Sunday, April 18, 2021

I know my emotions are being absolutely skewed while I write--the keyboard is almost impossible to pound down on any longer and the hacking makes writing correctly the first time I write a word also impossible. These people surrounding me are nasty, rotten and disgusting and rude and foul. I just noticed that on facebook beneath my post there is an advertisement for performing independent editing work online. I can't accomplish anything that precise on the internet due to hacking. I need at least my GOVERNMENT to stop forcing me into poverty with providing this group every poison, drug and torture tactic and equipment and drug and synthetic paralysis operation so I can't operate while they deny me health care. I really need health care and I have for years and this group has forced me not only into this sickness and poverty with no access to health care due to the poverty they inflicted upon me--while they partied and laughed with their new lovers as they got so turned on by being handed top awards year-after-year as i sat alone crying into the internet for help while they have been slashing my toes literally off, my fingernails my hair being chemically treated out and etc etc--so I have to spend endless years not only healing from poisoning but also from these nightly attacks on my body causing bruises, scars, blemishes that erupt from the fungus and mold and poisons they smear on my body--after they put my hips and spine out of place after they rape me while I am unconscious and being telpeorted to another location (a twin-body in two-places at one time sort of situation) and it's disgusting--and to have some real losers living around me who are being handed free rent to yell like snorting animals at me and whining hyenas as I am cleaining up the filth they have poured onto my patio after they just took away all the plants I have tended for 3 years and were beautiful and wonderful--with lies about water dripping onto their patio which they have had the landlord yell at me and throw things and break things as I stood there while he threatened to evict me for watering plants--as the fucking pigs in Whorewood watch on their surveillance tapes as I struggle to defend myself with no police protection, only attacks by all police which are as pigly as the pigapes of whorewood and the presidents and the politicians who partner with them all--and it's just disgusting and I see these rotten whores partying as they get awards for the ideas they steal out of me and then torture me afterwards and then destroy what little I have left when I write about their theft, what sick and dirty and ugly rotten stupid skanks the really are and everyone keeps defending them and leaving me begging for some justice so I am not forced to live with perpetual rape, dismemberment and death from this group of shit

 I have the usual sensation of spinning around and being nauseous while sitting still in front of this laptop. The mind control technology blasting into my brain, cutting off oxygen or stifling neural firing--however it's being done it's definitely unhealthy and damaging to brain cells and function.

I am nearly passing out sitting here from this attack. The keyboard is so badly being hacked it won't operate and I sit here like typing on a keyboard where the keys have been glued down--the sensation --

this has not stopped --this hacking like this and the brain attacks--for well over a decade or much longer but I have only been able to pinpoint it for the last decade. That no one is stopping it is a travesty to the legacy of the United States and for the progress of the world. the most vile and stupid are being promoted but I think most of you welcome that since you are part of that insidious group anyway.

But for me to be so blocked from earning money with my talents being suppressed--for whatever I can earn if not censored or shunned by this group of mind-numb followers who obey and do what they are told--so even if I had the most fascinating writing they would have their organization pass the news around to completely shun me and block all success even if I could actually publish my material without them blocking content or the information in toto on all avenues of communication. That is the situation now.

I really have been trying to get out of this rut , to earn money I have really tried with this blog and the hacking is so bad I am not able any longer to access my PayPal account. I can't get my mail service to notify me of mail I receive and they perpetually lie and I have changed and changed services  and the options have dwindled and in this sense I am stuck as well. So I can't earn money for any financial stability I can't get my mail information I can't post anything online without it being blocked I can't get health care and I can't get legal representation for all of these criminal activities. 

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Physical assault and death threats after weeks (years although he has put many of his substitutes out of germany and austria to rape and torture poison and mutilate me, along with a plethora of other euro-hate nazi-land bigots poised in politics but not American so they just control the puppets who are running for office or are installed already. Out of Californication but not straight is a lying con-artist violent facsist thug, the role he has played in many a thug macho muscle movie then turned politician as special election-selected governor and now tyrannical nazi coordinator of rape, torture, mutilation and the endless influx of euro-nazi hate-landers into american politican control via whorweood and it's machinery of false super-heroism. Yes, you got it it's termin88gger the con bot but bro to most of the dough-diggers of Cali and it's plantation supplicants which adorn such types--emboldening them to exploit with a huge warm smile and back pats to those who aid and abet in his overtake schemes. He rushes at me while I am in deep sleep just waking (they use the microchip system in my spine and brain to force me to awaken; he is the non-stop sleazy leech sucking all possible out of me so 24/7 he is there to monitor as much as possible to see any vulnerability the endless life-suckin parasites can latch into my thoughts to obtain ideas so their spawn can play roles of heroism while they are just nepo-empty leeches generation 2.666. Then watching any sort of self-defense I make to sabotage it. And lastly, like baryishnikov did for I can't remember now how many years, but years of saying he is "helping" me while I am exercising to try and fight to heal--giving me literally TWO SINGLE tIps in how to exercise correctly over a near 5-year span. Literally just having his assistants hack some exercise videos which like physical therapy are for moving body but not addressing structural alignment, the core of my problem as the rats and whores their good partners in this group or they themeslves organized it, but they had people going into my room while in unconscious mode brain microchips rendering me unconscious to pain--and attack. Raping but not merely doin that, but putting hips and spine out of alignment and etc for years and years as i fought, nearly killing myself in trying to secure my door and stop mechanical arms from opening my front door from the inside but while I was rendered unconsciosu unable to hear to wake up due to these microchip implants. //s-n**88ger the termin**g88er is rushing at me punching into my face or at my head today it was with sophia whoren the creep italian brought to me by the deniro "hate trump " fascist nazi who put trump into power. LIke all the reverse psychology liars in the media, who are "fighting trump" i.e. the stupid oscar jokes and etc rendered by the same cretins who rushed to join into this group thusly aligning with trump and maga and nazis and fascists in order to get the notice and attention to be a speaker at the oscars in the first place (but starting years ago). S-n*gger-88 bot hater bigot nazi with loran whoren the nazi 88 "not fascist antifascist" in her movies which her husband made, so obviously he knew she was a liar as was he as well but that is what sold to offset the former italian fascist label back in the 60's-80's. Now bringing in every euro-ape scum possible to assault me they use the most open fascist terms. Americans like the last senator who is one of the loudest yapping pro black and brown advocates but really working for white inferiority to overtake all civil rights--so antagonistic to me fighting for any basic human rights more extreme than the mage nazis but she is a democrat liberal very famous undoubtely will be nominated as senator of her rancid state until she has to be carted away as a dead dino grasping the last of her rulership as senator and blocking any newcomers in. Anyone who might actually be authentic not the lying brood that exists now. //s-ni-I mean negger 88-bot not only is coming ta me punching while I am in just waking mode after he sees me shitting the poison he and his loving wonderful hero friends had put in my body as he hugs them all, and then forces his rancid self on me while exercising, taking the place of rotten dirty baryishnikov the KGB agent who formerly claimed to be a defector from the Soviet Union but is now a fascist nazi knighted by the nazis of the English crown for helping them through atatcking me to encouragte all the little dirty greedy americans into following into this group so t hey can be rounded up and collected with europigapes then taking their place through warm smiles (I have seen this happen with many black actors who ru sh to join in attacking me and stealing ideas, and once "black people" are seen as "acceptable" then slowly they are replaced by ENGLISH black actors who then dominate the "american lead role" perfornance, etc it goes on and on. When it happens to blacks first it's not noticed and thusly to me, a female and now being attacked so endlessly not very fresh any longer with non-stop poisoning torture and hate dumped on me by filth of crap like s-n*gger 88-bot out of austria former governor of califronia, etc. HIs rancid plot to say he is "helping" me by hacking one video which corrected my wrong position for one exercise was his segue to endless abuse, violence, not just death threats with him first punching into my face, I react by rushing at him hitting him he lifts me up with one arm I kick hi as the group of filth in the rows of chaiirs sitting on their rotten brains, lookin for me to p rovide them with ideas for their next oscar-winning movie concept (the list has grown year-by-year of my ideas used to p romote them with them taking all credit and me being so abused and raped that my hair has turned grey my face is sagging from rage and hate as they enver for a single day stop slowly killing me. Senators come smiling and laughing with approval and threatening to kill me for not just giving them more ideas which they obtained this past 6 months by non-stop torture day and night for a YEAR until I provided them with an idea--I stopped writing all. But s-negger also threatens or says I should be raped, etc as he sits bringing on ,as he and his nasty dirty ilk have done, groups of dirty greasy americans yearning to become aristocrat haute luxury entitled fascist nazis blacks in throngs and groups and progressives worse than mage but they must "prove" more violence to appear that their fake liberalsim is just a fraud, which it is. //s-n--gger who has done very little of "help" i.e. about 1% of actual "help" and otherwise, me fighting to get the next rancid ugly sick filth crap off me as I have been doing with one sleazy dirty filth creep after the next, your heroes of c ulture and the government oh yes, look at what a great job they have done for the past 15 years of just destroying the country but you never question them or stop this or do anything, don't you all?//anyway, I began to watch videos about mewing which actually focus on spinal alignment (some of them do) which is actually helping me. The filth of shitnigger then got as many of these macho men "glow-up "scumbags to rush to abuse me, as he does every day there are groups of shit nazi fascist crap like loren the whoren scum ugly dirty dino who brought the german the lastest german sick greasy fuc to violently assault me as she watched on--her years of giggles and fake bravado gaity are met by men extremely violent so thusl her money and her position in europigapeland is very powerful even shitnigger joins with her to get more for his nasty and bigoted empire which expands all the time due to this contract out on me. I was actually getting some real HELP for healing so he turned it into inviting every youtube podcaster possible I watched to learn these techniques so my spine is not crunched up any longer, because this filthy ugly sick cesspool of hormone-imploded dirty old man filth has had like the rat spawn of depp, influenced by french fascist nazis who are urging this ugly sick parasite on me to abuse me to death poison and abuse me to death but first, after torturing me to obtain original ideas claiming that only th ey are beautiful as they have me mutilated raped poisoned and dismembered disfigured not once, not twice, not for a year ,but over 20 years and longer it is never-ending as they laugh with senators like elizabeth-warranty expired the progressive rushing at me yelling "you give them ideas" as they are just glowing with sadistic hormone high addiction and all fascist nazism welcoming them for just being violent and sleazy and dirty towards me. So shitnigger who is using the excuse or the ploy that he is "helping" me to heal and demanding that I consider him something to actually respect and listen to, is using that to torture me for not "obeying" and then, after trying to actually get helpful information and reverting to youtube he has begun or continued, I should say, to bring on every greasy greedy sleazy creep out of that environment whose video I have watched in order to reshape my face from the sagging and depleted to getting good chi flow and not looking old and worn out from this exhaustion of shitting black poison out every day and being raped beaten and abused all day every day and night for years and years and years and years and years. Thusly, that is the "help" that shitnigger the terminigger is doing and he is deplorable and repugnant ugly filthy and just a nazi dirty fuck who has been treated to far more than he should ever have been in america. Get that rancid dirty ugly group off me get that vile dirty filth scum shitnigger off me goddamn . //