Sunday, April 18, 2021

I know my emotions are being absolutely skewed while I write--the keyboard is almost impossible to pound down on any longer and the hacking makes writing correctly the first time I write a word also impossible. These people surrounding me are nasty, rotten and disgusting and rude and foul. I just noticed that on facebook beneath my post there is an advertisement for performing independent editing work online. I can't accomplish anything that precise on the internet due to hacking. I need at least my GOVERNMENT to stop forcing me into poverty with providing this group every poison, drug and torture tactic and equipment and drug and synthetic paralysis operation so I can't operate while they deny me health care. I really need health care and I have for years and this group has forced me not only into this sickness and poverty with no access to health care due to the poverty they inflicted upon me--while they partied and laughed with their new lovers as they got so turned on by being handed top awards year-after-year as i sat alone crying into the internet for help while they have been slashing my toes literally off, my fingernails my hair being chemically treated out and etc etc--so I have to spend endless years not only healing from poisoning but also from these nightly attacks on my body causing bruises, scars, blemishes that erupt from the fungus and mold and poisons they smear on my body--after they put my hips and spine out of place after they rape me while I am unconscious and being telpeorted to another location (a twin-body in two-places at one time sort of situation) and it's disgusting--and to have some real losers living around me who are being handed free rent to yell like snorting animals at me and whining hyenas as I am cleaining up the filth they have poured onto my patio after they just took away all the plants I have tended for 3 years and were beautiful and wonderful--with lies about water dripping onto their patio which they have had the landlord yell at me and throw things and break things as I stood there while he threatened to evict me for watering plants--as the fucking pigs in Whorewood watch on their surveillance tapes as I struggle to defend myself with no police protection, only attacks by all police which are as pigly as the pigapes of whorewood and the presidents and the politicians who partner with them all--and it's just disgusting and I see these rotten whores partying as they get awards for the ideas they steal out of me and then torture me afterwards and then destroy what little I have left when I write about their theft, what sick and dirty and ugly rotten stupid skanks the really are and everyone keeps defending them and leaving me begging for some justice so I am not forced to live with perpetual rape, dismemberment and death from this group of shit

 I have the usual sensation of spinning around and being nauseous while sitting still in front of this laptop. The mind control technology blasting into my brain, cutting off oxygen or stifling neural firing--however it's being done it's definitely unhealthy and damaging to brain cells and function.

I am nearly passing out sitting here from this attack. The keyboard is so badly being hacked it won't operate and I sit here like typing on a keyboard where the keys have been glued down--the sensation --

this has not stopped --this hacking like this and the brain attacks--for well over a decade or much longer but I have only been able to pinpoint it for the last decade. That no one is stopping it is a travesty to the legacy of the United States and for the progress of the world. the most vile and stupid are being promoted but I think most of you welcome that since you are part of that insidious group anyway.

But for me to be so blocked from earning money with my talents being suppressed--for whatever I can earn if not censored or shunned by this group of mind-numb followers who obey and do what they are told--so even if I had the most fascinating writing they would have their organization pass the news around to completely shun me and block all success even if I could actually publish my material without them blocking content or the information in toto on all avenues of communication. That is the situation now.

I really have been trying to get out of this rut , to earn money I have really tried with this blog and the hacking is so bad I am not able any longer to access my PayPal account. I can't get my mail service to notify me of mail I receive and they perpetually lie and I have changed and changed services  and the options have dwindled and in this sense I am stuck as well. So I can't earn money for any financial stability I can't get my mail information I can't post anything online without it being blocked I can't get health care and I can't get legal representation for all of these criminal activities. 

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Once more, old boy gavin scum not new california governor with rapist sleaze grease arnold shitnigger--two rapist nazi bigots---the tears are being forced out of my eyes again this is new-old scum's endless torture plus stinking sprays on my clothing, I clean slightly soiled clothing hang dry at night, in the morning the clothing STINKS of rancid odors---must clean again, and then plants killed---and rotten shitnigger spending every moment he possibly can with his rancid ugly hate-ful filled hormone-imploded disgusting body filled with hate and violence--inflictring it on me for his rancid career and his kennedy family spawn nepo-shit who can't compete are told they don't have to--automatic lead roles for inept meaningless shithole scum from greasy dirty nazi parents--they brought my brother along just as old boy gavin scum not new has brought black and brown plantation supplicants whose rotten "comedy" videos had been hacked onto my channel---the nasty grease stain that is my "brother" who I have not contacted, seen since around 2000--the level of apathetic disgust is now revoluting sickness at this endlessly dirty filth parasite who has spent his nasty dirty life just handing me over to be mutilated paralyzed raped and poisoned to death and he has obtained a mansion on a hill overlooking the pacific. Nothing I say about how nazi these two sick scum crap so-called "men" are makes any difference he and my famliy only expect an entire lifetime of putting nazis in power so they can obtain mansions and have me killed--their intention there is no secret about it any longer---they brought that slime dirty ugly sick grease stain as every day there's another slime dirty ugly grease stain filth crap coming to abuse me---they rush at me I am so drugged while sleeping I wake up in a daze from drugging--and I wrote about it once moe today to try to get anybody claiming that they are "fighting trump" to ACTUALLY DO IT AS THIS CONTRACT ENSURES THAT ROTTEN FUCK WILL REMAIN IN POWER AS WILL HIS FILTH FAMILY AND dirty disgusting new -old scum gavin has not yet been identified as the shit sick fuck that he truly is--not yet, and thusly, "everybody" is in a comfortable position of apathy they are "fighting" but actually only doing what is most safe from behind a platform and speaking and perhaps, at most, filing some petitions or court cases. I remain being poisoned and drugged so badly I react to the sick shit these ugly filth creeps do every day. One sleazy english fuck with dirty ugly tom hardy, who just spent 2 hours threatening my life after writing how ugly and rotten and disgusting he is and his filthy cow wife--together th eyelling ugly dirty filth remain as the abuser nazis protecting the wealthy english white trash filth pigs who rush to get more leverage into america--abusing me without end. I watched a clip of i.claudius last week or two weeks ago, the team of the principle actors rushed to abuse and assault me always ugly filth stupid shitnigger is there to suck out everything his ugly greedy pig self can suck out of everything--because he is so loathsome you all love that rancid bottomless pit of selfish piggery and ugly thuggery his huge disgusting body and his pompous nazi template he has sold to america you all buy it up like stupid lemmings. Thusly, no one will fight for me still because no one is fighting trump no one. Not anyone in power otherwise the "people" just want me to be abused and for prices to go down once more. It is revolting, I warned all of you long before the fake shit on all the tubes proclaimed that trump is not good for the country--I was saying it LONG before anybody else was (or there were some perhaps but I am referring to the shit who assault me and have done so for years-the msnbc shit crap anchors who yelled scremed and got promotions and abused and abused me they then began to denounce rump once it was nice and "safe" after getting their nazi promotion for me having written about how sick and dirty trump is and what will happen about nazi death squads and the rise of the 4th Reich they rushed to assault me waves of progressives and now elizabeth warren is open about it--hackeem jeffries et al. Now they are all saying all these anti-trump statements but STILL DOING NOTHING they won't even contemplate an impeachment they are so "concerned about the american people" trying to "drive prices down" now (while they all rake in the off-shore investments for going along with "the plan") my rancid brother has gone along with the plan all his filthy disgusting life and has had me nearly killed repeatedly with intention to see me horribly killed and has profited off it--all his filthy life. That is the kind of stupid shit who are the plantation supporters of old scumboy gavin--so disgusting none of you can believe it or you know already and are glad as you were glad about trump. So I must try to not react any longer there are no real fighters of this fascist system, none who will go out of their comfort zone. So many have obtained huge amounts of money for having watched me get raped and beaten with these stupid and slime shit celebrities stealing my ideas all are comfortably in their lux living spaces even if they got fired from the msnbc nazi fake opposition roles (they have dyed their hair blonde though hoping to get re-hired once the demo-rat nazis get into power).

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