Friday, April 9, 2021

My posts written today....(and every time I write on any forum or on this blog or anywhere)...

 copied from Facebook:


My posts written today, and every day, are under "mind control" influence. I want to reiterate this while I can still think and write somewhat as hacking has minimized to the degree that I can barely type without having to backspace and retype. My posts today began as an attempt to write with calm equilibrium but the mind control attacks, which left me dizzy after i got up, were severe enough to create this chasm of mental alertness and reactionary hyperbolia hate rants regarding the actor I wrote of, which is a nasty and negative person to my perspective (but of course H-wood loves these types so--I am alone it seems.) but my reaction of hostility and name-calling is "uncalled for" in terms of any outsider reading my posts--but in terms of years of torture it is a mere drop in a hate storm of scheisse. She is the ocean of scheisse but just another droplette of the scheisse I have had to be smeared by energetically and physically.

Oh, I cannot write without devoling into hate rants when I attempt to write about these "people". The brain-alteration from tech makes my brain really sink into hate reveries instead of clear and calm analysis. I swear this is no excuse. I will not rewrite as I just leave my posts up as is for purposes of demonstrating how mind control operates. However it is discrediting to me but after years of this, I am not capable of defending myself except as after-thoughts after getting off the laptop and doing something else, I understand how badly the mind control has affected my ability to convey with any real clear-headed design for structure and content.
Alas--it's all I can do. When someone decides to stop this travesty upon me then I will not "discredit" myself by writing about crimes and criminals with hate and aplomb like a stink bomb of writing. Maybe this is entertaining in some way to people--this discrediting of me with these attacks upon my brain while I write.
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This egregious unbelievable misuse of technology being so touted that long lines of politicians rush to abuse me or join in or observe---running for president is now a continuous throng of shit slime scumbags with flashy presentations of focus group wanna hear desperation increasing public frantic for any kind of representation good vibe jokes old boy scum and along with him the next governor whose partner in congress, slotkin, violently assaulted me while ugly old boy gavin waatched on now both running as partners mom and pop every person america running for president off the back of hitting punchinhg slapping having me gang raped as gavin has done as pelosi has been doing since at least this began in whorewood--ugly dirty gavin watching on waiting for his chance which happened because trump is so abusive and then he was given a talk to by trump in the same room and gavin hasn't stopped being a fascist dictator so violently ugly and racist dehumanizing racist with his nazi wife and the shit of whorewood handing him nazi green light all funding through rancid ugly arnold with his ties to the nazi gold pipeline. The immaturity and stupidity being paid for by arnold through the nazi regime--is willingly easily being obeyed by all the americans who are the most rotten and foul destroyers of all the principles of greatness that america is supposed to stand for--all quote the "founding fathers"" and then destroy every single concept under money danging in front of their dirty cocaine-stuffed snouts looking for more highs thrills and all that they can suck out from their positions of having access to every treasury bill and every distribution while condemning people like me that the money is not mine it's theirs as government. Dirty rancid gavin sneered at me that social security is not "your" money because its' a privilege to get disability only people who have sex with him and his frends get "entitled" to sub sub sub poverty disaaility after the same group had my spine fractured my spine coated in hard poisons and then refractured all along my spine and then my hips and spine put out of alignment for years ni the past decade after the fracturing after being labeled as chronic disability told by gavin that this is not your money and they can cut it off if I don't complyt with sex slavery. Having been put into an accident and then my spine fracrtued that same night (I was dancing that evening I was not fractured I woke up fractured and disabled and had to spend years fighting to not become completely paralyzted they forced a metal rod to come loose in my spine it's a very long story hacking to this keyborad has made typing impossible Imust stop. They are sick as hell they are traitors they are beyond incompetently sick and corrupt sleazy and all dirty stupid shit arnold has to do is hand them mansions for temporary stupid whore transactional exchange whereby every nazi sick fuck can infiltrate america through whorewood then paying off rotten rancid politicians with racist genocidal hegeomny pesonality structures its'' all they have as personalities, by the way.