Sunday, April 18, 2021

I know my emotions are being absolutely skewed while I write--the keyboard is almost impossible to pound down on any longer and the hacking makes writing correctly the first time I write a word also impossible. These people surrounding me are nasty, rotten and disgusting and rude and foul. I just noticed that on facebook beneath my post there is an advertisement for performing independent editing work online. I can't accomplish anything that precise on the internet due to hacking. I need at least my GOVERNMENT to stop forcing me into poverty with providing this group every poison, drug and torture tactic and equipment and drug and synthetic paralysis operation so I can't operate while they deny me health care. I really need health care and I have for years and this group has forced me not only into this sickness and poverty with no access to health care due to the poverty they inflicted upon me--while they partied and laughed with their new lovers as they got so turned on by being handed top awards year-after-year as i sat alone crying into the internet for help while they have been slashing my toes literally off, my fingernails my hair being chemically treated out and etc etc--so I have to spend endless years not only healing from poisoning but also from these nightly attacks on my body causing bruises, scars, blemishes that erupt from the fungus and mold and poisons they smear on my body--after they put my hips and spine out of place after they rape me while I am unconscious and being telpeorted to another location (a twin-body in two-places at one time sort of situation) and it's disgusting--and to have some real losers living around me who are being handed free rent to yell like snorting animals at me and whining hyenas as I am cleaining up the filth they have poured onto my patio after they just took away all the plants I have tended for 3 years and were beautiful and wonderful--with lies about water dripping onto their patio which they have had the landlord yell at me and throw things and break things as I stood there while he threatened to evict me for watering plants--as the fucking pigs in Whorewood watch on their surveillance tapes as I struggle to defend myself with no police protection, only attacks by all police which are as pigly as the pigapes of whorewood and the presidents and the politicians who partner with them all--and it's just disgusting and I see these rotten whores partying as they get awards for the ideas they steal out of me and then torture me afterwards and then destroy what little I have left when I write about their theft, what sick and dirty and ugly rotten stupid skanks the really are and everyone keeps defending them and leaving me begging for some justice so I am not forced to live with perpetual rape, dismemberment and death from this group of shit

 I have the usual sensation of spinning around and being nauseous while sitting still in front of this laptop. The mind control technology blasting into my brain, cutting off oxygen or stifling neural firing--however it's being done it's definitely unhealthy and damaging to brain cells and function.

I am nearly passing out sitting here from this attack. The keyboard is so badly being hacked it won't operate and I sit here like typing on a keyboard where the keys have been glued down--the sensation --

this has not stopped --this hacking like this and the brain attacks--for well over a decade or much longer but I have only been able to pinpoint it for the last decade. That no one is stopping it is a travesty to the legacy of the United States and for the progress of the world. the most vile and stupid are being promoted but I think most of you welcome that since you are part of that insidious group anyway.

But for me to be so blocked from earning money with my talents being suppressed--for whatever I can earn if not censored or shunned by this group of mind-numb followers who obey and do what they are told--so even if I had the most fascinating writing they would have their organization pass the news around to completely shun me and block all success even if I could actually publish my material without them blocking content or the information in toto on all avenues of communication. That is the situation now.

I really have been trying to get out of this rut , to earn money I have really tried with this blog and the hacking is so bad I am not able any longer to access my PayPal account. I can't get my mail service to notify me of mail I receive and they perpetually lie and I have changed and changed services  and the options have dwindled and in this sense I am stuck as well. So I can't earn money for any financial stability I can't get my mail information I can't post anything online without it being blocked I can't get health care and I can't get legal representation for all of these criminal activities. 

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Murder conditions prevail: Slashing into my fingertips until they are slowing being cut off, day-after-day cutting deeply into my cuticle and nail bed until the nails are completely dead, the finger tips smell like rotting flesh, literally cutting to my bone every single chance they get when I can't wrap the 8 layers with strings tied as firmly as possible around my hands and wrists. They use extremely slender mechanical arms to burrow under the layers and then slice into my fingers. They are perpetually swollen with red huge ridges and the cuticles completely cut off and gouges into my fingertips literally cutting to the bone every day. Perpetual smell of stinking, rotting flesh. I pour alcohol and healing oils on my fingers twice daily and the depth of the incisions after 17 years on an almost nightly basis is literally cutting my fingertips off killing all blood flow nails dead, not fractured but dead.//They have cut off my SSI Disability and are forcing me to "move" in February where, I will have no protection at least for a while to block the creeps rushing into my room when I can't wake up, my brain put into unconscious mode and unable to sense anyone raping, beating, slicing into my body, cutting out part of my uterus (ugly sick shitalina and dirty rancid pig ape pitt did this when I refused to have sex with that filth crap you all worship, dirty ape pitt brad bratt crap, plus he had to 'win" another Oscar that year for yet another idea he and his English and nazi teams had stolen from my writings and torture and mutilate me while destroying my body with poisoning (murder) in addition to outward mutilation which is still ongoing (the severing of part of my uterus happened in 2014 and it's never stopped--slicing into my body and drugging me which is poisoning to death at this endless rate of my body inundated with drugs and poisons while they torture me non-stop with verbal abuse which I can't "ignore" because they are drugging me into instant reaction with sleep deprivation and then deep sleep torture). so they are forcing me to leave this place where I have at least a barrier to the front door after literally over one year of trying to guess how the ape pig rat rapist scum were getting into my room with all the locks and protection and things blocking the door, the 4 locks and items stuck in the door wedging off entry from the outside--with mechanical arms they can remove it all and open the door from the inside. It took me a few years to figure out how to marginally stop the rape and they stole my money, put my hips out of alignment, smeared fungus and semen into my hair and they do this every chance possible when I can't spend the 30 minutes wrapping items around my feet, mouth (to stop them from slicing into my teeth to try to knock them out again also happening the year dirty filth fuck pitt ape "won" for the once upon a whorewood time in nazi-land movie which was my idea revolving around charles manson--and to get his award dirty pig ape pitt tried toh ave my teeth smashed in then falling out by slashing gum tissue to the gums--). So they are forcing me to move the landlord is extremely violent and the people EVERYWHERE AROUND THE PLANET are consumed with nazi culture violently raping putting my spine and hips out of alignment smearing fungus into my scalp and into my body orifices and then spraying stinking and permanently staining substances into my backpack and stealing my money from my purse and then breaking my shoes and ripping tearing. They do all of this every single time I leave this room to go shopping which is 2x a month due to paralysis and agonizing pain from the years of no one stopping the poisoning of my body and the mutilation and mis-alignment that the terrorist rapist were inflicting while the shit filth of whorewoode obtained oscars for my ideas. My money stolen my food poisoned my body mutilated and put out of alignemnt--the same shit whore apes are yelling death threats at me for fighting to get them and shit like them off me after my entire life surrounded by this filth and scum. Government still supports and protects them.//Besides instant yelling abuse and death threats the SECOND I wake up, they go on and on while I am in silent wake-up mode spending

**Nota Bene: this post is, like all my posts, every single one--rife with cursing, name-calling and ranting hyperbolic hate ranting. The min...