Friday, April 9, 2021

My posts written today....(and every time I write on any forum or on this blog or anywhere)...

 copied from Facebook:


My posts written today, and every day, are under "mind control" influence. I want to reiterate this while I can still think and write somewhat as hacking has minimized to the degree that I can barely type without having to backspace and retype. My posts today began as an attempt to write with calm equilibrium but the mind control attacks, which left me dizzy after i got up, were severe enough to create this chasm of mental alertness and reactionary hyperbolia hate rants regarding the actor I wrote of, which is a nasty and negative person to my perspective (but of course H-wood loves these types so--I am alone it seems.) but my reaction of hostility and name-calling is "uncalled for" in terms of any outsider reading my posts--but in terms of years of torture it is a mere drop in a hate storm of scheisse. She is the ocean of scheisse but just another droplette of the scheisse I have had to be smeared by energetically and physically.

Oh, I cannot write without devoling into hate rants when I attempt to write about these "people". The brain-alteration from tech makes my brain really sink into hate reveries instead of clear and calm analysis. I swear this is no excuse. I will not rewrite as I just leave my posts up as is for purposes of demonstrating how mind control operates. However it is discrediting to me but after years of this, I am not capable of defending myself except as after-thoughts after getting off the laptop and doing something else, I understand how badly the mind control has affected my ability to convey with any real clear-headed design for structure and content.
Alas--it's all I can do. When someone decides to stop this travesty upon me then I will not "discredit" myself by writing about crimes and criminals with hate and aplomb like a stink bomb of writing. Maybe this is entertaining in some way to people--this discrediting of me with these attacks upon my brain while I write.

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The giggly, fun "game" of torturing me to death slowly, every day, the giggly Kamala Harris is now replaced by smirking laughing Newsome, although the California contingent is a be happy don't worry group (unless they might lose their races) the east coast P-lousy is grim violent her slurring saccharine voice for the public is a menacing growling death threat at me for say ing no to dirty arnold and shitalina, her clown heroes of endless dark money graft endlessly poured into her overseas coffers (perhaps in Italy, where she claims she really is from) but California is a nice cousin-style home-away-from Italy home and murder mafia are her real home courtesy of her east coast heritage (perhaps a generation or two behind her actual domicile but she has lots more in europigapeland and more and more from her collusion with shitalina the half-stupid pure sleazy filth they all adore--showing their lack of all humanity their absolute lack of higher intelligence to run a little convenience store allowing criminals to open the cash register while they are in the backroom counting the hand-out from the crime; that is their level, truly in congress in the senate--etc. The "fun" game has been every single day "played" by ugly shitalina her Englih dirty filthy violent genocidal nazi crew, absolutely integrated into nazi culture out of europigapeland with lots of blathering lies to conceal their true agenda. The "fun" game which ugly shitalina and pig ape pitt laugh about is me being so abused that I rush violently at the piece of shit insulting me calling me a bitch raping after punching me in the face--the stupid ugly whores have won oscars from ideas they stole from myh writing and out of torture, they have been paid in multi-millions and then billions i.e. for barbie concept the shit pigs who stole the idea, the blonde nazi whore stupid dirty creeps had me raped so they could obtain "permission" to play anti-rape and sexist roles against their rape complicity controllers--claiming all the while (using MY ideas) their "superiority" and "intelligence" and "creativity" and although I never watched that stupid movie I do know something about people getting their ideas stolen and that if this were not allowed to go on and on indefinitely--as I shut out all creative ideas now I can't even think creatively any longer they are both abusing and raping me for expressing anything related to demonstrating superiority to them--and then they steal the ideas they torture me day after day to obtain more ideas--so the "fun" that newsome is giggly about along with harris (who laughed giggled etc--) was to abuse me to the point of outrage. I am trying to breathe deeply but my spine is embedded with microchip implants which are "tweakekd" when ever some creep down the hallway slams it's door so violently the cement hallway shakes, the corridor reverberates and I feel literally an electric jump in my spine in the same places (one of the microchips that was embedded into the muck hardened along my spine came out years ago, but there is at least one left and even one can cause great nervous system sensations) and thusly--they inhibit my breathing--I am ALWAYS ALONE with dying plants on my patio, my cat my one family member stolen dying waiting for me to return and love her again, if she is still alive, baryishnikov who is there every day to "help" me by forcing his "advice" of saying a few sentences while I am in 100 % concentration mode---but my cat he tortures after I defend myself against nazi statements by german shit and filth he protects but still clings onto his partners and friends and children obtaining more promotions for his involvewment in having me beaten abused raped and tortured drugged and insulted to the point that I am in fight mode every day--my breathing is being remotely controlled I am drugged while sleeping with horrific drugs everybody avoids me so I have zero support or contact and everybody conforms to this demand for me to be ousted shunned ostracized abused raped and poisoned abused stolen from--they are trying to make me homeless now. the internet has been turned off again for the 25th time in a few hours of fighting to use the internet for a few minutes at a time. The "fun" of ugly shitalina feeding off my rage watching me grow old screaming at one pig after the next she brings on to abuse me to the point of my nervous system crashing into rage defense and survival mode--imy hair turning grey from the last two sick fucks she had beating and raping me in front of her, they all obtain endless deals out of it and smiles and hugs from all the feminists the black shit nazis (sickening by now to hear their laments about being victims of racism and fighting against racism it is sickening to a highest degree of putridity )

  Today it was this lousy (I am trying to think of more original insults that piece of shit by now, so lousy) creep beckham some soccar play...