Sunday, April 18, 2021

I know my emotions are being absolutely skewed while I write--the keyboard is almost impossible to pound down on any longer and the hacking makes writing correctly the first time I write a word also impossible. These people surrounding me are nasty, rotten and disgusting and rude and foul. I just noticed that on facebook beneath my post there is an advertisement for performing independent editing work online. I can't accomplish anything that precise on the internet due to hacking. I need at least my GOVERNMENT to stop forcing me into poverty with providing this group every poison, drug and torture tactic and equipment and drug and synthetic paralysis operation so I can't operate while they deny me health care. I really need health care and I have for years and this group has forced me not only into this sickness and poverty with no access to health care due to the poverty they inflicted upon me--while they partied and laughed with their new lovers as they got so turned on by being handed top awards year-after-year as i sat alone crying into the internet for help while they have been slashing my toes literally off, my fingernails my hair being chemically treated out and etc etc--so I have to spend endless years not only healing from poisoning but also from these nightly attacks on my body causing bruises, scars, blemishes that erupt from the fungus and mold and poisons they smear on my body--after they put my hips and spine out of place after they rape me while I am unconscious and being telpeorted to another location (a twin-body in two-places at one time sort of situation) and it's disgusting--and to have some real losers living around me who are being handed free rent to yell like snorting animals at me and whining hyenas as I am cleaining up the filth they have poured onto my patio after they just took away all the plants I have tended for 3 years and were beautiful and wonderful--with lies about water dripping onto their patio which they have had the landlord yell at me and throw things and break things as I stood there while he threatened to evict me for watering plants--as the fucking pigs in Whorewood watch on their surveillance tapes as I struggle to defend myself with no police protection, only attacks by all police which are as pigly as the pigapes of whorewood and the presidents and the politicians who partner with them all--and it's just disgusting and I see these rotten whores partying as they get awards for the ideas they steal out of me and then torture me afterwards and then destroy what little I have left when I write about their theft, what sick and dirty and ugly rotten stupid skanks the really are and everyone keeps defending them and leaving me begging for some justice so I am not forced to live with perpetual rape, dismemberment and death from this group of shit

 I have the usual sensation of spinning around and being nauseous while sitting still in front of this laptop. The mind control technology blasting into my brain, cutting off oxygen or stifling neural firing--however it's being done it's definitely unhealthy and damaging to brain cells and function.

I am nearly passing out sitting here from this attack. The keyboard is so badly being hacked it won't operate and I sit here like typing on a keyboard where the keys have been glued down--the sensation --

this has not stopped --this hacking like this and the brain attacks--for well over a decade or much longer but I have only been able to pinpoint it for the last decade. That no one is stopping it is a travesty to the legacy of the United States and for the progress of the world. the most vile and stupid are being promoted but I think most of you welcome that since you are part of that insidious group anyway.

But for me to be so blocked from earning money with my talents being suppressed--for whatever I can earn if not censored or shunned by this group of mind-numb followers who obey and do what they are told--so even if I had the most fascinating writing they would have their organization pass the news around to completely shun me and block all success even if I could actually publish my material without them blocking content or the information in toto on all avenues of communication. That is the situation now.

I really have been trying to get out of this rut , to earn money I have really tried with this blog and the hacking is so bad I am not able any longer to access my PayPal account. I can't get my mail service to notify me of mail I receive and they perpetually lie and I have changed and changed services  and the options have dwindled and in this sense I am stuck as well. So I can't earn money for any financial stability I can't get my mail information I can't post anything online without it being blocked I can't get health care and I can't get legal representation for all of these criminal activities. 

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Tears coming out of my eyes brimming with tears--while eating. Almost always while I am eating this torture is re-commenced to add to the 15 years of tears-ruining-my eyes and skin on my cheeks torture--every tear brimming by now is torture as I am eating the mucus is also being "tweaked" in my nose and throat---old boy gavin old hate not new californication is always doing this torrture to me--firstly the women behind him want me marred and broken down phyusically so making my face pull downward (they also can manipulate my facial muscles to pull downward, literally the microchip implants are embedded along my spine, into my throat, in my brain, extending the entire nervous system. Newsom really loves making me just endleslsy deal with mucus in my nose and dripping tears and mucus while eating, just before going to bed, and all day plus the severing of my cuticles, smearing of harsh damaging chemicals on my hands and forearms, slicing of cuticles of my toenails and the hardening chemicals put on the toenails until they are just like plastic knobs on top of my mutilated, broken-toe feet with all nails on hands and feet black, cuticles severed off, huge swollen hands from veins popping up from endlessly having to heal the endless incisions. Those are just the daily ritual of their "I'm a good christian" attacks on me including "Justified rape" because I read tarot and therefore am "satanic" because the bible told them, while I am not a murderous raping abuser racist these are all exempt the labels they superimpose on me are justifed by biblical edict and I worked at the lusty lady behind glass when I was denied health care and had a metal rod coming out of my spine from the poisons my family put in my body all my life ot make my spine crooked, giving me idiopathic scoliosis. But as "good christians" having me raped by them with a hateful smile then having me mutilated and called every name that rape culture pornographic woman-hating men scream while the blonde nazis who have gone to oscars for years stealing my concepts of women's emancipation from rape culture and heroic struggle for self-assertion in the face of damning labeling and abuse--as they all support these men (and women) in inflicting upon me as prototype for a new Epstein class warfare against society now fully protected by the entire gamut of law, justice and media and the entire congress and all governments around the world. Maybe some of you should have some tears in your eyes for the destruction they are inflicting upon America and the concepts of freedom of thought, movement and freedom to be a capitalist absolutely blocked from me--all, but in particular the last to have freedom of self-sustaining business opportunity that is the most cruciel for them to inflict. The women tell gavin old world boy rape culture repeat-scripted sentence of how benevolent he is in supporting democracy that ole gavin--the nazi women with their promises from their rape men in euro-heaven-land for these americans it's like going to heaven for them--to flee the ghettos of america they are helping to create and enlarge the homeless camps where the money supposed to help people not die in the streets is instead being funneled into gavin wife's newest feminist movie career and that of pelosi--the funding for their next "feminist" documentaries and etc with all regalia of h-wood and more mansions in euro-heaven land for them all promised for full compliance to offering all the nazi hate-land leeches can suck out--all the fake warm smiles are repeated on gavin's face when he lectures about democracy just like greece and rome etc....

  Tears still coming out--eating in this attempt as always to heal from the black hard poison they ordered put in my food and injected into ...