Sunday, April 18, 2021

I know my emotions are being absolutely skewed while I write--the keyboard is almost impossible to pound down on any longer and the hacking makes writing correctly the first time I write a word also impossible. These people surrounding me are nasty, rotten and disgusting and rude and foul. I just noticed that on facebook beneath my post there is an advertisement for performing independent editing work online. I can't accomplish anything that precise on the internet due to hacking. I need at least my GOVERNMENT to stop forcing me into poverty with providing this group every poison, drug and torture tactic and equipment and drug and synthetic paralysis operation so I can't operate while they deny me health care. I really need health care and I have for years and this group has forced me not only into this sickness and poverty with no access to health care due to the poverty they inflicted upon me--while they partied and laughed with their new lovers as they got so turned on by being handed top awards year-after-year as i sat alone crying into the internet for help while they have been slashing my toes literally off, my fingernails my hair being chemically treated out and etc etc--so I have to spend endless years not only healing from poisoning but also from these nightly attacks on my body causing bruises, scars, blemishes that erupt from the fungus and mold and poisons they smear on my body--after they put my hips and spine out of place after they rape me while I am unconscious and being telpeorted to another location (a twin-body in two-places at one time sort of situation) and it's disgusting--and to have some real losers living around me who are being handed free rent to yell like snorting animals at me and whining hyenas as I am cleaining up the filth they have poured onto my patio after they just took away all the plants I have tended for 3 years and were beautiful and wonderful--with lies about water dripping onto their patio which they have had the landlord yell at me and throw things and break things as I stood there while he threatened to evict me for watering plants--as the fucking pigs in Whorewood watch on their surveillance tapes as I struggle to defend myself with no police protection, only attacks by all police which are as pigly as the pigapes of whorewood and the presidents and the politicians who partner with them all--and it's just disgusting and I see these rotten whores partying as they get awards for the ideas they steal out of me and then torture me afterwards and then destroy what little I have left when I write about their theft, what sick and dirty and ugly rotten stupid skanks the really are and everyone keeps defending them and leaving me begging for some justice so I am not forced to live with perpetual rape, dismemberment and death from this group of shit

 I have the usual sensation of spinning around and being nauseous while sitting still in front of this laptop. The mind control technology blasting into my brain, cutting off oxygen or stifling neural firing--however it's being done it's definitely unhealthy and damaging to brain cells and function.

I am nearly passing out sitting here from this attack. The keyboard is so badly being hacked it won't operate and I sit here like typing on a keyboard where the keys have been glued down--the sensation --

this has not stopped --this hacking like this and the brain attacks--for well over a decade or much longer but I have only been able to pinpoint it for the last decade. That no one is stopping it is a travesty to the legacy of the United States and for the progress of the world. the most vile and stupid are being promoted but I think most of you welcome that since you are part of that insidious group anyway.

But for me to be so blocked from earning money with my talents being suppressed--for whatever I can earn if not censored or shunned by this group of mind-numb followers who obey and do what they are told--so even if I had the most fascinating writing they would have their organization pass the news around to completely shun me and block all success even if I could actually publish my material without them blocking content or the information in toto on all avenues of communication. That is the situation now.

I really have been trying to get out of this rut , to earn money I have really tried with this blog and the hacking is so bad I am not able any longer to access my PayPal account. I can't get my mail service to notify me of mail I receive and they perpetually lie and I have changed and changed services  and the options have dwindled and in this sense I am stuck as well. So I can't earn money for any financial stability I can't get my mail information I can't post anything online without it being blocked I can't get health care and I can't get legal representation for all of these criminal activities. 

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This teleportation instantaneous abuse attack system is so ephemeral but so instantaneous in the hate of people I watch on youtube appearing almost 5 or 10 minutes after clicking on their video. Somehow they are transported/teleported and the tech is from New York as that is where he is stationed. How many of these devices are integrated into a comprehensive unified attack system within the United States, pairing with East Coast controlled opposition to Whorewood controlled opposition and some are outright Nazis but barely disguised. This one is yelling how "stupid" I am while brushing my teeth so I of course can't respond unless I spit out toothpaste to respond to bs hate from another Jewish Nazi who is defending his icon bernie sanders, his Jewish nazi cohort system and attacking me for promotion by nazi hate team USA all the way Californication nazi antisemitism is the "thing" to do for all established minorities currently in circulation. His rancor is so over-stenching (a new word) that it's abominable deplorable as usual as he had arrived years earlier for me having watched his videos. His videos are so informative and so "Left" railing against all the evil scum who assault me like Hegseth but privately he's so pro nazi it's deplorable. He's a staunch supporter of Hillary and Bernie, a "Progressive" so he is yelling how "stupid" I am. They rebound my accusations back onto me which I scream out---albeit on this written form--after YEARS OF MURDER ATTEMPTS TORTURE ENAR DEATH ABUSE EVERY DAY RAPE MUTILATION TORTURRE dismemberment disfigurement and to traumatize ideas out of me because they are blank and bereft of them. This podcaster David Feldman has information that he researches but like so many of the frauds is a spiteful hateful (one could argue self-hating "Jew" for why would anyone identified with being jewish abuse me so viciously under prompting by ugly sleazy arnold the nazi scum creep who has been making his stupid dirty comments all morning but not like murderous hate and not murder energy as usual---and on cue, as another recruit of another minority fedman has come to yell stupid hissing in hate at me. That is, defending nazi murder and rape and hate all the "isms" he claims he is so against. His usual last remark is to "defend the weak" of course unless big daddy nazi tells him to abuse the defenseless turned weak by not weeks of torture but over decadewsof daily torture which this cretin has fully engated and profited off. He can and is allowed to spew hate at nazis but then recoil into his jewish liberal identity and support bernie and get allowed ot make podcasts as long as he proves valuable to nazis in that he won't do a fucking goddamn thing to protect the weak or take a fraction of an iota of energy to do any goddamn thing but spew ideas and research, for which he is excellent and commentqary but like all the rest of the minority minions, a vicious self-hating puppet uncle tom of the nazi plantation. So tired and drained and dying from reesponding to the stinking sick filth this team of shit crap bring into abusing me for watching any content whatsoever they usher instantly all the artists and their friends to hack and abuse so if I click on one more single video they are welcome to sit abuse rape and torture me and as lonjg as possible---some remain for years. Dirty david feldman arrived next to ugly shitalina and pig ape pitt about 4 years ago. He's back today spitting in rage nnd hate, another hateful gremlin of abuse and hissing rage for me having upset his maasters of the plantation for which he relies on his food and security adn wearm milk before bed after presenting another "intellecxdtual" bvut self-hating "Jew" which will spew hate at me, just like ben shapiro and so many other of the famous "jews" like noam chomsky and I can't recall theother one--absolutely anti-Israel attack on Palestine--normal finklestein a hateful loathsome naaty typical abuser snuggling into the warm crevice of nazi whorewood shitalina and pig ape pitt who are themselves snuggled into the dark money-festering anus of arnold ugly shitnigger filth machine of death and hate--beloved by rump t and his team of nazi crap the endless maga filth that dirty loathsome but intellectual and provies great content david feldman just lambasted as "you suck" b ut then defends him by attacking me which is a silent partner of hegseth for presideent and all that will keep feldman as the "jewish intellectual" role anti-trump but oh, how he will do anything like all the minority uncle toms and aunt jemimas to keep their podcasts if not their cnn and msnow posts (msnbc I mean they got fired the name changed). I am dying from every day abuse because I try to find thsse alternative subculture peoloe who make comments so I can bypass the ugly stench of the maqinsteram media and not enhance the nazi controtions of verbal bullshit alacrity that crap like morning joe and his skank team and also white worm gushing over trump lawrence odonnel in the form of anti-trump gushing reverse psychology rhetoric. Feldman has used some of my terms that II use regularly and is another reader or is aware of my situationj of being literally abused to death by shitnigger who he is partnering with now. And thus supporting trump and providing yet more fodder which blocks real anti fasciiss commentary and it is impossible for me to find any of it since my internet is continuously hacked and monitored, this shit of crap liek feldman is all I can find which has any serious investigative of fact content. Otherwise, it's les sinformed but seeming "left" to try to find any salvation for the shit stain that has enveloped america and teh stpuid apathy that remains. HOrrific frauds like him are the norm not the isolated occurrence. Hiis violent abuse of me verbally is why I am being murdered without a vestaige of support his dirty sleazy but "intellectual left" "Jewish" input is why jews have completely sided with nazis which includes being controlled by the "Zionist" lobby which excludes jews for the most part unless they are like jared kuschner who is as white and blonde as possib le marries a blonde nazi shit filth creep who is viciously nazi antisemitic and so it i's nasty daddy the jews marry into such family systems to get shelter from the storm and like steven spielberg they play the intellectual compassionate anti-nazi role in public and in privaate sell jews targeted to death as vehemently as they can smirking ugly sinister. So, feldman is not mentally stupid but I would say emotionally castrated and dwarfed by nazism and the vicious murder cartels which he and his ilk have helped put in power. So I am dying from the daily repetition of such shit coming under invitation of ugly stupid sick shitalina who truly is stupid and they bring on vicious yelling quasi intellectuals who try to beat me down. I am not as informed as he is< i will admit I am not privy to access as he is my internet is blocked. The stupid apes who are intellectually inclined but pretend that the system which is blocking me means I am thus "stupid" and moreso than they entails a certain strain of stupidity which means they blondly allow for their own destruction but beleive they are benefitting from fitting in and servicing the nazi stupid shit who employ such apparent "intellectuals". I am being killed by the vicious shit like david feldman but under the murderous nazi filth of arnold who put trump in power and his ilk who have been abusing me to death vut mostly relying on the wabnna be ugly scum of whorewood who viciously abuse me for 3/4 of every day and night as murderously as they possibly can to watch me deteriorate, turn brokken, destroyed as the oppressed ones from unbelieavable racism and antisemitism which is barely disguised under the bubbly fake facades of the white nazi shit who use all means to destroy jews b ut appear smiling with their system intact as shit like feldman are at heart terrorized and timid cowaards and rely on this vicious passive-aggressive stupidity of self-immolation which they are trained to believe "its' happening to her help them get the bitch stupid bitch" they sneer t me after I scream a out how stupid the uneducated stupid filth are who attack ;me to get ideas. They don't ask shitty feldman for ideas because he only interpreets political malfeasance as part of the controlled opposition structure it is not original it is a pattern of a type of analysis tinged with "comedy". I still want to watch his fucking blathering just because he does elicit facts and information I can't obtain because shit like him won't have the "balls" to fight this oppression and these castrated whipmering vicious so-called jewish men, emasculinated are so typically present the race or that "group" has been so damaged and destroyed for so many centuries of this endless refrain of this nazi pograom holocaust system but it's now being brought by the same euroshit this sick stupid fuck is embracing so he can state with hissing delight in his shrunken emasculination that "it's happening to you not to me" as my hateful brother states, he can only have sex swith anything but jewish women and has been doing that all his life. The trans-migration of his hate and loathing is always dumped on ne and that is the endless training jewish men and women obtain and they are helping nazis o rise in americxa. Felman is that kind of stupid it's a strain that bypasses appareant intellectual capacity.

  As anybody can read, there are so many wrongly spelled words which are due, in part, to non-stop incessant hacking regardless of any priva...