Sunday, April 18, 2021

I know my emotions are being absolutely skewed while I write--the keyboard is almost impossible to pound down on any longer and the hacking makes writing correctly the first time I write a word also impossible. These people surrounding me are nasty, rotten and disgusting and rude and foul. I just noticed that on facebook beneath my post there is an advertisement for performing independent editing work online. I can't accomplish anything that precise on the internet due to hacking. I need at least my GOVERNMENT to stop forcing me into poverty with providing this group every poison, drug and torture tactic and equipment and drug and synthetic paralysis operation so I can't operate while they deny me health care. I really need health care and I have for years and this group has forced me not only into this sickness and poverty with no access to health care due to the poverty they inflicted upon me--while they partied and laughed with their new lovers as they got so turned on by being handed top awards year-after-year as i sat alone crying into the internet for help while they have been slashing my toes literally off, my fingernails my hair being chemically treated out and etc etc--so I have to spend endless years not only healing from poisoning but also from these nightly attacks on my body causing bruises, scars, blemishes that erupt from the fungus and mold and poisons they smear on my body--after they put my hips and spine out of place after they rape me while I am unconscious and being telpeorted to another location (a twin-body in two-places at one time sort of situation) and it's disgusting--and to have some real losers living around me who are being handed free rent to yell like snorting animals at me and whining hyenas as I am cleaining up the filth they have poured onto my patio after they just took away all the plants I have tended for 3 years and were beautiful and wonderful--with lies about water dripping onto their patio which they have had the landlord yell at me and throw things and break things as I stood there while he threatened to evict me for watering plants--as the fucking pigs in Whorewood watch on their surveillance tapes as I struggle to defend myself with no police protection, only attacks by all police which are as pigly as the pigapes of whorewood and the presidents and the politicians who partner with them all--and it's just disgusting and I see these rotten whores partying as they get awards for the ideas they steal out of me and then torture me afterwards and then destroy what little I have left when I write about their theft, what sick and dirty and ugly rotten stupid skanks the really are and everyone keeps defending them and leaving me begging for some justice so I am not forced to live with perpetual rape, dismemberment and death from this group of shit

 I have the usual sensation of spinning around and being nauseous while sitting still in front of this laptop. The mind control technology blasting into my brain, cutting off oxygen or stifling neural firing--however it's being done it's definitely unhealthy and damaging to brain cells and function.

I am nearly passing out sitting here from this attack. The keyboard is so badly being hacked it won't operate and I sit here like typing on a keyboard where the keys have been glued down--the sensation --

this has not stopped --this hacking like this and the brain attacks--for well over a decade or much longer but I have only been able to pinpoint it for the last decade. That no one is stopping it is a travesty to the legacy of the United States and for the progress of the world. the most vile and stupid are being promoted but I think most of you welcome that since you are part of that insidious group anyway.

But for me to be so blocked from earning money with my talents being suppressed--for whatever I can earn if not censored or shunned by this group of mind-numb followers who obey and do what they are told--so even if I had the most fascinating writing they would have their organization pass the news around to completely shun me and block all success even if I could actually publish my material without them blocking content or the information in toto on all avenues of communication. That is the situation now.

I really have been trying to get out of this rut , to earn money I have really tried with this blog and the hacking is so bad I am not able any longer to access my PayPal account. I can't get my mail service to notify me of mail I receive and they perpetually lie and I have changed and changed services  and the options have dwindled and in this sense I am stuck as well. So I can't earn money for any financial stability I can't get my mail information I can't post anything online without it being blocked I can't get health care and I can't get legal representation for all of these criminal activities. 

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State-sponsored financial, living and telecommunication blocks, diversions and then terror violence murder attempts and rape once more to let you dear readers know that the government is kinda not ok and it's endemic not a few swamp creatures---the one which just met it's croc maker brought the brownies and blackies of the demo-rat "opposition" all claiming to be devout christians during the BBB bill the last tragic dismemberment of the July 4th commemoration of liberty, justice for all and the pursuit of happiness as the declaration entailed--last year. Came yelling with old lady bugger sitting smirking as the blacks, jews and gays came to kick me out of existence complying with nazi genocidal policy not quite yet enacted on a grandiose scale but every day getting closer; all celebrity scum being paid in millions to portray a happy blond plantation, Euro-centric Nazi joy and change society and hope, oh, how they sell hope.//The endless hate, obstruction and parasitic life-force drain of the celebrity-political structure. Why is America failing? A few rogue politicians of the "swamp"? //Endless obstruction in a dire business dealing I am fighting for my life to resolve. Everything from endless blocks to my internet service (DOS attacks, which just happened at this very moment as they do. The second I begin to write about internet hacking DOS and blocks, rewrites, discrediting revisions of my every business and personal email and everything I do is sullied made dirty incompetent in the electronic telecommunications sphere so as I was typing a black page popped out to cover this blog). Non-stop freezing to my system while I am clicking on sites, etc to type the 20th email in 24 hours to get my very basic address change in my mail system which is lying and has OPENLY DISCRIMINATED AGAINST ME as has SOCIAL SECURITY and any and all other business dealings.//Hours every morning the filth of the celebrity descends to pour their ugliness, hate and misery that their careers are not in top spotlight thusly it's my "fault" for not providing them with my life for them to use endlessly for their profit----so they do it anyway using the tech. They abuse and torture me until I come out with more epiphanies about how stupid sick and tawdry they are. The blank and ugly demons sit in silence taking notes to steal for their song lyrics, podcast themes and stolen phrases from what I have either spoken in the torture hours-long daily sessions, freshly drugged upon waking unable to think clearly ni a drugged daze of pain--telling the ugly parasites I am in pain (really agony) from the poisons THEY POURED AND RAPED VIA THEIR HORMONE DIRTY CELEBRITY SICK SCUM MALE NAZI BIGOTS pounding the poison via rape injecting sewage water into my vagina and into my bladder along with MURDER poisons which harden literally along all bones, into every crevice and every joint. Years of sitting in bed and in pain shitting liquid filth out as they aabuse and torture me beginning literally the moment I wake up; only after a night time of deep sleep teleportation to rape, homelessness scenarios, people playing discrediting scenarios on me, etc. Then hours of abuser I finally scream out ideas the ape pigs then tell me that when I scream they are energy-sucking stupid dirty nazi parasites dumping their ugliness and misery out on me destroying my happy beautiful good mood every single morning for hours until I "break" in rage because I am too weak to brace against endless yelling of "loser bitch stupid" every single thought I have they comment on disparaaging insulting and finally I can't take it. The combination of my nervous system being attacked my brain under attack my body chemistry under attack immobility from hard poisons that are rancid literally like twine rope, hardened into serpentine structures hard as rock never coming out coursing down into my legs into my ankles--right now as usual limping in pain the chunk of hard poison lodged in my right ankle keeps me from doing anything but cleaning stinking filth sprayed on my bed linens when I need to rest. Yelling ugly rat of Depp this stupid dirty filth scum whose entire life has been spent in having me raped poisoned mutilated so her nazi plastic surgery "french" lookalike her dirty stupid ugly blonde french "model" skank gold-digger mommy with the psychopath rapist hateful drug alcoholic daddy from white trash. No ideas nothing but ingrained redneck entitlement coupled with an elaboarte euro-nazi entitlement to take over america and reestablish the conditions of genocide against jews instead of america being the one and only country providing haven for jews. Everyone goes along with this however the jews especially.//thusly, sitting here fighting to get the most simple thing done with my BANK LYING TO ME SOCIAL SECURITY LYING TO ME THE M AIL SERVICE PERPETUALLY OPENLY DISCRIMINATING AGAINST ME IN A MOST OPEN AND EGREGIOSU MANNER. Of course they are from North Carolina, the nazi South plantation system. The white nazi bigot who owns the company, which is the ONLY mail provider which allows a debit card for their services the others demand a credit card. They refuse to change my address to a normal apt-based number but they did it in my former location. THey never answer the live chat but only get in 1-2 hours afterwards. They lie they actually alter the template of the webpage so I can't access the information--and this is not exaggeration or "neurotic" fear on my part they take time zones out of teleconference meeting pages with time zones I can just easily click on, literally no times for the U.S. only for Euro-asia etc and then lying by phone, keeping me waiting, circular reasoning lying about services cutting off service refusing to answer. This is a company SPECIALIZING in overseas correspondence thusly they know that I can't go and sue them and they know, too, that I can't obtain this service from a similar company which will accept a debit card. Changing my address with my bank, the bank lied to me saying they cannot input STE into the apartment line, which is a goddamn lie. The mail service which had allowed this in the california location now will not honor that returns messages using AI after I request a live agent, only to be given endless AI messages asking me if I had tried using STE or PMB in the lines while I had explained my bank will not allow it only to request to the processing station that they know my bank will be mailing out bank letters using the apt format. Like it's impossible for them to understand and comply with and 24 hours later after 15 emails, sending messages to the one person who responded in live chat 2 hours after I had requested a live agent--they just kept me waiting in limbo. They always never pick up live chat I have gotten live humans twice in over one year of dealing with them. They just leave the chat blank and tell me to phone their office. Phoning their office I get a terse hateful almost yapping/yelling person lying to me, trying to get me to click on a repay for a subscription I had canceled and they only put "cancel" for the fax service of their functionality which is separate from the main account--on the actual template of the webpage. They replaced "downgrade" with cancel. Their policy states that if you accidentally cancel or change your mind you may reinstate your account within 2 weeks or something like that of having clicked on cancel. They told me it was impossible they lied and continue this circular "do you want an agent" with no agent responding for over 2 hours phoning they yell and lie to me and I spend hours just trying to get ONE SIMPLE THING DONE for my life, to save my life from the lying abuse they forced on me due to social security administration which I am also fighting to resolve. Lied to, hung up on in that office as well when having a phone conference after having been literally lied to openly by their agents at ALL LOCATIONS including the main SS number, repeatedly like policy to lie to me at every single juncture. Then literally 24/7 the celebrity shit featuring the ugly rat of depp, who has been showered with protection by nazi repugs and shit progressive nazis like elizabeth warren and bernie sanders, both endorsing nazi shit like plattner and then the first ones to rat run away claiming they had no idea---they are putting nazi agents into all oppositional stations thusly they are coveted by the Steve Bannons of the Nazi regime in "power" (happened under Dem presidents as well preceding this openly "fascist" regime).

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