headlines and sequels but MY IDEAS they have used as if they are not hateful life-screwming mediocrities while they have destroyed for over 16 years and much longer my every life-work for my success stolen and destroyed broken and killed off everything that was beautiful. My patio is lined with dead plants that had been gloriously flowering beauty plants slowly killed after months of me fighting to keep them alive as they are slowly killed, plant-after-plant. Dirty sleazy hardy yelling "you can have plants and your own garden" (If you just provide me with this endless award as all the men who rape and abuse me are all trying to abuse me into "submission" after the abuse is so violent and life-threatening their every word and action is so ugly dirty filthy and abominable that htere is nothing but me praying daily for their deaths).

In the past 10 days, I have written essentially screaming online begging to this this foul and disgusting oaf scumbag hardy off me--for mont...