That is the usual and typical daily attack just on the internet. Always the recovery disc is either broken, stolen or not put into the box after I pay for the laptop. Any recovery disc I order will be suspect and I would have to order online, which means I can't go to any physical location to inquire about deficiencies in the disc should there be the inevitable blocks or inoperable components (almost a 95% certainty).
I have not assessed my body for more scars, cuts, bruises, stinking substances smeared into my hair, skin. I have had so much damage done to my hair I no longer brush my hair (also they spray stinking substances on my brushes and I have to throw brushes away at least once a month). My fingers right now are not going to keys I am trying to press.
The attack is probably stemming from some internal chip or attack system embedded within the laptop itself, "tweeking" my brain with it's microchip implants.
Every single thing I have written today, the preceding days and all the havoc, chaos and destruction has been an ongoing situatioon for years and years.
It's not going to change in the near future.
I remain cleaning up stinking filth the filthy stinking stalkers, under order from the filth who are wealthy and bigot black, white, feminist, blonde, black, male, female, etc the list is endless of the sick people ordering the filthy parasites to go into my room and destroy everything possible. All I do with my time is clean up filth they spray, pour in and the damage to my body has taken over 9 years of daily paralysis while under non-stop 24 hour torture. The internet, as I attempted to write above, is "just" one more component of total destruction of my life.
That is the jist of the mind-controlled typing I can barely manage to get out on this laptop for this blog.
My real creative ideas remain blocked. Whenever I get in front of these laptops, anywhere, (as I am under non-stop surveillance, all things I do randomly are met with unprepared spontaneous stalking agents trying their best to immediately hack into the spur-of-the-moment system I try to get onto. I cannot "think" of what I want to do in order to avert the stalking blocks to any internet or e-interaction. The hacking takes less than 2 minutes at these spurious moments when I attempt to block their hacking. Otherwise, they are already prepared whenever I get onto any system I have arrenged to go to. I have had to attempt to type at internet cafes for over one year due to my last laptop being broken by stalkers (under orders of the brat pit actor who...I am tired of writing about them, I will copy and paste what I wrote the last time here next time, if the laptop operates any longer. I never know.)
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As I attempted to type above and got into a long tangent and then as I was about to begin writing about brat pit (brad pitt, the actor and his wife, who is his shadow perpetrator wifey who is as violent as he is, but always behind him but stealing my feminist ideas to make her fake alternative movies, as he has done as well). They ordered my laptop broken when I asked for justice and that they be stopped from hacking into my system (I asked the nebulous Facebook hacker readership, which is as nefarious as the pit couple are, or far worse actually extremely menacing genocidal vile violent nazis who attack me here in Phuket and everywhere in the United States--the pit pair are just a plastic-coated calmed down wealthy version of the worst white trash rednecks you could ever not want to get in anycontact with).
My brain is also blocked from accessing what I want to say. I just remain at a kind of surface level of communicatory skills. Barely accessing any real cognitive depth or analytical or creative functioning. Once I get off the laptop and out of range of the chips and microchip triggers, the creative ideas come back flooding in. It is literally impossible to type anywhere with all the hacking to every single system I manage to get on; as I wrote, it takes less than 2 minutes for the hacking organization/stalking organization to locate my random attempts at any internet station that I have not already used (there are only a liminted amount of internet cafes here in Phuket).
My blog will remain like the revolving circus clown parade of one description of heinous filth smeared into my body/room/clothing/internet and the dirty and nasty ugly people who attack me (the plastic-coated ones are ugly when you see them in teleportation. Even when they appear as 'beautiful " I can see and feel the ugly evil they emit and behind their masks I can see their real emotional expressions. The greed and stupidity appears in ways you can't see in normal 3-D space and time.
That is giving too much information for the Whorewood parasites to suck out and use as their own concept. This also has been an ongoing component of the endless traumatization, so an open "back door portal" into my brain can be used to suck out and coerce creative ideas as I theolosophize and psychologically analyze the people, the situation, the political content
and then this information is taken by these absolutely formulaic parasitic actors and writers and used as their concept.
They have been trying to suck out more sexual passion out of me but they have been so vile and disgusting--these rotten "men" and their nasty abuser "feminist" wives and children and girlfriends--that I have completely turned off. Not much to miss because the grasp of life in no way depends on being sexually accessed by loveless parasites using sophisticated technology because they lack all love, beauty and soul and heart and need to abuse someone in order to suck it out (which their "feminist" couterparts then collaterally suck out in a mutual attack system of loveless couples who need to abuse in order to feel alive).
It's not such a novel idea. This is one of the real reasons that MK ULTRA is so popular with the people in positions of power who have long ago lost their sexual desires and replaced all with sadistic parasiticism and feeding off power games in order to feel invigorated.
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The hackers/stalkers/techs can also attack whatever microchip implant is in my brain, or the remote tech (as I do not know exactly how this is being done, but I do know that there is a tiny lump on the right side of my skull , near the apex or crown, that the hard chemicals extend into my skull through my cervical vertebrae). I am unable to use my fingers to press keys. It is not completely stifled but I have to hesitate and slow down to "remember" where the keys are. Also the hackers have inserted malware to make the keys double and the space bar to not operate, which also adds another layer to the block to wriiting or creative thinking or intellectual capacity.
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And the reason I say (wtite) that this ongoing story is simply never ending, is because of the never-ending nothing that the people around the world who see what is happening to me do: nothing except participate or let it happen to me.
Some of these very same observers also are microchipped, under mind control programming (a huge swatch of every population is always socialized into normative formations, but the technology is so advanced and so stealth that people have no concept that they are being targeted as well as me.)
People also love a witch hunt and murder/assassination group orgy.
No one ever protects me and thus I repeat these same things over and over for years and years, always not writing the short stories I want to (also threatened by the nasty creeps teleporting me who want silencing and endless promotions and endless ideas to suck out of my energy and life force and brain and creative content--as they appear to be non-studious idiots who are violent puppets of a very insidious global regime).
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over 5 minutes of waiting for a page to open in this browser. The "updates" from Microsoft have been slowly churning nothing for over 3 hours and it's now at 93%.
People just watch me fighting to clean up the stinking mess the stalkers put in my room; they watch me fight against a few hundred creeps stalking and pushing into me from around evrey corner. They swerve and walk directly in front of me in huge groups so I can't get around them; this is continuous while I am shopping. Every store has agents wearing the Thai costumes of the service agents (they all wear uniforms, so apt for a military dictatorship and coup d'etat system and Martial Law governmen, run by European Nazi investors.
And they watch on, the people order this upon me watch from laptop computers as all is under non-stop surveillance and attack. From thousands of miles away they observe their stalkers attack me while my brain is under this blanket of attack. I smile and laugh while they insult me, I can't grasp the fact that they are inisulting or attacking me. I answer every question without pause, using words I have never formulated or thought of.
NO ONE EVER DEFENDS ME NO ONE EVER APPROACHES ME
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and that is the essence of this blog.
I can write creatively when I hand write, but the hard chemicals embedded into my spine and back muslces make writing anything for any length of time impossible. Also the microchips make my arms and hands slightly shake, I can never write legibly. I also get extremely tired after a short while as my nervous system is under non-stop attack while I am struggling to hand write creatively. The silencing is a complete deletion of my social standing, as is the discrediting effects.
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