Monday, April 26, 2021

Why fascist Nazi white supremacist actors and their minority minion slaves and servile underlings keep "winning" top positions at awards circuits (partial reasons briefly elaborated upon below, with years of detailing these experiences and observations of how these contracts are being handed out which keep being ignored because everyone in the power structure at this point of government/media are in full cooperation and collusion in this respect with this entire hate organization which they all belong to as nearly lifelong permanent enforcers of--endlessly put into power for decades and decades and "winning" every political office and media award for year after year). Regarding a post on Facebook that I wrote where I later realized how badly my brain had been blocked by the brain-altering tech endlessly aimed at me while I write. The post then delves into the terrorists involved and their rewards just handed out for their hypocritical stances on racist equality and the master-slave mentality is being so obscured by the skin color of the slaves performing for their white supremacist masters who are also slaves to other more wealthy white supremacist masters who are slaves to their own greed and selfishness and addictions to murder and genocide and thus theft of property and loot obtained from their endless Holocausts and genocides.

 The post I had written was a happy moment of musing over the poetic cosmological treatises that Carl Sagan so clearly and beautifully details in his series Cosmos. I had downloaded the entire series in a torrent file and the first episode was broken up and did not copy well. As I was delving into the far reaches of this trip into the fantastic voyage of Carl Sagan's vision, I got only a few bits of information on how vast space really is. I had always thought of the speed of light as the simple formula that I had learned in school--something like 180,000 kilometers/second. I should look it up right now, but at this moment I am going to copy and paste what I had written just this morning (the Cosmos post was written yesterday after my other post regarding torture and terror--I wanted to get into a positive frame but I then, this morning, added a small bit which, because I am also under so much mind control my brain expands like an open door and thoughts and ideas I would rather keep to myself pour out--hate pours out because I am surrounded by hate and disgusting hateful creeple at all times--including the creeple teleporting and attacking me who are not beautiful and wonderful creative artists but greedy, nasty and selfish loathsome rapists, abusers, liars and fakes absolutely promoted into endless lead roles precisely because they are capable of putting on these fake fronts while absolutely endorsing subliminal and other nefarious hate programming into their every movie role while publicly supporting every noble cause of righteousness--then privately taking off their fake masks and reverting to their ugly and sneering and leering pornographic and sleazy hateful selfish greedy real selves--)

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Copied from my Facebook post (written yesterday and then continuing with commentary today):

Very beautiful information about the Cosmos that I learned today by watching the most unique and fascinating series COSMOS with poetic and inspiring Carl Sagan:
From the first episode, which I copied on a bittorrent site which is now partially frozen so I had to stop watching it and try to find a live stream for it:
To be able to gauge distance in space, because the size frame is so unbelievably enormous, the standard of measure is the LIGHT YEAR.
I have learned the exact speed in terms of how many miles per second, but Sagan put it this way:
The space is measured by how far light travels in one year. In one year light travels 10 trillion miles--equaling approx. 6 trillion 5 hundred billion miles per year.
The distance between galaxies in a system such as the Hercules galaxy is approx 300,000 light years apart from one another. The entire galaxy is comprised of smaller spiraling galaxies containing perhaps billions of stars.
Try to do the calculations to guestimate how much time and space it takes to travel in space from one galaxy to another, much less our infantile attempts to travel and land a mission on our nearest planet of Mars which is like a mere speck drop in the time-space continuum of space travel.

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correction to this post (written the next morning): after getting off the laptop and turning off the WiFi, I realized that the conversion of kilometers I wrote above was wrong because of a few factors: every page I click on freezes for around 30-seconds to 2 minutes. I cannot think clearly while this "mind control" influence exerts blocks to my cognitive processing especially around simple arithmetic (not especially but it's very noticeable in these cases when I can't count or add or subtract but can when I am out-of-range of the situation or the technology). I have run in small marathons of 10 kilometers and I know precisely the exact conversion to miles, which is 6.2. In the above I wrote that in a Light Year, the distance travelled is 10 trillion kilometers, or 6 trillion 500 billion miles---but in getting off this mind control box I "remembered" exactly that the figure is 6 trillion 200 BILLION miles instead. Give or tack 300 billion miles the speed of light travels a distance that is unbelievable whether you convert from kilometers to miles. Still, I would like the speed of my thoughts to actually reach the precise centers where they are by nature intended to go instead of being blocked by other speed-of-light technologies blocking my brain waves from reaching the cognitive centers of my brain by this microchip and brain-manipulating technology aimed at me every time I write or talk (and then when I think it's also exerting extraction forces of my thoughts). I think probably the technology does not operate at the speed of light and perhaps also the brain does not operate that quickly.

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Even while I was writing the above my brain was being blasted by the tech and I did not finish my first sentence as to why I did not check on the conversion: it takes so long to accomplish even the smallest of operations on this less-than-one year old computer with Windows 10 installed and a Pentium chip as well. It should take less than 10 seconds to perform any simple function and yet I am stuck waiting and waiting for any page to simply open. It's not only the page that freezes but the entire computer is stuck and frozen and I can't open any single other function. I have to wait for the one page to open before I can do things like increase volume,. The malware restricts every single thing I attempt to do and even right now as I type juxtaposition of the letters is continuous so I must backspace--my fingers also can't "move" to the keys I want to press--as my brain is also under attack and motor skills are being blocked by whatever this terrorist group is doing to me. There is endless blocks to the keyboard with all of this going on. The people terrorizing and torturing and teleporting me are calling me a "loser" while they block every single thing I could possibly accomplish. Meanwhile they are being heralded as having original concepts and ideas and they are endlessly being promoted into highest positions for their endless attacks on me--it's a huge group not just the few individuals I am referring to who hold the frontline positions of rape, torture and inflicting endless hate upon me every moment they possibly can--like an addiction they are steadfast and do this daily and for years upon years on end. Their movie concepts are all about love, fighting against evil, the underdog fighting against sexist, racist and rape forces that are nearly impossible to overcome (right now the endless struggle to type is at the impossible stage--while I type letters are switched/juxatposed--my hands can't move to the keys, the letters freeze and nothing appears on the page and then when it does appear it's completely misspelled with spaces. When I click the cursor to correct or delete or backspace they jump the cursor to another space or letter so I must fight just to click on the wrong inserted letter terrorists hacked in just to delete it--just to delete their hacks is nearly impossible as they force the cursor to jump around while I am clicking on one space it goes to another. I must simply click at least three times to delete. This is why searching for information such as converting kilometers to miles is not only more time, but waiting for perhaps 2 minutes or even 30 seconds while every function on the computer freezes is more time wasted. Right now the multi-pronged attack on my hands. brain, keyboard and the hacking is unbelievable. In this way I have been unable to function to accomplish any single thing in my life in terms of obtaining any written record or career or earning any money online while I sit here in dire poverty due to these attacks, sickness due to poisoning, and endless fighting for my life while the terrorist rapist and fascist Nazis are being applauded for the movies that keep "winning" top prize for putting minorities in front positions so the bigot white racists who keep cranking this stuff out are being promoted for demonstrating absolutely racist ideology. They of course have a host of minority minion actors all participating in their hate organization. My years of having lived in a "Developing" country which is infested with Nazi control has shown me how easily such people are converted into Nazi networking and that someone has brown or black skin means NOTHING when it comes to fomenting fascist and Nazi promotion and ideology. These movies being awarded are thus empty and blank and meaningless acknowledgments of Nazi-trained and programmed slaves serving a white supremacist H-wood celebrity but fascist Nazi controlled conglomerate controlled by mostly foreign forces who want to divide and conquer the United Statues, using these seemingly deferential actors who play lead minority roles who are just slaves to the white supremacist Nazi and fascist organization that keeps putting people like this into power--despite all their skin colors or supposed public performances. When it really comes down to the reality of being against these forces you can bet all of these players and performers whatever their colors may be will recede into the safety net of their gated communities when there are any real fights to be fought or any real battles where they have to actually and in reality fight or risk anything. These movies and these actors are meaningless concessions to the rioters who are now being suppressed under new anti-protest laws.

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Another mutilation report: sometimes I only realize the damage when the injection of numbing/pain killer wears off. Taking a shower, I realize that the soreness I felt in my right ear this morning upon waking was due to me having not been able to protect my head from attack while collapsing in toxic shock on my bed. I had done an exercise after many days of fasting which pulled on some of the very tight bands of poison latched in labyrinth fashion into my spine, connecting to my muscle line along my spine, what is left of it. Atrophied obviously underneath the hard poison which has been frozen in paralysis for probabyl 30 years or longer, with hardening poison injected into my body at around 2009 and culminating in endless paralysis. The poisons had been in semi-flexible stage most of my life, pushing up tissue and adipose (cellulite) making it appear just like my frame was larger, almost square like a man's body. The poison was flexible enough for me to feel the "bands" running along my spine but never understanding that I was being poisoned I was also continuously so drugged and under mind programming I just understood only that it was a result of the 3 major spine surgeries but had no idea it was due to poisons. But around 2009 the injections of an hardening agent were introduced into the daily poisoning regimin with attempts to murder me began in earnest. I was living around euro-haters and the poisoning was so extreme that if I bought food at a local grocer and the food had been pre-prepared by the grocer (i.e. deli section) I would get very ill vomiting after eating the poison was so extreme (not my normal to vomit I am referring to how they kept poisoning me continuously and then adding this extra hardening agent which acted in concert with the already established poisons--it was a staged and pre -planned operation the poisons have already been tested on countless people in the past so the end result is a staggered set of stages of putrefaction and then paralysis leading to of course death. All appearing "normal" for someone at a certain age, plus all the other maladies they created and forced upon me thusly a seeming health decline. This is a very popular form of murder by the way and I believe I have seen it in action many times in the past with relatives. The relatives had been good little boys and girls obeying orders from the nazi scum who marry them (take their money steal my inheritance, for example and my own siblings just assisted their nazi spouses in having my mother's inheritance stolen from me using the rump doge committee to just destroy my only security due to the disability THEY created and coordinated to force upon me. ) They stuck somethiinng into my inner ear last night. I collapsed because the poisons were "tweaked" under this set of layers of criss-crossing poisons interlaced into my vertebrae but running alongside my spine and connecting into my hips, and into my hip joints so paralyze me. 17 days of fasting (1 day in between to eat something to get rid of the disgusting poisons which accumulate due to the poisoning never ending so no matter how many master cleanse fasting I did, they kept poisoning me so the accumulation was always being rebuilt instantly afterward---on top of the plugs and hard layers which block digesstion and body movement and functioning. So, the poisons released into my bloodstream made me literally collapse, as has happened endlessly for the past 2 years while trying with all my strength not to fall into this comatose type toxic shock sleep but my musclles just collapse the spine is coated with this poison inches deep on both sides---it goes into my bloodstream it is connected into my brain--of course shitnigger the endless leech parasite sexually abused and attacked me in that state as I fought him off death threats from that ugy sick sleazy thug you all worship for his nazi thuggery and bs movie crap always about how great he is (a total lie everything he represents as a positive is a complete opposite of his actual agenda---but it's not his agenda he's just a bot following orders as are they all). //thusly, rather than dig into my cuticles for the 15th year in a row on an almost daily basis until all fingers are mutilated my toes are disgusting the chemicals they put on my toenails and the cuticles they severed out and broken my toes and etc---but, they justt inserted something so deeply into my eardrum or ear canal (not going to look up the biology of it) but behind this "plate" in my inner ear--the ear drum perhaps but it's a type of hard "flap "type piece at the very end of the ear canal where I can insert a cotton swab--whatever the name is the ear canal? it has a block to the inside of my skull whatever that hard piece is it can be manipulated to have something inserted behind it--they did this in the last trump shit regime under the orders of that fuck scum and therefore they have done it again rather than smear grease making my already mostly bald head shed more hair as they do all the time when I collapse--but last night they forced someting into my ear canal--the skin tissue leading up to the flap is inflamed and it's getting infected. It took me over 3 years to get rid of whatever they stuck in my ear the last time, around 2019--that was when the other austrian sick u gly rotten old man fuck assauled me for saying I don't what he thinks of my interpretation of mozart--that is all I said in response to him trying to steal more ideas out of me, asking me to interpret mozart as that ugly rotten scum took notes and then smirked while ice cube asked him (it was an orchestrated skit for his filthy promotion and that of rancid ice cube as well) but "what do you think of her interpretation" and the ugly nazi white trash said smirking "I have no idea what it meant" as I said without being able to monitor my thoughts, in deep sleep state as well so this was programmed into my subconsciousness I repeated it upon prompt: I don't care what you think" thusly they injected me with some virus I was deadly ill it felt like I was dyinjg they made my hair turn grey as this group of pig rat "men" have been doing either putting something in my hair to kill the follicles or just stress the poisoning with this virus, 1-2 months prior to the covid outbreak (nov 2019) was so extreme so exhausting a virus type sickness--which was injected into me within a day of this episode--ice cube punched me in the face, the rat austrian nazi then got me injected with some covid type virus, all the symptoms of covid I had before the outbreak perhaps it made me immune to the actual seriousness of the virus if I had been exposed to it. They then injected this thing into my ear canal and trump smirked and laughed in response as that ugly rat who starred in many tarantino shit nazi movies so famous for the violence and hate and smug come-backs ---and he was put in lead roles in movies and put in rolling stone because it's a nazi entertainment promoting goddamn rag paper--and thusly, this austrian other rotten fuck had a tree killed facing my patio then this beautiful cat taken away and has had me raped my hair mostly killed yanked out with hair follicle remover after fighting to get another german rat fuck scum off raping me and pounding poison into my body while doing disgusting dirty pornographic things as ugly shitalina watched laughing as shitnigger hugged this ugly filthy creep who plays violin, whom I had complimented as well the response as with this english skank piece of shit which shitnigger is going to pay to put in the position in a film they tortured me for the concept of--giving me nothing and continuing the torture wihtout end--the 75 people in the last month from that ugly sick rotten thug shitnigger (the other austrian rat nazi cockroach is this ugly dirty old man who played n django unchained the german rat fuck who really is just a rat fuck not an anti-racist--but the blacks are endlessly purchased by them to inflict antisemitism in america so the blacks can be blamed not the austirans or the germans who always claim they are not racist and not nazis any longer. Thusly, this ugly thug pig rat shitnigger who is such a foul and dirty ugly stupid sick thing that all I can do is write out a list of insults because of the longevity of his violence towards me for years and years and years profiting off it. He goes off laughing about what he is doing to me as he gets gets gets endlessly more and more but sits with his stupid ugly square dumb head as they torture ideas out of me while he has them screaming all insults at me instantly afterwards while this actual real stupid bitch fuck and the shit he brings with him like that ugly sick filth from depp are the stupid bitches--they scream these types of insults at me after torturing me for YEARS to obtain more original ideas--then claim them as their own get paid in millions. It is justt ongoing ongoing never ending these ugly filthy dirty shit so-called "men" are just allowed to wreak every kind of rape and torture their shit filth wives and daughters get get get more lead roles as feminists portraying the heroism that I actually am doing each and every single day and just getting mutilated by these mechanical arms operated by shit and filth brown and black people LIKE ICE CUBE and snoop dogg the sick hoggs who just perform every act of violence so white trash shit like shitnigger will give them more lead roles. The smug stupidity of them all but ask them for original ideas they have nothing to say, not a single word. All is given to these fuck whores all is taken away from me for being creative a threat to shit ugly pig rats like these so-calleld men and their shit filth women. And still, they will continue tomorrow and the next day and the next day they will never be pulled off me how can they be considered "superior" without having people to steall ideas from otherwise what are they? smug and stupid bodybuilders simple rhyming dumb scum playing tough and angry righteousness fighting against tyranny-their every bullshit role before they torture me to steal original ideas outside of the righteous victim wreaking extremely bloody revenge upon abusers. That is all they are all they play but in actually all they are is sleazy stupid fucks attacking innocent and in my case, an actual righteous person made disabled by their attacks (their collective group) as these worthless but way overpaid muscle-thug scumbags can inflict their sleazy hate to stop anyone but themselves and their shit blank stupid whore females as having ideas having any kind of actual soul and meaning they appear so empty and blank and rotten but their public appearances are contrived so they appear like they are filled with light and love and intelligence. How much of it is scripted I don't know.