Sunday, April 18, 2021

I know my emotions are being absolutely skewed while I write--the keyboard is almost impossible to pound down on any longer and the hacking makes writing correctly the first time I write a word also impossible. These people surrounding me are nasty, rotten and disgusting and rude and foul. I just noticed that on facebook beneath my post there is an advertisement for performing independent editing work online. I can't accomplish anything that precise on the internet due to hacking. I need at least my GOVERNMENT to stop forcing me into poverty with providing this group every poison, drug and torture tactic and equipment and drug and synthetic paralysis operation so I can't operate while they deny me health care. I really need health care and I have for years and this group has forced me not only into this sickness and poverty with no access to health care due to the poverty they inflicted upon me--while they partied and laughed with their new lovers as they got so turned on by being handed top awards year-after-year as i sat alone crying into the internet for help while they have been slashing my toes literally off, my fingernails my hair being chemically treated out and etc etc--so I have to spend endless years not only healing from poisoning but also from these nightly attacks on my body causing bruises, scars, blemishes that erupt from the fungus and mold and poisons they smear on my body--after they put my hips and spine out of place after they rape me while I am unconscious and being telpeorted to another location (a twin-body in two-places at one time sort of situation) and it's disgusting--and to have some real losers living around me who are being handed free rent to yell like snorting animals at me and whining hyenas as I am cleaining up the filth they have poured onto my patio after they just took away all the plants I have tended for 3 years and were beautiful and wonderful--with lies about water dripping onto their patio which they have had the landlord yell at me and throw things and break things as I stood there while he threatened to evict me for watering plants--as the fucking pigs in Whorewood watch on their surveillance tapes as I struggle to defend myself with no police protection, only attacks by all police which are as pigly as the pigapes of whorewood and the presidents and the politicians who partner with them all--and it's just disgusting and I see these rotten whores partying as they get awards for the ideas they steal out of me and then torture me afterwards and then destroy what little I have left when I write about their theft, what sick and dirty and ugly rotten stupid skanks the really are and everyone keeps defending them and leaving me begging for some justice so I am not forced to live with perpetual rape, dismemberment and death from this group of shit

 I have the usual sensation of spinning around and being nauseous while sitting still in front of this laptop. The mind control technology blasting into my brain, cutting off oxygen or stifling neural firing--however it's being done it's definitely unhealthy and damaging to brain cells and function.

I am nearly passing out sitting here from this attack. The keyboard is so badly being hacked it won't operate and I sit here like typing on a keyboard where the keys have been glued down--the sensation --

this has not stopped --this hacking like this and the brain attacks--for well over a decade or much longer but I have only been able to pinpoint it for the last decade. That no one is stopping it is a travesty to the legacy of the United States and for the progress of the world. the most vile and stupid are being promoted but I think most of you welcome that since you are part of that insidious group anyway.

But for me to be so blocked from earning money with my talents being suppressed--for whatever I can earn if not censored or shunned by this group of mind-numb followers who obey and do what they are told--so even if I had the most fascinating writing they would have their organization pass the news around to completely shun me and block all success even if I could actually publish my material without them blocking content or the information in toto on all avenues of communication. That is the situation now.

I really have been trying to get out of this rut , to earn money I have really tried with this blog and the hacking is so bad I am not able any longer to access my PayPal account. I can't get my mail service to notify me of mail I receive and they perpetually lie and I have changed and changed services  and the options have dwindled and in this sense I am stuck as well. So I can't earn money for any financial stability I can't get my mail information I can't post anything online without it being blocked I can't get health care and I can't get legal representation for all of these criminal activities. 

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the type of criminal america-hating foreign hate which trump claims he has been getting rid of are actually working for him to assault me. Dirty nasty but still the same as ugly white trash shitalina, ugly dirty arnold the dirty ugly sick stupid filth you all worship that dumb ape a$$--and these creeps, the dirty nasty filthy one is just a reminder that the white nazi crap you all idolize are the same thing: dirty nasty cartel murdering filthy stpuid ape bigots. The same thing that dirty sick sean pig penn did once he got his black nazi plantation aunt jemima acting partners to surround me yelling and abusing me and I rushed at them to shut up from stress of years of this daily--he grabbed my breasts and began kicking me I fought back. Because he fell dirty rancid dicrapio that so-called actor came to hug him and promise they would "get" me in some vulnerable sleep position or have my ssi disability cut off after poisoning me almost to death for years to get their undeserved oscars and deals--but just yesterday it was made clear to me the real basic vibration of this group. I have seen it seen it for over 16 years but it is now just so open at this stage. the brown vicious nazi minion dumb filthy violent sleazy antisemitic shit which shitalina and ugly dirty arnold and the rest of this filth team you all have allowed to put tyranny fascism and dictatorship into power as you all continue to cheer it on and on and on and on and then have msnow complain about it while gtalking only about donald trump daily like a mesmerizing machine glorifying that sick fuck endlessly. The ugly dirty latino kept grabbing my breasts after I wrote that his bald shaven scum ugly dirty latino filth partner had doen that because shitalina told her friends to do it and they all make comments about my breasts while i am undressed and fighting to ignore this group of rancid ugly evil shit. This filthy skank prostitute shitalina has gone to oscars at least 3 times due to ideas she stole from me, paid nothing and was dismembering and mutilating me and having me raped whiel they abuse and torrure me murderously every day and night for years to get this contract of enslaving me with my "permission" through torture. Telling them I can't stand them never liked them from day one bsack in 2013, it's still never ending. Dirty pig ape pitt has gone to oscars at least 5 times either stealing my ideas and having his shitty poison whorewood teams rewrite my ideas and taking credit but the same thign: no money and dismemberment torrture rape poisoning drugging and abuse so grey harir my body mutilated every centimeter, years of abuse from shit men ugly dirty filth fucking scum and me writing as government officials rush to embrace this pile of shit and glare with murderous rage yelling and screaming at me to "obey" and I will destroy them if I can and they must be stopped by any reasonable authority rather than a criminal nazi mafia drug sex trafficking cartel of dumb scum which tese latino men made it clear to me the low level of this group once-and-for all that this is what they are--dirty stupid sleazy violent criminals ugly sick and rancid and the types that trump claimed he was going to expel, but instead he has gotten lawful and decent people instead of this rancid shit so they can inflict absolute violent murderous abuse upon me with the teams of shit who have been doing this for over 16 years and longer can all sit glowing glggling laughing as their abuse of me every day and night is not enough. All of this pile of shit who are white fucking crap have gone to oscars and been handed millions out of destroying my life while they scream jpunch rape and abuse me because they can't fucking succeed without attacking me stealing ideas and me stuck sitting here with a goddamn SHIT GOVERNMENT A PILE OF SHIT GOVERNMENT SICK FUCKS ROTTEN CRAP and it's unbelieable that this immature and incompetent group has been handed this power. The stupidity and ignorance of ugly arnold who controls them all is the indicator of the reason why these stupid mediocrities are put in power but nevertheless that there is NOTHING NOTHING but disgusting sleaze put in power. I finally have to realize that the mojvies and the tv shows and these sick fuck celebrities are WORTHLESS SHIT their tv shows are fraudulent nothingness about hate and violence and racism and death and murder and sleazy glorificatio nof stupid apes--the politcians are corrupt beyond stupidity of putting rancid crap in power for decades the worst rise to the "top".. scum. Not worth watching their movies. For people advocating fighting "the rise of fascism" I implore you to stop fucking watching hollywood movies and find independent movie ventures instead and get away from this loathsome cartel of dumb scum nazi gang bangers. Oh, this nasty dirty breast-grabbing sick dirty ugly creep leech yelled at me "''fuck america and fuck you" as I told him that he should appreciate america for the jobs it gave him for the ability to be in hollywood and make a nationally televised series providing him with this opportunity. He told me fuck america with hate and fuck you --to me. He was so violent I read tarot to shift the murderous violent abuse of me to my positie energy for this worthless dirty ugly sick scum creep from better call saul--the white worm nazi shit who starred in lead role behind the brown dirty dumb scum who performed the violence on me because he is a bigot trash and stupid people like these brown shithead dirty creeps are what trump allows to stay and remain in america they are the scum who are infesting america with death squads working for white trash shit like this group--that is why trump allows the jmto remain and gets rid of the decent people who have committed no crimes are not filthy dirty gang bangers--they got rid of some of the gangs but not the shit out of whorewood no, they all must remain their dirty nazi coven of scum and crumby acting mediocrity and the directors as well--dirty nasty nazi bigot old men racist sleazy sick shit and filth the "italian americans" and their nazi protection racket for all criminals working for them working for the governmen tunder the white worm shit of hillary clinton and her nazi white worm trash ilk like nancy pelosi and that rancid sick filth gavin dirty old boy scum. Goddamn it is disgusting and unbelieble that 16 years or 13 years of me writing crying out for this to be stopped year after year never ending that this is allowed how sick and rancid america has become. It is clear and evident and yet these putrid sick fuck scum creeps remain untouched not scrutinized by ANYONE nary a question arises about the shit going on in that dismal hate death factory whorewood which put trump in power so they could all unleash their real vermin of immigration who hate america are nazi plantation puppets working for euro-trash nazi arnold who is never questioned no one ever does any investigation of this filoth governor who has stuck his pig ape snout into every business opportunity and is allowed ot continue to suck and drain all out of america no questions asked. they have proven this pair of ugly dirty dirtbag scum fith murderous slime gang filth who ICE shoulod have gotten rid of instead they are handed by aarnold the ugly fuck to torture grab abuse and threaten my life--and I have to realize this is the real level of whorewood they are the ultimate conclusion of the years of the white trash shit who do not talk in ghetto gang banger usliness but are as dirty and foul only the brown sick fucks are very open about it . The movies the "stars" are meaningless sick empty grasping money power obsessed worthless shit I urge people to boycott that sick fuck institution and work to create independent film studios in your local areas so independent artists can flourish that would make america maybe "good" for once not "again". I will I think never watch any more of this drivel shit out of whorewood the directors the movie stars the shit of this group are an abomination to culture, society and the progress of humanity they are the de-evolution and destruction and stupid apes ugly and dirty their movies are bullshit their acting crap and that is a compliment compared to how mediocre and meaningless they truly are. This is a nazi mafia cartel nothing more. Drug addicts drug traffickers mafia nazi slime sick fucking stupid shit who won't study or read demand that I provide ideas out of torture for free for over 20 years without anything but destroying my life because ugly dirty arnold and shitalina and their europig shit trash partners can't stand to see me with any success my eyars of grad school destroyed my fight for a career blocked my body poisoned mutilated into old age and broken down and the abuse is never stopped. A government that is so sick and ugly it's a wasteland of rotten lying crap put in power. They remain forever as well they are kept there to inflict more and more rancid ossified ossoff nothingness promises scripted speeches and then the nazis are conjoined at the hips for rape and orgies of destruction pairing through citizens united which none of them ever attempts to thwart or stop, ever. Certainly not lying filth obama who is the messenger of nazi lies lord of the flies. They are sick and demented on power and money. The movies are all propagandized mind screw projections of fantasy to keep people pacified while they destroy the country from within/ nazi communist agents like baryishnikov and ugly shitnigger arnold are agents of kgb training into infiltrating america. the ugly frog dirty stupid sick latino murdering cartel scum ape was murderously violent yelling "fuck america fuck you" and then grabbed my breasts after demanding a tarot reading. By that time I had been slapped punched and almost hit with a cane for hours previously that morning, then shitting out their poison, and sick and drugged and sick from detox and then in the evening this filth fuck came to grab my breasts scream death threats and abuse after 2 more hours I gave him a tarot reading rrying to help this sick and evil demented programmed nazi stupid puppet scumbag who hates america but trump is using him to inflict murderous nazi torture upon me so ugly white trash shitalina nnd pig ape pitt and ugly shit arnold can sit back smug saying they are "not racist' see arnold raped his maid and obtained a baby and that is "love" and he's "not racist" and all will claim he never raped her but essentially it was sex on demand with a huge warning smile to submit or else....