Sunday, April 18, 2021

I know my emotions are being absolutely skewed while I write--the keyboard is almost impossible to pound down on any longer and the hacking makes writing correctly the first time I write a word also impossible. These people surrounding me are nasty, rotten and disgusting and rude and foul. I just noticed that on facebook beneath my post there is an advertisement for performing independent editing work online. I can't accomplish anything that precise on the internet due to hacking. I need at least my GOVERNMENT to stop forcing me into poverty with providing this group every poison, drug and torture tactic and equipment and drug and synthetic paralysis operation so I can't operate while they deny me health care. I really need health care and I have for years and this group has forced me not only into this sickness and poverty with no access to health care due to the poverty they inflicted upon me--while they partied and laughed with their new lovers as they got so turned on by being handed top awards year-after-year as i sat alone crying into the internet for help while they have been slashing my toes literally off, my fingernails my hair being chemically treated out and etc etc--so I have to spend endless years not only healing from poisoning but also from these nightly attacks on my body causing bruises, scars, blemishes that erupt from the fungus and mold and poisons they smear on my body--after they put my hips and spine out of place after they rape me while I am unconscious and being telpeorted to another location (a twin-body in two-places at one time sort of situation) and it's disgusting--and to have some real losers living around me who are being handed free rent to yell like snorting animals at me and whining hyenas as I am cleaining up the filth they have poured onto my patio after they just took away all the plants I have tended for 3 years and were beautiful and wonderful--with lies about water dripping onto their patio which they have had the landlord yell at me and throw things and break things as I stood there while he threatened to evict me for watering plants--as the fucking pigs in Whorewood watch on their surveillance tapes as I struggle to defend myself with no police protection, only attacks by all police which are as pigly as the pigapes of whorewood and the presidents and the politicians who partner with them all--and it's just disgusting and I see these rotten whores partying as they get awards for the ideas they steal out of me and then torture me afterwards and then destroy what little I have left when I write about their theft, what sick and dirty and ugly rotten stupid skanks the really are and everyone keeps defending them and leaving me begging for some justice so I am not forced to live with perpetual rape, dismemberment and death from this group of shit

 I have the usual sensation of spinning around and being nauseous while sitting still in front of this laptop. The mind control technology blasting into my brain, cutting off oxygen or stifling neural firing--however it's being done it's definitely unhealthy and damaging to brain cells and function.

I am nearly passing out sitting here from this attack. The keyboard is so badly being hacked it won't operate and I sit here like typing on a keyboard where the keys have been glued down--the sensation --

this has not stopped --this hacking like this and the brain attacks--for well over a decade or much longer but I have only been able to pinpoint it for the last decade. That no one is stopping it is a travesty to the legacy of the United States and for the progress of the world. the most vile and stupid are being promoted but I think most of you welcome that since you are part of that insidious group anyway.

But for me to be so blocked from earning money with my talents being suppressed--for whatever I can earn if not censored or shunned by this group of mind-numb followers who obey and do what they are told--so even if I had the most fascinating writing they would have their organization pass the news around to completely shun me and block all success even if I could actually publish my material without them blocking content or the information in toto on all avenues of communication. That is the situation now.

I really have been trying to get out of this rut , to earn money I have really tried with this blog and the hacking is so bad I am not able any longer to access my PayPal account. I can't get my mail service to notify me of mail I receive and they perpetually lie and I have changed and changed services  and the options have dwindled and in this sense I am stuck as well. So I can't earn money for any financial stability I can't get my mail information I can't post anything online without it being blocked I can't get health care and I can't get legal representation for all of these criminal activities. 

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The real-life drama shitwood whorewood hollywood has REALLY brought you through their partnership with government state-sponsored terror avenues for consolidation of power for a Totalitarian Nazi fascist death and murder "luxury/haute" system of their endless movies dominating the scene and your destruction (to those who either are too intelligent to fall for the sleazy stupid filth of the whorewood movie ennui fodder horrid movie crap year after year monopoly of monotony) or those who want an actual working country of highly talented and intelligent people who care about life, society and the people therein. These ape scumbag whores have made hundreds of millions of dollars off my ideas but the only thing they have given me are 2nd hand clothing from the garbage room where because they cut my SSI Disability off in 2025, I obtain some clothing which instantly is marred, sprayed with stinking filth instantly forever until the fabric is so putrid I mustt use it to clean the muck daily sprayed into my room, the floor being torn up the landlord will demand I pay for all damages he actually creates with his rancid group as this hate cartel laughs because all government does is laugh and giggle when they come to assault me in tandem for their promotions into the senate or long-standing approval and media interviews for their political "Democcracy" promises to the duped and desperate public.//For saying no to my life being completely devoured more than it already has been by this filth sucking ugly sick parasite group laughing, smiling partying over decades of torturing me day after day--the nazi actors the ugly filthy plastic surgery scum creeps of nazi conformity who have stolen my ideas derived from RESEARCH STUDY AND THOUGHT as the blank and ugly hateful sleazy filth steals it--ugly arnold having me tortured for literally 16 hours per day so when he needs my t houghts he threatens me with more extreme violence and the world participates and that stupid ugly ape rat parasitic roach gets more of my ideas to sell as his own, and he gets the rat celebrities to shriek "loser stupid bitch nothing" slapping hitting raping me afterwards for having ideas they can't formulate because they were put into power to mind control the public into conformity to their overtake presented as heroes of society or the seductive villains always awarded for either/or roles as are the politicians, the same formula. Thusly trying to get th em off me for years and years and years and years but they teleport me in my sleep they teleport me all day they teleport me every time I take a shower am on the toilet (arnold likes to physically assault me in the 2-fold physical state of teleportation--the prime body in the "real" location the teleported body almost etherial in the 2nd where they teleport me--pressing a button he likes to pick me up and punch my abdomen and my intestines on the side whilel I am in extreme nausia sickness shitting out the poison that ugly ape scum filth the former governor with the current rancid sleazy dirty crap governor employing him for this purpuose as he has to sell his benign anti-trump costume underneath he's in drag waiting to bend over once more for the rump interlocking partnership.//Knives or small sharp objects inserted under my already dead cuticles while sleeping in what I call "collapse" toxic shock need to sleep immediately during the day when not able to wrap my body (the required hour of wrapping items very carefully, having taken me years to construct this system through trial-and-error endless mutilation of my hands, hair, gum tissue, toes, and I can't project my skin they still slather horrific chemicals on my skin while I can't protect every centimeter of my body in deep sleep (unable to wake up due to brain implants afflicting nervous system into total unawareness while in deep sleep; plus never-ending drugging of my food and body to induce various other states while they abuse me without end, day and night to get this contract for their monumental empire of hate movies propaganda for nazi overtake controlled by euro-hate-land nazis welcomed by almost the totality of the U .S. government and forces of civilian terrorism within America (not restricted to any skin color or race or gender, political affiliation, etc).//Seeing the telling swollen red, already completely enlarged mutilated completely cut offf my nail bed cuticle on my left middle finger--shit like tom hardy who came at me for 16 hours per day for at least 6 months until other nazi europigape nazi filth trash came to inflict the same--culminating in terminigger arnold and barely stopped by anybody after years of this---slicing under the cuticle too ill from having to go shopping and the hard tubes of poison I am fighting to break off my internal cavities in my body--my intestines into my hips and spine a solid internal structure. The poisons are so toxic I litrally can't stay awake and must instantly sleep and thusly they cut into the black and deformed cuticles (my toes already all broken, pointing in various directions and black from cuticles cut completely permanently off the toe nail bed and never growing back---) my fingers now the same, absolutely mutilated they are SEVERING MY FINGERTIPS OFF literally. These ape scum whore stinking filthy foul dirty parasites have been paid millions for having stolen my dieas can't stop torturing me to get more, all stupid blank and completely mediocre in intellect, creativity and void and null in terms of any humanitarian concern about anything, relegated to be the poster porn pimps and whores of compassion and art in America and around the world. //This weapons of murder distribution system which "they" put muck and rump successively into the highest positions of power to enact a global system of torture, murder, home-bound concentration camp murders, rape through microchip and mk ultra trauma-based mind control with implants, drugs administered in restaurants and all businesses comply with the demands of this mafia-organized system (government has merged with mafia).

Right now, trying to take notes in my email for future business dealings with trying to get my money reinstated because old boy gavin has to...