Sunday, April 18, 2021

I know my emotions are being absolutely skewed while I write--the keyboard is almost impossible to pound down on any longer and the hacking makes writing correctly the first time I write a word also impossible. These people surrounding me are nasty, rotten and disgusting and rude and foul. I just noticed that on facebook beneath my post there is an advertisement for performing independent editing work online. I can't accomplish anything that precise on the internet due to hacking. I need at least my GOVERNMENT to stop forcing me into poverty with providing this group every poison, drug and torture tactic and equipment and drug and synthetic paralysis operation so I can't operate while they deny me health care. I really need health care and I have for years and this group has forced me not only into this sickness and poverty with no access to health care due to the poverty they inflicted upon me--while they partied and laughed with their new lovers as they got so turned on by being handed top awards year-after-year as i sat alone crying into the internet for help while they have been slashing my toes literally off, my fingernails my hair being chemically treated out and etc etc--so I have to spend endless years not only healing from poisoning but also from these nightly attacks on my body causing bruises, scars, blemishes that erupt from the fungus and mold and poisons they smear on my body--after they put my hips and spine out of place after they rape me while I am unconscious and being telpeorted to another location (a twin-body in two-places at one time sort of situation) and it's disgusting--and to have some real losers living around me who are being handed free rent to yell like snorting animals at me and whining hyenas as I am cleaining up the filth they have poured onto my patio after they just took away all the plants I have tended for 3 years and were beautiful and wonderful--with lies about water dripping onto their patio which they have had the landlord yell at me and throw things and break things as I stood there while he threatened to evict me for watering plants--as the fucking pigs in Whorewood watch on their surveillance tapes as I struggle to defend myself with no police protection, only attacks by all police which are as pigly as the pigapes of whorewood and the presidents and the politicians who partner with them all--and it's just disgusting and I see these rotten whores partying as they get awards for the ideas they steal out of me and then torture me afterwards and then destroy what little I have left when I write about their theft, what sick and dirty and ugly rotten stupid skanks the really are and everyone keeps defending them and leaving me begging for some justice so I am not forced to live with perpetual rape, dismemberment and death from this group of shit

 I have the usual sensation of spinning around and being nauseous while sitting still in front of this laptop. The mind control technology blasting into my brain, cutting off oxygen or stifling neural firing--however it's being done it's definitely unhealthy and damaging to brain cells and function.

I am nearly passing out sitting here from this attack. The keyboard is so badly being hacked it won't operate and I sit here like typing on a keyboard where the keys have been glued down--the sensation --

this has not stopped --this hacking like this and the brain attacks--for well over a decade or much longer but I have only been able to pinpoint it for the last decade. That no one is stopping it is a travesty to the legacy of the United States and for the progress of the world. the most vile and stupid are being promoted but I think most of you welcome that since you are part of that insidious group anyway.

But for me to be so blocked from earning money with my talents being suppressed--for whatever I can earn if not censored or shunned by this group of mind-numb followers who obey and do what they are told--so even if I had the most fascinating writing they would have their organization pass the news around to completely shun me and block all success even if I could actually publish my material without them blocking content or the information in toto on all avenues of communication. That is the situation now.

I really have been trying to get out of this rut , to earn money I have really tried with this blog and the hacking is so bad I am not able any longer to access my PayPal account. I can't get my mail service to notify me of mail I receive and they perpetually lie and I have changed and changed services  and the options have dwindled and in this sense I am stuck as well. So I can't earn money for any financial stability I can't get my mail information I can't post anything online without it being blocked I can't get health care and I can't get legal representation for all of these criminal activities. 

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Heart Palpitation remote tech/interface microchip torture; slow murder attack. Heart pounding as I lay in bed after nothing but taking a shower, where the ugly sick and stupid crap dirty men state dirty, stupid crap ignorant ugly things to me as I "ignore" them but they continue on and on. Constantly a sense of absolute hate and loathing pervades all I do, every day, almost at every hour, because they are so putrid that I "steel" myself but it's almost never successful I "let them in" with the attacks on my brain, nervous system and the drugging and sickness, isolation and the endless DECADES of this ongoing learning that the entire world is participating and there is no justice. Seeing how ugly and trashy thesa filthy "superior" crap really are as they scream loser but they can't win withoug abusing, using lying and stealing. those whose careers had been very quiet after years of their success, but now the endless aeons of mafia movies and gangster flicks with younger replacements has left them enraged and all is dumped on me for defending myself against their greasy ugly and sinister abuse for promotion by this filthy euro-hate machine of absolute control over the United States. I find it so deplorable that things have gotten to this State in the state of the only country truly fighting for individual freedom from tyranny; so the myth goes. That I see only groveling sleazy and stupid sick crap bowing like slaves to creepy scum who only convey that they are entitled with nothing else. Thusly the untalented and corrupt and incompetent Americans can join this team with promises of allowing the trash criminal filth of this euro-hate cartel to contrrol, their inadequacies will be forgiven the mediocrity element and corrupt sleaze and all of them are rushing to turn every moment of my life into hate, abuse and just simply fighting for my life while The entire United States has allowed this group of crap to penetrate and take control. I can't understand the sheer stupidity7 of it only that mediocrity and rancid unworthiness has been put into power and kept there for generations to follow the WWII destiny of creating a destroyed colony for eurofilth hate to colonize and make sure there is no freedom and people like me enslaved with covert illegality and no one doing a goddamn thing but laughing or just smirking and shrugging. Even when the entire country appears to be dissolving in competent, petty tyrannical sleaze creeps claiming they are pure angelic democracy in the flesh, or christ in the flesh.