Monday, April 26, 2021

Why fascist Nazi white supremacist actors and their minority minion slaves and servile underlings keep "winning" top positions at awards circuits (partial reasons briefly elaborated upon below, with years of detailing these experiences and observations of how these contracts are being handed out which keep being ignored because everyone in the power structure at this point of government/media are in full cooperation and collusion in this respect with this entire hate organization which they all belong to as nearly lifelong permanent enforcers of--endlessly put into power for decades and decades and "winning" every political office and media award for year after year). Regarding a post on Facebook that I wrote where I later realized how badly my brain had been blocked by the brain-altering tech endlessly aimed at me while I write. The post then delves into the terrorists involved and their rewards just handed out for their hypocritical stances on racist equality and the master-slave mentality is being so obscured by the skin color of the slaves performing for their white supremacist masters who are also slaves to other more wealthy white supremacist masters who are slaves to their own greed and selfishness and addictions to murder and genocide and thus theft of property and loot obtained from their endless Holocausts and genocides.

 The post I had written was a happy moment of musing over the poetic cosmological treatises that Carl Sagan so clearly and beautifully details in his series Cosmos. I had downloaded the entire series in a torrent file and the first episode was broken up and did not copy well. As I was delving into the far reaches of this trip into the fantastic voyage of Carl Sagan's vision, I got only a few bits of information on how vast space really is. I had always thought of the speed of light as the simple formula that I had learned in school--something like 180,000 kilometers/second. I should look it up right now, but at this moment I am going to copy and paste what I had written just this morning (the Cosmos post was written yesterday after my other post regarding torture and terror--I wanted to get into a positive frame but I then, this morning, added a small bit which, because I am also under so much mind control my brain expands like an open door and thoughts and ideas I would rather keep to myself pour out--hate pours out because I am surrounded by hate and disgusting hateful creeple at all times--including the creeple teleporting and attacking me who are not beautiful and wonderful creative artists but greedy, nasty and selfish loathsome rapists, abusers, liars and fakes absolutely promoted into endless lead roles precisely because they are capable of putting on these fake fronts while absolutely endorsing subliminal and other nefarious hate programming into their every movie role while publicly supporting every noble cause of righteousness--then privately taking off their fake masks and reverting to their ugly and sneering and leering pornographic and sleazy hateful selfish greedy real selves--)

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Copied from my Facebook post (written yesterday and then continuing with commentary today):

Very beautiful information about the Cosmos that I learned today by watching the most unique and fascinating series COSMOS with poetic and inspiring Carl Sagan:
From the first episode, which I copied on a bittorrent site which is now partially frozen so I had to stop watching it and try to find a live stream for it:
To be able to gauge distance in space, because the size frame is so unbelievably enormous, the standard of measure is the LIGHT YEAR.
I have learned the exact speed in terms of how many miles per second, but Sagan put it this way:
The space is measured by how far light travels in one year. In one year light travels 10 trillion miles--equaling approx. 6 trillion 5 hundred billion miles per year.
The distance between galaxies in a system such as the Hercules galaxy is approx 300,000 light years apart from one another. The entire galaxy is comprised of smaller spiraling galaxies containing perhaps billions of stars.
Try to do the calculations to guestimate how much time and space it takes to travel in space from one galaxy to another, much less our infantile attempts to travel and land a mission on our nearest planet of Mars which is like a mere speck drop in the time-space continuum of space travel.

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correction to this post (written the next morning): after getting off the laptop and turning off the WiFi, I realized that the conversion of kilometers I wrote above was wrong because of a few factors: every page I click on freezes for around 30-seconds to 2 minutes. I cannot think clearly while this "mind control" influence exerts blocks to my cognitive processing especially around simple arithmetic (not especially but it's very noticeable in these cases when I can't count or add or subtract but can when I am out-of-range of the situation or the technology). I have run in small marathons of 10 kilometers and I know precisely the exact conversion to miles, which is 6.2. In the above I wrote that in a Light Year, the distance travelled is 10 trillion kilometers, or 6 trillion 500 billion miles---but in getting off this mind control box I "remembered" exactly that the figure is 6 trillion 200 BILLION miles instead. Give or tack 300 billion miles the speed of light travels a distance that is unbelievable whether you convert from kilometers to miles. Still, I would like the speed of my thoughts to actually reach the precise centers where they are by nature intended to go instead of being blocked by other speed-of-light technologies blocking my brain waves from reaching the cognitive centers of my brain by this microchip and brain-manipulating technology aimed at me every time I write or talk (and then when I think it's also exerting extraction forces of my thoughts). I think probably the technology does not operate at the speed of light and perhaps also the brain does not operate that quickly.

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Even while I was writing the above my brain was being blasted by the tech and I did not finish my first sentence as to why I did not check on the conversion: it takes so long to accomplish even the smallest of operations on this less-than-one year old computer with Windows 10 installed and a Pentium chip as well. It should take less than 10 seconds to perform any simple function and yet I am stuck waiting and waiting for any page to simply open. It's not only the page that freezes but the entire computer is stuck and frozen and I can't open any single other function. I have to wait for the one page to open before I can do things like increase volume,. The malware restricts every single thing I attempt to do and even right now as I type juxtaposition of the letters is continuous so I must backspace--my fingers also can't "move" to the keys I want to press--as my brain is also under attack and motor skills are being blocked by whatever this terrorist group is doing to me. There is endless blocks to the keyboard with all of this going on. The people terrorizing and torturing and teleporting me are calling me a "loser" while they block every single thing I could possibly accomplish. Meanwhile they are being heralded as having original concepts and ideas and they are endlessly being promoted into highest positions for their endless attacks on me--it's a huge group not just the few individuals I am referring to who hold the frontline positions of rape, torture and inflicting endless hate upon me every moment they possibly can--like an addiction they are steadfast and do this daily and for years upon years on end. Their movie concepts are all about love, fighting against evil, the underdog fighting against sexist, racist and rape forces that are nearly impossible to overcome (right now the endless struggle to type is at the impossible stage--while I type letters are switched/juxatposed--my hands can't move to the keys, the letters freeze and nothing appears on the page and then when it does appear it's completely misspelled with spaces. When I click the cursor to correct or delete or backspace they jump the cursor to another space or letter so I must fight just to click on the wrong inserted letter terrorists hacked in just to delete it--just to delete their hacks is nearly impossible as they force the cursor to jump around while I am clicking on one space it goes to another. I must simply click at least three times to delete. This is why searching for information such as converting kilometers to miles is not only more time, but waiting for perhaps 2 minutes or even 30 seconds while every function on the computer freezes is more time wasted. Right now the multi-pronged attack on my hands. brain, keyboard and the hacking is unbelievable. In this way I have been unable to function to accomplish any single thing in my life in terms of obtaining any written record or career or earning any money online while I sit here in dire poverty due to these attacks, sickness due to poisoning, and endless fighting for my life while the terrorist rapist and fascist Nazis are being applauded for the movies that keep "winning" top prize for putting minorities in front positions so the bigot white racists who keep cranking this stuff out are being promoted for demonstrating absolutely racist ideology. They of course have a host of minority minion actors all participating in their hate organization. My years of having lived in a "Developing" country which is infested with Nazi control has shown me how easily such people are converted into Nazi networking and that someone has brown or black skin means NOTHING when it comes to fomenting fascist and Nazi promotion and ideology. These movies being awarded are thus empty and blank and meaningless acknowledgments of Nazi-trained and programmed slaves serving a white supremacist H-wood celebrity but fascist Nazi controlled conglomerate controlled by mostly foreign forces who want to divide and conquer the United Statues, using these seemingly deferential actors who play lead minority roles who are just slaves to the white supremacist Nazi and fascist organization that keeps putting people like this into power--despite all their skin colors or supposed public performances. When it really comes down to the reality of being against these forces you can bet all of these players and performers whatever their colors may be will recede into the safety net of their gated communities when there are any real fights to be fought or any real battles where they have to actually and in reality fight or risk anything. These movies and these actors are meaningless concessions to the rioters who are now being suppressed under new anti-protest laws.

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Non-stop, literally hours per day of "tears" forced out of my eyes due to the throat and (brain/nervous system) set of integrated (non-consensual) microchip implants forcing tears, tears down my destroyed skin around my eyes, cheeks and yelling screaming death threats hate mafia nazis surrounding me, taking a break from their "liberal" posturing in front of media photo-op fame 15 minutes per day for them---censorship for me and tears, tears forced out. While eating tears streaming out of my damaged eyes, my eyesight deteriorated years ago from tears and tears. Always it's one person who is in the "room" of mass-surveillance torture who is always there when the tear torture lasts for hours, non-stop. He hopes to "win" a huge prize and has already obtained probably a ton of money due to his endless torture, abuse and rape abuse death threats bringing in every body possible in the radius of his Californication secret enclave of torturing me-for-profit-and-promotion. The biggest hit in H-wood since sliced coke was doled out in parties that still lingers in addiction to instant gratification and grinding teeth for gritty grandizing self of course but a collective.//His name? Well, he's hoping to rule the land and the world by clinging onto having my face destroyed. Tears forced out of my eyes non-stop since 2011. It used to be pouring tears for hours, usually while I was driving (soft murder attempt no hesitation in saying this). //He's always there when this happens. His wife called me a prostitute for questioning her "feminist" claims while making documentaries on the subject. I have not watched them trying not to evoke the grasping hate clawing at me which is omnipresent every second of every nanosecond of my existence, in particular for watching 5-minute clips of these celebrities, politicians and etc who hack their videos on my youtube channel. I glue my mind to youtube to block out their subliminal although audible voices screaming every kind of insult and death threat at various audible levels directly into my brain as tears are pouring out tears while I am eating tears my eyes blurry can't read without glasses (used to have near perfect eyesight which lasted until the non-stop hours per day, day after day, month after month, year after year tears torture until it literally felt like my eyeballs were going to slide out of my head and potentially they can achieve this grotesque torture--also they can make your heart "explode" and etc with what I have read but never seen exposed as "microwave" torture which combined (not exclusively) with microchip implants (not sure if the interface is necessary or not or if they can simply induce a heart attack, a fatal attack, by microwave in and of itself as the energy source or even if microwave is the sole tech responsible for heart palpitations--they used to do this I wrote about it and at least that has been abated but not completely stopped--they torture me with heart palpitations still always when I am opening a letter from an agency which revolves around my survival as they also have attacked me using that route as well). ///This person is going to leave his officious office in January, 2027 but will he still be torturing me and bringing in various euro-hate people who he hands me over to RAPE BEAT rob and torture yelling death threats at me. They play these roles in movies and then enact the murderous aspects they play as heroes fighting for society to protect. I could go on the food chain effect of this as it's only one part of a chain of influencer activity which defies integrity. //My face has become very sagged downwards due to this tears torture. They also have used tech to literally force my lips and cheeks to be "pulled downwards" thus making my face appear very sad, tragic and marred the skin is destroyed from the salt and (base or acidic not sure should look it up) endless deteriorating content of the artificial tears. This forced tears torture also affects the mucus so there are knobs of "snot" in my nose and in the breathing apparatus which do not come out with just the normal nose-blowing or anything I must literally "pick" my nose to get these glue-globular globs out of my nose so air is not constricted. Just using a tissue to try to unglue this mucus out of my nose will not get it out. The substance is unnatural since the origin is unnatural. I write this because eventually I need to breathe since at night I must protect my mouth from their mechanical arms literally slicing gum tissue out of my jawline, my gum tissue they have cut it to the bone on my lower jaw. Eventually I had to devise a sleep wear apparatus so they can't so easily cut my gum tissue. When I collapse from toxic shock from the poisons they put in my body (all my life) I am unable to move after a certain point I must "collapse" on my bed and then they jab metal objects under my teeth like pricking instead of cutting what is barely left of the gum tissue. They also smear stinking greasy hair-removal substances into my hair and on the scalp so hair is constantly falling out if I don't protect my hair which has been happening very often for the past 6 months due to the extreme toxicity of the poisons in my back which are like an endless hell of trying to soften and get out. It is endless the poisons are rock-hard and bits expand, making me appear bloated (the terrorists who poisoned me for years then make jokes about my body when it is so bloated, while I am naked in my private space totally not private in other words, observing me naked making jokes about the mutilations and body disfiguration they forced on me using drugs and poisons in addition to the phsical scars covering my body. I have only elaborated slightly on a few). This man is a Democrat making all promises of defending the country from the ravages of the current system which is endorsing him through the celebrities who put the current into power but make all public claims of hating and "fighting" him. I have, as anyone can see, stopped writing in this format on blogger but nevertheless the hours of yelling death threat-laden abuse from rows of celebrities, mafia and political nazi-affiliated every party line and position in the spectrum sit abusing and glaring at me as under extreme brutal death threats (from mafia out of NYC, so accustomed to partnering with celebrities and political power structure that they are reliable attack systems intended to traumatize and torture people as proxy for the white bigots who have formed their civilian death squads and attack dogs out of these types of people who range from every culture and skin color race but this particular group is particularly brutal as they are proud and contemptuous about their entitlement to be the vicious death-threat and worse system which the blondies use them for. It's a symbiotic relationship but has been in function for decades. It's Mussolini and Hitler just in a macro level, in esssence. This man continuously always there when the tears torture is enacted has been part of at least 5 rapes of me in the past year and a half and enjoys it. His wife calls me a prostitute and they are trying to become the ultimate leaders of the United States after he leaves office in a few months.//My face is ravaged and destroyed in order to reverse the damage he himself with his selfish hate and greed has inflicted upon me (yes I said "NO"" to being sexually used and exploited by him. His feminist wife must have thwarted him from raping me so he got Germans and English to do it as his proxy. They are then welcomed into H-wood to become the "liberal" spokespeople along with the already established euro-=nazi cartel to enlarge the scope of their money-incentive puppy roll over and rape system. I am merely advocating for human rights, my rights and for payment for ideas stolen by the multi-millionaires and billionaires who have tortured ideas out of me. I stopped writing my ideas years ago so they torture me with horrific death threats and violent abuse. In deep sleep teleportation while I am extremely ill from yet another round of detoxing horrific poison which enlarges, takes over my body in the liquified state after having cemented into a hard plug shape and then expanding (it requires about 3 days after a huge, hard plug finally breaks out of the endless huge "shelf" of poison literally coating my spine, attached to my hip, extending down my crooked legs and up into my skull into my brain from the microchip implant(s). //My face is sunken in ward from the tears and the endless hate yelling and abuse they force on me nightly and daily. //They never stop literally never, ever stop attacking me tears always so I can't look in the mirror any longer my face shape has been so distorted it is pathetic and horrid to see the damage. It's all over my body they have used this system to deform me for decades. But this man and his feminist blonde wife are just endlessly forcing this torture on me and then when I am picking my nose so I can breathe at night, because I must cover my mouth and firmly wrap around string-like ropes so the mechanical arms can't breach my home-made protection gear (hand-sewn and made for this purpose) they also smear stinking permanently staining stench into the nose and mouth area and in every area where my nose can breathe in the stink that they spray and put on my clothing literally every day this is done. I am perpetually cleaning so my room doesn't perpetually stink even though I have open windows to air out the room.

  Then after the death threats by an "expert" (mafia out of NYC) telling me that he can get the poisons out of my back--just knifi...