Sunday, April 18, 2021

I know my emotions are being absolutely skewed while I write--the keyboard is almost impossible to pound down on any longer and the hacking makes writing correctly the first time I write a word also impossible. These people surrounding me are nasty, rotten and disgusting and rude and foul. I just noticed that on facebook beneath my post there is an advertisement for performing independent editing work online. I can't accomplish anything that precise on the internet due to hacking. I need at least my GOVERNMENT to stop forcing me into poverty with providing this group every poison, drug and torture tactic and equipment and drug and synthetic paralysis operation so I can't operate while they deny me health care. I really need health care and I have for years and this group has forced me not only into this sickness and poverty with no access to health care due to the poverty they inflicted upon me--while they partied and laughed with their new lovers as they got so turned on by being handed top awards year-after-year as i sat alone crying into the internet for help while they have been slashing my toes literally off, my fingernails my hair being chemically treated out and etc etc--so I have to spend endless years not only healing from poisoning but also from these nightly attacks on my body causing bruises, scars, blemishes that erupt from the fungus and mold and poisons they smear on my body--after they put my hips and spine out of place after they rape me while I am unconscious and being telpeorted to another location (a twin-body in two-places at one time sort of situation) and it's disgusting--and to have some real losers living around me who are being handed free rent to yell like snorting animals at me and whining hyenas as I am cleaining up the filth they have poured onto my patio after they just took away all the plants I have tended for 3 years and were beautiful and wonderful--with lies about water dripping onto their patio which they have had the landlord yell at me and throw things and break things as I stood there while he threatened to evict me for watering plants--as the fucking pigs in Whorewood watch on their surveillance tapes as I struggle to defend myself with no police protection, only attacks by all police which are as pigly as the pigapes of whorewood and the presidents and the politicians who partner with them all--and it's just disgusting and I see these rotten whores partying as they get awards for the ideas they steal out of me and then torture me afterwards and then destroy what little I have left when I write about their theft, what sick and dirty and ugly rotten stupid skanks the really are and everyone keeps defending them and leaving me begging for some justice so I am not forced to live with perpetual rape, dismemberment and death from this group of shit

 I have the usual sensation of spinning around and being nauseous while sitting still in front of this laptop. The mind control technology blasting into my brain, cutting off oxygen or stifling neural firing--however it's being done it's definitely unhealthy and damaging to brain cells and function.

I am nearly passing out sitting here from this attack. The keyboard is so badly being hacked it won't operate and I sit here like typing on a keyboard where the keys have been glued down--the sensation --

this has not stopped --this hacking like this and the brain attacks--for well over a decade or much longer but I have only been able to pinpoint it for the last decade. That no one is stopping it is a travesty to the legacy of the United States and for the progress of the world. the most vile and stupid are being promoted but I think most of you welcome that since you are part of that insidious group anyway.

But for me to be so blocked from earning money with my talents being suppressed--for whatever I can earn if not censored or shunned by this group of mind-numb followers who obey and do what they are told--so even if I had the most fascinating writing they would have their organization pass the news around to completely shun me and block all success even if I could actually publish my material without them blocking content or the information in toto on all avenues of communication. That is the situation now.

I really have been trying to get out of this rut , to earn money I have really tried with this blog and the hacking is so bad I am not able any longer to access my PayPal account. I can't get my mail service to notify me of mail I receive and they perpetually lie and I have changed and changed services  and the options have dwindled and in this sense I am stuck as well. So I can't earn money for any financial stability I can't get my mail information I can't post anything online without it being blocked I can't get health care and I can't get legal representation for all of these criminal activities. 

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Terrorist home-0destruction and theft report: another tree outside my window has been almost killed. The verdant green leaves are yellowing, the veins of the leaves are like skeltons with yellow death not even fall colors but like dead skeletons in appearance--just yesterday healthy, beautiful leaves. Anothe tree whch literally bent to brush against my patio like an embrace during a storm is now almost completely bare of all leaves; it held flowers where the bees who rely on the dwindling natural environment to obtain their food sources, whcih environmentalists claim is pivotal for human survival and the global food chain--killed so some prick rapist nazi can feel "better" about me screaming to stop sexuallya busing me, stop hitting me, stop trying to control me, stop trying to tel lme that what I am eating in sickness is "wrong" and yelling at me while i have to try to not respond but they keep drugging me (killikng me so my body looks skeletal--m once healthy beautiful body like a skeleton blemishes everywhere dwindling bieng kiled and morning routines just after waking from a drug-infusion whist sleepig through some portal of my body, however it's being done (probably nightly through insertion into my bladder unable to wake up or sense or feel anything but could be other means of administering nonconensual drugging; surely they have multiple ways and all handed to them by highest wonderful authority figures and politicianns--one again this morning rushing to get her endless free deals, more ostentatious presentations of "not racist/liberal/democrat" perspective while fully funding white nazi mediocrity they call supremacy death squads racism without boundaries covert epstein island fantasy rape and torture senarios---waiting for the demo-cr-at wave of blue to once more present a wonderful show of caring about humanity, as they always have just could not fend off the red wave (but riding that crypto-investment wave, the wall street wave all the while financies committee riding high--progressive party as well! has black and brown girlies all "strong" women "fighting" in congress for me--they claim. There once more to get get get as msuh as possible feeding frenzy continuation today--skeleton me dying from abuse. The system is intended to wither the target into premature old age, break down, physical decay so the end is not inconceivable--formerly extremely strong, helathy plump atthletic body now fighting every day to not die from stress. Today yelling me screaming for the 15th year in a row of daily barrages rape torture abuse which lasts ALL DAY LON and has been on a continuous arch of DAILY 16 HOURS OR SO of abuse insults death threats rape insults abuse from the pig filth sitting on those chairs who just killed another tree, also has kept the "ghost kittY' away from my patio--it walks the ledge from another unit to my little space and it refuses any contact with me but it's gone--blociking it, killing another tree, the life FUCK sinister hero of muscular entitlement nazism has had his "entitlement" thrill for the day after weeks and years of me fighting him, his endless nazi cronies who are just laughing and parting away because "the stupid americans' are so easy to manipulate and control. Just offer them the fantasy of macho nazi "superiority" by pretending to care about society and the ills of the downtrodden minorities, women and every "liberal" perspective; play all sides simultaneously--use the nazi image to push for instant hegeomony without question and anyone like me to be destroyed crushed raped but original ideas which they are lacking in must be drained but more fun to do it through rape and torture so the "ladies" of their r ape nazi enclave get to play feminist but in real life rape cheerleader enabler extremely thrilled to watch other women get the brun tof their nazi killer abuser domestic violence alcoholic addiction male partners (which they are themselves but just can't take it out on the men of their nazi world anyone else will do and this microchip ejmpire they are constructing will enable them to wreak endless violence upon unsuspecting and the world keeps cheering this on. The fakes and frauds continue to spout american democracy and restoring the american dream. As long as the blacks, jews and gays don't get a chance (well, gay people are now included as lon as they are either supplicating deferential if minority or boldly so but just at the right moment declining in the right position otherwise apparently self-empowered "strong" and bold dynamic for public presentation of "gay rights". Oh, they are now at the crest of the racist and hate wave along with the blacks, jews and gay s(when it comes to attacking me because white nazi their icon has instructed them to do it for more holocaust gold stashed away in Swiss bank accounts and all they need to do is obtain some of that endlessly re-invested lucre to pay off more american stupid good puppets.//the situation and the life fuck bully thuggeries are just reclining in anotther day of destroying anything possible about me, my home, my money my hair my nose my toes my fingers my body riddled with hard, black and brown rock-solid poison embedded into hips, my skull into my spine down my legs into my shoulders along my back like an internal shell. Oh trhe years they spent poisoning me and laughing about it and then mocking how my body looks. Oh what fun to paralyze me and then obtain ideas as they torture me to obtain them instantly they begin yelling bitch loser stupid and they slap beat and rape me afterwards and then they use the ideas as their platform to sell more progressive warren warrantless crimes ordained by the big kahunas in the senate and ratified by the rats of the house lurking in the shados of the escape holes intended to scurry back into safe position on home plate Forbes Breaking News channel yelling about equality justice and freedom and fighting the repugs fighting they fight oh how they laugh together at me and lunge at me viciously ordaining murder rape and abuse and yelling at me to never question them or defend myself to shut the hell up let them poison and kill me without fighting back as they hug the celebrities and cash-in on the plantations in France with vineyards hidden investments in the Cayman Islands which myh brother John can secure for them from having hidden his own and my entire family's tax haven investments due to the LIFETIME of poisoning abusing putting my body out of alignment laughing mocking me yelling that I am a "sponge" to rely on the"family" for money after they literally made sure I could not obtain health care and then tried to really imprison me on false charges of theft of jewelry (they are all lawyers with downtown court sway my mother a judge at certain times my brother with his AICPAC investor allies out of wealthy Long Island all supporting him to present ME as the sacrifice to jews can belong to the wealthy class without fear of being killed (als they are still killed via poisoning through the nazi rat networks every restaurnt people poisoning food handing it to the target with huge smiles at parties, "lovers and friends" and all using mind control to continue to influence with sneering contempt "God's Choosen".//More death from this hate group for me fighting fo rmy life, more screaming this moring, my hands looking like skeleton leaves almost falling off cuticles slashed off--more debris spinkled on my floor when I went down the elevator to pick something up and more rummaging through my room to poison food and destroy break and steal and destroy food, shampoo must carry all with me everywhere I go as much as possible or they WLL poison food poison shampoo to make moe hair fall out after having hair follicles literally technologically removed while in deep, comatose brain microship ipmlant thetha sleep state (or whatever brain waves blocking suffocating sensation in prime body while they slash, abuse rape hit cut parts off the shitalina crews of whorewood nazi actors smirk and laugh and go off on hormone highs afterwards it's a beauty treatment for them as well through dumping their fith and ugliness out on me then blaming me for it--truly a toxic parasitie vampirism endorsed by the tosic vampire politicians rushing to get as much royhalties and media coverage for more yapping progressive "fighting the 1%" blather the use in endless tirades. Yo ucan tell how much full of acting training they have by the same whiny tone they all use in their rants about the ultra wealhty. There is no resolution no solution ever offered just whining sighing and explanations of how bad and corrupt their ("friends" in the teleportation torture for energy extraction sexual extraction idea extraction and hormone highs off torture as "entitlement and "superiortty" highs which are more precious than gold fo the life fuck destsroyers of society, t he government, the planet they could are less if trees are killed bees strugging in a near-urban busy environment where trees ahve been felld to the point that of course nature is dying but they will kill more to prove how much "power' they have as the powerless weak cowardly sleazy lions as they call themselves feed off parasitic weakness energy extraction through sleazy and dirty invasive means of parasitic energy feeding through this vile technological system. Hoards of whore creeps rushing to join in all entralled by mass group hypnosis highs off abuse and torture without any"evidence". Antoer day another thing killed by the life fuck heroes of celluloid bullshit dissesmination about how "strong" they are how incredible they are what muscles what "proud" nose-sniffing the air pog postures they make. How they "crush" cities, countrei and inner city inhabitants until they grovel for acceptance and become force amplifier stalking murderous vicious nazi agents with black and brown skin just dying to kill to prove they are not going to live in the ghettos.

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