Friday, April 9, 2021

My posts written today....(and every time I write on any forum or on this blog or anywhere)...

 copied from Facebook:


My posts written today, and every day, are under "mind control" influence. I want to reiterate this while I can still think and write somewhat as hacking has minimized to the degree that I can barely type without having to backspace and retype. My posts today began as an attempt to write with calm equilibrium but the mind control attacks, which left me dizzy after i got up, were severe enough to create this chasm of mental alertness and reactionary hyperbolia hate rants regarding the actor I wrote of, which is a nasty and negative person to my perspective (but of course H-wood loves these types so--I am alone it seems.) but my reaction of hostility and name-calling is "uncalled for" in terms of any outsider reading my posts--but in terms of years of torture it is a mere drop in a hate storm of scheisse. She is the ocean of scheisse but just another droplette of the scheisse I have had to be smeared by energetically and physically.

Oh, I cannot write without devoling into hate rants when I attempt to write about these "people". The brain-alteration from tech makes my brain really sink into hate reveries instead of clear and calm analysis. I swear this is no excuse. I will not rewrite as I just leave my posts up as is for purposes of demonstrating how mind control operates. However it is discrediting to me but after years of this, I am not capable of defending myself except as after-thoughts after getting off the laptop and doing something else, I understand how badly the mind control has affected my ability to convey with any real clear-headed design for structure and content.
Alas--it's all I can do. When someone decides to stop this travesty upon me then I will not "discredit" myself by writing about crimes and criminals with hate and aplomb like a stink bomb of writing. Maybe this is entertaining in some way to people--this discrediting of me with these attacks upon my brain while I write.
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Landlord attack, obviously coordinated with central committee orders. Or should I say slime slum-lord son-of-former landlord calling himself by a different name? He even had his name changed so he could present himself as a different owner, purchasing the unit the month I resigned for another contract and could not get out. Was too sick from endless hours of shouting screaming abuse detoxifying poisons sick bedridden abused to exhaustion and near-dying states of enervation depletion of life force to the edge of body function while fighting murder poisons my body needs 100% energy to battle interal poisoning on a deadly scale and pulling poisons out of my spine every day on top of it all. Landlord had the electricity turned off for one week almost 4 weeks ago, for one week while social security demanded within 4 days 3 years of financial records downloaded and sent "today" but deadline graciously offered in 4-days time. going to a cafe near my abode and hackers poured malware onto my laptop so it was unusable and had to go to a shop. The rest is never-ending disruption to get me to miss the deadline so all money cut off for the review of my case still pending. today internet turned off. The new landlord who hacks into my phone so when I sms him a message regarding the attacks he is being paid to coordinate (my room stinking filthy, things literally stolen from my room via mechanical arms while I am in the room--they just stole a telephone charger set which I had on my bed yesterday, and walked into anothe room came back it was all gone. The day before something had been stolen but returned that night on my bed. And today internet turned off. Feeling the stress of social security alerting me to respond immediately (they gave me less than one day for a phone appointment which would determine my life and if missed, I would miss all chances for review and money cut off or a lengthy wait (i.e. 1-2 months) for a new appointment. Letter arriving the day before the appointment rather than the 7-14 days prior notice that is normal--somehow the mail delivered the day before the meeting but mailed out days earlier (like 7 -10 days earlier arriving over one week later as part of the global attack system). The internet off. The landlord deletes my sms messages which I "send" to his phone but are deleted from my "sent" box within 2 minutes because he deletes them It happens with no one else I can sms and the message remains in the sent box. I sent him the sms and it was "gone" but I could not understand that it was being deleted due to so much hacking I could not eliminate the source from all the multitudinous attacks simultaneously aimed at me in every tech setting and situation. //I sent three messages because he never responds so I assume he has not gotten the message. This is a mind screw operator filled with open lies which are extremely nasty at the core of the premise but done endlessly while my brain is under attack so I am susceptible to the lies. One example is yesterday I had to purchase something and the recipient had only a higher designation of money to repay me with and I could not subtract a simple number I was lost with basic math skills which I know instantly otherwise. My brain is so muddled under this brain assault system they permeate my brain with this "energy" so I am lost in a miasma of unfounded credibility for liars and users which surround me to screw me over, lie and make me appear I have no clue about what I am doing.//He did not respond and I felt the fear and dread of social security sending me another message via their portal to contact them immediately "or else" and they have done this for the 16 month duration of keeping me waiting and waiting and then they send letters demanding contact instantly or they will cut off or deny me. I panicked that the connection might be lost for a similar event and last month I so badly harmed my back from all the stress and I wrote this monmth of this group who ordered all this physical violence via exertion my body could not handle along with the stress while they began to really murder me via non-stop yelling abuse death threats while I was eliminating black poisons because, although it never comes out of my body so this hell is finally over of trying to rid my body of this compression block of poisons which never leaves it has taken 50 years or longer for this amount of compressed poison to accumulate to this point (much of which the same peole abusing me in teleportation had jammed pounded and otherwise pumped, injected and then dousing my food poured into my food. I sent him a message and no response, the "sent box" literally had shown the message being sent then the message disappered, as has happened with this lying male who "bought" the unit the 2nd week after I signed another year contract. //And this hate group organization has done this same thing repeatedly for decades--a "new owner" arrives to buy the place I just rented almost immediately after I sign the lease. Droves of abusers rushing to observe me proably for the endless rape contract while I am in deep penetrating sleep state unable to wake up so they have every place "for sale" so they can inspect how to attack me and it's probably what has been happening for decades. //this dude is however feeding off the rewards for having my home stinking filthy broken down amazingly more than they have been pouring breaking spraying and pounding into the physical space and all furniture and objects literally filth everywhere under everything layers of black and brown filth even a week after I clean. //he answered the phone because he did not respond to the third sms which also disappeared. He answered with hate and open annoyance I merrily told him that the internet was off, obviously I knew he had turned it off but however, the lurking doubt kept me trying to be analytical rather than assumptive. He played more lies. I told him I could not understsand how I could sms him and the message not showing up after I sent, he instantly told me he had another call and to hold one moment, please and then hung up on me. Finally the internet is on again but anothe abuser got to play his game.