Sunday, April 18, 2021

I know my emotions are being absolutely skewed while I write--the keyboard is almost impossible to pound down on any longer and the hacking makes writing correctly the first time I write a word also impossible. These people surrounding me are nasty, rotten and disgusting and rude and foul. I just noticed that on facebook beneath my post there is an advertisement for performing independent editing work online. I can't accomplish anything that precise on the internet due to hacking. I need at least my GOVERNMENT to stop forcing me into poverty with providing this group every poison, drug and torture tactic and equipment and drug and synthetic paralysis operation so I can't operate while they deny me health care. I really need health care and I have for years and this group has forced me not only into this sickness and poverty with no access to health care due to the poverty they inflicted upon me--while they partied and laughed with their new lovers as they got so turned on by being handed top awards year-after-year as i sat alone crying into the internet for help while they have been slashing my toes literally off, my fingernails my hair being chemically treated out and etc etc--so I have to spend endless years not only healing from poisoning but also from these nightly attacks on my body causing bruises, scars, blemishes that erupt from the fungus and mold and poisons they smear on my body--after they put my hips and spine out of place after they rape me while I am unconscious and being telpeorted to another location (a twin-body in two-places at one time sort of situation) and it's disgusting--and to have some real losers living around me who are being handed free rent to yell like snorting animals at me and whining hyenas as I am cleaining up the filth they have poured onto my patio after they just took away all the plants I have tended for 3 years and were beautiful and wonderful--with lies about water dripping onto their patio which they have had the landlord yell at me and throw things and break things as I stood there while he threatened to evict me for watering plants--as the fucking pigs in Whorewood watch on their surveillance tapes as I struggle to defend myself with no police protection, only attacks by all police which are as pigly as the pigapes of whorewood and the presidents and the politicians who partner with them all--and it's just disgusting and I see these rotten whores partying as they get awards for the ideas they steal out of me and then torture me afterwards and then destroy what little I have left when I write about their theft, what sick and dirty and ugly rotten stupid skanks the really are and everyone keeps defending them and leaving me begging for some justice so I am not forced to live with perpetual rape, dismemberment and death from this group of shit

 I have the usual sensation of spinning around and being nauseous while sitting still in front of this laptop. The mind control technology blasting into my brain, cutting off oxygen or stifling neural firing--however it's being done it's definitely unhealthy and damaging to brain cells and function.

I am nearly passing out sitting here from this attack. The keyboard is so badly being hacked it won't operate and I sit here like typing on a keyboard where the keys have been glued down--the sensation --

this has not stopped --this hacking like this and the brain attacks--for well over a decade or much longer but I have only been able to pinpoint it for the last decade. That no one is stopping it is a travesty to the legacy of the United States and for the progress of the world. the most vile and stupid are being promoted but I think most of you welcome that since you are part of that insidious group anyway.

But for me to be so blocked from earning money with my talents being suppressed--for whatever I can earn if not censored or shunned by this group of mind-numb followers who obey and do what they are told--so even if I had the most fascinating writing they would have their organization pass the news around to completely shun me and block all success even if I could actually publish my material without them blocking content or the information in toto on all avenues of communication. That is the situation now.

I really have been trying to get out of this rut , to earn money I have really tried with this blog and the hacking is so bad I am not able any longer to access my PayPal account. I can't get my mail service to notify me of mail I receive and they perpetually lie and I have changed and changed services  and the options have dwindled and in this sense I am stuck as well. So I can't earn money for any financial stability I can't get my mail information I can't post anything online without it being blocked I can't get health care and I can't get legal representation for all of these criminal activities. 

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Don't put more rancid euro-trash nazis into power in California and anywhere else: California Elections a stinking take-over by the Euro-filth of arnold shittrash nigger slime filth and the Euro-ape Hilton----another Nazi bigot partnering with that filth crap. In interview (below) Hilton describes how his "good friend" ugly sleazy sick shitnigger arnold is "going back into entertainment" OUT OF TORTURING ME the ugly stupid slime filth has been given permission to put his filth into whorewood once more. Years of that stupid ugly rat ape trash excrement doing nothing because he is talented and creative as a rat's dropping and is a hateful nazi bigot but beloved by the stupid trash shit of whroewood because he is so violent and so nazi that all the groveling followers rely on him to abuse me nearly to death so they can get this contract. The ugly sick filth has been raping, torturing, beating, threatening me with death endless hours of abuse until I am unable to stop "ignoring" them from HOURS AND HOURS and when I do, the ugly rat ape screams "I'm sick of your reaction" and rushes to hit, lift me up hitting me, threatening to kill me, and then he brings on MORE GROUPS of shit and scum to abuse, hit punch and rape me for HOURS PER DAY until I react, then the death threats to just say nothing recede and allow the humiliation and abuse to continue. He's so ugly and rancid but so adored by the stupid shit of whroewood and congress it shows the absolute decline of all cultural intelligence in America. The rancid filth group of a$$=groveling obsequious dumb scum put in control over whroewood were chosen deliberately to muck everything up with horrid movies stupid nazi superhero marvel crap endless stupid and fake "woke" scripts played by rancid endlessly boring A$$=level "actors" who take turns annually to get lead roles along with the rancid directions so there is NEVER fresh talent and if there are 'NEW FACES' they are just replicas but so blank and boring and horrid that there's almost nothing left. Now that as Hilton the next nazi eurtrash maga election denier nazi comes into power with the beckoning of rancid ugly arnold the trash that you stupid fucks reading this can never detect, you only see the handouts the money the feeling of redemption if you are black or jewish to be smiled at by the crock ugly sleaze that this fraud scum really is---everything he does is under instruction by his central committee nazis out of euro-hateland transmitted globally via satellite or in their other modalities. He has almost not creative ideas is just a prick on steroids which have imploded in his rancid ugly body and his mentality matches the rot and sick stench. This filth creep has been placed into entertainment "leadership" due to MONTHS AND MONTHS AND YEARS AND YEARS OF organizing MURDER of me and he's disappointed that I am fighting to heal so under the pretext of "helping" me to heal he's abusing me to death but so slyly. This is his real personality his real modus operandi but the sick fucks in "power" can't discern this only the money this filth nazi scum ugly trash hands out and the next tv show the next gyrating black pu$$y show they gyrate and hate upon me with ferocity that is almost murderous if only they were allowed they would--(j-lo, cardi b with kamala for example with yet another rapist dirty german dumb scum they worship as the brainwashed minority minion sleazy prostituted "icons" of plantation sex slavery they are used for by the white nazi trash of whorewood and congress as well (as they just partner with every sleazy sick fuck from whorewood to get the nazi pipeline funding through that endless carnal orifice of rape and sexual violence and white male entitlement to all, which this filthy ape shitnigger epitomizes. The Demo-rat sex scandal with whatever his name was who dropped out, the Demo-rat who sexually abused women; this is what shitnigger arnold the trash sick stupid fuck encourages because it DEMORALIZES america and turns it into more of a controllable banana republic for his group to take over. The bs of this Hilton scumbag is obvious to me and the code he is using to pronounce that "change" is needed in whoerwood means the inevitable NAZI TAKEOVER of eurotrash shit over h-wood because they put, deliberately, such talentless scum in power after kicking weinstein out--and I am defending wesinstein what the accounts of sexual mischief he did are NOTHING compared to the stinking ugly sickness of arnold and the shit of californication and whorewood and the government who rush to joyfully laugh at my situation while they get endless kudos for their careers--i.e. amy klobuchar now deemed such a wonderful and reliable politician in minnesota a reliable nazi racist who "fights' for blonde women as the nazi strategy goes but laughed openly at me and smiled lovingly at a stupid as fuck german slime actor who like them all is handed the nazi money pipeline to buy off politicians and the filth celebrities who increasingly hand everything over to nazi eurotraswh to take over--their racism and sexism excluding blonde nazi trash american shit skanks (supposedly, for now at least inevitably they want all white male complete domination with eurotrash blonde nazi women controlling what few slots are left for appearances---). //Stinking sprays on my bedsheets and the pillows I use to prop up my very damaged body--the expletive who had me poisoned so I am in this condition is ordering this--his ugly stench from his psychic filth is endlessly being dumped on me. The United States government in all it's racist and misogynist hate is allowing every male nazi black, white jewish asian latino et al hateful bigot vying for women "like me" to be so oppressed I can't ever get anything done except to clean their stench which they order sprayed on everything, day and night. This began not with this ugly pile of rancid disgusting austrian filth, but he's just endlessly a stench pot of hate and stupidity. He asked me what I would do if I were not attacked any longer with a tremor in his stupid ugly ape voice--which was his trepidation and fear that I could ever accomplish anything of more worthiness than that stupid ugly sick ape who has been handed everything for his body building ape nazi programming--voice-to-skull into his stupid brain for every governor decision and statement---all handed to that ugly sick crap filth parasite. You all just love the bs movie allure of the fake altruism of the murder nazi bigot otherwise a stench hateful stupid idiot sick filth cesspool of stupid hate nazi programming. Americans love this stink filth. All I have seen is a blank and incompetent scum not capable of controlling whorewood except to crank out more thug nazi violent murder and fake altruism bs--that's how the nazis have risen to power using all the ideas they steal from the actual benevolent people fighting shit like them while these same people get tortured to death and poisoned and abused to death using this system that SHIT like elizabeth warren a truly despicable and sinister ugly fraud embraces. It's disgusting how Americans also "believe" that the "demo-rats" who were put in power under rump regime 1.666 rather than the 2.666 the country is suffering through right now--are puppets installed under that rump umbrella raining s**t in fake "liberal" disguise (i.e. jamie ratskin a most perfidous fraud as wel). In short, the demorats are as fascist and nazis and controlled frauds also being told what to say and do. The whole country is a shambles the gang stalking system ensures that people get state-sponsored death with silence and all is protected. Now that rancid filth like elizabeth warren and her fraudulent bs squad bs crap partners have sucked as much crypo-scam money out of the rump admin corruption schemes using filth like my attorney brother scum (not my brother a parasitic ugly sinister nazi puppet completely brainwashed as so many are into nazi programming for both self-destruction as well as annihilation of anyone like me who actually has any dignity for race and self awareness--they defer they bow and scrape but get to live with nazi abusive partners in the suburbs around other nazis that has been their only goal in life; obviously AIPAC suported and my murder they have all rushed to once more participate in under the ugly sickness stench of shitalina that stupid dirty sick filth trash and pig ape pitt--always welcoming in people i avoid ignore who had drugged and exploited me who I finally realized after decades of no one ever warning me about the system I was embroiled in thanks to this shit government and sick society). They bring them in to torture me. They bring in every sick loser scum who got over on me by drugging and having my sleazy dirty family attack me as their proxy. So ugly shitnegger that dirty stupid but conniving and lying (but all instrsuctions are given him by the central nazi committee out of euro-hate pig land---and all the Nazi influencer money handed to these filth rat german and austrian sick sleaze slime creeps bbeing put into "ambassador" position to pay off every goddamn black wanna be approve-of by white supremacy pawn violence and murder enforcement---thusly America is a sick joke it's sickness is now apparent it's a joke around the world but the world paid to have america infiltrated so the nazi mode would crush and destroy america from within. Trying to explain to all the minority women how this most bigoted and ugly sick trash filth like arnold this dirrty stupid and incompetent ape--with rancid sold-out crap like spielberg just gravitating to that ugly sinister crap because the money and oscar pipeline has been put into the ugly hands of the dirty nazi germanic shit like arnold that rancid filth and every german who gets involved in this contract out on me is elevated into having money go through them so they are just welcomed like sweet-smelling trash that they become to he groveling desperation of the endless cloying grabbing greasy greedy sick fucks of american culture. Trying to tell the black women that this filth ape who raped me had me raped mutilated and is training the stupid shit like shitalina and ape pitt on how to be fascist for a complete nazi overtake of entertainment (it has already been accomplished under rump 1.666 but now they are consolidating power) how shit like ugly arnold that rancid pile of shit and his english bigots and italian fascists and french sleazy slime fucks will kick black brown women out first, if not already and will steal ideas rape and abuse without end anybody trying to display their talents if it comes close to competing with this group of hateful mediocrity. The wool over the perception of americans in worshipping this shit is tantamount to worshipping the health benefits of eating mcdonalds every day--fast trashy feel-good welcome to white supremacy bullshit crap they worship it. Whatever is fast and easy with the promise of satiation for their sense of inferiority, a "high" on power.

  as america always does exactly the opposite of what I have warned of, all these years warning about the rise of nazis the rise of death sq...