Monday, April 26, 2021

Why fascist Nazi white supremacist actors and their minority minion slaves and servile underlings keep "winning" top positions at awards circuits (partial reasons briefly elaborated upon below, with years of detailing these experiences and observations of how these contracts are being handed out which keep being ignored because everyone in the power structure at this point of government/media are in full cooperation and collusion in this respect with this entire hate organization which they all belong to as nearly lifelong permanent enforcers of--endlessly put into power for decades and decades and "winning" every political office and media award for year after year). Regarding a post on Facebook that I wrote where I later realized how badly my brain had been blocked by the brain-altering tech endlessly aimed at me while I write. The post then delves into the terrorists involved and their rewards just handed out for their hypocritical stances on racist equality and the master-slave mentality is being so obscured by the skin color of the slaves performing for their white supremacist masters who are also slaves to other more wealthy white supremacist masters who are slaves to their own greed and selfishness and addictions to murder and genocide and thus theft of property and loot obtained from their endless Holocausts and genocides.

 The post I had written was a happy moment of musing over the poetic cosmological treatises that Carl Sagan so clearly and beautifully details in his series Cosmos. I had downloaded the entire series in a torrent file and the first episode was broken up and did not copy well. As I was delving into the far reaches of this trip into the fantastic voyage of Carl Sagan's vision, I got only a few bits of information on how vast space really is. I had always thought of the speed of light as the simple formula that I had learned in school--something like 180,000 kilometers/second. I should look it up right now, but at this moment I am going to copy and paste what I had written just this morning (the Cosmos post was written yesterday after my other post regarding torture and terror--I wanted to get into a positive frame but I then, this morning, added a small bit which, because I am also under so much mind control my brain expands like an open door and thoughts and ideas I would rather keep to myself pour out--hate pours out because I am surrounded by hate and disgusting hateful creeple at all times--including the creeple teleporting and attacking me who are not beautiful and wonderful creative artists but greedy, nasty and selfish loathsome rapists, abusers, liars and fakes absolutely promoted into endless lead roles precisely because they are capable of putting on these fake fronts while absolutely endorsing subliminal and other nefarious hate programming into their every movie role while publicly supporting every noble cause of righteousness--then privately taking off their fake masks and reverting to their ugly and sneering and leering pornographic and sleazy hateful selfish greedy real selves--)

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Copied from my Facebook post (written yesterday and then continuing with commentary today):

Very beautiful information about the Cosmos that I learned today by watching the most unique and fascinating series COSMOS with poetic and inspiring Carl Sagan:
From the first episode, which I copied on a bittorrent site which is now partially frozen so I had to stop watching it and try to find a live stream for it:
To be able to gauge distance in space, because the size frame is so unbelievably enormous, the standard of measure is the LIGHT YEAR.
I have learned the exact speed in terms of how many miles per second, but Sagan put it this way:
The space is measured by how far light travels in one year. In one year light travels 10 trillion miles--equaling approx. 6 trillion 5 hundred billion miles per year.
The distance between galaxies in a system such as the Hercules galaxy is approx 300,000 light years apart from one another. The entire galaxy is comprised of smaller spiraling galaxies containing perhaps billions of stars.
Try to do the calculations to guestimate how much time and space it takes to travel in space from one galaxy to another, much less our infantile attempts to travel and land a mission on our nearest planet of Mars which is like a mere speck drop in the time-space continuum of space travel.

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correction to this post (written the next morning): after getting off the laptop and turning off the WiFi, I realized that the conversion of kilometers I wrote above was wrong because of a few factors: every page I click on freezes for around 30-seconds to 2 minutes. I cannot think clearly while this "mind control" influence exerts blocks to my cognitive processing especially around simple arithmetic (not especially but it's very noticeable in these cases when I can't count or add or subtract but can when I am out-of-range of the situation or the technology). I have run in small marathons of 10 kilometers and I know precisely the exact conversion to miles, which is 6.2. In the above I wrote that in a Light Year, the distance travelled is 10 trillion kilometers, or 6 trillion 500 billion miles---but in getting off this mind control box I "remembered" exactly that the figure is 6 trillion 200 BILLION miles instead. Give or tack 300 billion miles the speed of light travels a distance that is unbelievable whether you convert from kilometers to miles. Still, I would like the speed of my thoughts to actually reach the precise centers where they are by nature intended to go instead of being blocked by other speed-of-light technologies blocking my brain waves from reaching the cognitive centers of my brain by this microchip and brain-manipulating technology aimed at me every time I write or talk (and then when I think it's also exerting extraction forces of my thoughts). I think probably the technology does not operate at the speed of light and perhaps also the brain does not operate that quickly.

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Even while I was writing the above my brain was being blasted by the tech and I did not finish my first sentence as to why I did not check on the conversion: it takes so long to accomplish even the smallest of operations on this less-than-one year old computer with Windows 10 installed and a Pentium chip as well. It should take less than 10 seconds to perform any simple function and yet I am stuck waiting and waiting for any page to simply open. It's not only the page that freezes but the entire computer is stuck and frozen and I can't open any single other function. I have to wait for the one page to open before I can do things like increase volume,. The malware restricts every single thing I attempt to do and even right now as I type juxtaposition of the letters is continuous so I must backspace--my fingers also can't "move" to the keys I want to press--as my brain is also under attack and motor skills are being blocked by whatever this terrorist group is doing to me. There is endless blocks to the keyboard with all of this going on. The people terrorizing and torturing and teleporting me are calling me a "loser" while they block every single thing I could possibly accomplish. Meanwhile they are being heralded as having original concepts and ideas and they are endlessly being promoted into highest positions for their endless attacks on me--it's a huge group not just the few individuals I am referring to who hold the frontline positions of rape, torture and inflicting endless hate upon me every moment they possibly can--like an addiction they are steadfast and do this daily and for years upon years on end. Their movie concepts are all about love, fighting against evil, the underdog fighting against sexist, racist and rape forces that are nearly impossible to overcome (right now the endless struggle to type is at the impossible stage--while I type letters are switched/juxatposed--my hands can't move to the keys, the letters freeze and nothing appears on the page and then when it does appear it's completely misspelled with spaces. When I click the cursor to correct or delete or backspace they jump the cursor to another space or letter so I must fight just to click on the wrong inserted letter terrorists hacked in just to delete it--just to delete their hacks is nearly impossible as they force the cursor to jump around while I am clicking on one space it goes to another. I must simply click at least three times to delete. This is why searching for information such as converting kilometers to miles is not only more time, but waiting for perhaps 2 minutes or even 30 seconds while every function on the computer freezes is more time wasted. Right now the multi-pronged attack on my hands. brain, keyboard and the hacking is unbelievable. In this way I have been unable to function to accomplish any single thing in my life in terms of obtaining any written record or career or earning any money online while I sit here in dire poverty due to these attacks, sickness due to poisoning, and endless fighting for my life while the terrorist rapist and fascist Nazis are being applauded for the movies that keep "winning" top prize for putting minorities in front positions so the bigot white racists who keep cranking this stuff out are being promoted for demonstrating absolutely racist ideology. They of course have a host of minority minion actors all participating in their hate organization. My years of having lived in a "Developing" country which is infested with Nazi control has shown me how easily such people are converted into Nazi networking and that someone has brown or black skin means NOTHING when it comes to fomenting fascist and Nazi promotion and ideology. These movies being awarded are thus empty and blank and meaningless acknowledgments of Nazi-trained and programmed slaves serving a white supremacist H-wood celebrity but fascist Nazi controlled conglomerate controlled by mostly foreign forces who want to divide and conquer the United Statues, using these seemingly deferential actors who play lead minority roles who are just slaves to the white supremacist Nazi and fascist organization that keeps putting people like this into power--despite all their skin colors or supposed public performances. When it really comes down to the reality of being against these forces you can bet all of these players and performers whatever their colors may be will recede into the safety net of their gated communities when there are any real fights to be fought or any real battles where they have to actually and in reality fight or risk anything. These movies and these actors are meaningless concessions to the rioters who are now being suppressed under new anti-protest laws.

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Last few thoughts--a separate post but interconnected to a previous post today---hours of abuse per day I have a lot to expunge from my mind and heart and soul, what is left. Expanding and contracting simultaneously. Imploding from nausiated disgust and the sense of stinking death rot from these filth slime crap things out of whorewood and the corresponding politicians. Expansion realizing how much I have undervalued myself in the past due to being poisoned, stuck and sick always from their thwarting and silencing of my talent, health beauty and expansion of my life so these filth foul parasites can feel expanded. They grow in energy from parasitic life-sucking for sure. The black rancid parsite of Pvalley--the ugly hate of this trio and undoubtedly the white nazi trash male actor who played alongside the ugly yapping sinister black trash creep yelling "ugly loser' at me perpetually with the smirking sneering rat depp filth trash---and the german total crap scumbag family who has been invited to "traumatize" me by every means of "blaming" me for a lifetime of this sinister sick scum ape who tortured and then fractured my spine, obviously a murder attetmpt for his failure and his problems. The ape men who rape and drug me using this system all have serious problems with their lives, emotions and in relationships. They then implode because this tech enables the "instant gratification" scumbags to indulge in their every sense of power by pushing someone else down; instructed in Nazi ideology that they are then the "master race" imbued with instant superiority for having someone drugged, their brain put in a type of vice and the planet can be turned into a slave and master plantation. They indulge in every drunken and orgy whim until they are so unbalanced about their actual real capabilities that somehow something rebounds the impracticality of their overwhelming self-absorption is unrealistic in real-life terms. //This sick filth creep obviously had problems before I was forced into his sphere because my nazi sick family forced him on me so they could endlessly profit off destroying my life. I had won contests I was at the top in many things I endeavored in, this outraged the nazis and they instsructed my completely supplicating family to destroy me "from within" under pretext of "sibling" in-fighting so it was murderous violence poisoning and drugging and the "sibling" mass of black hate got deals, and were invited to parties, etc felt like they were welcomed. They stared with loving submission to the nazis towering in disdainful demanding glares to attack me, which they did and were allowed to compete and win and obtained private lessons for their children, etc and whateve other perks. They still werre declining like arnold shit-stench n9gger and like all the rest, and like this german sick crap family who I last saw in 1993 and really thought I would never see them again, never once wanted to contact them or anything like that. But this black nazi shit who came from P-Valley began by hate and abuse instsantly with no "provocation" from me--only that I had called dirty oprah an aunt jemima under minnd control traum and torture after 2 years--only 2 years compared with 16 or 17 from the depps ongoing without end--none of these ape pigs can achieve much more than what they truly are worthy of and the former free deals for just dumping their sick problems out on me did not elevate them enough to sustain anything but a downward slide into more mediocrity and their own problems, which are many for all of them individually and collectively all they do is swarm to abuse me to dump all their hate and problems out on me, projecting literally everything possible upon me as the blame target. The black shit came, freshly instructed "call her stupid call her bitch call her ugly laugh and giggle with the u gly sick rat depp because you will get your movie and tv show next round with the ellison merger and shitnigger arnold. but tortuer and abuse her to get ideas for your next shit black nazi victim Critical Race theory bullshit tv show. //the ape sick pig fucks kept abusing me until I finally began to yell names at them which I have written earlier---becuase their tv f-ing show is all about women being victimized by white nazi trash men like this german ape fuck they surrounded with love and adoration only because he is a nazi white male and so is the white male in teh cast who is ordering them to abuse me so he can profit off this but remain, as the white nazi trash always does in modern "woke" society, behind the scenes but orchstrating all the racist violence and chaos and then once all fails, as the europigapes have been constructing in america through their dumb mind programmed idiots like trump, shjitnigger his nazi progarmmer instructing him how he can gain but destroy america so f-ing what, all he needs it so be approved of by the euronazis they bring in peter thiele to destroy america with nazi muck out of south africa. Nazis of america onlky want me destroyed and blacks to do the nasty work of genocide for t hem, which is the programmibng I was faced with directly with this prick valley putrescence valley yesaterday leadcing into today. Hate that was murderous, ugly negativity without end. The smirking delight of the ugly plastic surgery skank prostituted filth crap who played a victim of an interracial white/black marriage of domestic violence, e,xactly what I was forced into by my family-a similar plot to this shit actor playing a role she has no comprehension of and would have submitted to the abuse and hujmilation of the white male if she had been forced into this role forced onto me, in real life not fantasy college-level critical race theory writing as this p-valley writer is: pure academic critical race theory expressed in all it's bookworm parameters in scripts that are very much readily available in various stories by other authors or in social studies ecucation. I am not a student of critical race theory per se but I have studied domestic violence and nothing she wrote of had any deviation from what you read in a graduate class on similar topics. //The intersecionality is also available in feminist classes which I also have studied so what she wrote was very common knowlege at higher educational studies, if they are allowed any longer. I had to finally begin to rant and scream about how stupid they are in allowing this system to flourish for their dirty tv show careers. they are literally helping to UTTERLY DESTROY America through this nazi german team with sick shitnigger arnold and his filthy kennedy nazi fuck family systejm urging him to steal and rob on their behalf. the tv shows that filthy dirty stupid arnold, so not an artist, creative content anything just a sleazy filthy rapist white nazi rapist racist nazi bigot with the kenney crime sleaze filth family---his former wife has a very ugly expression opn her power encrusted face is very much a hateful influencer in destroying america and is like so many nazis awash in destroying minority opportunity as part of a general platform. The black nazi shit from this shit tv show came to support them and literal extreme hate aimed at me. The writer glared in absolute murderous hate and rage at me after the 4th hour of me explaining how they are wrong to support this and why--which is the way this group has obtined ideas for all these 17 years of abusing torturing raping beating abusing raping insulting to get me to scream ideas about justice so they make movie shit out of it--funded by multi-milions of English royalty and german nazi and everything for that merger with the naziified ellisons and etc and so, ugly sick dirty nazi arnold obtained another idea out of me so he can produce and profit off it. Not a single penny for me, not even a thank you NEVER a redcuction of abuse and murder for me--slow torture to death continuously shitting out murder poisons every day or being constipated with it, sick and drugged every day to the max so every morning I am in a near delirious state of drugged inability to think and act decisively while htey scream and insult and threaten me into my brain, hours of it beginning the second I wake up--on and on and on. This filthy dirty hate creep is going to turn it into black victims of racism with them starring in it. The filthy depp rancid piece of stinking sick ugly shit will play a white suporter of compassion for black victims of racism, which is what the real originators of racist divide and conquer p lay in both real life and in movies, the roles are interchangable but always they are at the helm of the surrpetitious machincaitons for racist override. Dirty sutpid sick arnold fixates on hacking animal devouring type videos because his view is that--and I insert here--he is not a creative talent, he is a sick rancid

  The hackers as usual froze the entire laptop in the midst of writing the above-- Arnold sick filth-igger is not a creative talent, his tal...