After I got up from this laptop and did the work I must do (I am making something, which I have to literally hide under objects so the terrorists utilizing the mechanical arms don't damage any more of it--I left it on my bed while in the middle of sewing it --making a purse from beautiful fabrics--the mechanical arms got in through the open door of the patio and sliced a hole into the beautiful silk/satin fabric).
I can't look at my body in bright sunlight or in bright light any longer because for over a decade this group has used either home break-ins or the mechanical arms to wreak endless damage to my body. My body is literally covered with scars, blemishes and marks and spider veins and cuts and slashes--pimple eruptions from chemicals or fungus or mold smeared on my skin--then once the eruptions have taken place, they use another chemical to literally tattoo the scars onto my skin--they remain permanent and dug into the skin. (Right now I am backspacing endlessly and retyping endlessly as hacker terrorists are juxtaposing letters while I type).
Thusly, I got up and did this work, and I could not use the bright light I need to see because of all the ugly and hideous deformations that the terrorists have inflicted upon my skin. I sleep with packaging tape wrapped around my forearms, upper arms, fingers, hands, my thighs and shins and my feet are wound in mutliple layers of cotton balls and tape covered over with socks to stop the slashing into my nerve endings between the webbing of my toes and around the toe area that has gone on for days and weeks and months--my feet have nearly been crippled from it. I sleep with layers of clothing where I have sewn enclosed areas over hands and feet so the mechanical arms can only get through the neck or waist area.
I shaved my legs a few days ago and there were no slashes or cuts from my shaving. Upon waking the next morning my legs were covered with cuts and scars just from one shaving. My body is literally covered every inch with scars and blemishes. And they keep inflicting more, even with all the deterrent defenses I have hammered and pounded into all panels, covering all the floor, ceiling and all panels with layers of paper (artful) and tape-the paper was multicolored and the terrorists flicked stains on all of them so I had to resort to pasting art decals which looks a bit tacky--I could not redo the whole thing and I was easy--as I am mostly paralyzed and can't move any exertion is very painful and all I have done is fight to stop these mechanical arms from allowing people to enter into my room to literally destroy and maim and cripple my body after they rape me and then poison and drug my food and etc etc
all with these psycho celebrities and politicians participating doing their part of the psychological terror and abuse operations to completely destroy my every thing and part of my body and mind and spirit and soul while they rape and abuse and then steal ideas I write of regarding how disgusting and depraved and essentially stupid they are.
However, while I was working, I "remembered" the words I could not grasp while sitting here fighting to backspace continuously. I could not remember the term, "chin strap" when I was referring to the type of head covering I have made to stop them from destroying my hair further (I believe they have used these follicle removing technologies to literally rip hair follicles off my scalp there are huge balding spots while the rest of my hair is growing sort of normally, but the areas that are sparse do nothing and remain dormant and it feels like there are no hair follicles left--this is conjecture but they did something in addition to a few decades of just making my hair messy and like the texture of straw every single day--)
but...it's disgusting to see my body so damaged--I can't look at it any longer. I remain with what looks like pots of cottage cheese cellulite hanging off every other part of my body which is essentially the adipose tissue raised up due to hard poisons which have extended throughout my body literally also on every inch of my body--constructing movement so badly I can't do simple stretches I can't accomplish anything--not even driving around on this most beautiful island DESPITE ENDLESS CONSTRUCTION TEARING DOWN EVERY SINGLE BEAUTIFUL PRISINE AREA LEFT for disgusting Nazis and creeps to build more coffee shops and restaurants and hotels for more pornographic sleazy vacation loops for the pig apes who rush out to gang stalk me like vicious hyenas every single chance they get--with endless circles of brown-black skinned slaves operating the most vicious attacks while the pig apes watch on smug and gloating.
But my body is now disgusting it's putrid to see in the light and I have always exercised, dieted and taken as best care of my body as possible (besides being so drugged up I literally smoked because it reduced inflammation and helped me to physically move--) and then there were other things that their drugging forced me into as lifestyle seeming "choices" but otherwise, I have always cared greatly about my body, how I looked, always tried to get my body into some kind of decent shape and this is years--more than a decade actually much more--that all I have done is lay in bed sick going nowhere and fighting to remove poison while this group removes all health care options--now I have zero health care options and no money to pay (even with the stimulus checks, have to have money in reserve because every other aspect of my life is under deadly threat and I must have even this bare and nascent safety net of savings in order to try to defend my life against their endless deadly attacks--)
Just writing this once more knowing that for now no one is going to stop them or help me to live in peace you all have to obey and do what you are told and you all think this is okay and has nothing in relation to your lives or to murders in the streets by police and it's all just an isolated incident and that your celebrities with their psycho jokes and fake plastic surgery charm are really okay and my ranting is just hyperbole.
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No less than two of my fingernails are permanently damaged are are frayed, dead and look like they've been dried out and are crumbling--they never grow they are simply dead. This is from objects inserted under cuticles for over 6 years on a nightly basis so there were always bloody and red gouges and I could not begin to understand how to defend myself as I was so drugged up I sat in a comatose state writing hysterically on the internet and writing creative ideas--I cannot express how bloated I was and have been with mind control drugs seeping into my body due to the hardening poisons. Idea after idea was sucked out of me by these Nazi and fascist actors who then ordered my body crippled and deformed. They have also tried to have my teeth knocked out, in addition to ordering my toes broken so badly they are sticking out of the joint and I have no money to have t them put back in place and no doctors here in Phuket are legitimate and not a part of the terror team operation. Absolutely no one here in Phuket at this time is anything but a stooge operating for this Nazi and fascist gang of thugs here in Phuket--who have plantations and nothing less than obvious slaves servicing their every need and desire with absolute love and thrills to be doing so (instead of dying in slums and mud corrugated tin shack ghettos like much of SE Asian must live in with no way out of excruciating poverty and destitution with fascist overlord governments controlling their every birth control right --i.e. Philipines) but Thailand--all I can say is that finally Democracy Now came out last night (my time) with a clip about Thai protestors in prison and now this is finally making some kind of blip on the righteous pro-Democracy radar but alas it's so small but still necessary.
But I can't get the simplest of health care in Phuket. I was at a healing center called Atmanjai where the former manager from Australia--Michael--handed me a jar of supposed colloidal silver--I was trying to learn about detox as he had his staff attack me nastily while I was getting these hydro-therapeutic treatments to try to rid my body of this massive ten-years corroded mass of poisons that I am still fighting to get out
but, he sold me for a hefty price polluted and clouded colloidal silver. I looked it up on the internet and got photos (hacked in) of similarly cloudy and unclear bottles of colloidal silver. Almost a decade later I saw a video regarding this healing modality and the orator informed the You Tube audience that the colloidal silver liquid MUST be clear and not cloudy. I now have scars because I had been literally pulled off my motorbike by two Thai drivers riding together on a tiny and cheap motorbike while I was driving at high speed down a steep mountain side---
but the scars are endless and they keep tearing into my skin every single night. Although I sleep totally covered from head to foot--they insert these mechanical arms into my nightgown which can only be opened at the neck area--I can't stop this I can't sew is into one huge piece--and despite tying as tight a knot around my waist with the tie-string on my leggings they are cutting into my legs nightly.
I doubt this much damage can be corrected even with plastic surgery--but I NEED IT TO BE STOPPED I NEED SOMEONE TO INTERVENE because I have spent two years fighting to keep these terrorist scumbags out of my room and all I can do is now ask for money to help me to move to a permanent place sold in my name so I can begin to really defend myself. The terrorist actors who are endlessly teleporting me are telling me that despite a decade of me saying no and screaming and trying to kill them and writing hate messages daily, that they are demanding a baby out of me whether I want it or not-because THEY will get some huge promotion and perhaps leadership in H-wood out of it. they are backed by oldies like Clint Eastwood and the never-ending assault by Sylvester Stallone who has been attacking me with his Italian mafia partners in Miami since 1997--never ending this sick and rotten thug is going on and on and he has been instrumental in these creeps from Whorewood attacking me endlessly as he keeps also getting promoted--you can add Robert Redford into this equation who has been also key in supporting this group and promoting the people who are stealing my ideas. He has had his symbols and signs permeating my every driving experience in ways that are difficult to describe because it's supposed to make me sound delusional for writing about their sick and psychopathic formulas for undetectable torture and harassment and triggering--all sponsored by the US Government but so fully endorsed and funded and supported by Europigape fascists who also control much of China. This is another "blanket statement" but living in Phuket I do know that according to statistics it is Chinese investors who are the dominant investing force but it is the Europigapes who control them and kick them out of the region for living purposes, which they claim as their right. The big battle here in Phuket for power and control is really betwixt the Russians and the Europigapes--the latter are just a huge consortium of fascist Nazism at this point in their EU united history. They are all very similar in behavior but I have almost never seen Chinese living in huge areas in the most beautiful areas. I just write this because I know how these fascist Imperialists operate by now. When Ted Cruz blames the Chinese for censoring homosexuality in American movies he is leaving out the other international influences that have much control over US media conglomerate concerns.
That was a side-bar to all that is happening but with all the tech I am digressing to a great degree.
I wanted to write about the endless destruction to my body and I so need people to stop allowing them to go on and on doing this to me. I have done all I can to defend myself for years and they are still slashing into my body and pouring chemicals that scar my body. The colloidal silver created a white tattoo on the areas that were literally ripped off when these two Thai boys pulled me off my motorbike while I was driving. The police did nothing and medical doctors gave me nothing when I paid and so I resorted to the "nice" healing place where the gooey New Age music was playing for stress release and relaxation, with this soft-toned fascist Nazi Aussie handing me, really having with sexuality enthusiasm as he stared at the injuries I had sustained, bloody gashes into my legs and arm--now coated with huge white patches that he sold me using this colloidal silver ointment that he told me would heal it all up right away--heaving like he was having an orgasm as he told me this--wearing his white flowing clothing denoting his spiritual purity. This man STOLE the ideas from the American-owned very small, privately-owned healing center where the owner was drowned but it was made to look like an accident. The English and this Aussie who worked there, stealing all concepts they could, then took control over the healing centers and this parasite then established his own healing center (but only as manager) but he had by then sucked out all information possible.
The same system of murder, theft and other types of disfigurations and denial of health care and lies and protection for any scumbag whore who wants to steal, rape and murder and obtain all that someone else has worked for as their concept is now such an established and desired systematic form of discrimination and theft and rape and robbery and murder it is so embraced.
I can't get any doctor to not further injure me when I go in for any treatment, and especially not here in master-slave colony Phuket. I have gone into doctors' offices here and they give me shots, telling me it will heal the stiffness in my body and reduce pain. Instead they are giving me horrific drugs to numb my body while they are inserting hardening agents that harden the formerly pliable poison that is now hard as rock into my body.
I now have to fight off greedy and rapacious hater celebrities who have huge plastic-coated smiles and sexual wiles who you all adore for this posturing gait and nazi iconography as they torture me endlessly while I fight without any health care whatsoever to heal from hardening poison that their colleagues operating to torture here in Phuket have gladly afflicted my life with.
They also cut into my teeth after nearly breaking my teeth off so they would never heal. I have to tape my entire face except for my nostrils to try to stop them from literally cutting my teeth out , slowly, night after night.
I so badly need someone to intervene in this I cannot stop these mechanical arms from breaking into my room any longer I have spent literally years fighting to stop this. As for the celebrities and their demands for a baby out of me after they ordered part of my uterus SEVERED OUT so I stopped all functioning in that area--but still they assume I can still have some baby while they have been ordering my mutilation while they get enhanced plastic surgery and lead roles--
over a decade of this going on and on and much longer than that.
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