Sunday, April 18, 2021

I know my emotions are being absolutely skewed while I write--the keyboard is almost impossible to pound down on any longer and the hacking makes writing correctly the first time I write a word also impossible. These people surrounding me are nasty, rotten and disgusting and rude and foul. I just noticed that on facebook beneath my post there is an advertisement for performing independent editing work online. I can't accomplish anything that precise on the internet due to hacking. I need at least my GOVERNMENT to stop forcing me into poverty with providing this group every poison, drug and torture tactic and equipment and drug and synthetic paralysis operation so I can't operate while they deny me health care. I really need health care and I have for years and this group has forced me not only into this sickness and poverty with no access to health care due to the poverty they inflicted upon me--while they partied and laughed with their new lovers as they got so turned on by being handed top awards year-after-year as i sat alone crying into the internet for help while they have been slashing my toes literally off, my fingernails my hair being chemically treated out and etc etc--so I have to spend endless years not only healing from poisoning but also from these nightly attacks on my body causing bruises, scars, blemishes that erupt from the fungus and mold and poisons they smear on my body--after they put my hips and spine out of place after they rape me while I am unconscious and being telpeorted to another location (a twin-body in two-places at one time sort of situation) and it's disgusting--and to have some real losers living around me who are being handed free rent to yell like snorting animals at me and whining hyenas as I am cleaining up the filth they have poured onto my patio after they just took away all the plants I have tended for 3 years and were beautiful and wonderful--with lies about water dripping onto their patio which they have had the landlord yell at me and throw things and break things as I stood there while he threatened to evict me for watering plants--as the fucking pigs in Whorewood watch on their surveillance tapes as I struggle to defend myself with no police protection, only attacks by all police which are as pigly as the pigapes of whorewood and the presidents and the politicians who partner with them all--and it's just disgusting and I see these rotten whores partying as they get awards for the ideas they steal out of me and then torture me afterwards and then destroy what little I have left when I write about their theft, what sick and dirty and ugly rotten stupid skanks the really are and everyone keeps defending them and leaving me begging for some justice so I am not forced to live with perpetual rape, dismemberment and death from this group of shit

 I have the usual sensation of spinning around and being nauseous while sitting still in front of this laptop. The mind control technology blasting into my brain, cutting off oxygen or stifling neural firing--however it's being done it's definitely unhealthy and damaging to brain cells and function.

I am nearly passing out sitting here from this attack. The keyboard is so badly being hacked it won't operate and I sit here like typing on a keyboard where the keys have been glued down--the sensation --

this has not stopped --this hacking like this and the brain attacks--for well over a decade or much longer but I have only been able to pinpoint it for the last decade. That no one is stopping it is a travesty to the legacy of the United States and for the progress of the world. the most vile and stupid are being promoted but I think most of you welcome that since you are part of that insidious group anyway.

But for me to be so blocked from earning money with my talents being suppressed--for whatever I can earn if not censored or shunned by this group of mind-numb followers who obey and do what they are told--so even if I had the most fascinating writing they would have their organization pass the news around to completely shun me and block all success even if I could actually publish my material without them blocking content or the information in toto on all avenues of communication. That is the situation now.

I really have been trying to get out of this rut , to earn money I have really tried with this blog and the hacking is so bad I am not able any longer to access my PayPal account. I can't get my mail service to notify me of mail I receive and they perpetually lie and I have changed and changed services  and the options have dwindled and in this sense I am stuck as well. So I can't earn money for any financial stability I can't get my mail information I can't post anything online without it being blocked I can't get health care and I can't get legal representation for all of these criminal activities. 

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Torture report: I am being tortured, beaten raped and abused to death (details in a hazy hacked mind control thwarted post below as I progressed the "mind control" and hacking forced ranting and dissembling of thought structure my brain also under assault so bear this in mind when it appears I am rambling--also hackers rewrite my posts and delete words and add typos, etc)***Due to newsom torture for not complying with his exploitation schedule of me, combined with years and years of his relative-by-marriage pelosi who operated with the former governor of that STate out of CA, but really an Austrian bigot with plans and the backing to infiltrate america and turn it into a heap of destruction with a few celebrities and politicians obtaining endless lucre from the holocaust and it's derivatives--thusly after years of pelosi and newsom and his "movie aspiration" wife to be a director and their family drooling for years and years to obtain and they have obtained endless money and clout and political power (put as speaker during trump first hell admin) now fully torturing me to death but just sitting as if it's just normal torture. Heart palpitations tears pouring out of my eyes for hours per day, and this group began these attacks on me under the obama, it stopped under biden now begun again (obama has arrived openly in the subterranean blues of his endless exploitation with his wife, the documenatary featuring her coming out one week after their last "visit" of smug hate indifference and absolute hypocrisy--can't express how much I don't give a damn about the trump video regarding them because he also featured newsom as an a$$ donkey so why isn't that somehow mentioned and only the leeches of the obamas?). However, the sleazy sick violence of the by-now fully ingrained torture regime of the pelosi-newsom triad (family included droolling with lascivious plantation hate racism sexism etc at me, using any rationale stupid and blank excuses and repeating them as dumb as little bullies in a schoolyard deady and violent andsucking all out of me, thusly my hair turning grey so many grey streaks now the noem assault also it was her having my hair damaged when I literally collapsed in sickness from deadly poisons I finally managed to get out while she and this german sleazy filth parasite were threatening my life abusing with newsom slapping my face calling me bitch and prostitute whore etc sitting all day with tom hardy who had, by then, spent more than 7 months yelling death threats and abuse at me literally from morning until night, then in sleep death homeless skits, etc every day, day after day with shitalina coming in to check and make sure the nazis were doing the job she had been doing every day for over 15 years by that point with pig ape pitt and the rest of the shit from whorewood. Then the black MMA fighter celebrity ja --michael something ja or whatever, he's ameircan but came with the usual black nazi bs imposing the "n-word" into my brain, subconscious which my brain repeated until I began to yell at him to f-off because blacks in particular the men have their voice subliminal abuse schedule of having the n-word filtered into my brain so when my brain processes this word they can "Justify" although they never need justification but to try to make it a visible that I am this virulent racist for the rest because obviously the hate skits are being recorded--so they make sure to cover up their crimes by using racism as a pretext in reality they are the racist dolts and idiots--but this was done to me all in one day again this morning but months and years of it--my hair grey, my face with frown marks and me being mutilated and tortured--deadly assaults on my heart and lungs while detoxing shitting out horrific poisons black chunks of hardened poison latched into my spine and intestines-it's still there more than 20 years of just shitting poison out and laying in bed being tortured with idea extraction for shit people to steal never-ending). The ideas they stole from me (more in the rest of this post) will be rescheduled into conservative drip like water torture for me to watch if I ever do--all will be changed to protect the bigots, with the black nazis playing lead roles portraying enraged albeit compliant nazism disguised as black rebellion against racism. Etc etc...after idea extraction after a year of deadly torture in which, once more, I did almost die from their abuse---they just continue the violence another euro-hater who has hugged german nazi filth who raped me and beat me, hugging them having pelosi threaten to cut my foot off and then kill me before the covid stimulus bill came out so she obtained a huge chunk of the money for her constituency--with arnold right there to have me beaten raped and poisoned. Although I realize the schedule of these rat apes hacking their k-rap onto my youtube and if I click on any single one of their videos they rush to assault me (happened last week with another shit democrat rat slotkin out of michigan and now whitmer is poisoned as the lead candidate for president in polls---formerly it was newsom after his endless violence assault which was deadly but he assumed I was "used to it" couldn't give a damn in stark contrast to his every public lecture about all the concepts he has stolen from the actual authentically caring people (probably all dead or silenced like me) and now, I remain being tortured to death as usual: Non-stop tears being forced out of my eyes due to throat microchip partnering with brain and spine and nervous system microchip implants along with drugging. Newsom is doing this by the way as non-stop destruction of my eyes and face partially because shitalina the endless prostiituted trash skank similar to noem gets off on torture and violence upon me and has been doing so for over 15 years without even the slightest admonition froma single democrat politician and fully adoration from the white nazi trash shit senators and house republicans who sit smirking and glaring at me with deadly hate ordering more money funding for these torture operations and putting musk in charge of building more epstein island 2.666 torture rape and torture victims to plunder rape and then murder leaving zero evidence. The network of silence is complete the biden administration for over 4 years has proven to be fully compliant and complicit in this: Plus always endemic drugging while unconscious in deep sleep state in order to not have a barrier or boundary to reacting to the endless hate spewed at me by celebrities who have gone to the oscars and won years and years and years and years in a row for either stealing my ideas verbatim and then torturing mutilating and actually were overjoyed to be murdering me but I survived. Ongoing hours per day last week of extraction of movie concepts revolving around mary todd lincoln and then civil war reconstruction turned KKK and euro-hateland imperialistic global "new world order" stuff--obviously along with sexual debauchery transmitted to the U.S. now openly in the current debacle of the enstein "revelations" that NO ONE DOES ANYTHING as you all continue to do nothing about this covert epstein-style sex trafficking, enslavement and murder imposed on me by implants and gang stalking and teleportation and thought-extraction and torture mutilation abuse torture abuse mutilation. They are killing plants I have nurtured for months and weeks, just as they begin to bloom they are slowly killed off. Drooping, diseased they spray fungus on the plants (also in my home, in my food if they can, in my hair into my body etc it is non-stop sepsis, poisoning mutilation and torture literally to death as you all do nothing. It is ICE and kkk super shit noem combined with self-aggrendizing psychopath nazi skanks like her---saw her dancing on New Year's Eve kissing into the camera, completely glowing from having me to literally torture for about 12 hours per day so that was her "gow-up" with the german rapist scum bag won't mention his name but lead singer of a shit band out of stuttgart absolutely a fraud WIZO nazis in drag (bisexual, but beloved by nick fuentes who like his counterpart ben shapiro could care less about the bs they spew to obtain their crowds of haters instead they hover around the nazi money source of lies and subterfuge; all have their ruses). To continue: they are pouring raw sewage into the creek behind my room (3rd floor but a steep hillside behind my patio almost 90-degrees so sound and stink waft up--that is after hours per day of drilling, every single day sledgehammers pounding and hammering in the room beneath mine for hours every day but now nazis are here for free being paid to screw me and rape and beat and poison if they can get to my body while asleep and can't wake up due to brain implant plus nervous system trail of implants. My home stinking and filthy due to their teams pouring debris and garbage onto my floor, ripping the floorboards up in what are craters on the floor, all the decorations I made are sprayed with brown goo muck, etc all over the room. Attacked by the next celebrity threatened with death called the b-word for resisting the torture, abuse and exploitatoin which is to abuse and rape and steal ideas from me--to death, not merely never paying me a cent, but taking away my disability because they fractured my spine while I was unconscious poisoned my body the same skank shit sitting on the rows of chairs who were happily poisoning me to death while going to the met gala invited by nazi english inc to be displayed for fully ushering in a nazi 4th Reich into america bringing them all in. Under the rump 2.666 terror regime it's now fully europigapeland occupied exploitation of me with the usual american skanks shit sluts and rat pig apes all sitting with expectation of their undeserving blank and hateful mostly stupid selves being handed an empire to continue to push for nazi indoctrination into the mainstream media; (all alternative media just exempt taken out everything monopolized, the shit fake fraud nazi german scum filth creep will help the effort to control any opposition in his role as nazi promoter via reverse psychology and those who are "in the know" understand that his every seeming "anti-fascist" statement and song lyric (derived I seriously doubt by him but instead by his KGB operatives, 30 years ago shortly after reunification the KGB was rife in Stuttgart the seeming pleasant Nazi training ground for american soldiers to "love" germans, blacks especially the soldiers were treated like welcome beloved guests (behind their backs however snarling). So that is the abuse and more, still being murdered. Huge grey streaks in my hair from being poisoned and then tortured, especially shit noem and tom hardy and this german fuck who has undoubtedly skrewed as many of the people in this group as possible they cling to him as he makes the most nasty insults-I met him for a total of 3-4 hours over 30 years ago but know his"friends' and his circle absolute fakes and frauds emulating american underground alternative scene fully nazi in reality--even worse than the "Normal" people the least nazi are the ones who are not dress-up flaunting, in my experience.//

  2-3 hours later: collapsed on my bed in sickness from detox: horrific black liquid poisons accumulated from years of poisoning and paralys...