Sunday, April 18, 2021

I know my emotions are being absolutely skewed while I write--the keyboard is almost impossible to pound down on any longer and the hacking makes writing correctly the first time I write a word also impossible. These people surrounding me are nasty, rotten and disgusting and rude and foul. I just noticed that on facebook beneath my post there is an advertisement for performing independent editing work online. I can't accomplish anything that precise on the internet due to hacking. I need at least my GOVERNMENT to stop forcing me into poverty with providing this group every poison, drug and torture tactic and equipment and drug and synthetic paralysis operation so I can't operate while they deny me health care. I really need health care and I have for years and this group has forced me not only into this sickness and poverty with no access to health care due to the poverty they inflicted upon me--while they partied and laughed with their new lovers as they got so turned on by being handed top awards year-after-year as i sat alone crying into the internet for help while they have been slashing my toes literally off, my fingernails my hair being chemically treated out and etc etc--so I have to spend endless years not only healing from poisoning but also from these nightly attacks on my body causing bruises, scars, blemishes that erupt from the fungus and mold and poisons they smear on my body--after they put my hips and spine out of place after they rape me while I am unconscious and being telpeorted to another location (a twin-body in two-places at one time sort of situation) and it's disgusting--and to have some real losers living around me who are being handed free rent to yell like snorting animals at me and whining hyenas as I am cleaining up the filth they have poured onto my patio after they just took away all the plants I have tended for 3 years and were beautiful and wonderful--with lies about water dripping onto their patio which they have had the landlord yell at me and throw things and break things as I stood there while he threatened to evict me for watering plants--as the fucking pigs in Whorewood watch on their surveillance tapes as I struggle to defend myself with no police protection, only attacks by all police which are as pigly as the pigapes of whorewood and the presidents and the politicians who partner with them all--and it's just disgusting and I see these rotten whores partying as they get awards for the ideas they steal out of me and then torture me afterwards and then destroy what little I have left when I write about their theft, what sick and dirty and ugly rotten stupid skanks the really are and everyone keeps defending them and leaving me begging for some justice so I am not forced to live with perpetual rape, dismemberment and death from this group of shit

 I have the usual sensation of spinning around and being nauseous while sitting still in front of this laptop. The mind control technology blasting into my brain, cutting off oxygen or stifling neural firing--however it's being done it's definitely unhealthy and damaging to brain cells and function.

I am nearly passing out sitting here from this attack. The keyboard is so badly being hacked it won't operate and I sit here like typing on a keyboard where the keys have been glued down--the sensation --

this has not stopped --this hacking like this and the brain attacks--for well over a decade or much longer but I have only been able to pinpoint it for the last decade. That no one is stopping it is a travesty to the legacy of the United States and for the progress of the world. the most vile and stupid are being promoted but I think most of you welcome that since you are part of that insidious group anyway.

But for me to be so blocked from earning money with my talents being suppressed--for whatever I can earn if not censored or shunned by this group of mind-numb followers who obey and do what they are told--so even if I had the most fascinating writing they would have their organization pass the news around to completely shun me and block all success even if I could actually publish my material without them blocking content or the information in toto on all avenues of communication. That is the situation now.

I really have been trying to get out of this rut , to earn money I have really tried with this blog and the hacking is so bad I am not able any longer to access my PayPal account. I can't get my mail service to notify me of mail I receive and they perpetually lie and I have changed and changed services  and the options have dwindled and in this sense I am stuck as well. So I can't earn money for any financial stability I can't get my mail information I can't post anything online without it being blocked I can't get health care and I can't get legal representation for all of these criminal activities. 

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the post below was so hacked that I could not publish it due to uncharacteristic hacking which blocked the publication; once I copied the additional sentences I included after the chaotic endless fight to get any letters to print out while typing--pounding every key backspacing my brain being assaulted by tech in room next to mine through the faux wall which is so thin I can bend the corrugated wood panel that separates my room from the next under the sink--the waves of the tech just blast through and attack my brain as I sit here-ranting the hacking so bad I can't type my hands can't function and my brain pummeled with curse words and my cognition blocked from clear analysis and writing; thusly shitnigger and all the abuse rapist murdering scum bigots then torture me for having written what they force out of me through non-stop torture on all levels, all day and night tears in my eyes from the throat microchip implant and along my spine into my nervous system, my brain compartmentalized into ranting while I fight to type--they torture me for the reaction to torture and if I don't write about their torture they torture me to get me to write a bout them after hours of non-stop torture---which is by now excruciating with tears pouring out of my eyes thye depp shit filth family did this to me while poisoning me to death as I reacted and fought to stop the pounding of poison into my body by that ugly sleazy filth, ugly shitnigger has brought them to abuse and threaten myu life stealin ideas for the stuipd blank daughter and some german rat scum who had my spine fractured and my7 body poisoned almost to death (there is a record of me having to go to the emergency room and he was involved, whether directly or not but involved) he with the rat spawn of depp all broughyt by the filth of shitnigger arnold and newsom the prostituted whore with his gold digger sleazy whorew wife and family---all just torrturing me non-stop then torturing me by cutting of money more torture endless abuse and it has gone on and on u nabated for over 15 years. As a result trump was put in power because I clicked on a photo he hacked into my facebook page because I could sense and understand that hillary was just going to continue the tortrure, as she did when working WITH TRUMP to attack me as consolation prize to him "winning" by having been handed this tech. Dirty ugly shit nigger rushed to abuse me years ago when I watched terminator, and then 2 months ago or 3 by now I watched two goddamn sick fuck clips of his ape-appearances in movies and he has not stopped bringing in on a daily basis shit filth crap whores who are all instructed to literally abuse me into death on a daily basis for me having clicked on their goddamn videos--the abuse using teleportation and voice to skull amplified by drugging which they do every single night while I am helplessly asleep--injected into my bladder I suggest not sure how it's being done but I wake up and they bvegin the abuse which lasts for hours until I turn on the youtube to change my brainwave patterns because anything new changes my attention--thusly they hack profusely people who had come more politely at me years ago, but under instruction by shitnigger they are nazi murderous abusive yelling screaming violent and ugly and sinister under his directionm, which is directly tied to the nazi cartel this ugly filth hunk of shit came from in order to infiltrate hollywood--// I saw that hackers had deleted parts of the sentences and rejoined them into extremely confusing and chaotic ranting sentences, plus the cursing that accompanies the hours of abuse by ugly sick shitnigger this ugly dirty filthy parasite who afterwards had me on the ground stomping on my head after I wrote this post after years of his torture rape mutilation and poisoning and stealing my ideas because he is a dirty and ugly sinister sick rotten rat leech ape--he is so disgusting and yet I can't get rid of this filthy dirty crap--instead the blacks like ice cube and now ralph fiennes, the same dirty lying mentality there is no race or intellectual differentiation they are rotten and sleazy parasites, one quotes shakesperae and is abusing me for having copied a sonnet trying to discredit me by posting a stupid ranting "poem" about lust and hate, writinn as the caption that it is a "shakespeare sonnet" while it obviously is not for anybody who has studied that genre. He then is abusing me viciously for having extracted, upon hours of trying to ignore him fresh from sleep drugged state so they can torture ideas and information out of me each and every single morning and all the pig rat celebrities and news anchors and shit rat podcasters who are the eager rat leeches of this nazi continuum (the entire media is by now trump made sure to get rid of the blacker ones but all are involved in the media world the podcasters, all rush to get free media promotions courtesy of the nazi shitnigger cartel thusly black rappers are always honoring this ugly hulk of rancid rat ape rancid meat decayed crap---but I am trying to kill him he's such a huge and detestable ugly hulk of bullshit hate nazism and violence but he arrives with leeches screaming in vicious hate at me under his instruction--the english try so hard to intellectually dehumanize me only they can understand shakesperare or white nazis out of america they are so incensed they turn to violence when I make a clear and rational dissention to their stupid interpretations in comment sections on y outube--this is a prelude to the nazi fascist overtake of america that shit like ice cube is welcoming in because his stupid one-line rap shit is stale and old, his endless fake black ghetto accent maybe does not fool all the stupid black folk looking for representation especially after his good goon friend snoop dogg was a highlight of the trump inauguration parade of nazi white and black oreo plantation society//and then as I re-read the post it has been highly deleted, partially deleted words pasted together after half of sentences were deleted---I have no more time to rewrite the entire post---I spent so much time fighting to type it out the hacking is nons-top. The bigot scuum who attack me are trying endlessly to discredit me so the confusing post is a testament to how badly they are attacking my keyboard, my writing rewriting deleting parts of sentences and pasting all together omitting commas and grammer etc

 After about an hour of repeating to feines to shut up and go away, perhaps longer while I was cleaning up their filth in my room, (this had...