Friday, April 9, 2021

My posts written today....(and every time I write on any forum or on this blog or anywhere)...

 copied from Facebook:


My posts written today, and every day, are under "mind control" influence. I want to reiterate this while I can still think and write somewhat as hacking has minimized to the degree that I can barely type without having to backspace and retype. My posts today began as an attempt to write with calm equilibrium but the mind control attacks, which left me dizzy after i got up, were severe enough to create this chasm of mental alertness and reactionary hyperbolia hate rants regarding the actor I wrote of, which is a nasty and negative person to my perspective (but of course H-wood loves these types so--I am alone it seems.) but my reaction of hostility and name-calling is "uncalled for" in terms of any outsider reading my posts--but in terms of years of torture it is a mere drop in a hate storm of scheisse. She is the ocean of scheisse but just another droplette of the scheisse I have had to be smeared by energetically and physically.

Oh, I cannot write without devoling into hate rants when I attempt to write about these "people". The brain-alteration from tech makes my brain really sink into hate reveries instead of clear and calm analysis. I swear this is no excuse. I will not rewrite as I just leave my posts up as is for purposes of demonstrating how mind control operates. However it is discrediting to me but after years of this, I am not capable of defending myself except as after-thoughts after getting off the laptop and doing something else, I understand how badly the mind control has affected my ability to convey with any real clear-headed design for structure and content.
Alas--it's all I can do. When someone decides to stop this travesty upon me then I will not "discredit" myself by writing about crimes and criminals with hate and aplomb like a stink bomb of writing. Maybe this is entertaining in some way to people--this discrediting of me with these attacks upon my brain while I write.
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S-negger & newsom: profiteering as pimp whores on this contract out on me--hours per day, day after day. The ongoing, never-ending, persistent torture, abuse, rape, death threats, MURDER ATTEMPTS, now financial destruction of my survival they have plotted--the cruelty the violence which put trump and maga into power, and with ALL the people proclaiming they are "fighting trump" not a single one will support my fight to stop this group, because trump relies on this contract and so do they for their continuation into power.//Everybody knows that arnold s-negger took over the apprentice and was "fired" --even trump admits that the creep has not enough charm to seduce his fans (but violent psychopaths instead of greedy lying--the two intermixed now as the nazi sphere enlarges but...)....hours per day of death threats, hate, abuse, horrific insults and me fighting to not react. They get me the moment I open my eyes and then before that they slash under my nails with little knives regardless of layers of protection their technology is too much for me to defend against here on my own; now with no resources coming in for over On order from the former nasty stinking and current nasty stinking governors of californication, sleazy pimps and whores with their gangs of plantation minority minions and nazis from euro-hate zone raping abusing me as they gleen whatever promise of becoming president of the united states and controller of more shit and crap coming out of whorewood making it worse than ever before in terms of meaningless nazi psychopathic programming: me telling s-negger endlessly he's repulsive after his abuse for years, with so much violence he's so disgusting deplorable sinister a hulk of demons embedded in each nasty, rotten hunk of rancid muscle putridity bunches of these bulges of crap and his endless hate and violence and demand that his crap mediocrity is the only greatest for his shit movies and body building and unbelievable another defunct governor of california unbelievable to me--after raping having me raped beaten mutilated tortured poisoned--these are words I repeat and repeat as they are repeated endlessly onto me without restraint upon the sick and sleazy dirty fucks of whorewood and the united states government. This filthy foul creep had a cat taken away because it was loving and I loved it. Destruction broken items abuse and now endless internet sabotage for every single thing I am working on to a great extreme, blocking me from all functionality what was left after blocking it anyway from previous abuser exploiter leeches raping and abusing me to get their filthy promotions--stealing my ideas and just dancing away laughing after dumping their filthy ugliness and hate upon me, one group of shit scum after the next, the next generation of the same old whoewood endless people as if there are no other people who can perform---in the entire world only the same rotten fuckers and they plan on remaining forever like all the politicians who are doing exactly the same (planned retirement in congress while sitting in office): stinking filth sprayed non-stop on clothing, bedsheets--putrid without words---but like rancid rust substance and dust that's been sprayed with foul stinking something--not the dead meat smell always but still sprayed on my bedsheets while sleeping--clothing is rancid non-stop. It's from s-negger and newsom, they order this endlessly after they abuse me for hours every morning first upon waking to destroy my morning--after a few hours I respond finally because the drugging, isolation and years of this ongoing torment torture rape and abuse makes it impossible. But the drugging makes it more impossible. and after I react, which they force out of me drugging while sleeping mutilation of my body (slicing under my cuticles) stinking filth in my room upon waking rancid substances sprayed everywhere--they are like foul monsters spewing their spiritual filth on me---and it's not a simile it's the actual reality their every action and word is stinking nasty foul putrid evil foul and rotten.

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