Friday, April 9, 2021

My posts written today....(and every time I write on any forum or on this blog or anywhere)...

 copied from Facebook:


My posts written today, and every day, are under "mind control" influence. I want to reiterate this while I can still think and write somewhat as hacking has minimized to the degree that I can barely type without having to backspace and retype. My posts today began as an attempt to write with calm equilibrium but the mind control attacks, which left me dizzy after i got up, were severe enough to create this chasm of mental alertness and reactionary hyperbolia hate rants regarding the actor I wrote of, which is a nasty and negative person to my perspective (but of course H-wood loves these types so--I am alone it seems.) but my reaction of hostility and name-calling is "uncalled for" in terms of any outsider reading my posts--but in terms of years of torture it is a mere drop in a hate storm of scheisse. She is the ocean of scheisse but just another droplette of the scheisse I have had to be smeared by energetically and physically.

Oh, I cannot write without devoling into hate rants when I attempt to write about these "people". The brain-alteration from tech makes my brain really sink into hate reveries instead of clear and calm analysis. I swear this is no excuse. I will not rewrite as I just leave my posts up as is for purposes of demonstrating how mind control operates. However it is discrediting to me but after years of this, I am not capable of defending myself except as after-thoughts after getting off the laptop and doing something else, I understand how badly the mind control has affected my ability to convey with any real clear-headed design for structure and content.
Alas--it's all I can do. When someone decides to stop this travesty upon me then I will not "discredit" myself by writing about crimes and criminals with hate and aplomb like a stink bomb of writing. Maybe this is entertaining in some way to people--this discrediting of me with these attacks upon my brain while I write.
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I am being forced into prison or homelessness for having defended my country and my body and life. The creep goon team of whorewood and congress have been hacking endless prison and homeless videos to signal what they intend to do to me.//moved to Philadelphia from California to get away from gavin hate, which I had done last july 2025 to get away from trump florida hate lying social security fraud, only to find that since I moved to PA in late Feb, Fetterman is now being groomed by rump (and old gavin) into joining the repus with glittery incentives which is by now a familiar all-daily scene in this teleportation gig hate torment murder contract microchip hell technotyrannical death: it is not coincidence that fetterman is now a linchpin factor in switching the senate if dems get a win in nov that this one senator from the state which I just moved to, as old gavin sat with rump in teleportation a week after I moved out of florida to get away from his abuse social security hate machine (lies, manipulation trynig to empty my bank account telling me illegally to go in person to pay all in a cashier's check out of my bank account-- an illegal demand by the way. By phone they can say anything even if the call is recorded I have NO LEGAL RECOURSE. Gavin and trump are now on fetterman's cue to do the same gold-purchase contract as all the devils before him on a daily basis hateful demons rushing yelling murder at me for having watched a clip on y outube--in an effort to get the hours of death threats and yelling insults and abuse in a sick and paralyzed state from years of having been raped and poisoned on a daily basis---thusly, fetterman now being groomed by the rump regime is no mere election situation it is directly tied to me having moved there--without a doubt of course, I could never "prove" this it's very obvious to me since the contract out on me is this gigantic. ///I do not have enough money saved in my account to survive this any longer, I have been paying off subpoverty monthly substandard ssi disability benefits for years saving money every month and storing student loans and covid for an emergency. They are demanding thta I pay all back to the government and all is forgiven and permissible under law for me to retain in my bank account. That agency under the rump regime will not SEND A LETTER with exactly what I must have in my bank account before they reinstate my benefits--they discounted the covid money in one letter and now are demanding on the hacked phone calls to the main number, treating an address change like it's a "review" of my case which is not their rules probably not the law---demanding that I give exact information about dates of when they cut my money off over 14 months after it had begun while my brain is under attack; this network knows this and then when I gave one month wrong instead of february I said March (because that is when the money stopped but it was cut off in february_ thenasked me what month I had sent in a request for reinstatement I said July 2025, they remained silent then began screaming that I must go into their field office to prove my identity since I did not answer their verification questionss (by phone they only ask your dob, name address and some personal id quesions which I answer that has always been all necessary suddenly they began asking me thsese probing questions, I should have hung up but had to hang up when they began scxreaming at me "I wll tell you what is protocol" after so many lies that i told this agent on the main number that changing address by phone is protocol and it's by law mostly the only way social security demands this be done-not in person at an office). No letters upon multiple r equests and fetterman is now being seduced into the dark arts of the nazi teleportation contract which means endless money and promotions for fetterman and he is already participating in this hate crime against me. When I moved to the Phily region there had been no mention of fetterman and trump making some slide-on-over deal but suddenly it's public attention. I am unable to go into the field office for reasons that I prefer not to name but namely they will lie to me in person and try to defraud me and then claim that this was an officious meeting and then change their rules and force this completely theft upon me. All must be done by letter from that agency they are lying to me by phone and I believe this has been engineered by fetterman with the "jewish" governor's full permission. I had hoped that this jewish governor would be a bit more friendly towards me than the usual jewish nazi who fully and always goes happily along with having me destroyed for his nazi approval ratings to go up a few more notches, as is always the case. //Because I don't want my formerly incredible country The United States, which is MY country not the white nazi bigots' country not gavin old scum's state of california it's MY COUNTRY they are traitors they should be ousted from MY COUNTRY THE UNITED STATES they are selling america to nazi foreigners for some sleazy backroom sex orgy haute fantasy wealth league and all exclusion to the rest. Because I will not allow them to murder me with my consent, because I have fought to have MY LIFE not destroyed by more white nazi trash shit bigots asserting this most egregious violation of all human rights implant technology and this insidious gang stalking goon society into my life with warm smiles of subjugated traumatized stockholm syndrome love forced out of my beaten and damaged body.

*hacking and rewrites is extreme: I checked all words while writing upon having published and then returning to add thoughts which were lite...