Friday, April 9, 2021

My posts written today....(and every time I write on any forum or on this blog or anywhere)...

 copied from Facebook:


My posts written today, and every day, are under "mind control" influence. I want to reiterate this while I can still think and write somewhat as hacking has minimized to the degree that I can barely type without having to backspace and retype. My posts today began as an attempt to write with calm equilibrium but the mind control attacks, which left me dizzy after i got up, were severe enough to create this chasm of mental alertness and reactionary hyperbolia hate rants regarding the actor I wrote of, which is a nasty and negative person to my perspective (but of course H-wood loves these types so--I am alone it seems.) but my reaction of hostility and name-calling is "uncalled for" in terms of any outsider reading my posts--but in terms of years of torture it is a mere drop in a hate storm of scheisse. She is the ocean of scheisse but just another droplette of the scheisse I have had to be smeared by energetically and physically.

Oh, I cannot write without devoling into hate rants when I attempt to write about these "people". The brain-alteration from tech makes my brain really sink into hate reveries instead of clear and calm analysis. I swear this is no excuse. I will not rewrite as I just leave my posts up as is for purposes of demonstrating how mind control operates. However it is discrediting to me but after years of this, I am not capable of defending myself except as after-thoughts after getting off the laptop and doing something else, I understand how badly the mind control has affected my ability to convey with any real clear-headed design for structure and content.
Alas--it's all I can do. When someone decides to stop this travesty upon me then I will not "discredit" myself by writing about crimes and criminals with hate and aplomb like a stink bomb of writing. Maybe this is entertaining in some way to people--this discrediting of me with these attacks upon my brain while I write.
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I am very sick, my internal organs appear to be failing and exhaustion is never-ending. The drain on my body from months of ugly filth arnold shitni88er filth while in the midst of poisons litearlly ripping out of my body cavity next to my spine, which remains being pulled in literally all directions from the poison which remains a rock-hard solid structure but still pulling into vertebrae in oppositional angles, the crookedness of my spine and the hard bulges of poison making everything very painfulo can't stretch do anything. The endless abuse from this group of dirty and disgusting stupid as rocks filth remains. While sleeping they force me to repeat a "joke" about "Champagne being a white person's drink" which is a thought that has never crossed my mind in my entire life, nor do I use the term "white people's" anything, ever. I talk about nazi bigots because so many skin colors are involved. But it came out, in a setting at the "Chicaco bus station"" to go from Chi-town to Champaign. A blonde white woman, 20's or so, began yelling at me that I could not say things like that and demanded that if I want a ticket I bow my head and repeat some phrase after her. Behind her were black people and it was somewhere in a "nature" setting with chickens, chicken coops and huge tree-dotted farm-like area. Considering how rural this area might have been only decades ago I thought perhaps I had landed (I first few in, was at an airport landing in CHicago, a place I have no intention of landing in that airport or going to Champaign, and teleportation sleep skits revolving around Chicago have been a few themes and Chi-town denizens are indeed in abundance at these terror skit teleportation sessions (Fuentes, clinton and obamas and oprah but she only appeared to shout with"joy" that she can't wait to see me get tortured under the rump-t admin which is the most "joy" she has probably felt bedies the millions handed to her for having handed the election to rump--t and his nazi white boy cronies--her "friends"" the nazi republicans her friends---).//I told her this was illegal and to phone the police. Answering was a "black woman" not using police protocol. Handing me a phone was a rounded older white woman, very white skin with reddish dye like old 50's style rural Illinois. Everybody else was black or brown. They stood around backing up the white nazi creep younger female with "gusto" to attack me since now the green light is given and all the black and brown and jews and latinos surround the white trash (I would use that term after years of the maga filth out of the trump-t filth gang and then the endless crap stlaking me where i live who are creeps not anything dignified or glorious just trashy filth with assumptions of grandeur becasue the nazi global regime is handing them weapons to torture and stalk someone and the governments and all societies around the world fully go along.There is not a shred of superiority in any of this it is weak and dirty crap scumbags inflicting social engineering but they have nothing backing them up but terrified and traumatized black and brown people and jews and latinos of whatever skin color all the targets of racism all fully viciousl backing up every act of genocidal racism to be part of the white nazi trash-ape team handed everything to kill maim rape (in any order) but steal and demoralize and their sick, stupid skits and the lowering of all intellectual basis for society is the predominant factor because this group has some well-educated ape filth shit in"power" who stole the power otherwise very little higher mental capability besides how to steal, rape and kill using nazi protocols which they can't conceive of either it's all been handed to them by hollywood movies they memorize.//That includes the fake opposition movie sars who are full-on nazi white trash enthusiastis and I use trash unabashed. I "spoke" on the phone with a black female "officer" who could not spell my last name which is an austrian town name but endlessly in America the nazis of all skin colors could not spell a simple name with an S and F and S inserted inbetween some pretty basic consonants and that is part of the racism: you have a "jewish sounding name" or something "foreign" and unless you appear as white nazi shitni88er whose name is a mouth full of shit to pronounce but no problem, and I had to undergo the most stupid respelling which was continuous in america has been for a long time. Endlessly spelling my name on Walgreen's phone to get a refill they can't spell an f and an s together saying "f as in frank s in sam" they can't undersatnd. It''s pure racist tactic. Remembering how stupid and blank americans are and how openly racist. The older farmyard white mommy of the emboldened white trash nazi creep female began putting pieces of fried chicken on the red checkered tablecloth in front of me, while a terrified chicken, alive, was hiding underneath part of the table which had some structure on top. she dropped the fried chicken on the floor and then pulled out pieces next to the terrified chicken while I was fighting to get the idiot to spell normal letters spoken slowly--again, something the bigots in america do endlessly to insinuate racism but not able to spell a simple name which in Germany all Ih ave to do is say the word in a german accent and it is completely understandable because it is a fairly normal type German last name (many white nazis have "berg" on the end of their names). //The whole thing was of rotten repressed white nazi shit and their brown minions and black minions performing racism as I stood trying to get this breach of law bypassed by a fake cop on a phone lying and "insulting" me using racist tropes of hate for "not American" last names. I suspect it was Fuentes but could have been the redneck clinton cartel as I had just written about their endorsement of mk ultra and rape and the y ears of the years of them having me tortured, raped and poisoned and murdered joining in to get her free new tv series and then broadway play and having my body mutilated broken down abused nearly to death. Right now I am so ill from detox because pockets of poison intertwined along and under my spine came out last week and ugly arnold and his teams of white trash celebrity mediocrity nepo and has been nasty sleazy filth came to get their awards for oscars the nolen english team "player" violently murderousl assaulting me and abusing and for years---he appeared years and years ago but now that his movie shit role is under contention and dirty nolen the nazi is always the prime consideration by nazi-controlled whorewood with eurotrash having bought out all the CEO and stock for all the businesses and then burning it down so they can remake it in Euro-trash control (governor, arnold shitnigger) america first fuentes is fully into that because his white nazi trash idol rump-T has told him what to think and say. Anything going outside the dictates of acceptable format for whites only and anything else that can be lambasted as being too "jewish" and too "not white nazi foreign" can be ridiculed in a "shaming" process for intimidation and abuse, using any excuse but oh, forcing someone to say something under hypnosis and then abusing them viciously for it is their hallmark. Speaking the truth about their crimes and criminal bullshit hate pesonalities is the reason and so in retribution they must force more lies upon the target to get them "discredited" but using that old trick of my last name being too"Jewish" and therefore turne dinto an insult joke--well, fuentes may have done this so his last name fuentes would not be considered too latino in the future--he may have experienced mockery and abuse and insults due to his last name too latino and the hate and white "supremacy" has been his salvaging rebound for that so immpose it on me--since he knows that it's very much a reason for nazi shit to jump at the target along with their endless waves of black and nazi latino and jewish nazis all vying to abuse so nazi "master" will approve of them. They can be allowed to spell their pretty easy-to-spell names without racist insinuation of hate in the future if they only attack those who are fighting back and not supporting this filth inferiority at best mediocrity team of shit-lying filth trashni88ers.

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