Monday, April 26, 2021

Why fascist Nazi white supremacist actors and their minority minion slaves and servile underlings keep "winning" top positions at awards circuits (partial reasons briefly elaborated upon below, with years of detailing these experiences and observations of how these contracts are being handed out which keep being ignored because everyone in the power structure at this point of government/media are in full cooperation and collusion in this respect with this entire hate organization which they all belong to as nearly lifelong permanent enforcers of--endlessly put into power for decades and decades and "winning" every political office and media award for year after year). Regarding a post on Facebook that I wrote where I later realized how badly my brain had been blocked by the brain-altering tech endlessly aimed at me while I write. The post then delves into the terrorists involved and their rewards just handed out for their hypocritical stances on racist equality and the master-slave mentality is being so obscured by the skin color of the slaves performing for their white supremacist masters who are also slaves to other more wealthy white supremacist masters who are slaves to their own greed and selfishness and addictions to murder and genocide and thus theft of property and loot obtained from their endless Holocausts and genocides.

 The post I had written was a happy moment of musing over the poetic cosmological treatises that Carl Sagan so clearly and beautifully details in his series Cosmos. I had downloaded the entire series in a torrent file and the first episode was broken up and did not copy well. As I was delving into the far reaches of this trip into the fantastic voyage of Carl Sagan's vision, I got only a few bits of information on how vast space really is. I had always thought of the speed of light as the simple formula that I had learned in school--something like 180,000 kilometers/second. I should look it up right now, but at this moment I am going to copy and paste what I had written just this morning (the Cosmos post was written yesterday after my other post regarding torture and terror--I wanted to get into a positive frame but I then, this morning, added a small bit which, because I am also under so much mind control my brain expands like an open door and thoughts and ideas I would rather keep to myself pour out--hate pours out because I am surrounded by hate and disgusting hateful creeple at all times--including the creeple teleporting and attacking me who are not beautiful and wonderful creative artists but greedy, nasty and selfish loathsome rapists, abusers, liars and fakes absolutely promoted into endless lead roles precisely because they are capable of putting on these fake fronts while absolutely endorsing subliminal and other nefarious hate programming into their every movie role while publicly supporting every noble cause of righteousness--then privately taking off their fake masks and reverting to their ugly and sneering and leering pornographic and sleazy hateful selfish greedy real selves--)

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Copied from my Facebook post (written yesterday and then continuing with commentary today):

Very beautiful information about the Cosmos that I learned today by watching the most unique and fascinating series COSMOS with poetic and inspiring Carl Sagan:
From the first episode, which I copied on a bittorrent site which is now partially frozen so I had to stop watching it and try to find a live stream for it:
To be able to gauge distance in space, because the size frame is so unbelievably enormous, the standard of measure is the LIGHT YEAR.
I have learned the exact speed in terms of how many miles per second, but Sagan put it this way:
The space is measured by how far light travels in one year. In one year light travels 10 trillion miles--equaling approx. 6 trillion 5 hundred billion miles per year.
The distance between galaxies in a system such as the Hercules galaxy is approx 300,000 light years apart from one another. The entire galaxy is comprised of smaller spiraling galaxies containing perhaps billions of stars.
Try to do the calculations to guestimate how much time and space it takes to travel in space from one galaxy to another, much less our infantile attempts to travel and land a mission on our nearest planet of Mars which is like a mere speck drop in the time-space continuum of space travel.

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correction to this post (written the next morning): after getting off the laptop and turning off the WiFi, I realized that the conversion of kilometers I wrote above was wrong because of a few factors: every page I click on freezes for around 30-seconds to 2 minutes. I cannot think clearly while this "mind control" influence exerts blocks to my cognitive processing especially around simple arithmetic (not especially but it's very noticeable in these cases when I can't count or add or subtract but can when I am out-of-range of the situation or the technology). I have run in small marathons of 10 kilometers and I know precisely the exact conversion to miles, which is 6.2. In the above I wrote that in a Light Year, the distance travelled is 10 trillion kilometers, or 6 trillion 500 billion miles---but in getting off this mind control box I "remembered" exactly that the figure is 6 trillion 200 BILLION miles instead. Give or tack 300 billion miles the speed of light travels a distance that is unbelievable whether you convert from kilometers to miles. Still, I would like the speed of my thoughts to actually reach the precise centers where they are by nature intended to go instead of being blocked by other speed-of-light technologies blocking my brain waves from reaching the cognitive centers of my brain by this microchip and brain-manipulating technology aimed at me every time I write or talk (and then when I think it's also exerting extraction forces of my thoughts). I think probably the technology does not operate at the speed of light and perhaps also the brain does not operate that quickly.

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Even while I was writing the above my brain was being blasted by the tech and I did not finish my first sentence as to why I did not check on the conversion: it takes so long to accomplish even the smallest of operations on this less-than-one year old computer with Windows 10 installed and a Pentium chip as well. It should take less than 10 seconds to perform any simple function and yet I am stuck waiting and waiting for any page to simply open. It's not only the page that freezes but the entire computer is stuck and frozen and I can't open any single other function. I have to wait for the one page to open before I can do things like increase volume,. The malware restricts every single thing I attempt to do and even right now as I type juxtaposition of the letters is continuous so I must backspace--my fingers also can't "move" to the keys I want to press--as my brain is also under attack and motor skills are being blocked by whatever this terrorist group is doing to me. There is endless blocks to the keyboard with all of this going on. The people terrorizing and torturing and teleporting me are calling me a "loser" while they block every single thing I could possibly accomplish. Meanwhile they are being heralded as having original concepts and ideas and they are endlessly being promoted into highest positions for their endless attacks on me--it's a huge group not just the few individuals I am referring to who hold the frontline positions of rape, torture and inflicting endless hate upon me every moment they possibly can--like an addiction they are steadfast and do this daily and for years upon years on end. Their movie concepts are all about love, fighting against evil, the underdog fighting against sexist, racist and rape forces that are nearly impossible to overcome (right now the endless struggle to type is at the impossible stage--while I type letters are switched/juxatposed--my hands can't move to the keys, the letters freeze and nothing appears on the page and then when it does appear it's completely misspelled with spaces. When I click the cursor to correct or delete or backspace they jump the cursor to another space or letter so I must fight just to click on the wrong inserted letter terrorists hacked in just to delete it--just to delete their hacks is nearly impossible as they force the cursor to jump around while I am clicking on one space it goes to another. I must simply click at least three times to delete. This is why searching for information such as converting kilometers to miles is not only more time, but waiting for perhaps 2 minutes or even 30 seconds while every function on the computer freezes is more time wasted. Right now the multi-pronged attack on my hands. brain, keyboard and the hacking is unbelievable. In this way I have been unable to function to accomplish any single thing in my life in terms of obtaining any written record or career or earning any money online while I sit here in dire poverty due to these attacks, sickness due to poisoning, and endless fighting for my life while the terrorist rapist and fascist Nazis are being applauded for the movies that keep "winning" top prize for putting minorities in front positions so the bigot white racists who keep cranking this stuff out are being promoted for demonstrating absolutely racist ideology. They of course have a host of minority minion actors all participating in their hate organization. My years of having lived in a "Developing" country which is infested with Nazi control has shown me how easily such people are converted into Nazi networking and that someone has brown or black skin means NOTHING when it comes to fomenting fascist and Nazi promotion and ideology. These movies being awarded are thus empty and blank and meaningless acknowledgments of Nazi-trained and programmed slaves serving a white supremacist H-wood celebrity but fascist Nazi controlled conglomerate controlled by mostly foreign forces who want to divide and conquer the United Statues, using these seemingly deferential actors who play lead minority roles who are just slaves to the white supremacist Nazi and fascist organization that keeps putting people like this into power--despite all their skin colors or supposed public performances. When it really comes down to the reality of being against these forces you can bet all of these players and performers whatever their colors may be will recede into the safety net of their gated communities when there are any real fights to be fought or any real battles where they have to actually and in reality fight or risk anything. These movies and these actors are meaningless concessions to the rioters who are now being suppressed under new anti-protest laws.

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Throat-induced (non-consensual) microchip torture forcing tears, throat constriction while eating, and the endless hate of this group of just extremely hateful celebrities and politicians remains as the daily hours of abuse per morning. Amazing that in this afternoon they are not still abusing me in rows of chairs staring like starved rats and leeches devouring my energy, life force and sucking out ideas which I spill out continuously for hours after their torture and abuse without end (18 years by now on a non-stop daily basis, leading to 16 hours per day and night ore more over the past 2 years but almost the same under the biden hellscape period and endless torture under trump 1st term and endless near-death poisoning and abuse (under all) but under obamas which remain as steadfast abuser-for-profit black nazi terrorists working with all their good white nazi supremacists in whorewood and congress whorewood. Aspiring politicians are rushing to join in, as they torture me and remain silent as they abuse ideas out of me. The former governor and soon-to-be former governor of that golden state cali are now a cali cartel of violent rape abusers and hateful exploiters of me with their throngs of minorities, has been celebrities and already established but not quite on the non-stop tier of non-stop top awards as the bulk of those who have spent 18 years torturing me day and night remain after their careers were faltering until they leeched latched onto abusing me nearly to death. They remain despite my months of writing about them, only handing this torture apparatus to their "friends" who need this career-enhancement so they take turns all obrtaining lead roles oscars awards and asking me non-stop all morning for ideas. Ignoring them is impossible. The amount of energy required would take up litearlly all of my life force to ignore their violence since they augment it non-stop with physical torture such as tears pouring out of my eyes. My skin is thoroughly damaged my eyesight permanently deteriorated to a degree I can no longer read without glasses, the prescription is increasing and increasing. My face looking so foreign to me from not only tears forced out of my eyes hour and hours per day, for literally years on end without end daily (this had stopped for a while until newsom obtained pemission by trump to inflict this torture after I endorsed newsom's prop 50 in california--the redistricting plan. Under drugging and extreme violent torture I wrote a message to his facebook page, and like depp back in 2012 he began violence, rape torture and increased it to non-stop terrorism when I said "no" to being his willing "sex slave" abuse victim and substitute for his domestic violence problems, which all the people involved are heavily invested in transference onto the stalking target so it appears they are all by-products of domestic violence or extreme racist policy alteriing the possibility of people in the United States elevating above racist cliches that only the white nazis are the "most beautiful". The horrific endless physical torture for mutilation and destruction of the face has been ongoing since this plastic surgery rife hate group out of h-wood began clutching at destroying my lief in every way possible. Before that it was "Just" poisoning jme into a huge, football shaped poisoned and dying drugged into near comatose levels of incoherency victim to be exploited (ideas without end beginining with the English wealthy "art dealer" I met for circa 4 hours total back in 1987 during a summer vacation trip to London with a Eurail pass. I was put into a little "bedsit" studio across the street from him in Chelsea (the Engllish creep who has spent 16 hours pe day yelling non-stop abuse and death threat yelled "that's what you get for trying to live in Chelsea" when I had written in my blog that I was put there by a real estate agent when I asked for a little room on my budget (they raised the price for me it went lower after I stopped renting I had asked afterwards) and I had no actual "choice" in the matter I had no idea where to go and this agent told me there was '"one bedsit" which fit my request (in all of London) conveniently across the street in a "posh" area from a man connected to the contract my family had made with the English in connection to the movie Deliverance, back in 1974). Back to today: tears pouring out again as I sat yelling my tirade of "leave me alone" type "get off me" endless daily repetition of this theme. They sit like statues adorned with the promise that respecting any single thing about me is FORBIDDEN they happily comply. They remain sitting and digging into my psyche to obtain ideas. They never say thank you there never any interesting reply except for the ugly hissing of the dirty hate spawn of Depp yelling her daily non-stop "loser" at me after they obtain ideas (my ideas have furnished her movies, the only ones that made any significant headlines in her entire career and her modeling came about as part of this scheme to use h-wood to bring in nazi infiltrators via h-wood into controlling american politics using nazi and english crown money handed out and distributed like candy to drooling addicts Americans they call "stupid" behind their backs---they say it openly at me whenever they can, these nasty English in particular but it is echoed throughout the Euro-diaspora of nazi persuasion. But AFTER they torture me to obtain ideas and use tears torture in part to obtain ideas. The pain is now reaching agony misery stages of torture from over 15 years of tears being forced out of my eyes. Additionally as usual the russian ballet exploiter who operates a sly strategy of claiming to be "helping" me and adds a few tips, which are beneficial but only after I think of the tips myself first--thusly only repeating my thoughts and adding a few to adjust the endless onslaught of English, French,; Austrian and German rapists and abusers he partners with, as his proxy abuse squads groups of euro-haters screaming murder, all kinds of insults. The body builder out of Austria the former gov of that dread state which used to be some kind of "open-minded" paradise of developers and cereative potential is now torturing me non-stop for years to obtain original ideas which the English crown furnishes with millions of dollars in funding for huge grand set design and costume grandeur to bolster the scripts which have, in part my ideas derived out of torture and then the usual nazi platform propaganda scripts which are essential copies of paradigms of such platitudes which echoes the platitudes the politicians use, who also observe my screaming responses to "why is this bad" and then tears torture, everything broken, stinking and more damage to my body, my property what is left of it with endless death threats and abuse going on and on for hours per day. //Never once even a basic "thank you" or any kind of money or support just abuse and then they finally just vanish and they obtain the ideas, taking notes on how they can use the ideas, and then threatening me with death having their hateful expletive scream "loser" or they just say how "stupid" the ideas are and then I see my ideas used in their movies which I deem to be a lessening of extreme originality of my original concept and turned into yet another formula nazi propagandized movie which "wins' an award and then is forgotten evermore since the movies leave no lasting mark on anybody's minds except perhaps for the mental masturbation of watching their skank rape nazi women or men gyrating or heaving around with sexual allure supposedly (years of plastic surgery and modeling with all kinds of subliminals, I believe, to enhance this effect on the viewer). //The script to "help" me while I am exercising has been used by two foreign men coming out of the near former soviet and nazi encampments which Americans have "forgotten" were once dedicated to destroying American and infiltrating and taking it over. As if it was never a threat American nazi celebrities rally around the extremely violent abusers in their ploys and schemes of torture, obtained from Stasi and Nazi administrators of mind control operations. Tested in Nazi concentration camps, by CIA LSD drug lords posing as experimenting on mind control MK ULTRA upon the unwitting prostitutes and politicians who could be bribed thus the mind control was easily ascertained upon both the wealthy and eduated as well as the desperate and possibly less well-educated simultaneously. Their mind control operates always the same: I am exercising to try to break the "internal shelf structure" of hard posions jutting out of my back, blocking movement along with the fractured vertebrae along my entire spine, performed in the span of years to inflict total disability and then denying me health care, even when I obtained it after years of struggle and applying for disability--which they have had cut off and have tried in the past month to block all attempts for me to have it reinstated by infecting my laptop so badly infected it's unusable, turning electricity off completely where I live for days and days and then increasing the abuse from people in all tech shops to the point of near physical fights because I am under mind control in such spaces and unable to contain the rage they use brainwave and subliminal phrases and literal body functions to obtain (affecting thoughts and emotions into hyperbolic knee-jerk instant reaction of rage, combined with life-threat to my existence on levels of extreme stress and drugging abuse and all avenues of producing the hundred or so downloads this agency required for them to assess my case after 16 months of no response and non-stop abuse and torrture rape from one trump politician who partners with the usual obama and clinton teams and the old biden-era abusers from the dem party are sitting next to their "opponents on the other side" all working to abuse me into "submission" for their co-joint partnership in a total entropic overtake leading America into a non-stop fascist dictatorship but "benevolent" when the dems take power.

  The ploy that is used to obtain more perks, deals and permissions to control the entertainment-political entropic realm is handed to this ...