Sunday, April 18, 2021

I know my emotions are being absolutely skewed while I write--the keyboard is almost impossible to pound down on any longer and the hacking makes writing correctly the first time I write a word also impossible. These people surrounding me are nasty, rotten and disgusting and rude and foul. I just noticed that on facebook beneath my post there is an advertisement for performing independent editing work online. I can't accomplish anything that precise on the internet due to hacking. I need at least my GOVERNMENT to stop forcing me into poverty with providing this group every poison, drug and torture tactic and equipment and drug and synthetic paralysis operation so I can't operate while they deny me health care. I really need health care and I have for years and this group has forced me not only into this sickness and poverty with no access to health care due to the poverty they inflicted upon me--while they partied and laughed with their new lovers as they got so turned on by being handed top awards year-after-year as i sat alone crying into the internet for help while they have been slashing my toes literally off, my fingernails my hair being chemically treated out and etc etc--so I have to spend endless years not only healing from poisoning but also from these nightly attacks on my body causing bruises, scars, blemishes that erupt from the fungus and mold and poisons they smear on my body--after they put my hips and spine out of place after they rape me while I am unconscious and being telpeorted to another location (a twin-body in two-places at one time sort of situation) and it's disgusting--and to have some real losers living around me who are being handed free rent to yell like snorting animals at me and whining hyenas as I am cleaining up the filth they have poured onto my patio after they just took away all the plants I have tended for 3 years and were beautiful and wonderful--with lies about water dripping onto their patio which they have had the landlord yell at me and throw things and break things as I stood there while he threatened to evict me for watering plants--as the fucking pigs in Whorewood watch on their surveillance tapes as I struggle to defend myself with no police protection, only attacks by all police which are as pigly as the pigapes of whorewood and the presidents and the politicians who partner with them all--and it's just disgusting and I see these rotten whores partying as they get awards for the ideas they steal out of me and then torture me afterwards and then destroy what little I have left when I write about their theft, what sick and dirty and ugly rotten stupid skanks the really are and everyone keeps defending them and leaving me begging for some justice so I am not forced to live with perpetual rape, dismemberment and death from this group of shit

 I have the usual sensation of spinning around and being nauseous while sitting still in front of this laptop. The mind control technology blasting into my brain, cutting off oxygen or stifling neural firing--however it's being done it's definitely unhealthy and damaging to brain cells and function.

I am nearly passing out sitting here from this attack. The keyboard is so badly being hacked it won't operate and I sit here like typing on a keyboard where the keys have been glued down--the sensation --

this has not stopped --this hacking like this and the brain attacks--for well over a decade or much longer but I have only been able to pinpoint it for the last decade. That no one is stopping it is a travesty to the legacy of the United States and for the progress of the world. the most vile and stupid are being promoted but I think most of you welcome that since you are part of that insidious group anyway.

But for me to be so blocked from earning money with my talents being suppressed--for whatever I can earn if not censored or shunned by this group of mind-numb followers who obey and do what they are told--so even if I had the most fascinating writing they would have their organization pass the news around to completely shun me and block all success even if I could actually publish my material without them blocking content or the information in toto on all avenues of communication. That is the situation now.

I really have been trying to get out of this rut , to earn money I have really tried with this blog and the hacking is so bad I am not able any longer to access my PayPal account. I can't get my mail service to notify me of mail I receive and they perpetually lie and I have changed and changed services  and the options have dwindled and in this sense I am stuck as well. So I can't earn money for any financial stability I can't get my mail information I can't post anything online without it being blocked I can't get health care and I can't get legal representation for all of these criminal activities. 

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Non-stop, literally hours per day of "tears" forced out of my eyes due to the throat and (brain/nervous system) set of integrated (non-consensual) microchip implants forcing tears, tears down my destroyed skin around my eyes, cheeks and yelling screaming death threats hate mafia nazis surrounding me, taking a break from their "liberal" posturing in front of media photo-op fame 15 minutes per day for them---censorship for me and tears, tears forced out. While eating tears streaming out of my damaged eyes, my eyesight deteriorated years ago from tears and tears. Always it's one person who is in the "room" of mass-surveillance torture who is always there when the tear torture lasts for hours, non-stop. He hopes to "win" a huge prize and has already obtained probably a ton of money due to his endless torture, abuse and rape abuse death threats bringing in every body possible in the radius of his Californication secret enclave of torturing me-for-profit-and-promotion. The biggest hit in H-wood since sliced coke was doled out in parties that still lingers in addiction to instant gratification and grinding teeth for gritty grandizing self of course but a collective.//His name? Well, he's hoping to rule the land and the world by clinging onto having my face destroyed. Tears forced out of my eyes non-stop since 2011. It used to be pouring tears for hours, usually while I was driving (soft murder attempt no hesitation in saying this). //He's always there when this happens. His wife called me a prostitute for questioning her "feminist" claims while making documentaries on the subject. I have not watched them trying not to evoke the grasping hate clawing at me which is omnipresent every second of every nanosecond of my existence, in particular for watching 5-minute clips of these celebrities, politicians and etc who hack their videos on my youtube channel. I glue my mind to youtube to block out their subliminal although audible voices screaming every kind of insult and death threat at various audible levels directly into my brain as tears are pouring out tears while I am eating tears my eyes blurry can't read without glasses (used to have near perfect eyesight which lasted until the non-stop hours per day, day after day, month after month, year after year tears torture until it literally felt like my eyeballs were going to slide out of my head and potentially they can achieve this grotesque torture--also they can make your heart "explode" and etc with what I have read but never seen exposed as "microwave" torture which combined (not exclusively) with microchip implants (not sure if the interface is necessary or not or if they can simply induce a heart attack, a fatal attack, by microwave in and of itself as the energy source or even if microwave is the sole tech responsible for heart palpitations--they used to do this I wrote about it and at least that has been abated but not completely stopped--they torture me with heart palpitations still always when I am opening a letter from an agency which revolves around my survival as they also have attacked me using that route as well). ///This person is going to leave his officious office in January, 2027 but will he still be torturing me and bringing in various euro-hate people who he hands me over to RAPE BEAT rob and torture yelling death threats at me. They play these roles in movies and then enact the murderous aspects they play as heroes fighting for society to protect. I could go on the food chain effect of this as it's only one part of a chain of influencer activity which defies integrity. //My face has become very sagged downwards due to this tears torture. They also have used tech to literally force my lips and cheeks to be "pulled downwards" thus making my face appear very sad, tragic and marred the skin is destroyed from the salt and (base or acidic not sure should look it up) endless deteriorating content of the artificial tears. This forced tears torture also affects the mucus so there are knobs of "snot" in my nose and in the breathing apparatus which do not come out with just the normal nose-blowing or anything I must literally "pick" my nose to get these glue-globular globs out of my nose so air is not constricted. Just using a tissue to try to unglue this mucus out of my nose will not get it out. The substance is unnatural since the origin is unnatural. I write this because eventually I need to breathe since at night I must protect my mouth from their mechanical arms literally slicing gum tissue out of my jawline, my gum tissue they have cut it to the bone on my lower jaw. Eventually I had to devise a sleep wear apparatus so they can't so easily cut my gum tissue. When I collapse from toxic shock from the poisons they put in my body (all my life) I am unable to move after a certain point I must "collapse" on my bed and then they jab metal objects under my teeth like pricking instead of cutting what is barely left of the gum tissue. They also smear stinking greasy hair-removal substances into my hair and on the scalp so hair is constantly falling out if I don't protect my hair which has been happening very often for the past 6 months due to the extreme toxicity of the poisons in my back which are like an endless hell of trying to soften and get out. It is endless the poisons are rock-hard and bits expand, making me appear bloated (the terrorists who poisoned me for years then make jokes about my body when it is so bloated, while I am naked in my private space totally not private in other words, observing me naked making jokes about the mutilations and body disfiguration they forced on me using drugs and poisons in addition to the phsical scars covering my body. I have only elaborated slightly on a few). This man is a Democrat making all promises of defending the country from the ravages of the current system which is endorsing him through the celebrities who put the current into power but make all public claims of hating and "fighting" him. I have, as anyone can see, stopped writing in this format on blogger but nevertheless the hours of yelling death threat-laden abuse from rows of celebrities, mafia and political nazi-affiliated every party line and position in the spectrum sit abusing and glaring at me as under extreme brutal death threats (from mafia out of NYC, so accustomed to partnering with celebrities and political power structure that they are reliable attack systems intended to traumatize and torture people as proxy for the white bigots who have formed their civilian death squads and attack dogs out of these types of people who range from every culture and skin color race but this particular group is particularly brutal as they are proud and contemptuous about their entitlement to be the vicious death-threat and worse system which the blondies use them for. It's a symbiotic relationship but has been in function for decades. It's Mussolini and Hitler just in a macro level, in esssence. This man continuously always there when the tears torture is enacted has been part of at least 5 rapes of me in the past year and a half and enjoys it. His wife calls me a prostitute and they are trying to become the ultimate leaders of the United States after he leaves office in a few months.//My face is ravaged and destroyed in order to reverse the damage he himself with his selfish hate and greed has inflicted upon me (yes I said "NO"" to being sexually used and exploited by him. His feminist wife must have thwarted him from raping me so he got Germans and English to do it as his proxy. They are then welcomed into H-wood to become the "liberal" spokespeople along with the already established euro-=nazi cartel to enlarge the scope of their money-incentive puppy roll over and rape system. I am merely advocating for human rights, my rights and for payment for ideas stolen by the multi-millionaires and billionaires who have tortured ideas out of me. I stopped writing my ideas years ago so they torture me with horrific death threats and violent abuse. In deep sleep teleportation while I am extremely ill from yet another round of detoxing horrific poison which enlarges, takes over my body in the liquified state after having cemented into a hard plug shape and then expanding (it requires about 3 days after a huge, hard plug finally breaks out of the endless huge "shelf" of poison literally coating my spine, attached to my hip, extending down my crooked legs and up into my skull into my brain from the microchip implant(s). //My face is sunken in ward from the tears and the endless hate yelling and abuse they force on me nightly and daily. //They never stop literally never, ever stop attacking me tears always so I can't look in the mirror any longer my face shape has been so distorted it is pathetic and horrid to see the damage. It's all over my body they have used this system to deform me for decades. But this man and his feminist blonde wife are just endlessly forcing this torture on me and then when I am picking my nose so I can breathe at night, because I must cover my mouth and firmly wrap around string-like ropes so the mechanical arms can't breach my home-made protection gear (hand-sewn and made for this purpose) they also smear stinking permanently staining stench into the nose and mouth area and in every area where my nose can breathe in the stink that they spray and put on my clothing literally every day this is done. I am perpetually cleaning so my room doesn't perpetually stink even though I have open windows to air out the room.

  Then after the death threats by an "expert" (mafia out of NYC) telling me that he can get the poisons out of my back--just knifi...