Friday, April 9, 2021

My posts written today....(and every time I write on any forum or on this blog or anywhere)...

 copied from Facebook:


My posts written today, and every day, are under "mind control" influence. I want to reiterate this while I can still think and write somewhat as hacking has minimized to the degree that I can barely type without having to backspace and retype. My posts today began as an attempt to write with calm equilibrium but the mind control attacks, which left me dizzy after i got up, were severe enough to create this chasm of mental alertness and reactionary hyperbolia hate rants regarding the actor I wrote of, which is a nasty and negative person to my perspective (but of course H-wood loves these types so--I am alone it seems.) but my reaction of hostility and name-calling is "uncalled for" in terms of any outsider reading my posts--but in terms of years of torture it is a mere drop in a hate storm of scheisse. She is the ocean of scheisse but just another droplette of the scheisse I have had to be smeared by energetically and physically.

Oh, I cannot write without devoling into hate rants when I attempt to write about these "people". The brain-alteration from tech makes my brain really sink into hate reveries instead of clear and calm analysis. I swear this is no excuse. I will not rewrite as I just leave my posts up as is for purposes of demonstrating how mind control operates. However it is discrediting to me but after years of this, I am not capable of defending myself except as after-thoughts after getting off the laptop and doing something else, I understand how badly the mind control has affected my ability to convey with any real clear-headed design for structure and content.
Alas--it's all I can do. When someone decides to stop this travesty upon me then I will not "discredit" myself by writing about crimes and criminals with hate and aplomb like a stink bomb of writing. Maybe this is entertaining in some way to people--this discrediting of me with these attacks upon my brain while I write.
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Stinking filth sprayed into areas I just cleaned. Hackers just froze the desktop for the 8th time in less than 2 hours. Every time I begin to write about their crimes they block all functionality in the midst of writing a potent senntence.//cleaning stinking dirty debris scattered all over my patio, with clumps of hair, little pieces of decorations I pasted onto objects, clumps of dirt after nothing happens but me being inside after having cleaned earlier. Then cleaning stinking filthy clothing which I have never worn, but was new when I got it--stinking sprayed while I as out of this room or while I was in it and sleeping and incognizant of their mechanical arm sabotage of my every item in my vicinity they can spray, make stinking, broken and ugly while mutilating ;my body without end so it's coated and covered with sliced blemished destroyed corrugated skin broken bones most hair gone etc etc tears streaming out of my eyes perpetually day and night for 20 years which newsom recalled in his administration of nazi rancid injustice towards me and he is still there profiting and exploiting abusing having me tortured he gets his next interview for presidency out of it his wife gets another "feminist" blonde nazi heroic christian vanity project to augment the nazi rise to power of the demo-rat party candidate making jokes as his campaign platform plus a repeat of slogans.//Another area I had cleaned earlier bestrewn with sticky mess that adheres to my skin along with hair pieces which were scattered in the oily and greasy sticky stuff but sprayed finely into the area, which is black underneath the ground which I had decorated after they slashed and made the floor dirty they then sprayed literally with black paint substance stuff which of course nothing gets out, it won't even begin to rub off. This is all over the completely mauled floor. Oh, while I must fight to get any words out as hacking to the keyboard makes typing without typos impossible, literally---they underline with spell check more "sophisticated" vocabulary I use so any higher elevation of my verbal skills is daunted or stopped as much as possible. //My body STILL bloated with a hard, literal bulge of poisons on my left side but extending all over my back to form a shelf structure that NEVER comes out just fighting it daily for 20 years and fighting to stop the bloating poisoning for over 30 years and fighting to get health care for over 40 years and fighting to not be attacked, whether conscious of the attack or not but getting away from pigs who exploited me using drugging and mind control obfuscation of wary consternation of threats to my environment--all is blanked out so stinking and dirty creeps can inflict and pour their hate and racist animosity at me including women of course whoa re also rapist nazis even when they are jewish, black or whatever skin color, shape or nationality.//THe filthy sick dirty celebrities NONE OF WHOM I ever, ever ever wanted any proximity to just in drugged malleable state I watch the crap they hack onto my youtube while I sit in utter sickness detoxing from the poison they and everybody else had dumped poured pounded injected and otherwise inflicted upon me without my awareness as they smiled and handed me plates of poison and drinks of rape. //

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